I Chose You- A Danisnotonfire...

By Mustbethe1d

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He was Dan Howell, a full time youtuber and a university drop out. She was Lia, a trainwreck living in London... More

Chapter 1: I Chose You- A Danisnotonfire / Dan Howell FanFic
Chapter 2: London
Chapter 3: First Impressions
Chapter 4: Crushes
Chapter 5: Deep dark hole
Chapter 6: Lunch
Chapter 7: Drunk Texts
Chapter 8: Home
Chapter 9: I found you
Chapter 10: Searching
Chapter 11: Don't ask.
Chapter 12: Can't go back.
Chapter 13: Stop it.
Chapter 14: New York
Chapter 15: Goodbye New York.
Chapter 16: Coffee
Chapter 17: Sick
Chapter 18: Text
Chapter 19: No Kidding.
Chapter 20: Shock Horror
Chapter 21: Phil
Chapter 23: Vlogging
Chapter 24: Feedback
Chapter 25: L.A. L.A. Baby
Chapter 26: L.A. part 2
Chapter 27: Hospital
Chapter 28: Wake Up.
Chapter 29: Please wake up.
Chapter 30: A month later
Chapter 31: Hangover.
Chapter 32: Honeymoon
Chapter 33: Don't go.
Chapter 34: Hospital.
Chapter 35: Home.
Chapter 36: Billie Jean
Chapter 37: Housebound
Chapter 38: What are you getting Dan?
Chapter 39: Christmas is coming
Chapter 40: Filming
Chapter 41: Gym
Chapter 42: Forgiven?
Chapter 43: Deal with it
Chapter 44: It's Complicated
Chapter 45: Hugs much needed
Chapter 46: News
Chapter 47: Christmas Time!
Chapter 48: Party Time
Chapter 49: What?
Chapter 50: Ill
Chapter 51: Packing
Chapter 52: Africa and a nice twist
Chapter 53: England
Chapter 54: Jason
Chapter 55: No Problem.
Chapter 56: Stealing
Chapter 57: Moving.
Chapter 58: Playlist Live
Chapter 59: Cat Fight
Chapter 60: Fans, can't hack them.
Chapter 61: Don't Go There.
Chapter 62: Ignoring
Chapter 63: Caspar Lee the South African Slut.
Chapter 64: Talking about Vlogging.
Chapter 65: Don't Worry About Me.
Chapter 66: I'm fine.
Chapter 67: Muse.
Chapter 68: Bad Dreams
Chapter 69: Why Did This Happen
Chapter 70: Funeral
Chapter 71: Just a Small Bump.
Chapter 72: New friend
Chapter 73: New Girl
Chapter 74: Naughty
Chapter 75: Boyfriend Troubles
Chapter 76: Horror Films
Chapter 77: Tired
Chapter 78: The Zoo!
Chapter 79: Tension
Chapter 80: Appointments.
Chapter 81: Sigh
Chapter 82: Jealousy.
Chapter 83: What You Deserve
Chapter 84: Jealousy?
Chapter 85: Lunch.
Chapter 86: Partying.
Chapter 87: Not what it seems.
Chapter 88: You Think Too Little Of Yourself
Chapter 89: Double Trouble
Chapter 90: Mistake.
Chapter 91: Hurting.
Chapter 92: Lashing out.
Chapter 93: Panic Attack
Chapter 94: There's still hope.
Chapter 95: YouNow.
Chapter 96: Announcement.
Chapter 97: Heading to Italy.
Chapter 98: Not So Awkward Flight.
Chapter 99: Straight to bed.
Chapter 100: Falling Harder than ever.
Thank you so much.
An Annual Update
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Chapter 22: Figuring things out

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We hit 2000 reads! Who did that!?!? Thank you all so much for voting on my fanfic and reading it means so much to me ^_^

It was a long two weeks without hearing from Jess. Phil spent half of that time just lying in bed, unable to function. When he decided to leave the confines of his room, he was like a zombie, and I could tell it was scaring Lia. We booked a hospital appointment to see how the baby was doing and they said Lia was a month along, and that it would be a spring baby. 

"Will we be able to find out the gender soon?" Lia asked and the lady smiled at her. 

"We won't be able to find out until you're further along." 

Exactly two weeks later after Phil came home crying, Phil was sitting on the sofa watching a movie with us. Then the phone goes off and I sigh loudly, knowing I'd have to answer it. I stand up and let go of Lia's hand as I went to pick up the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey Dan, is Phil there?"

"Yes he is..." I looked at Phil who looked pretty much like the zombie he's been for the past few weeks. 

"Good. I'm coming up. Do you and Lia mind if we get some privacy?"

"Sure." I nodded and hung up. "Er, Phil, me and Lia are going out for a bit hope you don't mind..." I gave Lia a look and she understood immediately, jumping up and grabbing my hand. 

"Let's go get some coffee. Or hot chocolate, for me." We left the apartment with no answer from Phil. I didn't see Jess as we headed out of our building, but I hope she'd fix this with Phil.

JESS POV.

As soon as I saw Dan and Lia leave I made my way into the building. I had been spending the past two weeks at my friends because I was scared Lia would come knocking or worse- Phil. Poor Phil. I bet he was so heartbroken when I left him at dinner. I couldn't. I panicked. But these past two weeks without him made me realise how I can't live without him either. I tried, for two weeks not seeing his face and his eyes lighting up over the simplest and smallest of things. I missed him like crazy. 

I knocked on the door. Twice. Three times. 

He is in there, right? I huffed and knocked again. 

"Phil?!" I yelled through the door and I heard something fall to the ground. I felt footsteps vibrating in front of me as the door swung open to show Phil's shocked face. 

He looked a mess. Like he hadn't slept in the past 2 weeks. Dark purple bags hung under his eyes, and his hair was unstraightened, so it curled at the ends.

"Jess? What are you-"

"-Ask me again, Phil." I let out the words I had been wanting to say for days fall out of my mouth. Phil gasped, surprised.

"What?"

I took a deep breath. "Ask me again."

"Will..." Phil struggled with his words as he tried to comprehend the situation. "Will you marry me?"

"Yes." I uttered and jumped into his arms, tears streaming down my face. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't think."

"I...I'm just glad you're back." He mumbled into my hair and he began to cry. "I've missed you so much." 

I pulled away from him and took his face in my hands, pressing my lips against his. The door was shut and Phil picked me up and headed straight to his bedroom. The last thing I remembered before everything blurring into one was Phil pushing Toroto off his bed.

LIA POV

We headed for Starbucks and Dan ordered me a hot chocolate because coffee was apparently bad for the baby, and we bumped into no other than Crystal and Anna. Crystal beamed at us.

"Hey! How's it going?"

"Not too bad, thanks, yourself?" 

"I'm doing swell." Swell? Who says swell. "Are you feeling any better?" 

I nodded and put a hand on my stomach as Dan handed me my drink. "Yeah, turns out I'm pregnant! So you probably won't find me out drinking for say... 9 months."

The smile was wiped off her face, and Anna seemed to glare at my stomach. "Pregnant? Oh dear! But you're so young! Both of you! Isn't it a bit too early to be settling down?"

Dan wrapped an arm around me. "We're perfectly fine."

"Will you be hearing wedding bells any time soon? Because you know, she's pregnant after all." Crystal asked Dan, and I frowned. I had always been iffy when it came to those three girls. 

"Well if we do it won't be because Lia's pregnant. I love her." He tightened his hold on me and I got the message. 

"Yep! So if you don't mind we have to get going..." I walked around her and her friend and huffed at Dan. "She really annoys me."

"She creeps me out. I feel as if she's having eye-sex with me every time I see her."

"Do you see her often?" I frowned, and he shook his head. 

"Whenever I'm with Phil for the radio show, we always seem to bump into her one way or another."

"Very creepy." I murmured, a frown on my face, and Dan stopped me to pepper my face with kisses. 

"Stop frowning." He grinned at me. "She's just some girl. I think we've handled worse." He winked and I smiled up at him brightly before taking his hand and walking to the train station. Dan wanted to pop by Radio 1 to sort a few things out. We got stopped a few times on the way to take photos and Dan whispered in my ear as we were in the elevator.

"You know, wouldn't it be cool if we set up a YouTube channel for you so you could vlog the pregnancy? I think that would be pretty cool. We even have the first things to upload already." Yes he may have vlogged the first doctors appointment.

"Are you sure? What about after the baby gets here?" 

"Then we can carry on vlogging. First words, first steps. Pretty cool, huh?"

"But people don't know we're dating."

"Pfft, most of them have their suspicions." He grinned. "But maybe we should make a video and put it on my channel."

When we got to Radio 1 Dan went to meet some people while I sat down with a magazine and looked at the view of London from the Radio 1 offices. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket and I saw a text from an unknown number.

You won't have him for long. I'll make sure of that.

I froze and I felt my eyebrow naturally raise in confusion. I jumped up and walked around the floor trying to find Dan. I bumped into a girl, and asked her if she knew where he was.

"I'm sorry if you're a fan-" She shook her head and I shook mine.

"-No, I'm his girlfriend."

Her eyes widened and she gave me a look of disbelief. "Girlfriend? Right. Dan's too busy for that."

"What? He hasn't told anyone he's dating me?"

"Look, Dan's show with Phil will be on a Sunday. You need a pass to be here, Miss." She began ushering me out of the building and I swear I could have hit something. 

"Excuse me, but I am Dan freaking Howell's girlfriend! Are you freaking kidding me?!" I yelled at her. "I'm trying to look for him and do I really look like I'm some obsessed fangirl?" I growled at her, and she looked pointedly at my shirt. Crap. I was wearing a Danosaur shirt. Great. I shook my head. "You know what, I'll just call him." I stick had my phone in my hand and I dialled Dan's number.

"Hello?" 

"Dan, where the hell are you." I felt my eyes prick with tears as my throat closed up. 

"I'm with the producers, are you okay?"

"No, because I don't have a pass and I'm getting kicked out of the building!" I wiped my eyes and I heard a door open and footsteps, and I saw Dan appear, sticking his head out of a door. I ran to him instantly and he pulled me into a hug. 

"Can you get my girlfriend a pass, please?" He asked the lady who was giving me trouble and a few minutes later he let go of me and put something around my head, giving me a cheeky grin. "See? Now you can come in and visit me when I'm here, or whatever." He pecked me on the lips. "Hormones?"

I nodded. "Why didn't you tell people you had a girlfriend?"

His smile fell a little. "I do. Only I've never met that girl before, she must be new."

"Okay." I pouted and he smiled at me. "I forgot what I wanted to ask you now."

Dan grinned and cupped my cheeks. "Now you walk around declaring yourself my girlfriend." 

I grinned at him and kissed him softly. "When will you be done?"

"Soon, but I think Phil and Jess need time alone."

I nodded. "Okay." He went back into the room and I sighed, looking around for things to do. I ended up crashing on the sofa to go to sleep, and I felt myself being scooped up into strong arms and jumped, crashing to the ground and hitting my head. Dan wasn't strong enough to do that- I think! I groaned on the floor as Dan lent down over me.

"Are you okay, babe?"

"So much permanent brain damage...." I groaned and opened an eye to see Dan's worried face. "Is this real life?"

Dan smirked. "You look like a proper groupie, wearing my shirt." 

I laughed. "Yeah, another reason why that lady didn't believe me when I said you were my boyfriend."

"Maybe you should stop wearing my shirts, then." He grinned and I shook my head.

"Maybe I like wearing your shirts."

"I like seeing you wearing my shirts." He bit his lip and kissed me softly before helping me up.

"Is it ready to go back to the apartment now?" 

Dan nodded. "I hope we don't find Phil in a worse state than before." 

"If we do, you're his best friend. Buy him something to cheer him up." 

Dan rolled his eyes. "Yeah I know."

This chapter was fun to write, what I'd imagine it would be like walking around Radio 1 claiming you were Dan's girlfriend xD I wrote this a few weeks back, cause I've written so much forward into this fanfic (it's not done yet by far, haven't even come close to writing that) and I made it up that you need a pass but I watched Dan on Call and Delete on Radio 1 and he mentioned a pass so I feel pretty psychic, even though having a 'pass' sounds very logical so maybe that's me just being weird xD

Weird fact of the day, in my younger writing fanfiction days, I wrote about a TV show called "The Voice", which in the story I claimed was short for "Do You Have The Voice?"
Few weeks down the road, watched some Ellen on YouTube, because I don't get her in the UK, and she talks about a new TV show called The Voice...I may have freaked a little xD Psychic Zoe! (Yes that is my actual name, but I'm not zoella haha!) 

Okay Zoe, shut up now :')

Please vote if you enjoyed! Also show my youtube some lovin'! It's feeling uber lonely right now :'D www.youtube.com/mszoeishere

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