I'll Protect You (GirlxGirl)

By Feverish

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Vanessa, a quiet, lonely girl who's trying to get through her own life. She has her own flaws to deal with an... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
A/N
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
A/N
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
☆Bonus Chapter: Prt 1♡
♡Bonus Chapter: prt.2♡
IMPORTANT

chapter 12

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By Feverish

*Lissa's P.O.V.*

"So tell me about you two," Paris said as I walked into the living area. She was sitting with a now groggy Vanessa. She looked like she'd just woken up.

I sat on a sofa across from them as they watched me.

"First, yes, we are lovers and second we can't help it. We were conceived naturally, modified scientifically, and made to be perfect. We weren't expected to live, but We were expected to be one baby. We also were expected to be boys.

"Anyway, we were an experiment gone wrong. We are almost perfect with a few flaws I can call out and count on one hand for both of us.

"One of the things that went wrong was our connection. It was way deeper than sisterly love. While mom was pregnant, Melissa would hold on to me and I would hold on to her. When we moved, we did it together. They thought we were conjoined because we came out together, her holding on to me that is.

"I was the first thing she saw and vise versa. We didn't cry at birth and Mom died about two days after. The scientists paid the money to our dad and dropped us off with him.

"We were never separated. If you ever tried you'd get punched by me and alot of crying from Mel.

"Before we left they noticed our connection, it was deep and very strong. Like you knew how to suck a bottle, I knew that I was supposed to stay with Melissa.

"By the time we were three, we were being intimate. We kissed alot, we didn't have to look around at society, because we thought it was completely normal. I didn't start calling her sister till last year, age fifteen. No matter how much our dad tried to stop it, it just didn't work.

"I didn't think about it, it just happened. When she was sad we would sit up at night making out because, I did anything to make her feel better; but I also knew what was going on in her head. If the sadness was deep then she would want to make it stop by trying to get me to kiss her. If it was surface I'd just hold her and talk to her softly, and call her pet names, because I love her and I'd tell her and show her.

"We just can't go without each other. Separation anxiety is strong so if I'm not around and she has a panic attack just call me.

"By the time we were eleven we were making love to one another. That also came naturally one day we kissed and she ended up on top and clothes were thrown and the next thing I know she's underneath me telling me not to stop or slow down. It was weird because I felt her orgasm. It was like we came together. Amazing.

"By the time I was fourteen we were freshmen and that was also the time my dad and the small town we live in found out that we were lovers.

"They hated us. We couldn't walk out of our house without Mel falling apart in my arms. What they thought didn't hurt me but it cut her like glass.

"That was also a time when dad got drunk I had already had enough of him, and he started to drink more and more. If the town hated us, it hated him too. So anyway he would say things that hurt Melissa and yell at her. He knew she wouldn't do anything, but I didn't take shit from him. That's why he did it when I wasn't home. He would do things just to make her break down in front of him. He loved to see someone else suffering besides himself. But one day I came home, I saw him. I saw him hit her twice and that day, I lost it.

"Anyway moving on, We can't be without each other. We'll die of loneliness and a very lengthy list of other things. Just In a smaller simpler explanation: We are made literally made for one another, we are soul mates. We won't ever be into anyone else our mind and connections won't let us.

"The reason we were sent here is because when school started Melissa couldn't take bullying. She wasn't supposed to take it in the first place. But teenagers are cruel. I had to stay with her at all times out of the house and when dad was home I had to keep her with me, or lets face facts, He would me dead.

"She'd sleep with me, wake up with me, eat with me, go school with me, stay next to me. Everything was Lissa and Melissa. No one ever said her name with my name and vis versa. We were one.

"Anyway my dad sold us and they wanted one of us and not the other. He tried to explain because he knew how it all went. It only took two days of us being apart to start the depression. Anyway your dad found out and took us away and what did my dad do. He said "okay, good luck." Like were pieces of furniture."

I looked at them. They both were shocked, but accepting.

"What exactly are those flaws?" Vanessa questioned leaning into Paris.

"Um there's a flaw in our connection. One is When we aren't together like in the same room it breaks. I go from knowing her thoughts and emotions, synchronized heart beats to nothing. Behind a wall it's all a guessing game.

"The second is when I get angry, I'm just upset but when I get pissed I can't control myself. It's a defect.

"Three is that I'm stronger than Mel but we have the same muscles mass and straight. It takes more for her to get to it. When she was born they stared her on hormones and now she gets a shot every year for it.

"Four is I have the inability to feel scared, stressed, happy, pissed, and guilt if the situation has nothing to do with Mel.

"Five is Melissa has the inability to feel anger. If she frowns its because she's sad or confused.

"Six is physically, we are the same. There is no difference between us at all. Even Our hair is the same length.

"Seven is like I said, we are genetically perfect, but I don't get a period. Because naturally my hormones are testosterone so I also get doses of estrogen to even things out, but I still have masculinity.

"And finally eight is the anxiety."

I held up eight fingers and smiled at then I remembered Mel was in the room all alone. All of asudden I heard a scream I looked at my watch it had Been about thirty minutes already. I quickly got up ran to the room with Paris and Vanessa behind.

"What's happening?" Paris asks as I busted into the room.

I run to Mel and pull her into my arms. She squirmed around and tears fell from her closed eyes.

"She's having a terror. This hasn't happened since...I left her for the first time." A tear fell from my eye at the memory. We were eleven, dad had found out we were lovers and sent me across the united states to live with my grandma.

He pulled me out of gym class, the only class I didn't share with Melissa. And shipped me off. That night was the first time I'd felt her while we were apart.

She was hurting and I was too. It only killed me that I couldn't make her hurting stop.

I stopped eating and sleeping and I was put into the hospital and shipped back to Ohio, where Mel was also in the hospital. She cried so much she dehydrated herself.

The day we went home I put her to bed and I left the room to think. I stared up at the stars for what felt like minutes. Then I heard her screams. I grabbed her and held onto her.

She woke up and hugged me and She kissed me, and that was the first time we made love.

I stared down at her while Paris and Vanessa watched. I haven't been asleep without her for now four years now.

she opened her eyes to me and lowered them immediately. She wasn't letting me in like she didn't want me to know her dream or thoughts. Instantly, shame invaded my body as her fear tagged along with it. Quickly escaping my arms, she runs into the bathroom shutting and locking the door behind her. What was this, she never hides anything from me. Why now?

I quickly rush to the door and slide down the thick material. Looking up at Paris and Nessa is softly ask them to leave. Almost immediately they were gone, and I was left sitting in a dark room with my back against a bathroom door. I could feel Mel on the other side in the exact same position, but she knew only verbal contact could be made while she was still behind that door.

"Teddy Bear, Talk to me baby, Please," I begged her shamelessly.

"Ducky, your already angry, I'm not going to make it worse." She spoke softly to me trough the door.

"Was it about that kid?" Oh hells yes I was pissed but sure as heck wasn't gonna let her know that. I just really want to get her out of this bathroom.

Then all of a suddenly door slightly opened I stood to find My teddy bear looking at the ground dreadfully. I pulled her into my arms and led her back to the bed. Taking my clothes off, I hop into bed with her and pull her body back into me.

"Teddy bear, I'm sorry. I wasn't here. I'll never leave you alone again. I promise." I kissed her forehead. our hearts weren't in sync but I did feel something.

suddenly her hands started to roam under my tank top. There was no way in hell was I going to refuse her again. Plus, this the second time in one night that she was engaging sex so she must really need it. Making love keeps us completely on track. like connection wise you cant have healthy relationship without love making and honestly we could barley go a week with out doing the do.

slowly flipping myself on top of her I start to passionately kiss her. I let my tongue explore her mouth as she released servile satisfying moans.

I suddenly stop and get up. I had this new toy I wanted to try. I almost never use toys on Mel but when I do she loves them.

I run to my bag and to grab it. This is gonna be one hell of a night for the both of us.

Thanks for reading hope you liked it. Check out my new story She's Mine. It has quite a bit to with my recently ended story Our Love Right.- Fev

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