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Luke POV:
Okay, so I was actually enjoying myself—at a party hosted at our house. But then again, it might have just been the fact that I was absolutely fucked.
As the time went on during the night, Jai and I got to talk in between taking shots with our fellow Janoskians. I had forced myself to accept the fact that I liked my brother—a lot. There was no pushing it away. I also came to accept that nothing would ever happen between Jai and I, simply because he definitely did not feel the same way.
Nonetheless, a lot happened in a short amount of time.
We had gone from shots, to beer pong, to standing by the pool for prime people-watching.
I wasn't sure who had come up with the idea, but at some point Jai and I were roped into playing a drunk version of 'Dare or Dare' with the guys—something we did for videos every once in a while. While it was fun to do, by the end of the video someone was almost always arrested.
At first, the dares were hilarious.
"James, I dare you to strip in front of that girl over there and offer her a lap dance," Beau pointed at a pretty girl sitting on the couch in the living room. "Don't take no for an answer."
James did as he was told, laughing drunkenly at the dare.
We all watched intently as James approached the girl, ripped off his shirt and nearly sat on her. After five minutes of torturing her, he returned to us with a cocky smile.
That's when the dares got tricky.
"Alright," James clapped his hands together. "I'm going to dare Luke," he pointed at me. I looked up at him, determined to take on whatever he threw at me.
"I dare you to make out with Jai."
My eyes went wide and I felt my face flush red, just as everyone in the room went crazy with excitement.
I looked at my twin brother, next to me. He was looking at the ground—completely silent and equally as red as I was. His silence made it clear that he didn't want it to happen. As much as I wanted to kiss him, I wouldn't humiliate Jai just to satisfy my own desires.
"C'mon, you pussy," I heard multiple people shout at me, including Beau.
I looked up at James again and shook my head.
"Can't do it," I shrugged. "Sorry, mate."
Several people who were watching the intense game were disappointed—as told by the 'awe's and 'no's.
"Don't apologize to me," James shrugged back at me. "Apologize to yourself. You're getting thrown in the pool now."
"What? James, no—" I started to protest, but it was too late. House rules—reject a dare and you get thrown in the pool. Beau and Daniel had already grabbed me by the arms and were dragging me outside. I'd like to think I was a strong guy for the most part, but Beau and Daniel combined were a whole lot stronger.
After only a few seconds of struggling, I had given up. The next thing I knew, I was under water. Who would have guessed I'd choose to get thrown into a pool, fully clothed, over kissing Jai? Not me.
I resurfaced, and noticed everyone around the pool was laughing. It was a peculiar situation; I'd give them that. As I waded to the shallow end, my eyes landed on one particular person by the pool who wasn't laughing: Jai.
He was giving me a look that I couldn't quite figure out. I chose to ignore it as I made my way into the house—leaving a trail of water behind me all the way up to my room. I stripped down to nothing and stumbled into my closet in search of warm, dry clothing. It was fucking cold—wearing wet clothes in an air-conditioned house.
I walked out of the closet, butt naked, only to be surprised by Jai standing in my doorway.
"Why didn't you do it?" He nearly whispered, arms crossed.
"What?" I didn't fully understand his question.
"Why wouldn't you kiss me?"
I wasn't sure what to do—I was naked, cold, and drunk. His words stung, too. He sounded almost hurt, judging by the tone of his voice.
Why would he be upset? I saved him a lot of embarrassment.
"I..." I didn't know what to tell him—the truth, or the half-truth? "I didn't want to em—"
"You didn't want to?" He cut me off, looking even more hurt. I hated that. But then again, why did this bother him so much?
Was it possible that he wanted me to kiss him? No way, I thought to myself. I was so confused.
And still naked.
"Oh trust me, I wanted to—" oh god, I panicked as I realized what I had just said. Way to tell him you wanted to kiss him.
His facial expression had finally softened, obviously amused by my slip-up. I stood in silence to avoid embarrassing myself any further while waiting for him to break the silence.
"Dare or dare?" Jai asked, words slurred slightly.
"Huh?" I looked up and noticed a smirk playing at his lips.
"I said, dare, or dare?" he took a step forward with a wild look in his eyes. I was no longer confused. He had wanted me to kiss him, all along.
"Dare," I grinned at him, praying to god this wasn't a dream.
"I dare you to kiss me."
Everything around me went silent—the world had stopped.
I dropped the clothes in my hand, reached up for his neck, and pulled Jai in for a kiss.
It didn't even take a second for him to kiss me back.
"Fuck," he moaned as I bit his lip—his words and moans electrified my body. I felt him grab my waist and pull me in closer, regardless of the fact that I wasn't wearing anything. In response, I took a few steps backwards until I felt the edge of my bed on the back of my legs. I pulled the both of us down on to it, our lips still connected. I reached down and grabbed the bottom of his shirt, hoping he'd let me take it off.
He pulled his lips away from mine and stared down at me.
"I'm sorry," I realized I had probably moved too fast with the attempt of removing his shirt. "If you don't want to—"
"Oh no," he said as he sat up. He straddled my naked waist as he pulled his shirt over his head and tossed it to the ground below us. "I want to."
He dove back down to connect our lips once more, this time a little—no, a lot more aggressively. I reached down in between us for his belt and pants zip.
I wasn't quite sure how, but soon enough we were both naked, making out, and on top of each other.
"Jai," I pushed myself up off of him a little bit, not sure how far he wanted to go. Even though he had allowed himself to strip, he was drunk too. I didn't want to take advantage or have him wake up in the morning feeling horrified about what he had gotten himself into. "I completed the dare," I looked down at him, searching his face for an answer.
He looked so sexy, underneath me. The few seconds that I had to spend not kissing him was killing me. I had never wanted to fuck someone so badly my entire life.
"You haven't completed it," he whispered, almost angrily. "Fuck me."
I grinned—his words were music to my ears.
"If you say so..." I wasted no time after that.
As I lined myself up at his entrance, I took a moment to realize what was happening. What I was about to do might hurt him—I wasn't sure if he knew that.
"What are you waiting for?" Jai almost growled at me from below—I took that as permission.
I pushed myself into him; quickly my blurred vision became stars. Nothing had ever felt so good, so right. I leaned down and kissed him to muffle his groans of pain. I had known it was going to hurt, so I felt it was my responsibility to calm him down.
As I felt his breathing grow steady once more, I started to thrust myself in and out of his sexy body.
"Fuck," he moaned again, "Luke."
I kissed and bit his neck as I fucked him. In response, I felt him grab and dig his nails into my back as I quickened the pace.
"Jai," I breathed huskily into his ear—unable to control my emotions anymore. "I've wanted you for so long," I admitted.
"Good," he choked out in between thrusts. "Now—fuck, you have me."
I knew I couldn't hold on much longer. Only a moment later, his face crunched up as he finished—which pushed me over the edge.
"Fuck," was the only thing I could say as I pulled out of him and flopped on to the bed.
For a minute or two, we lay quietly, listening to the sound of each other's heavy breathing on top of the noises coming from the party downstairs.
"Well," I heard Jai laugh. "Some party, huh?"
I rolled over to look at him, a goofy smile plastered across my face.
"Some party."
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A/N: Okay I'm so sorry, this chapter was extremely obscene. Hopefully I didn't scare any of you away... vote and comment away!
Until next update. ;)