I pulled away from the hug and looked at him. "What are you doing here?" I looked down not wanting him to look in my eyes.
"I'm here to see you. I haven't seen you since the night of the raid." I sighed and nodded. That was the night we finally went all the way and it was scary to think about. I didn't want something like that to happen again till he was officially mine forever.
"Well now you've seen me. Can you leave now?" I knew I was being cruel but the feeling I was getting just having him close was scaring me. I could feel his eyes drilling a hole into my head.
"Did I do something?" I looked at him apologetically.
"I just think that what happened that night was a bad thing." I kissed his cheek. "It shouldn't happen again till after this week okay. I am really still in shock from what happened to me. After this week we will talk I swear." I left out the part where he would be strigoi but I figured he didn't have to know that part just yet.
He smiled that hot, sexy smile and I nearly melted right there with him. I shut the door after him and layed back on the bed screaming into my pillow. I hate my self for even thinking about doing this to him. It was completely horrible of me. I was going to kill my best friend and turn my mentor into his worst nightmare.