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Ace’s POV
“Magpagaling ka ah.”
“Opo.”
“Inumin mo yung mga gamot mo.”
“Opo.”
“Wag kang pasaway ah.”
“Opo Inay.”
“Haha. Baliw. Tatawag ka ah. Babalitaan mo ko.”
“Yep Darylle ^_^”
“Payakap nga >o<”
“Ayaw. Baka makita tayo ni Nathan. Hahaha.”
“Adik -__-“
He chuckled.
Then he hugged me.
“Thank you Bei.”
“Wala yun. Sige na. At baka magbago pa isip ko.”
“Pft. Ingat kayo. ^_^”
“Pero tandaan mo, kapag sinaktan ka niya. Kukunin kita.”
Then he waved goodbye.
Ang saya ko.
Kasi pinagbigyan ako ni Andrei.
Hindi na ko sumama.
Pumayag siya.
Mabait pa rin siya sakin. ^_^
Hinatid ko lang sila sa airport.
Sana gumaling si Andrei.
Sana hindi siya pabayaan.
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Si Nathan kaya?
Kamusta na siya?
Sayang.
Wala na akong babalikan.
Nabalewala lang lahat.
Damn!
Gusto ko tuloy magliwaliw.
>.<
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Alam ko na. ^_^
*ring.ring*
Calling Rae..
*ring.ring*
Rae: Hello?
Ace: Gimik tayo.
R: May date kami ni hubby e. Sorry Ace.
A: Okay lang sige. Bye.
Then I hang up.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
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Alam ko na ulit.
Haha. ^_^
*ring.ring*
Calling Iya..
*ring.ring*
Iya: Hello?
Ace: Gimik tayo.
I: May date kami ni bunch e. Sorry Ace.
A: Okay lang sige. Bye.
Then I hang up.
FAIL. -_________-
Umuwi nalang ako ng bahay.
Si TanTan.
Buti pa si TanTan nandito.
Namiss ko na siya.
Pati yung nagbigay sa kanya >.<
“TanTan! ^_^”
“Aw! Aw! Aw!”
“Namiss mo ko?”
“Aw! Aw! Aw!”
Hala sige.
Parang ewan lang akong nakikipag-usap sa aso. -____-
“Baby TanTan namimiss ko na si Bebu. -_-“
“Aw! Aw! Aw!”
“Mahal pa kaya ako ni Bebu?”
“…………”
“Hoy TanTan sumagot ka!”
“…………..”
“TanTan -____-“
“………….”
“Ang gwapo mo TanTan.”
“Aw! Aw! Aw!”
“Tapos ngayon sumagot ka naman -_-“
“Aw! Aw! Aw!”
“Mahal pa kaya ako ni Nathan?”
“………….”
“Aish! Ewan ko sayo TanTan!”
“Aw! Aw! Aw!”
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Siguro nga hindi na.
Ang engot mo naman kasi Ace.
Engot?
What a word O.o
Puntahan ko nalang kaya siya sa condo niya?
Kaso baka naman itakwil niya ko.
O kaya kung ano pa ang maabutan ko dun >.<
Pero okay lang.
Dapat kayanin ko.
Pero kasi.
Aish!
Bahala na nga.
Maglilibang nalang ako mag-isa -_-
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Andito ako sa park.
Para lang akong ewan.
Dito pa ako sa place kung saan kami nag-usap ni Nathan.
Tsk.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Wala na ba talaga kami?
Para akong mababaliw -_-
At kailan pa ako nagkaganito dahil sa isang lalaki?
Obviously Ace, ngayon lang.
Kay Nathan lang.
Gusto ko talaga siyang puntahan.
Kaso kasi wala na.
Bumalik na yung dating Nathan e.
Pero yun din naman yung Nathan na minahal ko ah?
Ewan.
Pupunta nalang ako sa bar.
Oo tama.
Iiinom ko nalang ‘to lahat.
Lagot na naman ako kay kuya.
Napapadalas na ‘to.
Yaan na.
Sa susunod talaga hindi na.
Kuya Justin!!
Kung nasan ka man.
Last na talaga ‘to.
Pampalubag loob lang >.<
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Lights and Sounds.
Di ako makapaniwalang andito na naman ako sa lugar na ‘to.
Pero eto kasi ang paraan ko ngayon para mapagaan yung loob ko.
Tapos bukas, namomroblema na naman ako.
Dito ako pumwesto sa may counter.
Malapit sa bartender.
Ang loner ko >.<
Shot.
Shot.
Shot.
Immune na yata ako sa alcohol e.
Feeling ko wala nang epekto sakin.
Tsk.
“Can I join you?”
A guy.
He’s tall.
And he has that handsome face.
But I don’t f*cking care.
I just give him my emotionless look.
“Well, I think you don’t mind.” – guy
He sat beside me.
Then he ordered his drink.
“What’s up with the beautiful lady doing here alone?” – guy
“……….”
“Do you mind speaking?” – guy
Then I just gave him my deadly look.
“Fine. I just want to know you.”
“I’m not here to have that getting to know each other thing with some other guys like you.”
“Finally. I’ve heard your voice, lady.”
o.O?
“F*ck.” I whispered
“Woah. You surprised me.”
Surprised him?
I stared at him and looked puzzled.
“I just can’t believe that you cussed.”
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“Do you want me to repeat it? Huh?” I said
“No. You should stop it.”
:(
Damn.
I should stop cussing.
This guy reminds me of someone.
He reminds me of Nathan.
“What’s with that sad face?”
“You don’t f*cking care.”
“You scared a lot of people, don’t you?”
“…………”
“You don’t love talking. Tell me your name, beautiful lady.”
“………”
“Please, I want to know your name.”
“Then give me a reason.”
“You’re one of a kind.”
I smirked.
Then someone suddenly play and sing a song.
It catches both of our attention.
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I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again
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The song reminds me of Nathan.
I want to be with him always.
I want him to be mine again.
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And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love
Then you softly leave
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love
How deep is your love
I really need to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breakin’ us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me
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How deep is your love.
But.
Is love still there?
I want to know.
People around us.
They never wanted us to be happy.
But we should hold on.
Nathan.
Hold on.
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I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour
You're my saviour when I fall
And you may not think I care for you
When you know down inside
That I really do
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I may not be good at showing it.
But I love you Nathan.
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And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love
How deep is your love
I really need to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breakin’ us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me
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How deep is your love.
I promise.
I would learn to fight for you.
I’m not going to let you go.
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And you come to me on a summer breeze,
Keep me warm in your love
Then you softly leave
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love
How deep is your love
I really need to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breakin’ us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me
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“Hey. You’re crying.” – guy
Damn.
I didn’t even notice it.
“Is there something wrong?”
“I’m going to leave. Bye.”
I started walking.
“Beautiful lady! Your name!”
o.O
What’s wrong with him?
I stopped walking then he came towards me.
“Your name.” He said
“Ace.”
Then I started walking again.
“I’m Nate. Hope to see you again.”
Damn.
Nate.
Short for Nathan.
And that guy Nate.
He really want to see a girl like me again?
Woah.
That’s unusual.
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F*ck.
This kind of scenario hits me again.
It is late at night.
And no taxi.
I thought of calling Kuya Justin.
But I forgot my phone.
Damn!!!
Am I that ill-fated since Nathan had left me?
Wait.
Let me scratch that.
I’m the one who left him.
I’ve left my lucky charm >.<
I started walking.
Yeah.
I’m going to walk from here to my house.
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*RAINDROPS*
Gahd!!
I look like an EMO.
The rain started to fall while I’m reminscing the past.
Nathan and I.
Walk.
Walk.
Walk.
I feel so hot.
Feels like I’m going to have a fever.
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I am almost there at my house.
I can’t believe it.
I walked from the bar to my house with the rain.
Damn.
I’m going to faint.
Then I saw someone coming towards me.
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Nathan’s POV
Nalaman kong umalis na pala si Andrei.
At pinayagan niya si Acey na hindi na sumama.
Gusto kong makita so Acey.
Gusto ko na siyang balikan.
Gusto ko nang maging masaya kami ulit.
Tinatawagan ko siya.
Pero hindi naman siya sumasagot.
Umayaw na rin ba siya sakin?
Huwag naman sana.
Naisipan ko nalang na pumunta sa bahay niya.
Pero wala naman siya don.
Sabi nung personal maid ni TanTan, umalis daw.
Sinubukan ko ulit siyang tawagan pero naiwan niya pala yung phone niya.
Naiwan o iniwan?
Tsk.
Hihintayin ko nalang siya.
Ayoko na palampasin yung pagkakataon na ‘to.
Ayokong patagalin pa.
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Gabing-gabi na pero wala pa rin siya.
Sa labas na ako naghintay.
Para makita ko na siya agad.
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Umuulan na.
Pumasok na ko sa loob ng kotse ko.
Siguro hindi uuwi ngayon si Acey.
Siguro kay coach muna siya o kaya kila Rae.
Paalis na ko pero nakita ko siya sa side mirror ng kotse ko.
Matamlay siya tapos basang-basa ng ulan.
Nagmadali akong lumabas at saktong nasalo ko siya bago pa siya matumba.
“Bebu?”
Namiss ko yun.
Namiss ko yung pagtawag niya sakin ng Bebu.
Ang init niya.
Para na siyang nilalagnat.
Tapos amoy alak siya.
Aish!
“Uminom ka na naman?”
“Sorry >o<”
=)
Para siyang batang nagsosorry.
Binuhat ko na siya papasok sa loob.
Nagpalit na siya ng damit niya.
Huwag madumi ang isip niyo.
Siya lang nagpalit sa sarili niya.
Kaya pa naman daw niya >.<
Ipinagluto ko siya ng soup tapos pinainom ng gamot.
Aish.
Di ko talaga pwedeng iwan ‘to kasi hindi marunong mag-alaga ng sarili niya.
Tsk.
“Pumunta ka sa bar mag-isa?”
Tumango lang siya nang naka-pout.
Ang cute niya.
“Ba’t mo ginawa yun?”
“………..”
Hindi siya sumasagot.
Nakatingin lang siya sakin.
“Delikado yun Acey. Paano kapag may nambastos sayo dun?”
“……….”
“Tapos nagpaulan ka pa. Nagpapakamatay ka na ba?”
“…………..”
Aish -____-
Hindi na ba siya marunong magsalita?
Nakatingin lang siya sakin.
Yung inosenteng tingin niya.
Tsk.
“Hoy Acey! Ano? Wala ka man lang sasabihin?”
“…………..”
“Acey -_____-“
Tapos humiga na siya sa kama niya at nagtalukbong ng kumot.
Hindi na niya talaga ako kakausapin ganun?
Matutulog na siya?
Wala man lang siyang sasabihin na bati na kami?
Walang ganun?
Umupo lang ako sa tabi niya.
Tulog na nga yata siya talaga.
Sisimple na rin sana ako ng tulog pero bigla niyang inalis yung nakatalukbong na kumot niya sa kanya.
Tinignan niya lang ako ng matagal.
Yung walang emosyon.
Naiilang na ko.
Tsk.
Pero nakatingin pa rin siya.
Para niyang kinakabisado lahat ng detalye ng mukha ko.
Ano ba Acey >.<
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I was surprised when she suddenly kissed my lips and whispered..
“I love you Bebu.”
She smiled then cover herself again with blanket.
^_^
I missed her so much.
This girl.
I want to be with her forever.
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