As we finished the show I raced off stage ignourng everyone but I heard a voice from behind me
"Jade wait!" I kept walking trying to ignore them I knew it was Sam but I wasn't ready for this "for god sakes Jade Amelia Thirlwall stop being so stubborn" I felt his hand on my arm turn me around
"Why?" I asked looking down
"Because I-" he stopped and looked around "come here" he grabbed my hand and pulled me into a spare dressing room no one was using. "Listen to me okay" he leaned against the door
"Why Sam it's been two weeks you haven't called! We are over aren't we?" I asked looking up with tears in my eyes
"I didn't call because I knew you were upset and you know what I was upset too! All I want was to hold you and tell you everything will be okay" he took a deep breathe "we weren't over and we still aren't over" as he said that I felt his lips crash into mine and right in that moment it felt like the world had stopped like we were the only two standing in it like nothing else mattered, I felt that spark I felt the first time he ever kissed me!
"You have no idea how badly I wanted to do that" he smiled pulling back
"I'm sorry for everything and freaking out and pushing you away" I felt a tear slide down my cheek but he instantly caught it
"No beautiful, it's me who should be sorry! I never should have let the boys and those girls into my room and none of this would of happened" I felt his hands wrap around my waist his strong arms making me feel safe
"I just-" he cut me off with his lips on mine again
"Beautiful don't say anything, I love you okay" his hand slipped into mine and our fingers slowly intwined, as he kissed my nose. I slowly rested my head in the nook of his neck and took in his scent god how I missed this.
I stayed wrapped in his arms for what felt like hours before I slowly pulled back and looked up into his brown eyes
"Sam" I said softly
"What is it Jadey?" He smiled tucking a piece of hair behind my ear
"What did the boys say about you coming to see me?" I quizzed
"Well Ash took me to the airport and spoke to me about everything so I think they were cool"
"But what about your shows?"
"I already missed eight of them" as he said that I began to feel terrible
"Sam you can't miss your shows what about your fans?" I looked down
"Hey now, babe they will understand I needed to be here with you" he slowly lifted my chin so I was looking back into his eyes
"I just don't want them to hate me, especially for everything two weeks ago" I explained
"They could never hate you if anything they will hate me! Don't ever think badly about yourself I love you and our fans love you" he smiled before wrapping his arms around me tight one more time.
"I better get back to the girls they will wonder where I am" I slowly pulled out of his arms
"What are you going to leave me here?"
"No your coming with me" I smiled grabbing his hand and leading him to the door
"But wait before we go" I felt him pull me back into him and his lips crash into mine "okay now we can go" he smiled again as I slowly made my way out and back into the hall way.
"Beautiful I have to go get my stuff can I meet you at the bus" Sam asked stopping and turning to me
"But I don't want you to go"
"I promise you can have me all night and all tomorrow just go talk to the girls about everything first and ill meet you in the bus" he kissed my forehead
"Okay but don't leave okay" I smiled before kissing him
"I promise" he said before slowly letting go of my hand and walking the other way to go find his things and head to the bus. I turned and continued to the our dressing room as I got closer I could hear the girls giggling on the other side of the door.
Suddenly the door opened and Perrie stood staring at me with a very suspicious look on her face
"Where were you?" She quizzed raising an eyebrow
"I was just with Sam" I smiled
"About time you two made up but I hope there was no love making" she began to giggle with Jesy and Leigh
"Of course not, not here anyway" I grinned making my way into the dressing room
"What were you two doing then? you were in that dressing room for a while" Jesy winked at
"Seriously nothing happened" I laughed before turning to pack my things
"Saving it for tonight hey Jadey" Leigh said getting up and walking over to me
"I-" I froze I felt myself going red
"Oooooo" Perrie and Jesy said at the same time
"Shh you two" I turned back to face them
"Jade we are just happy that your happy. You and Sam are made for each other" Jesy said standing up
"You think so? I made a horrible mistake making him leave when I did. I'm just glad he came back to me" I explained rubbing the back of my neck
"We all make mistakes baba but like they always say if you love something set it free if it comes back then it's yours to keep" Perrie said before embracing me in a big hug. I just loved how supportive the girls were of me and Sam it made me feel good about myself.
"Thank you" I pulled back and looked at all the girls
"Okay idea tonight who wants to party?" Leigh clapped her hands getting excited
"I'm in" Jesy said
"Alright but I won't be drinking" Perrie smiled
"Can I bring Sam then?" I asked
"Of course we can all go and Jordan will be there" Leigh smiled before she grabbed her things and wait for us
"I'll talk to Sam" I finally said before grabbing my things and following the girls out I just wanted to let lose tonight and be happy with Sam
~*~
Sam's POV
I laid in Jades bunk on the bus just waiting for her looking at all the photos she had up mainly of me and her which made me smile. But at the same time I felt a tear slide down my cheek! How could I almost lose this? She is my world and because I wasn't forceful enough with that girl I almost lost everything.
My thoughts were broken by the sound of the girls laughing as they slowly made it to the bus. I wiped my eye and waited for Jade
"Okay talk to him okay?" I heard Jesy's voice
"I will" jade replied. I heard them all start to get on the bus. I just waited until Jade finally made her way down to her bunk she stopped and looked down at me with a smile
"Hello beautiful" I smiled up at her reaching out and grabbing the back of her thigh
"Hey you" she slowly bent down and kissed my lips
"Want to join me?" I winked
"Of course" her smile grew before she slowly slipped in beside me resting her head on my chest. I wrapped my arm around her and held her close
"So what do you need to ask me?" I asked looking down at her
"How'd you" she stopped "Jesy"
"Yeah I over heard her as you girls got on the bus"
"Well pretty much tonight, more like now. Leigh wants to party and the other girls are going and Leigh's boyfriend and I was wondering do you want to go?" She asked looking up with those perfect brown eyes of hers
"Do you want to go?"
"Only if you go I will, I want to be with you"
"Then we will go" I kissed her forehead I didn't like to party but I wanted her to be happy and if that meant going to a club then so be it.
~*~
Jades POV
At the club
I held Sam's hand tight as I followed the girls into the club. We pushed past all the people who had already been drinking for hours and were dancing.
"Jordan is at the bar meet you girls after?" Leigh said turning to us
"I thought it was all of us?" Jesy shouted
"Yeah but Jordan" Leigh yelled back
"I'll come" Jesy grabbed Leigh's hand
"Me too" Perrie shouted grabbing Jesy's hand and disappearing into the crowd
"I guess it's just you and me" I shouted turning back to face Sam
"Good enough for me, lets get some drinks" he said pressing his lips to my ear, I felt him slowly pull me in another direction to go buy some drinks I was ready to party
"Here you go beautiful" he handed me a drink before wrapping his arm tightly around my waist and pulling me close. We just moved a little to the music as we drank our drinks. I just wanted to get crazy already tonight was different I just wanted to be with Sam and forget about everything else.
~*~
2 hours later
I felt Sam's arm tight around my waist as our bodies moved to the music. I slowly moved my arms above my head turning around in his arms I felt his hands move up my body and make contact with mine. He intwined our fingers and pulled my arms down turning me to wrap them around his neck. I threw my lips into his and held them there for a few minutes before pulling back. His hands once again found my waist and pulled me even closer to him.
I haven't danced like this with anyone in well forever. It may have been the alcohol but I was feeling so carefree and happy I didn't care.
"Babe I'm going to go get another drink" I shouted pulling back
"No don't leave" his grip grew tighter
"I'll be right back" I explained
"How about we ditch this place and go back to the hotel?" he shouted back winking at me
"What about the girls?" I asked concerned
"They will be fine" he tried to convince me to leave them
"Sam I don't think we should I know your drunk and I'm pretty much drunk but we can't leave them"
"But I want you and I want you know" his lips came crashing into mine, I felt his tongue brushing against my lip. But I couldn't help but pull away
"Sam not here, not now!" I put my hands up on his chest creating distance
"Then lets leave please beautiful" I stood thinking for a moment
"Fine but just let me text the girls"
"Do it in the cab" he finally said before grabbing my hand and pulling me through the crowd it wasn't before long we made it outside. Lucky there was a cab already out the front we jumped in "You right beautiful?" Sam asked hopping in after me
"Fine, just worried about the girls and what they'll think" I said looking down
"Come here" he said putting his arm out so I could cuddled into him "now listen they will be okay they are big girls they can look after themselves" He tried reassure me as he smiled down at me
"I guess"
"Come on beautiful just relax" he placed a soft kiss on my shoulder before looking into my eyes
"Why do you always know how to calm me down?" I smiled before placing a gentle kiss on his lips
"Hmm" the cab driver coughed "sorry to break up this little love fest but where to?" He asked
"Nearest hotel" Sam smiled up at the driver who rolled his eyes in the mirror before starting the car
"Young love" the cab driver said under his breath but just loud enough so we could hear
"I love you Sam" I said before resting my head down on his chest and letting the movement of the car let me slowly drift into a small little nap. I was such a terrible drunk I'd be hyped up, then stubborn and finally end up napping. I knew what Sam wanted when we got to the hotel but I don't know if it's what I wanted!