"Flight 13 to New York City boarding."
I let out a sigh and stand in line.
"I'm sitting with you guys I say walking up to Sammy and Johnson
They turn around.
"Ok." Johnson says
"Im just now that I've realized how short you are." Sammy laughs, "how tall are you?"
I look down at the ground "5' 2" I say quietly
(That's a difference I'm 5' 4", ok continuing the story)
"Seriously?" Johnson asks raising his eye brows.
"That's why you always wear heels." Sammy chimes in.
(Lol I NEVER wear heels.)
"Oh my gosh yes I know I'm short, just shut up."
"Rawr." Johnson says sassily.
I give him a dirty look and he puts his arms up in surrender.
I turn toward Sammy, "I call window." I say
"What no, that's not happening." he says back
"Yes it is." I sass back crossing my arms
For the remainder of the time Sammy and I keep pushing each other to get in front
After the lady checks our tickets we race into the plane.
Sammy beats me to the window
I cross my arms "not fair." I huff. "Can I please sit they're Sammy?" I ask him with puppy eyes.
"Well I gues-." he stops himself, "no stop with the eyes." he says and looks away.
"Please."
"No"
"Please."
"No."
"Please."
"No."
"Please."
"No."
"Please."
"Sure."
"Really?" I ask exited
He turns toward me "no." he says and laughs
"I hate you." I pout and cross my arms.
"You know you love me." he says back.
"Please." I say giving him my most innocent look.
"Nope." he says turning away from me.
He leaves me no choice. I go and sit on his lap.
"I'm not moving until you let me have this seat." I say thinking I'm pretty clever.
"Well I hope your comfortable because I'm not moving sweet cheeks." he responds with a smile on his face.
I lean my head on the window so then Sammy has to look at me
"Please." I whine and trace his jawline with the tip of my nail.
"Ok fine." he says and scoots over.
I sit in the seat as he scoot over and sits in the seat next to me.
"Thanks Sammy." I say
He just smiles and stares at me, and I kind of makes me uncomfortable
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I blush
"Your blushing." Johnson says from behind Sammy
"Shut up Johnson, I don't blush." I sass back
"Then you got really burnt, and you never get burnt." he laughs back
I roll my eyes and look back at Sammy, he's still looking at me like he's the most beautiful girl he's ever seen.
"Why are you staring at me, ya creeper." I laugh
"Just cuz." he says shrugging his shoulders.
He starts to lean in and so do I. so many things go through my head, am I seriously going to do this? In front if everyone?
Our lips are almost touching, but before we do I move my head and lick his nose.
(Plot twist bitches! 😂)
"Aww I thought something was gonna happen I was even recording." I hear Nash say from behind me.
Sammy and I turn around and stare at him.
"Can I see that for a sec?" Sammy asks Nash gesturing to his phone.
"Ya sure." he responds passing over his phone.
"Ya thanks." Sammy says while deleting the video.
"What?!?" Nash says while snatching his phone from Sammy's hand, "I was gonna use that against you." he laughs
"Not anymore" Sammy says and turns around.
I look at Sammy and smile, he looks back at me and laughs, and I soon join in.
-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_
15 minutes later we're in the sky.
I grab my beats and plug them into my phone and start listening to little do you know by Alex and Sierra. I love this song so much.
I scroll through my songs, and I realize they're all slow,sad depressing songs, I laugh at myself for a second then stop.
I pull my bracelets up my arm and look at my skin, my marked skin. I feel tears welling up in my eyes and see one gracefully fall from my eye to my striped skin.
I hear Sammy laughing I look over and he's taking a video for snap chat.
I quickly look away, wipe my eyes, and shove the bracelets back into place.
"Sammy please delete that video."
"Why? It's funny you so weren't expecting it." He laughs looking at his phone
"Please Sammy." I say my voice cracking
Shit
He quickly turns to me with a concerned face
Double shit
"Are you crying?" Sammy asks worried
As soon as he says that Johnson looks at me with a questioning look. I tap my wrists and he nods.
He takes out his phone and starts texting someone, he puts his phone down, then Jack picks up and reads a text.
He turns around and asks me, "are you ok?"
I shake my head no
He reaches his arm through the seat and rubs my thy,
"Your ok baby girl." He says, "take a nap and listen to music."
I start untangling my head phones, and Sammy interrupts me
"What's wrong?" He asks rubbing my shoulder
I shake my head and shake his hand off.
"Don't tell me it's nothing, Jay I know you, and you don't cry for just anything, I'm not a dumb ass."
"Sammy, I would tell you, but I just can't, not in front of everyone anyway."
"Jay, you say that then later you won't tell me, please tell me I want to help, ple-."
"Just drop it." Johnson says sternly.
"Sorry for caring about someone." Sammy says and looks at me, but I keep staring out the window, shutting my eyes as tight as I can.
"Switch with me." he says says to Johnson I turn around
"Wait Sammy." I say and grab his arm but he ignores me and easily gets out of my grip
I curl up hugging my knees and silently cry. I eventually can't control it, and I take a deep breath.
"Your ok baby girl." Johnson says rubbing my back. "He doesn't understand how hard this is."
I ball my eyes out and hug Johnson
"I screw up everything." I say in between sobs.
"Shh don't say that." He says stroking my hair
I look over at Sammy and whisper "I'm sorry." Then I close my eyes and slowly fall asleep to the sound of iris by sleeping with sirens
"And I don't want the world to see me, because I don't think they'd understand."
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Hey! And if you guys didn't get it the bracelets are the secret keepers, it was a symbol. Anyways it was probably obvious what's wrong with Jay but it will be clarified in a couple or so chapters.
Also I wanted to say THANK YOU FOR 320 reads! You guys are awesome! 😄🌸
Bye see you Wednesday! 😄🌸