I could hear Dean stalking around the living room in anger from my comment, but I he knew I wouldn't do anything with his little brother. I mean I loved Sam, I did. But what had happened between us before, was the past. It was in the moment. I knew the memory was going to flood my mind, but I pushed it back. I wanted to talk to Sammy, the memory could wait, and of course I had no clue which one it would be. I just knew it was about Sam.
"So Sammy, how have you been?" I asked as I sat down on the bed.
"I've been okay, I guess. Been doing crazy looking for you." he said "I never thought we'd find you again Katy."
"But you did, and that's all that matters Sammy." I said as I grabbed his hand.
"Yes, and I'm glad we did. I've really missed you Katy." he said as he looked me in the eyes.
I knew that he was going to kiss me. I honestly didn't know if I'd stop him either, as much as I love his brother. I couldn't ever get myself to say no to Sam. I mean I had always felt guilty after something happened between us, but I really did miss him, all of him. I couldn't do that to Dean to, I was a whore once, and I didn't want to keep being a whore. I loved Dean, I only wanted Dean. But after his comment before Sam and I went upstairs made me want to sleep with Sam just to piss Dean off. It wouldn't be the first time I did that, of course.
"Sammy, I know what you’re about to do, and I don't think I could do that to Dean." I admitted. "What happened between us before, it can't happen again. I love you Sam, I do. But I can't get confused like I did before."
"You love me?" is all he could say.
"Yes, Sam. I do. I always have, but I also love Dean and Castiel. I always have, but I don't want to choice between you all again, it just got you all upset with me." I said.
"Well, I would never force you to do something you didn't want to do, just because I wanted you too." he said as he brushed his hand on my cheek. "I love you as well, but I want you to make your choice based on your own thoughts, not because I forced them upon you. I'm not Dean, remember?"
"I know you're not Sammy. Thank you for understanding. You've always been better with this kind of stuff than both of them. Castiel still doesn't understand his emotions, and Dean, well you know Dean." I said with a smile. "You're amazing."
I leaned over to him and pressed my lips to his cheek. I felt him smile as I did this. Rather than pull away, I wrapped my arms around him neck, and he pulled me into his lap and embraced me. I laid my head on his shoulder and finally allowed the memory to come back.
"Sammy?" I called. "Where are you?"
"I'm in the kitchen." I heard him say.
"What are you doing in there? You like never go in the kitchen unless it's to..." I paused as I came around the corner.
"Unless it's to what?" he said with a smile on his face.
He was standing the in the middle of the room with whip cream on his crotch. I couldn't help but laugh, he looked hilarious. He usually did this kind of thing when I wasn't having a good day, or after Dean and I fought. This time it was because of a fight, and like usual Dean stormed out, took his bag and keys and just left Sam and me at the motel. Which I didn't mind. Whenever Dean did that, I usually ended up getting comforted by Sam. I never had meant for any of this to happen, to have feelings for Dean's baby brother. But I did, and I wasn't ashamed either.
"Sammy, why did you put whip cream on your crotch, you’re going to be all sticky now." I said as I grinned at him.
"Well then, come lick it off and we can take a shower together." he said with a smirk.
"This was far from what I was expecting you to do this time around." I said with a laugh.
Sam only smiled, but he then walked to the bathroom to shower. I couldn't help but go peek in on him. He was gorgeous, his abs were perfect, and his shoulders, I couldn't help myself. Started to pull each piece of clothing off as I walked into the bathroom, all I had left on was my thong when I pulled the curtain away. Sam didn't even flinch, he just turned around and pulled me in. I pressed my lips to his, and he pushed me under the water. I smiled through the kiss. I knew he was almost done with the shower, so I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist. He just moved the shower curtain and walked of the bathroom, and laid sat on the bed with me on his lap.
We were not only wet, but starting to get cold. I pressed my body harder into his. He was now kissing my neck, slowly making his way down to my breasts. I push my fingers through his hair and pulled at the back of his hair to make him look at me again, and I pressed my lips hard to his. He groan, but got up and slammed me down on the bed. I moan. I unwrapped my legs from around his waist, and he pulled my thong off. I smiled at him. He started to kiss my leg and make his way up, but then stopped just as he reach where he wanted to be. His tongue felt amazing, he started to pet me ever so softly, and I pulled on his hair to make him comes up by me face, I smack a kiss on him then threw him on the bed, and got on top of him.
When I got on top of him, I put him inside me immediately and we both moan at the feeling. I started to ride him, and began to move faster. It felt amazing, I didn't want it to stop. I leaned down and gave him a kiss, and he flipped me over, but rather than lay me down, he sat me on his lap as he thrust deep inside of him. I was nearly screaming now. I was panting his name, and he dug his fingers in to my back. We both climaxed at the same time. We just sat there holding one another when it was over. Neither of us wanted to move, we just sat there hugging.
I had no clue how long the memory lasted, but I was still sitting in Sam's lap. I couldn't help myself but kiss him on the neck. He then pulled my back and looked me in the eyes.
"What was that for?" he asked.
"I had another memory... It was about us." I admitted.
"Oh. Of us, as in sex?" he said.
"No Sam, of use joining the circus. Of course you ding dong." I said with a smile.
"So, then how was the memory? Did you enjoy it?" he said
"Well of course I did, but it was wrong, I went behind Dean's back." I said with a frown.
"Which memory was it?" he asked.
"It was when we were in Peoria, Illinois." I said.
"Oh, that night. That was when Dean stormed out, after your fight. Wasn't it?" I nodded. "I'm sorry, but you know we had a good time."
I smacked him as I giggled. He threw me on the bed, and then placed himself on top of me, and pressed his lips to mine. I accepted the kiss, but once he pulled away slapped him. He looked at me in shock, he hadn't expected me to do that, because it had been so long since I had slapped him.
"Samuel Winchester, what did I say about that?" I yelled at him
"I'm sorry, I had too." he said with a smile while he rubbed his cheek.
"Hey, what the hell is going on up there? Do I have to come up there? I will." Dean yelled up the stairs.
"No Dean, go away. Stop eavesdropping and keep watching you cartoons." I snapped
"I told you, its anime, and it's a form of art. So piss off!" he yelled back at me.
"Whatever, just go watch it, and leave us be or I will withhold the apple pie longer." I threatened.
"To late." he said and laughed.
I probably should have hid the pie a little better, I figured he'd go looking for it, I mean he loves his pie. He probably sniffed it out like a damn dog. I giggled at that, and Sam looked at me. I just smiled at him. I pushed him over and told him to sleep, I looked over at the time and saw it was only 9, but I knew he was going to need his rest. I got up and walked out of the room and went downstairs, where Dean was standing with his hands on hips.
"What did he do? I'll kill him!" Dean snapped.
"Oh shut up, he's your little brother, all he did was kiss me, and I slapped him." I said and pushed past him "Now calm you tits, and let’s watch some TV.
He smiled at my comment, and joined me on the couch. We put his arm around me and I snuggled up next to him. I rested my head on his shoulder, I have no clue what we were watching, but Dean seemed to be enjoying it. Whatever it was, it was weird.
"Dean, what the hell are we watching?" I asked
"Umm. A movie? What does it looks like?" he said back
"Oh, okay smart ass, that's not what I meant, what's is called." I snapped at him as I sat up.
He clicked over to the guide to look, it was some movie called "Escanaba in Da Moonlight" I had never even heard of it before, but he was making me watch it. I reached for the remote and he closed the guide and he snatched it from me. I growled at him, and he smiled. I jump on him, and he held his arm out, I reach for the remote. I wasn't going to watch this weird ass movie. I pushed my other hand in his face, to catch him off guard, and it did. He dropped the remote behind the couch. I quickly hopped over the couch, but Dean grabbed me around my waist and pulled me back. I wiggled until he let go, and I fell behind the couch, I grabbed the remote and stood up in excitement. Dean just smiled and me, and attacked me again for the remote back. He pinned me on the floor, and rather than take the remote he planted a kiss on me. I wrapped my legs around his waist, and my arms around his neck, then flipped him over my body. I was on top of him now, just before I got up off of him, I kissed him and then walked over to the TV.
"You cheated." he said
"I did not, you’re just a sore loser." I said with a smile. "We're watching what I want to watch."
"Oh fine, you win this time, but I will get that remote back." he promised.
"Yeah, we'll see about that." I said
I flipped through the guide and then found a new movie to watch, it was on HBO. Dean looked at me funny when he realized what was playing. I just smiled.
"Seriously? Night at the Roxbury? Are you kidding me, this is a stupid movie." he said.
"Yes, now shut up and cuddle with me, or I'll just go back upstairs by Sammy." I threatened.
"Fine, but I'm not going to enjoy this movie. It’s stupid." he replied.
I smiled at him and smiled back. We sat enjoying our movie, it was nice. Dean and I had never done stuff like this before, I don't know why he was now, but I wasn't complaining. I enjoyed it while it lasted. We slowly fell asleep in each other’s arms on the couch.