I'm lost without my love, a lonely dull life. I feel very sad, like I'm out of place. I wish I could go back in time, and grab a dull knife. I'm no longer myself, walking at a different pace.
I strut and glare at those around me. I look at different people as if I'm invisible. A life without you, is a numb one for me.
I take being numb, as me being invincible.
But it's all an act, so an actor I will be.
Everything is different, like it's all a dream. I feel like nothing that was once the same, will ever be fixed again. Like I'm sinking and drowning down into the sea. I'm lost forever, and I'm slowly losing friends.
I'm sad and scared for what will come. My eyes and my cries are full of grief. A life full of darkness, and no fun. I will be lost forever and always, no one will hear my silent screams.