MY LIFE IS WEIRD. IT'S SO BORING, SO IRRITATING,SO TIRING.
I just wanna throw myself away, why can't I do that.
I don't wanna do anything just wanna live a peaceful life but I Have to do work in order to earn something.
I sigh.
Mr.Christopher: hey miss yn.
He said smiling making me fake a smile back.
Yn: hey.
Mr. Christopher: is your work done?
Yn:No, actually a lot left.
Mr. Christopher: oh I want to go for dinner with you.
Yn:maybe next time? I m really sorry but I have to do it asap.
You force a smile as he nodded.
Mr. Christopher: it's ok. I'll be leaving then. Go home safely. Bye.
I nodded thanking him.
God.
It was so awkward. He is so sweet but I just can't be friendly with anyone. Idk why? I just love to live alone. I can't live with someone more than some minutes..
I can't even talk to someone properly. I know it's not a thing to be proud of but I can't do anything in this, if I was born this way.
I keep my head on my table. Then look at the clock.
It's 8 already.
I suddenly stand up excitedly.
Finally time to go back.
I smile widely and leave packing my things.
I inhale deeply once I m out of my office. That closed office suffocate me a lot.
I start going to my home while jumping until that weirdo come again.
I roll my eyes.
Yn: what's your problem Sam?
Sam: you? You are my problem.
Yn: Like I do something with u.
Sam: it's the problem that u don't do anything with me.
Yn: Sam I m telling u again and again. I m not that type of girl go and found someone else for your dick.
Sam: but I need only you. Just one night promise I won't force u again. I'll give u a lot of money. Think again.
Yn:it's still a no. Just give me some space. Let me go.
Sam: no I won't.
He is now getting into my nerves. Well he's my batchmate. Idk since when he start finding interest to sleep with me. Such a dickhead he is.
Yn: Sam I m warning u for last time. If u again try to stop me in my way, it'll not be good for u.
I said with angry eyes while he just chuckle.
I push him aside and start walking.
Sam: what u gonna do? Going to kill me.
He said laughing loudly from behind.
I turn around and smirk.
Yn: maybe.
I shrugged and start walking again.
On my way home my eyes locked on a doll from a shop.
I look at it for some seconds and start walking.
That looks attractive.
I m gonna keep it in my collection.
Yes I collect dolls not the barbie ones.
But different ones.
I reach my home and just before I enter inside I hear a loud greeting. Well I always does.
Yn:hi hoseok.
I replied back.
Hoseok: had fun today?
I nodded with a real smile.
Hoseok:ok then take some rest. Bye.
I bid him a good bye and enter inside.
He's my neighbor and a good friend, MY ONLY friend.
I come inside my hall and greeted by my dolls.
I smile and say them a hi.
Well these are better than humans atleast they won't break my heart and make me feel uncomfortable.
Time to eat finally.