not proofread, please ignore mistakes.
"You're okay, right?" Asked a concerned voice that seemingly belonged to Hyunjin, his tone serious as he pulls upward the blue-haired's shorts and stays still to watch over him, wait for his answer while his worry rises. They finished entirely too long after Felix handed the reigns to Hyunjin and now that it was past 4 in the morning, their charades have finally came to halt. Hyunjin's body is glistening in sweat while the latter is seconds away from passing out, the exhaustion, the aftereffects of crazy sex, the alcohol and everything combined weighing too much on him for him to remain awake
And his state is starting to worry Hyunjin a little too much. The blond has his brows furrowed, hands on Felix's knees as he stares back at him with care while the blue-haired lays wasted on his back, eyes closed and hands on his sides as though he finished a marathon. Hair as messy as ever, lips swollen and bruised, underneath Hyunjin's shirt and his own shirts even his entire body was bruised and marked. He looked like debauchery in the best form. "Felix?" The voice calls out again, leaning over and running smooth fingers over the freckled man's face, pushing away the sticky blue strands and revealing his pearly face
Since Felix was too sensitive to be even cleaned up, he asked Hyunjin to leave him be so the man dressed himself first, tidied up and got everything ready before he began cleaning Felix up but since then the blue-haired hasn't said a word and Hyunjin is getting beyond worried now. "I'm fine, just..." Then the words finally come which bring relief over Hyunjin, making him sigh as he sits up straight by Felix's feet "come over" the dizzy man slides open the curtains of his eyes just slightly to peek at Hyunjin and calls him over, too tired to motion with his hands so he prays the words would be enough
And with Hyunjin, he doesn't need to repeat himself (not unless he's begging to be touched) as the blond smiles softly and slips over next to him, grabbing the comforter and pulling it over the both of them. Their pillows are separate and there's a decent amount of space between them when Hyunjin lays down, his body warm against the slightly cold mattress though it should not have been cold at all considering just how warm they've been keeping it. His smile intact as he pores at Felix's face closely, finding him insides grow funny for the millionth time while he forgets his rules for the billionth time
"Hyun, can we cuddle?" The soft but deep voice brings Hyunjin out of his bubble of admiration as he licks his lips and contemplates Felix's words. Cuddling? 'That's sure a hell lot of a boundary breacher' mocks Hyunjin the rational part of his brain as he tries to be quick with his answer but fails to form one. Before the rational side of his mind could say anything any further, Felix is already shifting closer, whining at the pain and burying himself into the side of Hyunjin's body. The blond stills, freezing up at Felix's touch as though they have not brazenly devoured one another moments ago
"You're warm" Felix inhales his scent, face in his shoulder and arm wrapped over his stomach. The feeling of Hyunjin always feels nice, always vanishes Felix's problems like a magical cure to a lifelong disease, even if the said disease right now was caused by the very same pain. Every inch of his body is in pain and he just wants too fall asleep, too tired to even understand his actions as he nuzzles his nose deeper into Hyunjin's bare shoulder and inhales more of his scent. The man remains unmoved, and he believes he will stay like this the entire night. Felix's body against his is always a delight, it's heaven in disguise, but to have him cuddle up to Hyunjin like that feels too sweet
Hyunjin doesn't have enough words in his mind to describe this feeling, neither does he know that his body is melting against his will and his stiff muscles have relaxed as he raises his hand and reluctantly places it over Felix's, caressing it softly and keeping his smile hidden undercover. Felix was at the brink of falling asleep, nearly passing away with the bliss that was Hyunjin's embrace but he manages to mutter out one last desire before fading into the land of slumber
"Don't disappear in the morning"
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Hyunjin was still there when morning rolled by, still there with his arms around Felix, holding him close to his bare chest, the warmth of their bodies colliding and making the atmosphere cozier than it needed to be. Felix groans as he slumps backward into Hyunjin's chest, hand tightening around the arm that was wrapped over his stomach as he smiles and turns to look over his shoulder. Waking up in the morning within Hyunjin's embrace felt like a blessing and he couldn't help but smile. The sun cascaded into the room in trinkets of sunlight, passing through the small crack in the curtains and landing on the lavish shiny floor
"Good morning, pretty"
Hyunjin's husky and smoky morning voice nearly has butterflies dancing in Felix's stomach as he turns further toward the blond, making sure not to put any pressure on his back because he does not want to be greeted by pain so early on. "Morning" his own deeper voice came and echoed in the merely sun-lit room. Hyunjin drinks in the sight of his face like he's trying to get drunk off of the vision, the pretty brown eyes like the most fragrant of coffee beans, pretty fluffy cheeks like the softest of cotton, pretty freckles scattered above them like glitter in the sky, pretty plump lips like the most luscious of strawberries, ones that blossomed in a fairy's garden.
Hyunjin could not have admired Felix more but then he smiled deeper, making the curves around his lips more prominent and stealing all of Hyunjin's oxygen. "You're still here" he announces more to himself than to Hyunjin but the sound immediately grounds the man as he brings himself back to reality and looks up into Felix's eyes "Of course" his simple answer makes Felix chuckle softly as he rests his back against Hyunjin's chest and feels the man slip his hand beyond his shirt, resting it on his stomach as he leans down and nuzzles his face into Felix's neck. Hyunjin would have never done that, but he just woke up seconds ago and his mind is too hazy to comprehend (it's not, he just wants to be closer to Felix)
Felix's chuckles shift into the face of giggles as he raises his hand and rests it on the side of Hyunjin's face, caressing his ear with the tips of his fingers and smiling widely because the man isn't just sniffing softly, he's begun puckering his lips and leaving behind gentle kisses. "You look pretty when you wake up" His hot breath leaves behind a sensation against Felix's skin as Hyunjin doesn't bother parting himself away from the blue-haired, instead, holding him tighter and closer with his face still buried in his neck. His thoughts echo the consequences of his actions, ask him to pull back and stop acting so foolishly but he does nothing of the sort and remains glued to Felix
"You look very cute when you wake up, like a squishy dumpling" Felix coos, finding the feeling of Hyunjin nuzzling into him too sweet to hold back his adoring voice. The man snickers against his neck and leaves behind a playful bite, one that's as short as a millisecond and mere as a breath but impactful enough to have Felix giggling again "Cute, right" Hyunjin taunts, his fingers grazing the hard lines of Felix's abs before they moved upward. "You looked cute when you were begging me, you look cute now too" Felix confesses, smiling sheepishly and awaiting Hyunjin's response
the response doesn't come as quickly as he thought it would, and it made Felix turn around and gaze at Hyunjin who's calmly smiling, like what Felix had said didn't bother him at all. The blue-haired lies on his back with much pain, wincing softly as he faces Hyunjin entirely "Why are you so quiet?" he asks like it's a bad thing and the man smiles further, sitting up and running a hand through his tousled hair before he sits on his knees and places them on either side of Felix's side, just the action makes Felix know immediately what is to happen next as he gasps softly and playfully
"Cute you say?" Hyunjin licked his lips, shuffling back his hair and pulling off the sheets from Felix's torso "Yes, cute" His smile widened, knowing his demise awaited him but Felix couldn't care less. Hyunjin nodded as if he was contemplating Felix's words before he grabbed the blue-haired's wrists in both of his hands this time "Cute?" he gives him another chance, cocking a brow. The sleep running off of his face and Felix's giggles only added to his wakening "Very cute~" Felix curled his lips when he said 'very', knowing how he was ticking Hyunjin off as the man immediately shifted both wrists in one hand and placed them above Felix's hand
"Cute?" He tightens his jaw and lowers himself, placing his free hand next to Felix's face whose giggles are dying out and a sweet mischievous look takes over, the one Hyunjin likes so much. His hair takes over his eyes when he aligns his face with Felix's "Didn't I wreck you enough last night, vixen? you can take more, hm?" His sweet whisper sounds heavenly sensual and Felix feels heat pool in his stomach. Doesn't matter how terribly pained he was, he didn't care at all. Hyunjin's curled lips raise Felix's demons from their slumber as his eyes turn to wide and glittering moons before he whispers;
"I can"
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After an elonged session of making out and lazy sensual activities, the two got off and decided to shower together. But before that could happen, a knock came at the door, asking for Hyunjin and letting him know just how important it was. He was pissed, of course, but Felix tried to send him off, tried playfully telling him that he wanted a bath alone anyway. Hyunjin had chuckled then and asked him to remain rested while he drew him a nice bath. Minutes later when Hyunjion was done he had carried the blue-haired into the restroom and decided to help him out with the bath but Felix had stopped him, asked him to leave since his work was important, and with much reluctance, a few more deep kisses, Hyunjin was finally gone.
thirty minutes later when he came back, Felix was already dressed in the clothes he had asked for him. And Hyunjin had to struggle not to start something again and just clean himself quickly. Once they were done and out of the hotel, Hyunjin had suggested they grab breakfast together, though he had sounded reluctant and almost tip-toeing around the idea, still Felix had agreed right away. And now they sat here in a nearby waffle café, munching on their food and discussing this-and-that subjects
the sweet smell of the delicious food made the atmosphere all the better, the brown checkered tiles glittering like shiny ornaments, the taupe walls adorned with the pretty and cute dangling decor of soft colors. It wasn't bustling, a few more people apart from the duo. Hyunjin felt odd sitting here, he wasn't the type of person who would be found in such places but since Felix wanted to eat waffles, this seemed like the best spot. Felix seems to be happy with it, moaning sweetly at every bite of his creamy chocolate and almond waffle. Hyunjin had gone with the usual vanilla ones, too picky to go for anything new
"It's so pretty" Felix compliments the bracelet for the hundredth time since they've sat here, gazing at his wrist and twirling it around because he can't get enough of the shining gems. Hyunjin's eyes divert from Felix's face to his wrist as he smiles softly, below the beautiful gems are scarlet fingerprints and the sight makes Hyunjin feel prideful. "I'm happy you do" He smiles, can't help but do so as he settles back in his seat, staring at Felix so lovingly when he puts away his utensils since he's done with his food. Felix is too, now sipping on some juice that was the place's speciality
"How can I not? it's literally perfect" He announces with glee making Hyunjin chuckle "Tell me your birthday, though! I want to get you something as well" Felix puts away his glass, sitting up straight and attentively as he gazes at Hyunjin with an inquisitive look in his eyes "Ah, It's 20th March" He shrugs, finding the sudden spotlight on him a little eccentric. "That's so far, but that just means I have a lot of time to plan" Felix gleefully claps his hands and Hyunjin sits and watches him, finding it odd how he can't get enough of the sight before him
"What's your favorite color?" The blue-haired asks, straw stuck on the side of his lips as he sips the bright orange juice and Hyunjin takes a second to think "Black?" Felix answers for him and he feels a smile tug at his lips, somehow the idea of Felix guessing correctly makes him feel funny "Yea, black" the blond licks his lips, looking down at his lap for a split second before looking up and Felix rolls his eyes mischievously "Of course, it's black" The blue-haired clicks his tongue and sets down the empty juice glass while Hyunjin curls his fingers around his warm coffee's cup
"Black suits, black cars, black phone, black coffee, so annoying god!" He blows a raspberry and rolls his eyes yet again making Hyunjin chuckle loudly this time, uncaring of the fact that people can hear him acting out of himself. "It's a nice color" He tries to make a point and settles down his black coffee Felix has stuck up his nose to the minute he ordered it "Yea I get that, but not nice enough to be everywhere" Felix widens his eyes at the last word, trying to emphasize it and the smile doesn't want to go anywhere from Hyunjin's face "It's not everywhere" He shakes his head and looks away from Felix, trying to hide the feeling that crawling up his throat
the feeling of sheer and utter admiration towards Felix and his silly antics but as he looks away and toward the window, he catches the sight of someone, dressed in the very color they were discussing, his phone held up right and a mask covering his face, he had a baseball cap on and his hood pulled over his head so not even an inch of him was recognizable. Hyunjin's face curls into something at him, a sense of peril rising within him. Upon catching Hyunjin looking at him, the man immediately shoves away his phone and walks away with hasty steps
Hyunjin's eyes never fail to catch danger and his heart rings in his ears, announcing something is near as his hand instinctively go inside of his pocket, eyes focused on the man crossing the road while he takes out his phone and looks down at it. Felix is confused and has gone silent in his speech when he finds Hyunjin's attention is entirely on something else, he's gazing out and now down at his lap, the light emitting from his phone lightening up a small part of the table's rim while the blue-haired furrows his eyebrows
"Hyunjin?" he calls out and the man looks up from his texting fingers, staring at him for a split second before he shoves his phone in his pocket and gets up from his seat "We should get going, Felix" His voice is gentle like it usually is with Felix but something is different about it, something more stern and strange. Felix stammers for a mere second, poring at Hyunjin and trying to read his face but it's impossible to understand what Hyunjin is feeling and Felix has realized that fact a few too many times, still, with hesitance he gets up from his seat, grabbing his wallet and keeping his eyes on Hyunjin
"Is everything okay?" He's beyond puzzled, and cannot truly understand why Hyunjin is acting like this but the man seems like his attention is divided between Felix and something else as well, eyes dark and sharp as he looks around the entire café, searching for something before he looks at Felix and his scrutinizingly gloomy eyes soften to a glowing haze as he licks his lips and raises his hand, placing it on the small of Felix's back as he guides them out of the place "Yes, pretty. It's juts work, I'm sorry we have to leave so abruptly" The man who never once said please, apologized or thank you, was now saying sorry at the smallest of things
Hyunjin's voice which felt strange and different now feels the same sweet sound Felix likes so much, melodic and heavenly. He doesn't look away from Hyunjin, eyebrows still furrowed as they make their way out of the cafe and the bells above their heads chime. At last, he looks away, finding no answer in Hyunjin's face. The blond guided them toward a different car than they had come in, one that was spacious and had more room for multiple people
Felix halts in his tracks "Wait, we came from that one" He points at the other car, looking back at Hyunjin confusedly. The man stared at the vehicle and then back at him, smiling gently before he spoke "We're going back in this one" If Felix was perplexed before, he was absolutely baffled now. Something was going on and it was very obvious that Hyunjin was hiding it from him
whatever it was, Felix failed to understand just how bad it was.
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this is the last of the scheduled updates, I'm from the past hehe hope you're still waiting for me <3