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Pata nahin kya likha hai maine. Maybe I was sleepy mujhe yakeen nahin aata ke 3 drafts delete kerne ke baad bhi aisa chapter likha hai maine. Pehle konsa acha likhti hoon.
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Mubashira entered inside their room. She couldn't hear anything. Ayra,s words were ringing in her ears.
Dekhna Mubashira Meri baddua hai. Tum bikhar jaogi. Aur Zaid bhi sambhal nahin Payega tumhein. Pehle Mohib ne kaha tha na aaj main kehti hoon. Koi nahin reh sakta tumhare sath. Koi nahin rahega, kyunke pagal ho tum, jiski zindagi mein jaogi uski zindagi barbad ho jayegi. Tum 100 dafa shadi karogi 100 dafa talak hogi tumhein. Jaise tumhari maa ne chor dia na tumhein waise hi Zaid bhi tumhein chor dega.
BAS!!!
Mubashira yelled on top of her lungs almost falling on the floor. Tears welled up in her eyes. Her breathing was ragged. The pain in her heart intensified and she gasped letting out a trembling sob.
Tum meri sabse badi galti ho
Tum kuch nahin ker sakti
Kaash tum paida hi na hui hoti
Nafrat kerti hoon main tumse.
Koi tumhare sath rehna nahin chahega.
Mar jati toh acha hota na. Carrier per focus ker pati main apne.
Chup ker jayen. Khuda ke liye chup ker jaye.
Mubashira pleaded, her voice cracking as she fell on the floor feeling weak on her knees.
Maine kaha tha na koi tere paas rehna nahin chahega.
Mubashira jolted hearing her mother's hate-filled voice and stood up grabbing a table for support. She gulped watching her mother in the mirror.
Aisa nahin hai. Zaid rehna chahata hai mere sath.
Mubashira shoot back, her voice trembling slightly.
Tu bhi janti hai yeh sach nahin hai.
No.
Mubashira chanted again and again, her voice breaking to a sob only.
Nahin yeh nahin ho sakta. It's not true.
Mubashira mumbled feeling her heart heavy. She hurried towards the drawer and took out the bottle of her sleeping pills. In a desperate need to get some sleep and run away from her demons. She took three sleeping pills with water at once.
MUBASHIRA!!!!
Zaid entered inside, the door opened with a hang. He closed it behind him and hurried towards her. Taking the bottle of sleeping pills from her, he pulled her in a warm, vulnerable hug. Mubashira who gasped at the sudden action, found herself in a dilemma, her heart torn in a desire to hug him back tightly and let out her feelings or to push him away from herself and stay caged in the darkness that has enveloped her entire being.
Choro mujhe.
She said, her voice a faint whisper as she attempted to come out of the hug but it was a fragile attempt that held no real force.
Never. Kabhi nahin.
Zaid said tightening the hug pulling her more closer to himself. She could hear his heartbeat right below her ear.
Please.
She whispered rather brokenly against his shirt.
No.
He said pulling away slightly but she was still in his arms.
Zaid I'm sorry.
Mubashira,s words were a faint whisper.
Mubashira.
Zaid cradled her face in his palms. Her eyelashes felt heavy and she fought the tug of sleep that threatened to consume her completely.
Maine tumhari zindagi barbad ker di hai.
Mubashira said leaning forward and Zaid held her before she fell limp in his arms.
Mubashira.
Zaid exclaimed in sheer panic tapping her cheek. He picked her up in his arms and laid her on the bed.
SHAHMEER!!!! HAYA!!!!!
Zaid screamed out in panic. He felt his heartbeat stop as he watched Mubashira,s still form on the bed.
Shahmeer and Haya came rushing inside. Panic etched across their faces.
Kya hua???
Shahmeer and Haya asked and then panicked looking at Mubashira.
Bhabhi.
Haya reached out and caressed her forehead and then patted her cheek.
Shahmeer,s eyes travelled to the bottle kept on the side tab while Zaid called the doctor.
Sleeping pills.
Shahmeer exclaimed after picking up the bottle
Zaid,s eyes want wide in panic.
10 minutes later!!!!
Aisa lag raha hai ke inhone koi dawai li hai woh bhi excessive amount mein.
Doctor said looking at her still form.
Humein lagta hai ke Mubashira ne sleeping pills li hai.
Zaid said worriedly. His heartbeats stopping as his breath hitched. He showed her the pills
Oh GOD. Inhone sleeping pills li thi woh bhi excessive amount mein. Jis tarah se main dekh pa rahi hoon, inka blood pressure, heart rate sab abnormal hai.
Zaid, Shahmeer and Haya gasped, pain etched across their faces. Zaid,s breath came out trembling.
Acha hua main sahi waqt per aa gayi warna agar thodi aur der hoti toh inhein brain damage ho sakta tha ya toh yeh coma mein bhi ja sakti thi aur Inka bachna bahot mushkil ho jata.
The trio gasped looking at the doctor and Zaid asked, his voice stoic but his heartache pulpable.
Mubashira theek ho jayegi na doctor? Isse hosh kab aayega?
The doctor sighed heavily and stood up and faced Zaid.
Maine injection toh de dia hai but abhi kuch keh nahin sakte.
The doctor said honestly and then breathed deeply.
What do you mean?
Shahmeer asked, his voice as cold as ice, meanwhile Haya was crying standing beside Zaid.
Main bol deta hoon doctor. Kuch nahin hona chahiye Mubashira ko.
Zaid said barely controlling his anger. Tears blurred his vision, his hands clenching and unclenching at his sides.
Dekhiye we'll try....
Try nahin result chahiye.
Zaid cut off the doctor angrily.
Inko kal subha tak hosh aa jana chahiye warna hospital mein shift kerna padega inko.
The doctor said trembling in fear.
Zaid.
Shahmeer called out and placed a hand on his shoulder in a desperate attempt to provide some comfort to him.
I'll come in the morning.
The doctor said and left from there hurriedly.
Zaid looked at Shahmeer, his strong facade started to crumble, a flicker of vulnerability evident in his gaze.
She'll be fine right?
Zaid questioned, his Vulnerability clear.
Khuda per yakeen rakhiye bhai jaan. Khuda sab theek karega.
Haya said, her voice carrying a ray of hope despite the dark cloud of uncertainty that loomed over them.
Hum sab dua kerte hain. ALLAH sab theek karega.
Shahmeer said softly wiping his tears.
Later!!!
Zaid sat beside Mubashira looking at her still form. Each breath was a painful struggle. A mixture of pain and greif flooded through his heart making his heart feel heavier, in the moment of uncertainty as Zaid found himself looking at her still form, his heart felt heavy for him to carry and he blinked his eyes unable to tolerate the weight of his emotions that threatened to overwhelm him. The images of her smiling face flashed across his mind and her laughter rang in his ears and he felt his breath catch.
Anything for you.
Mohabbat ek ehsaas hai jisko sirf mehsoos kiya jata hai.
Jab mohabbat hoti hai na toh dil gawahi deta hai.
Mohabbat nahin ker sakunga main
Tumse kon mang raha hai? Main ker rahi hoon, balki ho rahi hai, balki ho gayi hai.
Lagta hai ab mujhe bhi Barish se mohabbat kerni padegi.
Her words and her laughter rang in his ears and his heart sank. He looked at her still form. He looked at the clock and then back at her, his anxiety growing with each second that ticked by. He felt as if he'll die. He felt as if it was death but he found it way worse then death. Seeing her like this, unconscious and still, it was a sight that cut deep into his heart and he couldn't stop the sob that tore through him, the tears of pain and argony rolled down his cheeks finally.
Please wake up Mubashira. Main aise nahin dekh sakta tumhein. Main mar jaunga please.
He confessed, his voice trembling with vulnerability. He reached out and gently held her hand, caressing the back of her palm.
Suddenly, his breath hitched as the argony, longing and pain threatened to overwhelm him, the realization hit him like a lightening bolt.
HE LOVED HER!!!!
A gasp escaped him and he palmed his mouth wide eyed. The intensity of his emotions made his heart feel as if it'll burst. The realization was overwhelming that threatened to catch him off balance. As he looked at her, his hand reached up to her forehead and he caressed it with gentle, rather hesitant touch.
I should have been there.
And suddenly, his heart was consumed by guilt, he was not with her and that's what led to this condition of hers.
I'm sorry.
He said, his voice barely above a whisper, trembling with guilt as he continued to caress her forehead gently.
I failed.
He whispered, his voice filled with a blend of anguish and self accusation.
But please wake up. I promise main kahin nahin jaunga tumhein chor ker.
He spoke sincerely, reaching out to hold her hand, caressing the back of her palm with tenderness.
I....
He wanted to confess but couldn't as he found himself tounge tied.
He walked towards the other side of the bed and sat on the mattress. He placed her head in his lap and caressed her hair.
Uth jao na. I can't....
He trailed off, a tear dropped from his right eye.
End Of Chapter!!!!
Don't worry. The ff has a happy ending and I'm not ending it yet.
Pata nahin kya likh dala maine.
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