not proofread, ignore any mistakes please.
Hours have passed, all of them have had a little too much to drink, they're wasted and not many thoughts occupy their minds right now as they dance away the night, losing their youth on this cramped dance floor. No worries, nothing to ponder, limbs flailing and wide smiles painted on their faces because what is better than to numb your heart and rid it of all woes, lose your mind, and dance away all that you burrowed in yourself?
Hyunjin is sitting far away, on a stool that's squeaky, leaning against a bar that feels all too sticky. His eyes are on the dance floor where a particular vixen is dancing, smiling when he appears and searching for him when someone else takes his place. In a small bar like this, it's easy to lose a face even if it's as pretty as Felix's, and Hyunjin has to hold back the urge to pull out his gun and drop all of its bullets into these people's heads just so this place would be empty and then he'd be able to see Felix and only him
dancing in these neon lights, smiling so widely he looks like a daydream but his body all the material of a nightmare. Hyunjin's desires are in his throat, ready to spill out but his admiration confines them as he sips on the cheap whiskey in his hand, ice clinking in the glass and music bombarding more than it needs to. Hyunjin wouldn't have minded spending a few hours just sitting here with his eyes on Felix but someone has come up to him, plopping down next to him on the empty stool and panting heavily
he doesn't need to turn around and look because he knows from the heavy scent of cigarettes combined with roses that it's Minho, he always smells too much like smoke and his boyfriend always smells too much like the flower Hyunjin hates. The sound of his heavy breathing gets lost in the music and Hyunjin doesn't mind him sitting there, that would've stayed the case but Minho opened his mouth and sent everything to hell.
"So," The voice comes like Minho is holding back a smile as he turns to Hyunjin, holding up two fingers at the bartender to let him know to repeat his order while he keeps his eyes on Hyunjin's side profile, taking notice of the way his jaw clicks and eyes darken. He knows his boss well enough to know that he doesn't want to talk about whatever Minho has to say but then again, he's on break right now and the man before him isn't Hwang Hyunjin but just the Hyunjin he grew up with, the Hyunjin he would always share his chocolate with as a child because he had sensitive teeth and was forbade off of sweets
"Whatever it is, keep it within you"
Hyunjin's voice cuts through the loud beats like a dagger in flesh and Minho's smile only deepens "All I'm saying is---Wow" Minho articulates his words with so much emphasis that Hyunjin has to tighten his grip on the glass to prevent himself from smashing it against the man's head "What do you mean?" He turns to look at the man, bunny teeth on display as he sips on his drink "You look like wow" Minho eyes the man up and down, holding out his hands in front of him as if praising him "Do you not like your life, Lee?" Hyunjin's teeth are gritted and Minho's are in a wide grin
"I'm just saying that these types of clothes suit you very well" Minho leans on the bar and Hyunjin has to make sure he's not breaking the glass with his grip considering how tight it is "Quietude suits you very well, too. Should I silence you for life?" Hyunjin's low and menacing threat has the man coughing on his drink as he instantly slides off the stool and holds out four fingers to salute the man before him "Au revoir, mun cher ami" Minho's wonderful smirk has Hyunjin wishing he never came here but then the man is disappearing into the crowd and Hyunjin can't help but shake his head because Minho was the one constant in his life and no matter how much he hid it, he'd always be grateful for him.
His eyes turn to search for Felix's face again but it's like the universe is considerating against him as someone yet again pulls up to him, sliding right onto the seat Minho has emptied and Hyunjin would have only been irked because his personal space was being occupied but then this person starts to speak and the blond doesn't know if he can hold himself from breaking this glass this time around. "Hello" a sweet voice, feminine and sultry but Hyunjin doesn't have enough fucks to give as he sighs and turns to look at her with eyes so dark she's wondering how he even sees
"You shouldn't be all alone with such a handsome face" She smiles, slender fingers with red manicure gripping the stem of a cocktail glass, pretty plump lips tainted crimson, and contact-clad silver eyes round but sharp, any sane person would deem her a sight for sore eyes but Hyunjin already has his senses occupied. "I don't want company" It might have been too rude but Hyunjin's dealt this hand many times and he knows she won't leave until he acts like a dick
"Too harsh, why don't you reconsider your wants?" Hyunjin's eyes are glaring at her but she fails to see anything past the man's beauty. "I don't want company" he speaks more sternly this time, voice low and gaze perilous as he leans toward the woman and lets her know he meant every single word he said. Yet before the lady can react, someone's hands slide up Hyunjin's chest, wrapping around his neck and making him look away as he sits straight with perplexion on his face
"What are you doing, Hyun"
The same face Hyunjin had been searching for materialized right before his eyes, looking as pretty as the man expected. Hyunjin's breath caught in his throat and he was unable to speak, all he could do was gape up at Felix's beautiful features while the blue-haired leans down, body pressed against Hyunjin's because he had parted his legs that were already manspreading and stood between them, arms around his neck and lips clashing onto Hyunjin's
A soft and sweet sound vibrated in Hyunjin's throat and he wasn't even sure he was capable of that, of feeling this pleasure and saccharine buzz everywhere on his skin but here he was with his eyes closed and arms around Felix's waist, holding him in his embrace so he doesn't slip from his reaches this time. The kiss lasts merely seconds and Hyunjin finds himself desperate for more when Felix pulls away, smirking like he is some wicked queen as he turns to look at the woman and rests the side of his head on Hyunjin's forehead
"Did you need anything?"
he asks sweetly but the pure rancidness shining in his eyes is visible in the undertone of his words, his features curled into something sinister while Hyunjin is pecking his cheek because the skin is right against his lips and he's too weak to hold back, uncaring of the situation they are in or the people that surround them. "No" The woman cleared her throat, forcing a smile as she licked her crimson lips and got up from the stool, walking away in aching embarrassment but it wasn't her fault that her heart desired a face that already had someone else's lips caressing it.
Felix turns around, eyes locking with Hyunjin as he sighs for the theatrics and presses yet another kiss on his plump lips, making it brief and leaving Hyunjin yearning for more. "I hope I didn't interrupt you, or ruin your plans" The blue-haired states with a bored lilt to his tone that is obviously forced but Hyunjin doesn't know why it's there "What do you mean, vixen? What plans? " His smoke voice whispers and there's no need for him to raise his voice because they're too close and it feels right
"Your plans of possibly wanting to sleep with her" Felix runs a lazy hand in Hyunjin's slicked-back hair, pushing away the stray strand so slowly that Hyunjin feels every single hair in that strand being shunted "Why would I plan to fuck anyone else when I've got you?" The corner of Hyunjin's lips curls up when he mutters those words all the more sensually. Felix is at a lack of breath but he composes himself and decides to turn the tables around "Who said you could fuck me?" He speaks casually like his words didn't drop a bomb on the blond
Hyunjin's smirk drops and he fails to see beyond the playful demeanor of Felix because even with humor, this statement is rocking his world the slightest "Did I do something wrong?" His tone is serious and his expression solid, Felix can't help but laugh because this is the same man who claims so confidently he'd never beg, if the idea of never being able to touch Felix again is making him this distressed, then how is he going to deal with all the things Felix is imagining doing to him? "Yes" Felix states with softness in his voice but there's also mischief
"What?" Hyunjin queries immediately, heart falling to his stomach because he doesn't know where he went wrong and he is all the more ready to do whatever it takes to rectify his foolish mistakes "You refuse to plead, Sir" It takes Hyunjin a split second to understand Felix's lustful whisper but when he does, his rigid expressions relax and the worry from his eyes disappear "You're still on that, pretty?" His soft voice murmurs and Felix wants to make his smug tone vanish
"Mhm" it's a passing whisper that barely meets Hyunjin's ears, Felix doesn't care that the blond may have not heard him as he leans down and brushes his lips past the sharp of his jaw, letting them do the trick before he introduces his teeth and hears Hyunjin curse under his breath. At the sound, the blue-haired smiles diabolically because he knows exactly what he's doing and he knows not long later, Hyunjin will be contradicting the statement he seems so rigid about. His teeth softly nibble the skin of Hyunjin's jaw before he shifts lower and lets his tongue caress the pulsing of his neck
Hyunjin's breathing is picking up, his heart is drumming and his eyes are already closed because it's not often he gets to delve into such pleasure and he wants to savor this moment as long as he can. But time is cruel and so is Felix as he pulls away with a satisfactory smile on his lips and stares into Hyunjin's eyes, the ones that used to be slanted and sharp but are now round and glistening with want, teh words 'Why did you stop' are at the back of his throat and the tip of his tongue but even in such a state, his mind doesn't let him say that so instead he says; "Can we go somewhere private?"
It's asked as a question because he's not sure Felix would be comfortable being commanded to leave his own birthday party and teh last thing he wants is to discomfort the blue-haired "No, my friends are waiting for me, you're not the only one desperate to kiss me" Felix smiles as he pulls away from Hyunjin's embrace and as desperate as he is, he is equally confused. Furrowing his brows Hyunjin opens his lips to ask the obvious question but then all of the latter's friends have entered the frame and their loud laughing and chattering drowns out his'
Felix throws him one last smile--vicious and devilish, before he turns to his friends and joins their conversation, plopping down on the stool right next to Hyunjin. Though the man is busy gawking at Felix and picking up the pieces of his scattered sanity he still picks up the small voice of Jisung saying "I've been waiting years for this, finally the time has come!" And all it does is add to his confusion when he turns to look at the man and he's applying maroon lipstick on his face while Felix grins and laughs. The rest of the friends are either cheering or waiting expectantly
Minho is right next to Jisung, smiling ear to ear and watching his boyfriend do the silliest of things with the fondest of eyes because he's in love and love makes you foolish. Hyunjin nearly pukes in his mouth at seeing the familiar face be twisted into such admiration so he quickly looks away at Seungmin who's rolling his eyes. Hyunjin's eyes take in the sight of every single one of Felix's friends before they land on the man himself, watching as his laugh dies out and now he's just a mess of red cheeks and drunken eyes, anticipating Jisung's move.
At last, the brunette finishes applying the lipstick and walks toward Felix, rolling his sleeves and his lips in a pout. "Sung made an oath some time ago, that he'd kiss Felix twenty-four times and leave lipstick stains behind because they were both drunk and he found Felix particularly pretty that evening" A voice speaks from his side, explaining what is going down even though he didn't ask but he guesses it must be because his confused expressions spoke more than he could. He turns to look at who it is and the face appears to be Changbin's kind one
he nods in his direction because what else is he to say to such a bizarre revelation. The shorter smiles understand Hyunjin's judgment "They're weird, I think so too" He chuckles and Hyunjin only forces a smile because he may be awkward and cold but he's not mannerless. Seconds later, both of them are watching a show of complete weirdness unfold, with Jisung cupping Felix's face who is nearly rolling off the bar stool laughing and the man repeatedly kissing his face and yelling at him to stay still
It should be funny, cute even to see that they are such close friends with so much adoration, or maybe if you're a stranger you'd think they're absolutely odd but Hyunjin feels something else rise within him, something bitter and something he's felt before that time Felix kept taking Chan's name. It's sharp and pokes against his senses, raising the irrevocable desire to get up and snatch Felix away from this person. He has to bite it all down, gulp away this bitterness because he has no authority in the scenario and he should figure out his scattered senses first before he takes any step
so he looks away from them, raging in a silent storm and finding his hands turning into fists. But no matter how resilient he is, he turns around to look again because his heart keeps irking him to catch the beautiful sight that is Felix laughing. His insides turn mellow at teh sound and vision and he finds his anger subsiding, never leaving, just lessening. Then there's also this question that always rises and he's not paying any mind to it because familiarity breeds contempt and this very question has echoed in his mind for far too long and he simply couldn't care less about it now
Why
it repeats itself until Hyunjin's mind becomes numb with but before that happens, a loud cheer takes him out of his headspace and he's brought into the real world again, watching Minho wrap his arms around the man's waist and tell him off "You're absolutely not kissing him on the lips" Felix is only laughing while Minho does his best to keep his boyfriend away "But I didn't finish the twenty-four kisses! he'll die if I don't" The rest of the group joins Felix in his stomach-clenching show of laughing but Hyunjin remains quiet, his eyes fixated on the lipstick in Jisung's hand that is swaying in teh air since his hands are flailing
and before he knows it, he's getting up from his seat, walking two short steps over the the center of the group, right in the axis of where Felix is sat and where Jisung is fighting the battle of his life as he takes the lipstick from the struggling man's hand, holding it from its edge and giving it zero thoughts and pondering as he raises the cosmetic piece, spares it a short glance of consideration before he drags the tint on his plump lips in one swift and haste move, turning to look at Felix and the second their eyes lock, his maroon-painted lips curl into a smirk as he drops the lipstick and walks over to Felix
grabbing his surprisedly confused face from the sides and leaning in with his eyes closed and chest boosting in pride. Felix had stopped laughing the second he saw Hyunjin walk in and now his stomach was hurting for all the different reasons, a sudden urge of desire pulsated through his body as he closed his eyes and felt Hyunjin's cushiony lips press against his own glossy ones, forced into a pout and strengthful, enough that they are sure to leave a mark behind. The laughter around them dies out, fades with the music and now all that echoes in the two man's ears is the sound of their desire
Felix feels his soul come aglow at the feeling of Hyunjin's lips, his large hands cupping his face and his breath tangling with his own. He didn't need a warning or a foretelling to immediately melt into the blond's touch, let him do what he wished all because he liked the way Hyunjin touched him. Surprise is emitting from every single friend of Felix, all of them have their faces twisted into shock and eyes looking at each other or at the duo. Minho is utterly puzzled, his boyfriend who was struggling in his grip has also gone limp and placid in his arms
When lengthy seconds run out, Hyunjin pulls away from what intended to be a peck but lasted far too long to be one and gazes into Felix's eyes with a smirk on his lips, his stance overflowing with confidence as Felix gulps and finds his guts churn at the sight of Hyunjin with messily applied and now smeared lipstick, one that is as maroon as the blood he makes run out of Felix's lips when he bites them. His breath comes out scratchy and uneven as Hyunjin stands straight and raises his thumb to wipe away the lipstick and Felix nearly begs him not to
His actions fail because he's no makeup guru and he ends up smearing the product rather than cleaning it off, licking his lips and tasting the artificial cherry flavor before he leans in again and leaves Felix wishing he'd kiss him one more time but the blue-haired's desperation only makes him smile as he grabs the drink he ought to grab and steps away from Felix entirely. The freckled's eyes never looked away from Hyunjin who had now walked back to his spot and sat down, sipping casually on his whiskey while all of them were standing still and watching him, none of them knowing how to act
the tension would have stayed forever if Seungmin hadn't clapped his hands "Yay! what a wonderful activity! we all love Jisung so much" He cheers mockingly and it brings a little life back into teh group as they collectively gulp and clear their throats, looking away from the two and their suffocating sexual tension "I think we've all had too much to drink and we will likely not remember anything that happened tonight so we should just head home" It's Changbin who announces that, eyes falling on Felix for a split second before he looks at the rest of the group
"Yep, you're right, I'm absolutely tired and so is my honey so we're leaving too" Momo smiles, clearly teasing as she wraps her arm around Sana who still has her lips apart and eyes wide "I'll drag this havoc home, text me when you arrive back Lix-ya" Minho mumbles through a heave of breath as he is the only one who wields enough courage to speak to the spell-bound boy who was too dazed to even look away from Hyunjin. Minho's words bring him back and he's breathlessly looking at him, trying to make sense of the situation
"What?" He blurts and Minho has to hold back a laugh "We're all heading home, text me when you get back" Minho explains, he would have suggested a ride but he knows his boss and would rather not intervene "Oh, okay. Good night you guys, thank you" Felix finally clears his throat, coming back to his senses as he gets up from his seat and hugs all of them seriatim "I love you" He mumbles to them alongside their respective adieus before waving them away with flying kisses, a few yelled "Go back home safely" comes his way and he only smiles at them
He could see Seungmin wanted to put up a fight with the idea of leaving Felix drunk and alone with Hyunjin but Changbin had ushered him away and it made Felix laugh at his beloved best friend's protectiveness as he watched them disappear into the crowd, but the humor doesn't last long because someone has wrapped their arms around his waist, pulling him back into their body and the movement had reminded him of everything he's been craving so terribly
"Looks like we're alone now, pretty. Still believe you can make me beg?"