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Mubashira.
Zaid called out rather softly. She looked at him, her teary eyes were wide. She removed her palm from her mouth and looked at him with tear-filled eyes.
He cradled her face gently in his palms and wiped her tears. He looked at her worried.
Ro kyun rahi ho? Maine kuch kiya kya?
Zaid asked her, his voice was a blend of worry and tenderness. He gently wiped away the crystal droplets that clung to her cheeks. He pulled her down and placed her head on his heart.
Kya hua? Kuch kaha kisi ne?
Zaid asked her, his voice as soft as a feather.
I hate it.
Mubashira spoke, her voice muffled against his shirt as she lightly smacked his chest keeping in mind to not to hurt him.
What?
He asked caressing her hair. His touch tender.
Mujhe vulnerable hona pasand nahin hai.
Mubashira spoke. Tears rolled down her cheeks and dranched his shirt.
The next moment, In a swift move Zaid was over her and Mubashira was looking at him shocked.
Zaid smiled and gently wiped her tears away from her cheeks.
Kyun lagta hai tumhein?
Zaid asked her softly, but the pain he felt in his heart hearing her was palpable. He felt his heart being twisted rather painfully in his chest and a delicate sheen of tears welled up in his eyes.
Mubashira visibly struggled to compose herself and then looked at him, their eyes locked. She breathed and spoke, her voice carried a touch of vulnerability
Main nafrat kerti hoon tumse Zaid.
Zaid,s heartbeat stopped hearing her, he cupped her face tighter, his eyes searched hers. The words cut though his heart like a sharp knife. He couldn't help but feel a pang in his heart.
However he composed himself and asked, trying to understand the depth of her emotions
Kyun?
He asked softly, his voice carried a touch of vulnerability.
Tum mujhe vulnerable bana rahe ho. Tum mere woh shades bahar laate ho jo main kabhi socha nahin tha ke mere andar exist bhi kerte hain aur main iske liye ready nahin hoon.
Mubashira said, her voice trembling with emotion as their eyes stayed locked.
Zaid smiled softly wiping away the tears from her eyes with a tender touch which made her shiver. Her lips parted slightly.
Zaid looked at her and struggled to find words to make her understand his point of view.
MJ you aren't weak. Maine tumhein koi kamzor nahin kiya.
Zaid said softly, his voice filled with tenderness and unknown affection.
Zaid sat up on the bed and made her sit in front of him, now she was eye to eye with him.
You know acknowledging your vulnerabilities and emotions is the biggest sign of strength and you are very strong. The strongest women I have ever met.
Zaid said, his voice was a mixture of sincarity and unknown affection.
He cradled her face in his palms, his touch conveying an overwhelming tenderness that seemed to take her breath away. Their eyes locked and the world around them seemed to blur into insignificance.
Please Mubashira tum jo feel kerti ho, jaisa feel kerti ho please mujhse share karo. I promise to hear you out per please apne emotions ko kaid mat karo.
Zaid said, his voice trembling with vulnerability.
Har relationship mein communication bahot important hoti hai Mubashira. Main chahata hoon ke hum donon communicate karen warna yeh relationship survive nahin karega aur main nahin chahata ke yeh relationship khatam ho.
Zaid said softly, his voice filled with sincarity.
Kyun?
Mubashira asked. She gulped the lump that formed in her throat, her eyes searching his with hope lurking somewhere deep in them.
Kyun nahin chahate tum ke yeh relationship khatam ho?
Mubashira asked again, hope lurking somewhere deep in her eyes.
Because yeh relationship important hai mere liye.
Zaid said softly, caressing her cheek with a tender touch. Mubashira,s heart skipped a beat.
But mujhe lagta hai main weak ho rahi hoon.
Mubashira said, struggling to voice out her thoughts.
Tum weak nahin ho rahi ho MJ. You are just being yourself with me.
Zaid said softly, a delicate sheen of tears welling up in his eyes
Mubashira let out a trembling breath. Her hands cupping his face rather delicately as if he was the most precious thing for her. Her heart swelled with affection for the man sitting in front of her as she continued to hear him.
Zaid,s breath hitched as he felt her cupping his face rather delicately. She was looking at him with such affection in her eyes as if he was the most precious thing to her. The affection in her eyes took his breath away.
He spoke, his voice filled with a blend of tenderness and sincerity
Mubashira tum sabko woh dikhane ki koshish kerti ho jo tum nahin ho.
Kyun tum sab ko woh dekhne nahin deti jo tum ho? Kyun sabke samne heartless banne ka pretend kerti ho? Kyun tum sabko woh dikhane nahin deti jo main dekh sakta hoon? Kyun sabki nafrat bardasht kerti ho?
Zaid asked softly cradling her face gently. He wiped the tears from her eyes that made their way out without her permission.
Kyun apni achai bahar nahin aane deti tum?
Zaid added, wiping away the crystal droplets that clung to her cheek.
Mubashira,s breath came out trembling and she met his gaze and cradled his face in her palms gently wiping away the crystal droplets that clung to his cheeks.
She let out another trembling breath and spoke, her voice heavy from crying
Kyu...nke agar a..ap ac....hai ke..mrte hain toh dun...iya aap...se hum....esha ac...hai expe....ct ker....ti hai Zai...d aur ma....in nah...in chah....ati ke log mujhse bas achai expect karen.
Mubashira spoke, her voice breaking in between as she met his gaze with tear-filled eyes.
Khud ko aise saza mat do MJ. Please I beg you.
Zaid spoke, his voice carrying a hint of vulnerability as he cupped her face delicately pulling her forward slightly, their eyes still locked. She couldn't help but sigh. Her eyes closing in bliss, her face softened more as she savoured the warmth of his touch.
Her eyes fluttered open and she let out a breath, trembling as her heartbeat quickened it's pace.
Pata nahin hai kya? Ke kaisi hoon main?
Mubashira asked trying to sound playful but her vulnerability betrayed her.
Zaid felt a tug at his heart hearing her, a wave of pain washed over him hearing her. He cupped her face tighter and shook his head sideways
Thak jaoge and at the end chod doge just like everyone....
Nahin.
Zaid cut her off shaking his head sideways.
I won't leave you. Main tumhein kabhi nahin chorunga. Iss liye nahin ke tumne kaha tha balki iss liye kyunke main khud tumhein chorna nahin chahata.
Zaid said, his voice a mixture of tenderness and sincerity as he cupped her face tighter.
Mubashira couldn't help but tear up feeling overwhelmed with emotions. She cradled his face in her palms, her hold conveying a mixture of tenderness and boundless affection. Her touch seem to take away the very breath from his lungs and then his breath came out rather trembling, leaving him in a single whoosh and he stared at her breathless for a moment. As she cupped his face with a tender, affectionate touch. He couldn't help but close his eyes feeling his heart overflowing with an unknown affection. His breath left him in a whoosh as his heart quickened it's pace.
Their breathes mingled as Mubashira leaned forward and pressed her forehead against his. His breath hitched in his chest as she spoke, her voice as soft as a feather but filled with emotion
Tum meri mohabbat ho Zaid. Maine kabhi socha nahin tha ke main kabhi kisi se pyaar karungi PER ALLAH ko Kuch aur manzoor tha aur phir tum aaye meri zindagi mein aur tumne sab badal diya.
Mubashira said, her smile was shaky as she tried to suppress her emotions. A fresh round of tears welled up in her eyes as she gazed at the man she loved with all of herself but the fear of abandonment was clouding her judgement again and again.
Zaid who understood her inner turmoil couldn't stop the tears that welled up in his beautiful eyes and smiled at her in an attempt to soothe her fears. He gently held her hand intertwining their fingers.
Tum mere liye bahot zaroori ho Zaid bahot khaas ho per mujhe dar lagta hai ke main kho doongi tumhein. Main attached ho rahi hoon tumse Zaid, adat ho gayi hai mujhe tumhari and now I'm scared. Yeh attachment dara rahi hai mujhe. Agar future mein tumne mujhe chor diya ya phir mujhse munh pher liya toh main barbad ho jaungi Zaid. Agar chorna hai toh abhi chor do but please baad mein nahin kyunke woh main bardasht nahin ker sakungi.
Mubashira,s voice trembled with a mixture of emotions as she struggled to hold back her tears. The raw vulnerability in her words tugged at his heartstrings. Zaid wiped away the crystal droplets that clung to her cheeks with a feather light touch. There was an undeniable tenderness and an undefinable emotion in his eyes that stirred Mubashira,s heart.
Zaid,s heart trembled in his chest as her words sank in. He wiped her tears with a tender, feather light touch. He pulled her close and she placed her head on his heart, his one hand caressing her hair while the other one was wrapped around her petite frame rather protectively.
Main kabhi chor ker nahin jaunga tumhein. I promise. You are important to me Mubashira bahot special ho tum.
Zaid said softly and then pressed a tender kiss on the top of her head. Mubashira,s eyes fluttered close in anticipation and she sighed, her head burried in his chest. She calmed down a little listening to the rhythm of his heartbeat right below her ear.
End Of Chapter!!!
Coming up next: Is he in love with her?
Warning: Pool scene is on the way.
I know itna acha update nahin hai. Actually I just got carried away. I'm so sorry. Will try ke next chapter acha ho but here's the chapter. Don't know how is it but please jaisa bhi hai aaj kaam chala lo.
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