Felix twists the doorknob and pushes it forward, stretching the vision of the inside of his apartment but it's not how he had left it, it looks entirely too different but that's not the most important part, what is the most important part is that there are people--Seungmin and Changbin, sprawled out onto the couch, eyes half closed and half open, lips hanging apart and limbs spread like they were shot dead but visibly they were alive. Preplexion resides in Felix, taking over the rue that he felt earlier as he steps inside his house followed by an equally confused Hyunjin
"What the fuck?"
are the first words he lets out, hanging the keychain next to his door where the keyholders shaped; F and C were. Though right now, he isn't looking at them and not paying any mind to them either, just doing what his body is too used to and it has now become a muscle memory to him, but if it were any other day (like it usually was) he would be crying right now (like he usually is). Hyunjin looked around the apartment briefly and took notice of how it was decorated, there were blue and white balloons everywhere as if it were a baby shower, and beverages that seemingly looked like alcohol sat in a box on the kitchen counter adjacent to the lounge
there were many other things that asked for his attention but a groan coming from the couch caught it first so he looked over, trying to solve this mystery that had nothing to do with him. Felix hadn't noticed the decoration, he had noticed that his apartment looks messy but that's only because he regarded the sparkly ribbons on his carpet before his eyes landed on the two men on his couch "You guys?" He speaks again, hands on his waist as he tries to gather his friends' attention and before he can march over there and stir them awake, Seungmin groans and sits up straight
"What?" he lets out as if he didn't practically break into Felix's apartment "What the fuck is going on and why are you here?" The blue-haired asks rather crassly but it's past eight in the morning, he hasn't had an ounce of sleep, and he's confused, reasonably so. "It's your birthday and we are here for the surprise?" Seungmin speaks in a tone that sounds like it's very obvious and Felix is only more confused as he gets ready to bombard the man with a thousand 'what are you on about's but then it dawns on him and his mouth snaps shut
stilled in his space, Felix keeps his eyes on his friend who is waking up his boyfriend before he looks around and realizes that it was in fact a surprise initiated for him, but that new piece of information only makes him more confused when he turns back to look at Seungmin "But you said you were--" He trails off, trying to piece it together but Seungmin sighs heavily, running a hand through his messy brown hair and walking over to the kitchen counter
"Yes, that was a lie. We can be bitchy, sure, but that doesn't mean we would ever ditch you on your birthday even if my aunt died" Seungmin speaks clearly and honestly (No shade to Aunt Bora, lots of love!). A pout forms on Felix's lips as he whines in flusteredness "You guys!" His deep voice turns unexpectedly high pitched and had Hyunjin not heard him scream his lungs out in this very tone a few many times, he'd be surprised. Felix waddles his way over to Seungmin and springs onto him, spreading his arms around the brunette's torso who just wanted to have some water
The taller sighs, gulping down the liquid as he sets away the glass with a clinking sound and wraps his arms around Felix's shoulders. Knowing he's not one to ever show affection, even Changbin, his very boyfriend, gets surprised as he walks over to them with a grin "I deserve one too, I hung up all these damned balloons" he gestures towards the balloons with his hand and shoves a single hand in his black jeans' pocket. Felix turns around and smiles widely, immediately wrapping his arms around his Hyung "Seriously! Thank you so much you guys, I thought you totally ditched me" Felix huffs and pulls away from the man, staring at both of them while Hyunjin stands at a fair distance, hands in his slacks' pockets as he remains quiet
"Lix-ya, we would never do that, silly--specially not after" Before Changbin can accidentally sour the mood, Seungmin cuts him off and focuses his gaze on the blond stranger standing in Felix's living room "Who is that?" He speaks in the same informal tone he uses whenever he is speaking to anyone he doesn't like. Felix peels his gaze from Changbin, looking at Seungmin and then at where his eyes were "Oh, Hyunjin—that's Hyunjin" Felix states, tucking away his loose strands as the man looks right back at him and the look in his eyes is not one Felix has seen many times which leaves him confused
"How are we supposed to know Hyunjin? Why is he here? Why were you with him?" The train of Seungmin's query takes off and his boyfriend sighs, walking over to him and wrapping his arms around his torso just to silent him. Seungmin knows who Hyunjin is, he's seen him before and he also has a small clue why Felix was with him but he's still spilling these questions because he wants Felix to answer them rather than assuming things
"He's uh, well he's Hyunjin. And I was drunk last night because I—well basically he took care of me last night and we hung out" Felix's scattered speech makes the couple confused as they look at him with puzzled looks on their faces while he keeps his eyes on Hyunjin's, licking his lips awkwardly. He doesn't know why he's feeling awkward, but he does feel pathetic telling his friends he was so wasted last night because everyone ditched him that he was crying on a strange street in the pouring rain
"Is he an old friend?" Changbin questions because he's never seen this man around Felix before and he's a little thrown off by his shadowed aura "We uh, met at a bar a few weeks ago, Seungmin knows" Felix peels his eyes from Hyunjin at last and looks at the brunette who's glaring at Hyunjin "Minnie, you know him?" Changbin looks at Seungmin, eyebrows furrowed and the man has no choice but to sigh and nod, turning to look at his boyfriend "Forget about that! Go freshen up I'll make breakfast in the meantime" Felix cuts short the investigation and pushes the two men forward, trying to get them out of the living room
Seungmin clicks his tongue, throws one last glare at Hyunjin who hadn't looked at him because his eyes are still on Felix before he tangles his arm with Changbin's and walks away into the bedroom. Felix sighs in relief to finally have the policemen away from here as he turns to look at Hyunjin, smiling softly as an apology "Sorry, my friends can be a bit much" Felix licks his lips and walks toward the kitchen, ushering to wash his hands. Hyunjin remains still as if he had been bound and the blue-haired turns around, looking over his shoulder
"Come over here, why are you still standing there" Felix speaks casually, his tone soft and slightly cheery before he turns back around fully, done with washing his hands and now watching Hyunjin walk over to him and stand on the opposite end of the kitchen counter. "Do you normally like pancakes?" The blond haired quests, standing before the fridge with its door wide open and grabbing his required ingredients. Since he's so fixated on making breakfast for his friends and Hyunjin, his mind doesn't even for a second thinks of Chan and his twenty-kisses-policy
Hyunjin ponders for a second though it's not that deep of a question, his mind is just too focused on the way Felix pouts when he's concentrating and it sets loose birds in his chest before he clears his throat and answers "I don't usually eat breakfast" Felix looks up at the blond man and clicks his tongue at him "I used to be like that too but then I started being too grumpy, you should give your body what it needs, maybe that's why you're Mister-All-Too-Serious" Felix chuckles softly at his own joke as he ends the sentence with a shake to his head
Hyunjin should feel offended but he can't help and let his lips curl into a smirk that suggests no humor as he places his forearms flat onto the cold counter, stacking one on the other and leaning over, inching himself closer to the blue-haired who's measuring the flour as he lets Felix's words ring in his ears and his eyes sparkle with both sensuality and mischief. Felix doesn't notice his maneuvers or his wicked smirk because his eyes are downcast until Hyunjin speaks and makes him look up
"You know what else my body needs, vixen?"
His sultry voice is lilted with hints of humor but its base remains amorous and Felix can't stop the blood that rushes to his cheeks. He hated how easy it is for Hyunjin to fluster him as his hands stop doing what they were doing and all he can hear is his own heartbeat in his ears. A gulp and a stretched second later, Felix breaks the spell he was under and looks down at his bowl
licking his lips and trying to shake off the effect Hyunjin has on him by shaking his head. He doesn't answer but his discreet smile says more than he could and Hyunjin grins, knowing what the darkness of his dainty freckles meant. Minutes pass of comfortable silence and Felix has now completely busied himself with cooking that he nearly forgot Hyunjin hadn't sat down, that he was still standing
He only notices when the taller shifts his weight on his feet, looking up from the sizzling pan he eyes Hyunjin's stance before speaking "Sit down, my house doesn't bite" Felix clicks his tongue, flipping the pancakes. Hyunjin lets the horses of his mind run like they're in a race as he seats himself down on a stool and speaks with a sheepish smile "But you do" Felix's hands stop against the heated pan and Hyunjin finds his chest boosting with something like entertainment. He doesn't know why he's behaving like this but it's incredibly fun to watch Felix turn into an adorable strawberry every time he'd say something suggestive
The blue-haired looks up and scoffs mockingly "What's up with you today?" He shakes his head, getting back to work with a constrained smile while Hyunjin lets his own plump lips curl freely "I think you'll need something after breakfast" the blue-haired sighs dramatically, his shoulders rising and slumping when he does so as he feigns wonderment and looks at Hyunjin. Setting away the spatula to the side and resting his palms on the counter table, his words visibly catching Hyunjin by surprise as something switches in his expressions
"Yeah? Like?" He doesn't want to ask but the words slip past his lips before he can catch them and Felix smiles like a minx, eyes twinkling like they do when he's up to something. He leans over, tilting his head to the side just the littlest bit and holding back chuckles "I don't know, something like—" Yet before his words can be given life, a loud roar from Changbin tears through the sensual comfort of the kitchen and joined living room as the man appears into frame, yelling at Seungmin playfully about how much he loves his smile and a blushing Seungmin trailing behind
Felix clears his throat, immediately standing straight and pulling on a wide grin as he turns to look at his friends. Hyunjin may not be as quick as Felix, his anger bubbling against his throat and he knows for a fact he shouldn't be feeling this but he's always been this way, has hated being interrupted for as long as he can imagine and the only thing he wanted right now was Felix to finish that sentence. Something clicks in his jaw, eyes narrowed as he turns to look at the unknown couple, slipping off his arm from the counter and only leaving one behind, watching the two walk toward them
"Need help, chickie?" Seungmin questions, walking over to Felix while Changbin takes place beside Hyunjin, giving him a short smile but the blond doesn't reciprocate it and it throws Changbin off a little even when he does his best to not overthink it. "Nope, you sit down Minnie, I'll just plate these" Felix brings out the syrup, closing the door with his hip as he smiles warmly at his friend who hums in response, striding next to Changbin with his eyes glaring in Hyunjin's direction
Hyunjin knows he's being stared at, he can feel that glare at the side of his face, he's too skilled to let slide wandering eyes but he doesn't do anything about it, fixes his eyes on Felix instead because though he had been in rage seconds ago, he feels himself calming down now, watching Felix plate the pancakes and wipe his flour covered fingers on his cheek because something is itching him, only to realize later his hands weren't clean as he slides the plates over to the table. Hyunjin was compelled to not smile by his mind but then his lips curled and a soft chuckle slipped past his lips
it was scarce in its glory and the couple turned their heads, looking at him with the slightest bit of surprise because this man who looked all too off-fitting in Felix (and previously Chan's) soft colored apartment, in its soft light, and its gentle hues. He, who stood roughly against everything that surrounded him as if he had an aura of his own, sharp around his edges, one cloaked with ebony shadows. It was hard to imagine someone like him would smile let alone chuckle but there it was, with his glimmering eyes focused on Felix and his plump lips curled into a smile that could rival the moon that shines at night
"Hey! Don't be mean" Felix raises a spatula in Hyunjin's direction, only messing around because there's a smile on his lips too as he quickly wipes away the flour from his face and Hyunjin feels upset at that, wishes he could've done that, could've been the one to wi—Seungmin clears his throat and the two are instantaneously pulled out of their bubble, with Felix stammering his way over to the stool that sat opposite to the three men and with Hyunjin rising from his own, catching the attention of the friends
"Felix, I need to use the restroom can you guide me?"
The legs of Hyunjin's stool scratch against the floor, raising a sensation over Seungmin's skin as he contorts his face into a grimace. Felix stares at him and nods immediately "Of course, go right in the-" Before he can finish his sentence, Hyunjin is speaking again "Can you guide me?" Hyunjin repeats his words, his smile forced and tight and Felix takes two rapid seconds to dilute his sentence inside of his head before he nods, stands up from his seat slowly "Oh, okay, sure" he sounds reluctant but he really isn't, just having a hard time grasping what Hyunjin was insinuating
Their steps echo in the quiet apartment as the two make their way over to Felix's bedroom, and the very second they cross the threshold, Hyunjin grabs the blue-haired's wrist and shunts the door close behind them. Felix is startled, gasping with wide eyes because a force had pulled him into himself but he feels relief the second he realizes it is Hyunjin's chest he is pushed against because the blond is leaning with his back against the now closed door. Their eyes meet, Hyunjin's lips are curled into a devilish smirk and Felix's are pressed in a thin line, confusion dripping from his stunning and glossy eyes
"What--" his words are cut off when Hyunjin raises a hand to push away a loose strand of blue hair from his face, tucking it oh-so-gently behind his ear, his fingertips brushing against Felix's skin leaving sparkled in their wake before he slides them inside the shorter's hair, palm against his jaw and thumb against his cheek "You were saying something, pretty? Something I'll need after breakfast?" The blond's sultry voice raises goosebumps against Felix's skin, his heart dancing in his chest like a cursed ballerina as he stares up at Hyunjin, throat going dry and all words leaving his mind
Hyunjin is one hell of a charming man, with his slanted eyes, plump lips, and that beautiful voice, a serpent he seems like, one that lulls you in its den before attacking. "It's not after breakfast yet" Felix's jumbled speech makes Hyunjin's smirk turn into a smile, one that's small and soft. "Can't I have it before?" He cocks a brow, his gentle thumb cascading against Felix's cheek in mellow motions of affection. Felix gulps, finding his ears turn red and he knows Hyunjin can see his cheeks become rogue as well but he doesn't mind it
"I don't think so" he whispers, like he's scared if he speaks too fast or loud this will slip away and he will no longer have Hyunjin's touch against his skin. The blond sighed loudly, leaning over and wrapping an arm around Felix's waist, pulling him closer to his body while his hand remained against the blue-haired's cheek "What if I need you desperately?" Playfulness begins fading away from Hyunjin's face as it turns into something serious, something lustful. His gaze darkening, not how it does when he's angry, but how it does when Felix looks a little too tempting
"I never said I was what you'll have after breakfast" Felix smiles lightly, his words vibrating in his throat and his voice coming out huskier than usual "But I want you, I don't need something else" Hyunjin clicks his tongue, aching for that nod of approval or that glimmer in Felix's eyes that usually tells him when he can move forward, he knows he can't proceed until Felix allows him to and its eating him alive because the desire that thrums against his skin is unbearable and uncontrollable
"My friends are waiting" Felix smiles widely, pulling away from Hyunjin because he knows that look of need in his eyes so well and it makes him feel satisfied to leave the other hungry and unappeased. Hyunjin doesn't let go of his body, lets him create a short distance between them but doesn't peel away "Are you sure, vixen?" He queries as if asking that would make Felix change his mind. The blue-haired lets his smile drop into a thinking pout, as if he is contemplating but he isn't, he's just pulling at Hyunjin's strings. It feels too good to watch him become this eager and Felix can't just let that slide
"Indeed, I am, Sir" Felix knows exactly what he's doing, knows very well what that last whisper of 'Sir' could have possibly done to Hyunjin and he was absolutely right. Hyunjin's lust turned into something sinister, his eyes darkening to an extent Felix wasn't sure how he even saw, nostrils flared and jaw clenched as tight as it goes, the sight only made heat pool in the blue-haired's stomach. "Felix" the husky murmur is short but it does all the things it needs to as Felix feels his smile falter from the weight of Hyunjin's whisper
"Don't do that to me, Felix"
It's dark and heavy and Felix feels his insides flutter at the way Hyunjin has said that, his throat going dry and his body wanting to go limp against Hyunjin's grip but he stands his ground "I'm not doing anything, Sir" He shouldn't feel as gratified as he does from Felix calling him Sir, everybody calls him that, he doesn't give a flying fuck when they do---not a bee buzzes against his ears when they do, but now that Felix is saying it in his silky and velvety voice, with that tone of sensuality and eyes of lust, Hyunjin might be going insane but he wants to make Felix scream this very appellation at the top of his lungs as if he'd never breathe again.
Within a second, their position is turned, Hyunjin is no longer leaning against the door because it's Felix who is pinned against it now. His wrists in Hyunjin's hand and the other one on his hips "You're too much for me, vixen" Felix smiles, a breathless sigh of pleasure escaping his lips when Hyunjin steps into his space, bodies so close they can feel each other through the barrier of their clothes "I want to kiss you" He demands, so terribly aching with this need and Felix only smiles
"I'll let you if you say please"
He is in no position, physically, to be asserting commands but he knows he has this power over Hyunjin, sees it in the blond's eyes; that wretched crave for him. "I don't say please, pretty." Hyunjin grits his teeth and smiles forcibly, doing his best to hold back from smashing his lips onto Felix's, his hand still holding the blue-haired's wrists over his head and the other one resting perfectly against his hips "Then I won't let you kiss me" Felix answers like it's the simplest thing, like it's not killing Hyunjin to not have Felix's taste on his tongue
"I'm not gonna--" Hyunjin's nostrils flare again as he looks deeply into the freckled man's eyes, watching him smile and look pleased with himself while he fights his irrational demons "Felix, I really want to kiss you" It was the closest he could have let himself go to beg and Felix only smiled, shaking his head "That's not enough, Sir, I'll need you to plead" Hyunjin has never felt such a strong urge to scream as he does right now, every morsel of his being was desperate for Felix and his godforsaken lips but his mind refuses to give in
he takes in the sight of Felix, lets his eyes drop to his lithe frame then back up at his beautiful face as he licks his lips, lets his gaze stay a little too long at Felix's mouth before he pulls away, lets Felix's hands drop and his expressions fall into confusion as he clears his throat and runs a hand in his hair, regaining his sullied dignity "If your friends weren't here, vixen, I would've liked to see how far you could go before turning into a begging mess yourself" Hyunjin raises his hand and ruffles the befuddled man's hair softly, smiling like the devil before he made his way out of the room
leaving Felix behind, alone with his desire, need, and a mission, a mission to make Hyunjin cave, crack, and beg him.
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Hey babez, hope y'all liked this update. I just wanted to pop by and let y'all know I will be going on a one-month break. Though it will not stop the updates since I have scheduled them, I still wanted to ask you to wait for me, please don't disappear on me and wait until I come back, there's a work I have been working on for the past year now and I cannot wait to publish it <3
once again! the updates have been scheduled and the chapters will continue to be published even when I'm on my break.
until then, goodbye. take care of yourself and remember I love you so so much mwah