I haven't written in ages cause of school and I also have no inspiration so this is what you're getting for now 🌚
tw - periods?
billies pov
the Grammys were a time in my life that made my head spin because of the craziness of it all. even when I hadn't been nominated for many awards it was crazy to even be there at all, and each year that it rolled around I always seemed to feel entirely grateful and happy that this was where my life was at.
this year my hair was almost identical to my first ever Grammys apart from my then, green roots, now being a bright cherry red. my outfit, of course, was a vintage personalised Barbie bomber jacket, from chrome hearts which I was so excited to be wearing and my performance outfit was the Barbie 1965 Poodle Parade outfit.
it took me weeks to come up with my outfits on top of all of the other award shows, as well as the Grammys performance rehearsals. my schedule was so packed i barely had time to think, but i managed to figure it all out.
"is y/n coming?", finneas' voice ringed in my ears, pulling me out of my thoughts. i noticed i had been staring out of the window thinking for at least 5 minutes, and i pulled myself away, deciding i needed to check up on where she was.
"yeah she should be here soon and then we can get going", i said back, nerves and excitement filling my body.
it was currently 11am and although my body was aching, which i assumed was from my gym workout yesterday, my mind was ready to go.
the weather was not happy, and it made my insides warm, as my favourite type of weather was cold and rainy, which by looking out the window, i could tell it most definitely was.
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"hey baby", i shouted across the room, seeing y/n enter through the door. she looked so pretty in the clothes i had given her, and i almost wanted her to keep them for herself.
"hiiii bill", she screached back, running up to me and pulliing me into a hug.
"you look so fucking hot", i whispered into her ear, hoping no one else in the small room would hear me.
"excuse me have you looked in the mirror?", she said back, and i responded with a smirk and an eye roll.
i picked up her hand in mine as we walked to the black car that would take us there.
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as we arrived i felt the nerves in my stomach swirling, making me feel almost sick. i almost never got nervous but the grammys were the one place that did it for me.
my stomach hurt so bad by the time we reached the red carpet that i held onto finneas' shoulder tightly as we waited for our turn on the carpet. i had no idea what was happening.. did i eat something weird?
it was already about 11:30 and we had just been notified that we had won best song for visual media.
i was so happy i could almost cry. the excitement in my stomach swirled even more as we quickly ran to the stage to accept the award.
i honestly didn't expect any more awards because the categories i was nominated in were filled with amazing artists and songs and i was so grateful to be there.
after a while of me and finneas doing press interviews and taking photos with claudia on the carpet, i went to the actual venue to find my seat as well as to find y/n. i knew she would be somewhere talking to, or making friends with someone, and that it wouldn't take long to find her. on my way looking for her i stumbled across familiar faces, saying hello as i passed.
when i saw y/n's face i was relieved as i grabbed her hand and pulled her towards me.
"come to the bathroom with me?" i smiled to her as we started walking away from the crowds of celebrities around us.
"of course baby, you okay?" she whispered back, frowning.
"yeah just..don't worry bout' it, ill tell you later" i responded, trying my best to ignore the stabbing pain in my stomach.
we finally reached the bathrooms, and as we entered we saw claudia and pheobe bridgers, chatting in the corner. i hadn't seen pheobe yet, and i was so excited as i ran up to hug her.
we hugged for a while, and then i pulled away saying
"okay im actually gonna piss myself, ill be right back", they laughed and continued their conversation as i walked into the stall.
i peed so much, as i was literally busting from holding it in all day, and i felt so relieved, but as i looked down at my underwear i gave myself a shock.
blood. everywhere.
shit, why did this always have to happen at the worst times?
i sat on the toilet for a few seconds pondering up my options, debating whether to message y/n, or just go out of the stall and tell everyone who was waiting for me. i didn't bring a bag of course, so i was extremely unprepared, and my stupid ass didn't even consider that my stomach might be hurting because i was about to get my period.
i decided to just tell everyone because that would probably explain to them why i wasn't extremely talkative tonight.
"yoo, sooo ummm", i said as i poked my head out the door.
y/n, pheobe and claudia all turned around to look at me, as i noticed my mom walking in.
"hi mom" i said smiling at her, still in the doorway of the stall.
"you okay..?", y/n said quietly as they all stared at me waiting for me to say something.
"oh yeah right, so does anyone have a tampon cause i swear to god my body actually hates me", i said with a loud laugh, hoping to break the awkwardness.
"oh shit noooo", pheobe said, laughing along with me.
claudia started rummaging through her small bag, and y/n walked over to me and pulled me into a hug.
"sorry babyyyy", she said.
claudia handed me the tampon, and i laughed, shaking my head at the ridiculousness of the situation.
i did my business and cleaned myself up, thanking god that i chose to wear black pants tonight, but worrying about my upcoming performance with a short colourful dress.
the cramps kept coming, but i knew, as soon as we walked out of the bathroom, all of the cameras could see me, and that i had to look happy.
we found our seat near the front of the stage, and i was glad to finally be sitting down after the long day we had already had, knowing there would be much more to come.
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y/ns pov
we sat down at our table, and even though i knew it wasn't obvious to everyone else, i could see billie was bothered by her cramps. i felt terrible for her, knowing it was such a big day, one of her favourites of the year, and now she had to deal with this.
i slipped her some tylenol out of my purse, and she gave me a silent thankyou.
it was hard to communicate at award shows like this because there was cameras everywhere watching your every move, and you always had to be looking nice and having fun.
i knew finneas could tell something was up with billie, as he walked over to our side of the table and started massaging her shoudlers, whilst claudia spoke to billie about the awards she was nominated for.
only about an hour later, it was time for the next award to be announced that billie was nominated for. so far she had only won 1 and lost 3, but i don't think she minded, because, i mean, how could you?
"the nominees for song of the year are/......"
"not a chance", she whispered under her breath to finneas and i, as we watched the announcer read out the nominees.
"wow wow wow"
"and the grammy goes to.. Billie Eilish !!"
she immediately pulled her hands to her face, looking as shocked as i felt.
i pulled her into the biggest hug and squeezed her so tight, and then pushed her out to the pathway to the stage, as she walked up still shocked.
she covered her butt as she walked onto the stage, and i giggled under my breath, knowing she was conscious about leaking through her pants onto her long ass white shirt.
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after they returned from the photos and interviews about the grammy for song of the year, billie ran to me, squeezing me tightly with tears in her eyes.
"im so proud of you baby, you okay?" i whispered to her.
"yes, im so so happy", she whispered back, pulling away and jumping up and down on the spot.
omfg she was so cute whatttttt
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i have more ideas for this story but its already long as fuckkkkkk, so im just gonna leave it here. idk if anyone noticed but its just the story of this years grammys with more details and adding y/n. i hope you enjoyyeddddddd, plz vote <3