If I could I would turn the time back. Because now there is no escape. What am I now? A prisoner? A slave? A toy? I don't know.
If I had known who he was.
If I had known what he was able to do.
If I would know he would destroy me.
Maybe it was just bad luck. Or destiny? Because I deserve this.
Because I'm a disappointment?
Because I'm useless?
Because I'm visionless?
How do I escape this endless torture?
What did i do to deserve him?
Why is he doing this?
Am I just a worthless toy for him?
I need to find a way out.
I can't stand this anymore.
I have to flee. Run away. Far away.
I have to find a way to escape this endless torture.