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Jenn's POV :
I sat in my drop as I waited for Nemo and Mari.
They both came out in a calm lil fit...
They got in the backseat and I pulled out of the driveway.
"Where we going sis?" Mari asked.
"Oh shit... I actually don't know. Where y'all wanna go? Arcade or park?" I asked.
They just looked at each other...
Surprisingly, they both agreed on the park. I just zoned them out as they started talking while I drove.
I kept looking over at the passenger seat and felt lonely as fuck. I should've brought Forest ass...
Jeez.
When we got to the park, they both ran out to the basketball court.
It was mad empty.
Good.
I started rolling up and smoked my whole joint before I got out. I sat down at the park benches and slouched back.
The boys soon ran over to the playground area.
Watching them run around was nostalgic as hell... I missed being a kid not gonna lie...
...
Actually, no I don't.
I was broke as fuck.
"Jenn, where's the bathroom!?" Mari asked, panicked. "The hell happen!?" I asked back.
"I gotta pee bro." He said.
I rolled my eyes as I pointed to the bathroom. He ran over there as Nemo stayed. He just stared oddly before walking away.
"Wait." I said.
He stopped and turned around.
"Can you come sit real quick?" I asked.
He just looked to the side before nodding... Him and Forest were just the same.
He sat down and dusted his jacket off.
"Soo... Earlier." I said.
"Ew." He replied.
I laughed at that... but he just mugged me.
"See nah. You gotta chill for real. But like... just think about it... We not really related for real." I said.
"That's not the point. It's about the principles." He said.
"Nigga? The fuck you know bout a principle? Please." I complained.
Who this lil nigga thought he was?
"Your sisters-" He said before I cut him off. "Not by blood." I replied.
"I- wow." He said.
"Honestly, I already had my share of weirdness.
Just...
I like having Mari around... don't mess this up for me Jenn... Please?" He asked.
I softened up as I realize the real consequences...
"Listen, I know what I'm doing. Ok?" I reassured.
"Clearly not if I caught you both." He said.
I mugged him before fixing my face.
"Just... Just don't tell our parents. Cool?" I asked.
He just looked to the side and nodded... Mari soon came back and dragged him away.
I went in my car and napped for a lil bit.
...
I jumped as I heard banging on my window.
It was the boys.
They got inside mad sweaty and tired.
"Ewww. Shower immediately when we go back." I complained. "There go that bitch in you." Mari said.
"What nigga?" I questioned, making them both laugh. "Don't think you get a potty mouth pass since I'm here." I said.
"Potty mouth." Nemo mocked.
I turned back to him as I watched him and Mari giggle. I just shook it off and laughed with them.
I stopped by Mc Donald's and picked up something to eat for them. I asked Nemo what Forest ate from there and I got her something.
When we got back home, our parent's car was gone.
Good.
It was around 7pm and it was mad dark already. I went upstairs to Forest and tapped the door.
"Hello?" She called.
I opened it and saw her sitting on the floor.
"What the hell you doing?" I asked. She just quickly stuffed some pictures under her bed...
I sat her food on the dresser, making her get up. I was fake tired and didn't bother asking about that sudden reaction.
"Thank youu Jenn." Forest said.
I just nodded.
She started eating and looked up at me.
"What? It's nasty?" I asked.
She just laughed.
"Nooo... What happened with Nemo? Everything ok?" She asked. I told her everything and she shook her head.
"Where's your food?" She asked. "I already ate..." I lied and said. I really didn't feel like eating but...
I ain't want her on my dick either.
"This is really crazy. I should apologize to him for real." She said.
At this point, I was dead tired of hearing her talk about that. "Go ahead. If it's bothering you that much." I said.
She just nodded before she left the room.
I went to mines and took a shower... When I got out, I went outside on the swing set alone.
I started rolling up and looked at the ground.
"Don't mess this up for me Jenn..." He said. The fuck does that even mean?
I dead couldn't stop thinking about that shit.
Ok... My dad knows... I'm pretty sure Malinda is catching on... right?
Nah cause, she don't play bout her daughter.
But... I can't help if I dead got feelings real bad.
If I want something, I most definitely will have it.
Dad knows, Nemo knows... that's 50 percent... but then...
When we leave after thanksgiving break... what after that?
We gonna move in? And become a big happy family?
I can't even show her off because of that.
I don't wanna be down low all my fucking life...
Damn, this shit really is deep. And if I fuck her now, then I'm just gonna leave it at that?
Leave... HER like that?
Oh nah...
I can't do that to her... I can't do that to myself...
Fuck fuck fuck what have I done bro??
I stormed off the swings and went back inside.
When I came in through the back door, I saw Malinda and my dad putting their stuff down.
"Oh Je-" Malinda said before I stomped upstairs.
"Oh hell no." My dad said, as he came behind me.
"Bro please get the fuck-" I said before he cut me off. He slapped me dead across my face as Malinda's face dropped.
I just balled up my lips, stopping my tears from falling down.
"I fucking hate you." I said before slamming my room door. These stupid bitches don't understand shit at all.
And at this point, I could give a fuck less how they feel about me and Forest.
If we get caught, oh fucking well...
...
My honest reaction :