[ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ sᴏᴜʟs ᴀʀᴇ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴏɴᴇ.]
"rushda uth jaldi makeup artists aa gaye hai hai jaldi uth."appi said while shaking me."uth na bacche."appi voice got heavy while waking up rushda.
"hmm appi sone do na."rushda said while rubbing her eyes."bacche uth na nikkah hai tera aaj make up artists aa chuke hai."aapi.said while.caressing my head.
Rushda breath got stuck in her throat.tears welled in her eyes she realised today is the day on which she is going to leave everything everything.
"hmm appi me uth chuka hoon aap jaiye me fresh ho jata hoon."i said and sat on the bed.appi hugged me and start sobbing."sorry mere bacche mujhe maaf kar de me koch nhi kar saki."appi said.drop of tear fall from rushda's eyes.
"koi baat nhi appi jo hona tha ho chuka fayeda nhi ab koch karne ka."rushda said."hmmm sun agar koch bhi ho mere ko call kar liyo."appi said and went out of the room.
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ●
I get inside of washroom and i looked at myself in mirror.and smile sadly.
"yaah allah aaj me poora tere bharose hoon mujh par apni rahmat karna."i said while looking at my reflection in mirror.
I fresh up.and take a bath.came out side makeup artist were putting their things on dressing table.
"aap hai dulhan."makeup artist ask.i nodded."itni si umar me shaadi."she said.i said."aap jaldi kijiye."i said to them lowly.
I sat down on dressing table and looked at myself when they started doing my makeup.
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●
●ᴀᴛ ʙᴀɪɢ ʜᴀᴠᴇʟɪ●
everyone was in hurry because they have to take barat.
"hanan utho jaldi."ammi said while waking up hanan."ammi kya hoa."hanan said irritatingly."kya hoa ke bacche nikkah hai tera aaj jaldi uth pagal."ammi said.
Hanan waked up completely and sat down on the bed.and looked at his mother."hanan sun vo tere se choti hai to uska khayaal rakhne ki teri zimmedari hai."ammi said softly while caressing hanan's cheek.
Hanan nodded."jaa jaldi me teri shervaani nikaal deti hoon."ammi said while getting up from the bed.
Hanan went inside the bathroom.and looked at himself.and smile sadly."wahh allah ban ne jaa rha hoon me dulha."Hanan said.
●ʜᴀɴᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ●
I take bath and came outside and saw kurta type shewaani.i touched it and went to wear it.
I looked at myself. In the mirror.
[hanan's outfit]
I wear it and went down.my all mahreen came and said."bhai chaliye sehara bandhai honi hai puppo wait kar rahi hai."mahreen said excitedly but in my face there is no excitement.
I nodded."vaise accche lag rahe hai bhai."shifa said."hmm"i nodded."ab chale."saad said."ha chalo varna puppo maar dengi hame"khaif said while laughing.
I went in main hall with my cousins.there were so many people.looking at me."aagaya mera baccha chal beth jaldi vaise bhi 2:00 baj chuke hai."puppo said.i said down.
Puppo start making me wear sehra.i looked at my hand sadly.she caress my head my all cousins and and my friend start to take pics with me.
●ʜᴀɴᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●
●ᴀᴛ ᴀʜᴍᴇᴅ ʜᴏᴜsᴇ●
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ●
My make up was done.everyone was coming and talking with me but my parents didn't came for once.which make my heart ache.
Makeup artist were helping me in wearing lehanga.
[This was my outfit.]
My hands were shivering after seeing my self in mirror."aap bohot khubsoorat lag rhi hai."makeup.artist said."ye lehanga aappe bohot khubsurat lag raha hai."
I smiled sadly and looked at my hands
When my all cousins came inside."wow yaar hoor ki pari lag rahi hai mashaallah."samar bhai said."my younger brother hugged me and said."mat jaa yaar."he said cutely.aahil aslo came and i picked him up and hugged him and my brother."apna khayal rakhna hmm."i pecked their head.
I had tears in my eyes."oye rona dhona chodo varna uska makeup kharab ho jaayega."appi said with heavy tone i know she is crying.
When a message popped in my mobile.i picked up my phone at and take a look.it was from vanshika."abbbe kha mar gai behan message ka reply bhi kar diya kar."vanshika's message.
Tears came in my eyes like pool.i replied."koch nhi apne aapko bass kurbaan karne jaa rha hoon."i smiled.
"chale sirf ham hi bache hai ghar par sab log chale gaye hai."samar bhai said."ruk me fahkir ko bula ti hoon car ke sath."appi said."hmm sab pack karlo.rushda tere kapdhe pack hai."tammana appi ask.
"hmmm"i replied."appi ek baar ghar ko dekhna hai plz."i said with heavy heart."ha kyu nhi samar help kariyo."appi said.
First i went towards kitchen.from.where i cooked my first dish by myself.i smiled.
I went towards terrace and smiled after looking at terrace room. i spend so many memories here when ammi.scold me i always here.i played here with my siblings.after that i saw my entire house.
I was feeling like crying hard but i can't.tears were in my eyes."chale"i said before.i start to cry."hmmm"chal vaise bhi jagah 3 gante door hai."tammana appi said.
when muskaan appi phone rang."ha aa rahe hai sunna upar aana help kardo samar ke sath."appi was talking on phone with fahkir bhai.
Fahkir bhai came and saw me."hayeee kaisi pari jaisi lag rahi hai meri jaan."fahkir bhai said while hugging me he was always like big brother to me.
I hugged him back.i was going to cry when appi said."ho gaya bhai behan to chale 3 ghante door hai jagah."appi said.
"hmm la samar bag de me help karta hoon."fahkir bhai take one of my bag and headed downstairs.we all headed towards downstairs.appi make me sit in the fahkir's bhai car.and with me tammana appi was sitting and muskaan appi was sitting forward.
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●
●ᴀᴛ ʙᴀɪɢ ʜᴀᴠᴇʟɪ●
"oye chalo.vaise bhi venue bohot durr hai."chachi said."hmmm chalo bhai car nikalo jaldi."baba said.
●ʜᴀʜᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ●
We all headed towards cars.with me there was saad only.
"bhai kya hoa aap khosh nhi hai kya iss nikkah se."saad said while holding my hand."hhhh kosh kaise rah sakte hoon me."i said."sab thik ho jayega hmm"saad said.
●ᴀғᴛᴇʀ 2 ʜᴏᴜʀs ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ.ᴛᴏ ᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴇsᴛɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ●
Venue was very big and why not because its baig haveli eldest grandchild wedding.dhol started to make a beat.and telling everyone thay we are here.
Her father and all elders came and started to welcoming us.rose petals were throwing on us.i was welcomed.
Everyone salam us and my all cousins were getting milai and all ladies were went inside the venue.
We all came to the stage which were very big.i sat down with my cousins.but then suddenly food came there was so many sweets and many type of food.
"bhai."i looked at saad who was offering me some sweets.but i shook my head.i was sitting Everyone was coming and asking me how i am.
●ʜᴀɴᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ●
My heart beat was beating like drum.i was saying "allah allah."and after 2:30 hours later we came to our destination because fahkir bhai got call from papa that barat has already come.
That's why bhai drive car fast.both appi helped me to get out from the car because lehanga was heavy.i was feeling anxious and nervous.i clutched appi hand tightly.
fahkir bhai came and hold my hand and started to take me towards the stage my veil was on.i don't know where i am walking i am just walking walking and walking with heavy heart.
I sat down and looked here and there i but can't see because of veil.but the thing i know was that behind the flower curtain my future was sitting.
And also know that qazi was came and sit.ammi papa my both appi my siblings my uncles were sitting with me fahkir bhai and samar bhai was also there when ammi saw me she kissed my hand which cause my tear fall.
Papa caress my head.
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●
●ʜᴀɴᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ●
I was sitting when a my future came and sat behind the flower curtain."i tried to look at her.but can't because of my sehra and the flower curtain.
But then qazi sahab came and my heart start to beat fastly.my hands start to shivering.
●ʜᴀɴᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●
When qazi sahab asked."rushda ahmed wald shakeel ahmed ka nikkah hanan baig ke sath mehar bar- raijul waqt 10 lakh teh kiya gaya hai...kya aapko ye nikkah qubool hai?"
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ●
When qazi sahab asked me i got freeze my ammi squeezed my hand.i tears welled in my eyes like pool and start flowing.
Papa lightly squeezed my shoulder and said me"rushda bolo."qazi sahab again asked" kya aapko ye nikkah qubool hai."
I said."𝐐𝐮𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐢"while stuttering.
Qazi sahab again asked."rushda ahmed wald shakeel ahmed ka nikkah hanan baig ke sath mehar bar-raijul waqt 10 lakh teh kiya gaya hai...kya aapko ye nikkah qubool hai?"
"𝐐𝐮𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐢"i said one more tear fall from my eyes.
Then again qazi sahab asked me."rushda ahmed wald shakeel ahmed ka nikkah hanan baig ke sath meher bar-raijul waqt 10 lakh teh kiya gaya hai....kya aapko ye nikkah qubool hai."
"𝐐𝐮𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐢"i said lastly and once again tears fall from my eyes.
Qazi sahab passed nikkahnamah towards me.and said me to sign.with shivering hand i signed.
Then qazi sahab went on other side.my ammi kissed my forehead.
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●
●ʜᴀɴᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ●
Qazi sahab came in our side means she qubool the nikkah.
When qazi sahab asked."hanan baig wald aqeel baig ka nikkah rushda ahmed ke sath meher bar-raijul waqt 10 lakh teh kiya gaya hai.....kya aapko ye nikkah qubool hai."
"𝐐𝐮𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐢"i said.
Then qazi sahab asked again."hanan baig wald aqeel baig ka nikkah rushda ahmed ke sath mehar bar-raijul waqt 10 lakh teh kiya gaya hai hai....kya aapko ye nikkah qubool hai."
"𝐐𝐮𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐢"i said while closing my eyes tightly.
Last time qazi sahab ask."hanan baig wald aqeel baig ka nikkah rushda ahmed ke sath meher bar-raijul waqt 10 lakh teh kiya gaya hai....kya aapko ye nikkah qubool hai?"
I took a deep breath and said."𝐐𝐮𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐢"
Then qazi sahab passed me nikkahnamah.i sign on nikkahnamah.
Then we all started to dua.
●ʜᴀɴᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●
"mubarak ho nikkah qubool hoa"qazi sahab said.after hearing this both breath stopped.
Tears welled in rushda's eyes.Everyone started mubarak each other.ammi hugged rushda and baba caress cheek of hanan.
everyone start to bless them.after that they both sat second main stage.everyone came and started giving blessing to both of them.
Everyone was clicking photos with them but rushda can't see him.because of her veil but she can tell she is very tall in front of her.
And on other hand hanan can't see her because of her veil.but he know that her head is low.
●ʀᴜᴋsᴀᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ●
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ●
Tears were in my eyes.when we went for ruksati.ammi hugged me and start crying hardly my hands were shivering.a drop if tears drop from my eyes i didn't cried infront of her.
Then i went towards my papa he hugged me he also had tears in his.eyes."mera chaand ka tukdha allah tere ko hamesha khosh rakhe."papa said while kissing my forehead."wahi khushi chinli aapne iss chand se hena."i said mockingly and lowly and went towards appi.
I hugged aahil in my embrace.and start sobbing."apne khyal rakhiyo."i said while caressing his head."aap kahi jaa rahe hoo."he said cutely.i hugged him tightly and start crying."hmm ab mummy ko pareshaan mat karna hmm.mera baccha."i kissed his forehead.
I went towards my sibling and took them in my embrace.and started sobbing.my siblings were crying also."khayal rakhiyo sabka hmm mera super hero."i said while wiping my brothers tears.
Then i went towards my appi and fahkir bhai.they are the one who took care of me like baby."i hugged both of the and start sobbing on fahkir bhai's shoulder.fahkir bhai also have tears in his eyes.appi.was crying.
"khayal rakhiyo apna ab me nhi.rahongi har jagah or ha coffee banana seekh ja."she said while crying."sun agar koi koch kahe na mujhe. Bata diyo bhai hokn na tera me hmm."i nodded.
Then i went towards my cousin and hugged them.they started crying."take care."
●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●
●ʜᴀɴᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ●
She didn't cried in front of her parents.but cried with Everyone leaving them.why??
After ruksat we all salam them and sat inside the car.
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ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ! ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʀᴛᴇ sᴏ ᴛʜsɪ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 10 ᴏғ ᴊᴀᴀɴ ᴇ ᴅᴜsʜᴍᴀɴ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ.(▰╹◡╹▰)