Mattheo's words stained my brain, how he managed to get me all worked up and still think he has a say with a girlfriend was beyond me.
I supposed i made it this way. Even when I was with Cedric, I allowed him say a say. Even when I didn't, he still did.
I decided to give in to the fire.
Theo🤌🏼
10:37 a.m
Me
Theo babyyyy
Where are you?
Theo🤌🏼
My girl
I'm in the courtyard with Enzo, about to head to library.
Meet us there?
Me
Already on my way🥰
Yn story
Pansss
11:56 a.m
Panssss
Okay
Tell me your story isn't what it looks like
Me
Pans
No
Panssss
Then explain
Please
Me
Mattheo said a nasty comment to me last night about how close I was to Theo
He was starting with me and got me all worked up
So I wanted to give him a piece of his own medicine
That is all
Panssss
Okay okay
It just looks like more
Me
No
I would tell you
I know how you feel about him. I promise.
After the Library, we joined everyone for lunch. You could feel the awkwardness in the air. With Astoria draping herself all over Mattheo, and his eyes rolled so far back I think you could see his brain. I had noticed he seen my story just before we sat down, so I knew it was fresh on his brain. It made me happy, to see him in person, squirm.
Theo had his arm wrapped around my shoulders, laughing about something I had said earlier. The best thing about this all, was I was the only one who knew he was fucking Pansy, so anything between him and I was totally platonic. I won at this game, every time.
I found my way back to my dorm as the boys went their own way, when my jaw dropped wide.
Astoria.
2:39 p.m
Astoria
Hi girl!
Can we have a quick chat?
Me
Hi?
Uhm, sure?
Astoria
It's just, I noticed Mattheo has been off lately, and I can't help but wonder if you could held me find out why? You guys seemed so close.
Me
Close? What do you mean?
Astoria.
It's just, you know you've been friends since first year, I always see you guys texting, I trust him and you by the way! I just was wondering if he had said anything to you?
Me
Oh
No he hasn't, I'm sorry.
I'm sure it's family stuff!
Astoria.
Must be, he never really talks about it with me.
Or anything really.
Me
Oh, that's tough.
Astoria.
It's usually just us, in his room, messing around. Or he's smoking. Quite one he is, really.
Me
Yeah sure he's quite.
I'll talk to him, okay?
Astoria.
Thanks girl!
(Read)
Mattheo.🚫
3:02 p.m
Me
Please fucking restrain your girlfriend from texting me about how much you guys mess around.
Seriously? Gross.
Mattheo.🚫
???
What do you mean?
Me
And talk to the girl for Merlin's sake. She's your girlfriend, Mattheo.
Mattheo🚫
I'm lost??
Me
She thinks something's wrong with you, so do me a favor and talk to her more.
She figured I would know from how much we "talk"
Which will be stopping, by the way
So you stay off my phone, and keep her off it too.
I don't need the visual of you fucking her in my head.
Mattheo.🚫
Why?
Wish it was you?
Me
You're the only one who wishes that.
Mattheo.🚫
I know you wish Theo was me.
I see it in your eyes, yn.
Me
Get a fucking grip
And go talk to your girlfriend.
I stormed out of my room, desperately needing to blow off steam. I found my self at Enzo's dorm door. Somewhere I went often when I was down.
I didn't bother knocking, we were past that.
"Yn?!" He jumped, I must've startled him.
"Hi enz." I sighed, throwing my self on his bed.
"You alright there?" He questioned, throwing him self on his bed next to me.
"Oh yeah. Swell." I laughed.
"Don't lie to me!" He pushed a pillow into my face.
That was the worst part. I was lying to everyone, expect Pansy. Who wouldn't have even known i never slipped. I had to keep all of this inside, afraid of what they would all say or do.
We were all the best of friends, something like this could have the potential of fucking it up.
"I'm just stressed, I promise. My room felt too small, I needed a change." I huffed making my self comfortable in his bed.
"You know you're always welcome here, I think Theo will be back soon." He said winking at me.
"Oh no! Not you too!" I groaned, throwing the pillow over my face.
"Well it's a bit obvious!" He laughed.
"Expect its not! I am not into him what do ever. He's my friend." I rolled my eyes.
"You sure about that?" He raised his eye brows.
"Yes enz. I do all those same things with you too! You know it!"
"I suppose, maybe he's just the favorite then." He turned away.
"Jealous? Are we?" I laughed, throwing a pillow at him.
"Neverrrrrr." He laughed, sitting back down next to me.
"Here watch." I laughed, pulling out my phone snapping a picture of us and posting it to my story. "No favoritism here, Enzo."
(Yn's story)
"Yeah yeah." He laughed, throwing a pillow over ny head.
I must've fell asleep, and when I woke up alone in Enzo's bed. And read up on the group chat, I discovered why.
🐍
6:39 p.m
Dray🐇
Desperately need a smoke
Someone please have
Theo🤌🏼
I think riddle has some left
Mattheo.🚫
Yeah I have a bit left, have to get some more but should be enough for one or two joints
Enzo🅱️
I'm trapped
Help
Dray🐇
What a sleeping beauty
Anyway
Smoke
Please
Mattheo.🚫
I'll start rolling
Meet me at the tower
Theo🤌🏼
I'm coming too
Enzo🅱️
If I can escape
I'll be there.
8:51 p.m
Theo🤌🏼
Kid has been like this
For two hours
Send help
Enzo🅱️
Did you guys ever notice how bright the stars are
Like actually
And the earfh
We spin so fast
Me
How high are you guys
Dray🐇
I'm great, love how are you
Me
Merlin
Are all of you like this?
Mattheo.🚫
No
Theo🤌🏼
Yes
Me
Fantastic.
Pansss
No their all that bad
I just stopped by
I don't think they could Stand.
I had also noticed I had 3 missed text's from Mattheo.
Mattheo.🚫
7:42 p.m
Mattheo.🚫
Really? Enzo too?
You're really just a fucking slut.
9:02 p.m
Mattheo.🚫
I miss you.
Me
Miss me, when you're sober.