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Dr. Daeyeol's storytelling
Dr Daeyeol goes home after Sungyoon's funeral ends. For 3 days 2 nights he has been helping Leia with the funeral, he can finally take a rest now.
He takes a week leave since the day of Sungyoon's passing. It's been a while since the last time he took some break. Of course because he's feeling downcast lately too. When he arrives home, he throws himself on the couch straightaway. He sighs. Everything feels heavy lately. He's just looking at the ceiling, blankly. He doesn't know what to do, and he doesn't know what he's supposed to do. A luxurious penthouse of his feels empty as usual. He lives alone, not so far from his parents but not so close either. He bought the house before he supposedly got married, because he wanted to live in the penthouse with the love of his life, but it all became memories now. He felt his fiancée's presence in the house somehow so he chose to stay. He has accepted that his fiancée is no longer here but he just ain't ready to find someone new. Even though that's what his fiancée always wanted him to "find someone better when I'm gone and live happily", he isn't yet ready.
He turns his head to the blank tv screen, facing a picture of him and his fiancée in a frame next to the tv. He sighs again.
"Another patient of mine joined the Heaven today. He was a kind man. A very protective and loving person. I wonder if you two have met up there" Dr Daeyeol says.
He brings himself to sit. The reason for him to take a week off because he wants to give a hand for Sungyoon's funeral, and he wants to "soothe" himself over the death of his patient. Of course, life as a doctor is like a grim reaper on earth. You may be seeing your patients get new lives or you may be the one who takes their last breath. But, by far he knows, only Sungyoon and his fiancée's deaths are the ones he ever witnessed; so after them both dying, he took a week leave. He doesn't feel sad anymore, because Sungyoon has finally at ease, but he feels empty inside. Lately he spent most of his time at the hospital, on-called, because Sungyoon had regularly got epilepsy. There were some moments he did sleep at the hospital because he was worried if Sungyoon would be having seizures again. Now, it all stops. Nobody will ever call him "Dr Daeyeol! It's an emergency situation for your patient, Choi Sungyoon". Sungyoon has finally at peace.
When he's going through his pocket, he takes out his phone and a letter from Sungyoon that he took from Sungyoon's "time capsule". Out of sudden, his whole body feels nervous yet eager to know what's inside the letter. He takes a deep breath and he begins to read the letter written by Sungyoon before he passes away.
"Dear Dr. Lee Daeyeol,
As I take these feeble strokes of the pen, I want to express the depth of gratitude that words can only attempt to capture. In the realm of sterile hospital rooms and the ceaseless hum of medical apparatus, you became the orchestrator of my battle against cancer.
Your unwavering dedication to unraveling the complexities of this disease, your empathy in the face of my pain, and the silent battles you fought on my behalf have not gone unnoticed. In this quiet room where moments of despair echoed, your expertise has been a guiding light, offering hope when shadows threatened to consume me.
I am acutely aware that despite your clinical composure, you too bear the weight of each patient's journey. You have witnessed the fragility of life and confronted the limits of medical science with grace. In these trying times, your presence has been a pillar of strength.
As I approach the threshold of eternity, I reflect on the countless hours you spent by my bedside, the reassurances that came even when the prognosis was grim, and the shared moments of silent understanding. Your role extended beyond that of a healer; you became a companion in a journey marked by uncertainty.
In this letter, I want to convey not just my gratitude but a profound appreciation for the artistry of healing that you embody. The fight against cancer is not always victorious, but your compassion and commitment are triumphs in themselves. You have not just treated my body; you've touched my soul.
As I bid farewell to this world, I find peace in knowing that you were a crucial part of my narrative. My journey may end here, but the impact of your care resonates in the lives you touch daily.
With deepest respect and gratitude,
Choi Sungyoon."
—
Dr Daeyeol's tears fall down from his eyes. He sobs. For the 2 years of treatment, he and Sungyoon have grown some sort of friendship over their own relationship as a doctor and a patient. They became closer and sometimes they did go out together; hanging out. Now, Dr Daeyeol doesn't even lose a "patient", but he losses a figure that he can call as "best friend". He cries and he wails until there has no regrets left in his chest.
* * *
Sungyoon's mom storytelling
Sungyoon's mom read the letter given by Sungyoon while hearing to Sungyoon's "If I Were The Wind". Her tears flow a river when she hears to it. She hugs the letter written by Sungyoon.
"I miss you so much, son. I miss you so much.." Sungyoon's mom wails. She listens to the song again and again, and she reads the letter several times along with the melody of the ballads.
"My Dearest Mom,
As I pen down these words, I'm acutely aware of the void that two years of separation have carved into our relationship. Life took us on divergent paths, and the distance between us, both physical and emotional, has been a heavy burden to bear. Cancer now claims my days, and the weight of unspoken words lingers in the air.
Despite the bitterness that may have defined our relationship, my heart, in its final notes, longs to express a melody of love that has endured even through the darkest symphonies. So, I've composed a song for you, a song that speaks of a love unbroken, a love that time nor circumstance could extinguish.
"If I Were The Wind" is a song I wrote and sung for you. It has been released recently. I hope you could listen to it.
[Verse 1]
The memory of loving you
Is a flower that grows from tears
My heart was lost, not knowing where to go
'Til it found its way to our breakup today
You're just two stations away
But why does it feel like miles away
We seem to be
At opposite ends of the world
[Chorus]
You are the wind
So I cannot hold you in my hands
But our warm memories
Get me through the day
I am still in love
My heart still holds onto you
So I keep putting off
Forgetting you 'til tomorrow
[Verse 2]
I've found hundreds of reasons why you left me
That fill me with regret
But I can't seem to find
A single reason to take you back
[Chorus]
You are the wind
So I cannot hold you in my hands
But our warm memories
Gеt me through the day
I am still in love
My hеart still holds onto you
So I keep putting off
Forgetting you 'til tomorrow
[Bridge]
You are blossoming with the return of spring
It pains me deeply to see you
A year has passed
But no matter how much I try
I can't seem to erase you from my mind
[Chorus]
If only I could become the wind
And be invisible
My presence would no longer
Cause you pain when I'm near
If only I could become the rain
I'd fall down your cheeks
Whenever you're sad
And merge with your tears
As I release these words and melodies into the universe, know that my love for you has endured, unscathed by the storms that life thrust upon us. May this song find its way to your heart, bridging the gap that circumstance created.
With a melody of love,
Sungyoon."
—
Two sons of her see the moment. Sungyoon's mom cries a river while listening to it and read the letters. They both come closer and hug her.
"Omma.." they hug Sungyoon's mom. They both weren't close to Sungyoon, yet the first time they met Sungyoon was the day of Sungyoon's funeral.
"I know hyung is a kind man. He's now at ease.." one of the sons says.
"Hyung surely doesn't wanna see you cry.." the other son says. Sungyoon's mom is still crying but she feels a bit soothing. She hugs her two sons back.
"Let's visit him again sometimes, okay?" Her sons say. Sungyoon's mom nods.
"I love you, Sungyoon-ah.. very much.." Sungyoon's mom says.
* * *
Bomin's storytelling
After they arrive home from Sungyoon's funeral, Bomin locks himself in his room. His homecoming should be a celebration as he's coming back for his semester break but it all becomes a tragedy when Sungyoon passes away within his semester break.
Bomin is playing Sungyoon's songs, Fantasia & If I Were The Wind, from his phone loudly. He doesn't cry, but he doesn't have mood to meet anyone. He's just looking at the ceiling, blankly.
"Bomin, don't forget to take a bath before you sleep.." Bomin's mom knocks the door and advises him. He doesn't respond to his mother, but his mother understands his feelings. He's the closest to Sungyoon other than Leia, of course he's feeling dejected.
Bomin looks at the letter that he gets from Sungyoon's "time capsule". He stares at it for a few minutes before he finally reaches the letter on his desk and he begins to read the entire letter.
"My Dearest Choi Bomin,
As I set pen to paper, the weight of these words mirrors the weight of my weary bones. Cancer, the relentless adversary, has claimed my days, yet in the shadows of this inevitable farewell, my heart swells with gratitude for the brotherhood we've cultivated, a bond that transcends the boundaries of blood.
From the moment our paths converged, you ceased to be just a friend; you became the brother I never knew I needed. Your unwavering support, the shared laughter that echoed through our shared moments, and the quiet understanding that defines true kinship have enriched the tapestry of my life in ways I never imagined.
In the face of this formidable foe, you stood by me, a pillar of strength and kindness. Your love, freely given, has been my solace amidst the harsh winds of illness. Our connection is not bound by the strands of DNA but by the shared experiences that knit us together in this complex mosaic of life.
As I embark on this final journey, I want you to know that my heart is filled not with regret but with profound appreciation for the brotherhood we've cultivated. Cancer may silence my voice, but it cannot silence the echoes of our shared laughter, the resonance of our conversations, and the warmth of your unwavering presence.
In your hands, I leave the legacy of our shared memories. Let them be a testament to the beauty of chosen family, the remarkable gift of brotherhood that you bestowed upon me. As you navigate the uncharted waters beyond my departure, carry with you the strength, compassion, and love that defined our unique bond.
Though my time here may be fleeting, the imprint of our connection will linger in the corridors of your heart. Cherish the moments we've shared, and in the quiet spaces between the notes of life's symphony, feel the resonance of a brother's love that knows no bounds.
Please take care and be excellent in your journey. Study well and make your parents proud! I've never been in the UK, but one day, I'll surely come to see you get your degree!
With eternal gratitude and love,
Sungyoon."
—
Bomin smirks. Before he realises that his tears are falling down from his eyes.
"Hyung, you're a fool. How can you see me getting my degree if you're gone now?" Bomin says. He throws himself on his bed; making a heavy sigh as the tears keeps falling down.
* * *
Bomin's parents storytelling
"My Beloved Choi Family,
As I commit these words to paper, I am enveloped in a mixture of gratitude and sorrow. The time we've shared has been a tapestry woven with threads of love, resilience, and countless moments that defy the boundaries of biology. Cancer may have claimed my body, but the imprints of your love will forever echo in the chambers of my soul.
From the first day I walked through your door, you didn't just open your home to me; you opened your hearts. In the embrace of your family, I found a haven—a place where scars could heal and laughter could reign. You treated me not as a foster child but as a cherished member of your tribe, a sentiment that transcends the confines of mere words; the most favourite word of mine that Appa has ever told me "You're a Choi too, Choi Sungyoon. No matter whose son you're belong to, I wanna admit you as mine"
As I bid farewell to this world, I want you both to carry with you the knowledge that your love has been the most profound blessing of my life. The memories we've crafted, the lessons you've imparted, and the unconditional acceptance you've given have been the pillars that sustained me through the storm.
Though I may not physically be present, my spirit will linger in the walls of the home we built together. I leave you with a heart full of gratitude and love, knowing that the bonds we forged in this finite existence are, in their essence, eternal.
Thank you for being my family, for showing me the true meaning of love, and for being the beacons of light in my darkest hours.
With love that transcends time,
Sungyoon."
—
Bomin's parents cry a river after reading Sungyoon's letter for them. Bomin's parents hug his wife, while his wife is sobbing in his embrace. Sungyoon was a kind soul. His presence was loved by many. Even though Sungyoon wasn't their son, they were still grateful to meet such a kind soul like him.
Bomin's father stares at the letter for a long time. He read the letter again and again. It somehow pains him. He knows that Sungyoon is now free from his sickness but he wants to be selfish for a moment. He wants Sungyoon to stay; at least for a little longer time.
* * *
Jibeom's storytelling
Jibeom sits at the balcony. While the gentle breeze blows through his face, he's just looking blankly at the cherry blossom tree that blooms. He's taking some time before he begins to read Sungyoon's letter on his hand. After a few minutes of silence, he opens the letter and read it.
"Dear Kim Jibeom,
As I put pen to paper, I'm acutely aware that these may be the last words I share with you. Cancer, an uninvited guest, has woven its narrative into the fabric of my days. In these final moments, I want to express the depth of gratitude and love I feel for the brother-in-law you've been to me.
As I navigate the path beyond, I want you to know how much your presence has meant to me. Your kindness, resilience, and the way you've embraced me as family have made this journey more bearable.
From shared laughter to quiet conversations, you've been a steadfast companion on this tumultuous journey. Your support, understanding, and the genuine bond we've formed have been a source of strength in the face of adversity.
In these final moments, I find solace in the thought of the family bonds we've shared, especially as you married my beloved sister, Leia.
From the first day we met, your presence in our family brought not only joy but also a sense of unity that I cherish deeply. You became more than a brother-in-law; you became a confidant, a friend, and a pillar of support. Watching you and Leia build a life together, with Areum by your side, has been a source of happiness amidst the challenges.
As I bid farewell, I want to express my gratitude for the love and care you've extended not only to me but to our entire family. Your strength and kindness have been a beacon of light in the face of darkness.
Please take care of Leia, Areum and your future baby. And please continue to nurture the love you share. Life is fragile, and each moment is a gift. Treasure the time you have together and find solace in the memories we've collectively created.
Cherish the shared memories, remember the laughter, and, in moments of solitude, feel the echoes of our camaraderie. Life may take us on divergent paths, but the imprint of our connection remains etched in the corridors of my heart.
Thank you for being more than a brother-in-law; thank you for being family.
May your journey together be filled with love and shared dreams.
With heartfelt blessings,
Sungyoon."
—
Jibeom sighs. He doesn't shed tears. Doesn't mean that he isn't sad. He is, but he feels like there's no tears left to be shed. Leia is still crying in the room. He doesn't find a suitable time to soothe Leia because she doesn't want to talk to anyone. He's just holding the letter, while looking at the sky.
"Are you watching us now, hyung?" Jibeom says.
"Joo Ah, have you met Sungyoon up there?" Jibeom says in his tiny heart. Suddenly,
"Appa.." Areum holds Jibeom's arm. Jibeom looks at Areum.
"Yes, darling?" Jibeom asks.
"Can you help me? To read this letter.." Areum gives Jibeom a letter that Sungyoon wrote for her. She's just 5 years old and can't read Korean well yet. However, Areum is good at reading English words, perhaps because English alphabets are easier to be read than Korean alphabets. Jibeom smiles. He takes the letter from Areum's hand and he takes Areum to sit on his lap.
* * *
Areum's storytelling
Jibeom begins to read the letter for Areum.
"My Sweetheart Kim Areum,
As I write these words, I'm thinking of your laughter, the sparkle in your eyes, and the joy you bring to our lives. Cancer has cast its shadow, and though it claims my days, I want you to remember the love we've shared.
You're too young to fully understand the weight of these words, but I hope, as the years unfold, you'll carry in your heart the memory of our moments together. Your giggles were the melody that soothed my soul, and your innocence was a beacon of light in the midst of darkness.
As you grow, know that life is a precious gift. Embrace each day with the wonder and curiosity that only a child's heart can hold. Surround yourself with love and cherish the family that surrounds you.
I may not be there to see you grow, but in the whispers of the wind and the warmth of the sun, feel my love enveloping you. Be brave, be kind, and know that you were the sunshine that brightened my darkest days.
With all my love,
Your samchon, Sungyoon♡"
—
Jibeom tries very hard not to shed tears. He doesn't know why he feels overwhelmed by Sungyoon's letter for Areum. It almost makes him cry. Maybe because he and Areum are not blood-related neither to him and Leia, but they were welcomed to the family. Especially when Sungyoon treated Areum like his own, Jibeom felt grateful and thankful for that.
"Appa, why I can't meet Yoon samchon anymore?" Areum asks.
"Yoon samchon has gone to a better place. He's now living with Omma at Heaven" Jibeom says.
"But why Yoon samchon can stay with Omma? Why not me? Why not Appa?" Areum asks.
"Because Yoon samchon is a good person. Only good people can live in Heaven" Jibeom explains.
"Does that mean that we are all not good enough?" Areum asks.
"Maybe.." Jibeom says.
"Appa, how if I miss him?" Areum asks.
"If you miss him or Omma, you have to put your hands together and pray, okay? Only prayers will be a medium for us to 'contact' them now" Jibeom says. Areum nods.
"Appa, why good people are always to be the one who can go to Heaven first?" Areum asks. Jibeom smiles.
"Good people are like beautiful flowers in the garden. The most beautiful flower will be the one that'll be picked first" Jibeom says. Areum nods.
"So we have to be as beautiful as the flowers first?" Areum asks. Jibeom nods. Areum sighs.
"I hope Omma is happy with Yoon samchon" Areum says.
"I'm sure they will" Jibeom says.
"I want to keep this letter forever.." Areum says. Jibeom kisses Areum's cheek.
"As you should, darling. These are the only things that we can embrace Yoon samchon" Jibeom says. Areum nods.
"Appa.. I saw that mama is still crying. Just now, I came to her.. she hugged me but mama didn't wanna tell me why she was crying.." Areum says. Jibeom looks at Areum.
"Does mama want to talk to someone?" Jibeom asks. Areum nods.
"Yeah but not so much.." Areum says.
"I think.. I should talk to mama" Jibeom says. Areum nods.
"I wanna find Bomin samchon too.." Areum says.
* *
Leia's storytelling
"My Dearest Leia,
As I pen down these words, I am acutely aware that my time in this world is drawing to a close. Perhaps when you read this letter, I'm already becoming one of your guardian angels. I'm sorry that this letter reaches you a bit late.
Cancer, that relentless adversary, has woven its threads through the fabric of my existence. In the quiet moments between the hums of hospital machinery, I find solace in the strength and love that have defined our shared journey.
I want you to know that, through the pain and uncertainty, your presence has been my beacon. Your unwavering support, the touch of your hand in moments of despair, and the shared laughter that echoed through sterile hospital walls — these are the fragments of light that illuminated my darkest days.
Life, my dear sister, is a tapestry of moments, and I am grateful for the chapters we've written together. From the shared secrets of our childhood to the unspoken understanding that transcended words, you've been more than a sister; you've been my confidante, my friend.
As I embark on the journey beyond this realm, I carry with me the love we've cultivated, the memories etched into the corners of my heart. Do not mourn my passing, for in each sunrise and gentle breeze, I'll be there. I'll be the whispers in the wind, the warmth in the sunlight, and the silent guardian of your dreams.
Promise me, dear sister, that you will embrace life with the same courage and grace that you showed me with your little family. Promise me that you'll take care of yourself and your family as much as you can. Find joy in the small moments, cherish the laughter, and, when the night feels too long, remember that love is a flame that even the darkest shadows cannot extinguish.
Thank you for being the anchor in my storm. As I take my final breaths, know that my love for you transcends the boundaries of time and space.
Yours always,
Sungyoon."
—
Leia is still crying about Sungyoon. For a few years she spent her life with Sungyoon, never ever she thought that Sungyoon would leave her. Sungyoon leaves her with all of his wealth that he has from his father and Leia's mother. The reason for him to sells their previous home is actually because he knows that home leaves thousands memories of him and Leia. He doesn't want Leia to grieve about his death if they still keep the hous and he wants Leia to stay with Jibeom forever. He inherits his car and money to Leia, but it still pains her because Sungyoon never wants to tell her about that. She cries while holding the letters and all documents that Sungyoon has left.
Since Sungyoon's passing, his colleagues and his students are keep coming to visit the family, especially Leia. They are very generous and supportive amidst the void that exists. They even share their stories about Sungyoon, enough to make Leia feel happy to know that his brother was loved by many. However, it doesn't make her any more better. She feels lonely since the day Sungyoon left.
TOK! TOK! TOK!
Jibeom knocks the door before he enters the room. Leia looks at him with her eyes are drenched with tears. She wipes her tears when Jibeom comes closer.
"Honey, you haven't eat anything yet today. Let's eat. Omma has cooked seolleongtang for you" Jibeom says. Leia tries to put a fake smile.
"I'll eat it later. You go first, okay?" Leia says. Jibeom holds Leia's hands.
"Hey.. I know.. this time is so hard to endure.. it'll take time to heal.. but you can't be like this.. your health needs to be looked after too.." Jibeom says. Leia smiles a bit.
"Honey.. Leia.. I know.. I'm bad at soothing. I know.. that you are still trying to adapt with everything.. I know that I can't replace Sungyoon in your heart.. but as you helped me through my grief for Joo Ah, I wanna be someone who can help you through your grief too.. I ever been in your place.. and it's not my intention to compare my situation with yours.. but.. I want you to know that you're not alone" Jibeom says. As soon as Jibeom says those words to her, Leia cries a river. She hugs Jibeom and she sobs in Jibeom's embrace. Jibeom hugs her back, and Jibeom kisses Leia's top head.
"Who will love me dearly like he did?" Leia cries in Jibeom's arm.
"I will! I made promises with him by the time we exchanged our vows. I promised him that I'd love you till my last breath. I promised him that I'll protect you at all costs.." Jibeom says.
"Will you keep your promises to him? Even though he isn't here anymore?" Leia looks at Jibeom.
"Promises are made to be fulfilled. No conditions between live and dead. Let all things here to be my witnesses. Let our "moon" to become the witness that I, Kim Jibeom, will keep all my promises to Sungyoon until I die.." Jibeom says. Hearing those, Leia can finally put a genuine smile. She holds her belly. They call their future baby as "moon", as it's a nickname chosen by Areum herself, that reflects the meaning of "Moon". Areum says that the baby is a moon that shines and becomes the source light through the darkest night.
"Moon, you heard Appa, right? If Appa breaks his promises, we must give him a lesson" Leia says. Jibeom smiles. He bends his body and put his ears to Leia's belly.
"I'll protect you both and your sister, Areum, forever. That's my promise. Anyway, moon.. you must be hungry, don't you? Mama hasn't eat well lately.. poor you.. can you tell mama to eat something at least? Can you tell mama to take care of her health?" Jibeom says. Suddenly,
"Appa.. mama.. halmeoni asks you both to eat" Out of sudden, Areum stands in front of the room's door. Both Jibeom and Leia smile while looking at Areum.
"Areum, come here" Leia calls for Areum. She widens her arms so Areum comes into her embrace. She hugs Areum tightly. She kisses Areum's cheek.
"I love you" Leia says to Areum.
"I love you too" Areum replies. Jibeom smiles while looking at the moment. A smile of happiness.
* * *
On the next day, Areum has gone to school like usual. However, her emotion is seemingly not to be better yet. Sometimes she cries, sometimes she ponders. She misses Sungyoon but she can't do anything. Jibeom claims that Areum seems to be okay at home but she is actually keeping all her emotions inside. She tells her teacher that she saw Leia was crying all day so she hid her feelings because didn't want Leia to feel sad by the loss of Sungyoon too.
Jibeom and Leia go to take Areum earlier as her homeroom teacher tells them that Areum seems unhappy. She advises Jibeom and Leia to let her have bereavement leave until she feels ready. Jibeom and Leia agree.
"I hope to see you well next week, Areum. Don't be sad, okay?" Areum's homeroom teacher, Miss Seo Yunkyoung, pats on Areum's head. Areum nods. Before they leave,
"Miss Seo, we actually bring something for you. Do you have time now?" Leia looks at Miss Seo Yunkyoung. Miss Yunkyoung seems confused but she nods. She can spare some time now.
* * *
"My brother, Sungyoon, left you with this necklace and a letter.." Leia hands in all things Sungyoon left for Miss Yunkyoung to the owner.
"S-Sung.. yoon.." Miss Yunkyoung takes the letter and the necklace.
"I.. I'm... too stunned right now.." Miss Yunkyoung adds.
"You seemed.. close to my brother, Miss?" Leia says.
"Oh please just call me Yunkyoung.." Yunkyoung says.
"I know my brother pretty well. He won't make an effort for strangers.. I know you both know each other pretty well.." Leia says.
"Yeah.. we're.. pretty closed.." Yunkyoung says. Both Leia and Jibeom are shocked.
* * *
Yunkyoung starts to ease up that Sungyoon was her best friend a long time ago, since they were in degrees. Even though they both were majoring in different courses, they became closer since they both were the members of student council.
After their 4 years of degree ended, Sungyoon began to confess to Yunkyoung that he liked her, and they began to date secretly afterwards. Leia knew that Sungyoon had a girlfriend before but she never knew who was the lucky girl. Their relationship continued until Sungyoon was diagnosed with cancer. After Leia got married to Jibeom, and Sungyoon's condition had become worse, they broke up. Sungyoon never told her about his sickness and he was the one who wanted the break up. Yunkyoung agreed without knowing any reasons of it. However, Yunkyoung made a condition for the break up that they would still be good friends after that, and Sungyoon agreed. They were becoming good friends even not as partners.
However, Yunkyoung knew about Sungyoon's sickness from Areum, when Areum occasionally told her about his "sick uncle", and it turned out to be Sungyoon. Until the very last of Sungyoon's life, they remained close to each other. Yunkyoung even came to Sungyoon's funeral all day long.
* * *
"Thank you... thank you for being the girl who always painted a smile on his face.." Leia thanks Yunkyoung. Yunkyoung smiles. Leia then hugs her.
* * *
Yunkyoung's storytelling
Yunkyoung is in the bus ride to her home. While in the middle of the journey, she holds the necklace that Sungyoon left for her. On the necklace, it engraved the name of "Yoon's ♡" as the symbolic of Yunkyoung's initial name "Yun/Yoon", and Sungyoon's last name. She smiles. She knows that Sungyoon is in a better place, and he'll always be watching her from above.
Yunkyoung takes out the letter that Leia gave her. A handwritten letter from Sungyoon. She opens the letter and begins to read it.
"My Dearest Yoon partner,
My first love, Seo Yunkyoung♡,
As I write these words, my heart aches with the weight of the truth I've been carrying. By the time you read this, I will no longer be by your side, and for that, I am truly sorry. But there are things I need to tell you, things I've kept hidden for far too long.
I want you to know that the love we shared was the most precious gift of my life. You brought light into my darkest days, and for that, I will be forever grateful. But there's something I never had the courage to tell you, something I couldn't bear to burden you with while I was still here. I know you had already known it by my niece, but I still wanna tell you by my own.
I had cancer.
It's a battle I fought silently, unwilling to let it overshadow the beauty of our time together. I didn't want you to see me as a sick man, but rather as the person you fell in love with. I want you to always smile, and I don't want you to love a poor man like me, who will not be able to be with you as always, and a man who never gets a chance to grow older with you. So, I made the difficult decision to keep it from you, to spare you the pain of watching me suffer.
But now, as I face my final days, I realize that I can no longer keep this secret from you. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for the pain I've caused by leaving without explanation. Our break up was one of the painful moments I've endured, but to realise that I'd be able to set you free from this burden, I accepted it with an open heart. Please know that my love for you was as real as the sunrise, and it will live on in the memories we shared.
I've left something for you, a small token of the love that will always bind us together. It's a necklace, something to hold close to your heart when you feel alone. I hope it brings you comfort in the days ahead, knowing that I am with you in spirit, watching over you from above.
I'm sorry, I know I had promised to give you a ring on our 5 years of relationship, but as I figured myself with this criminal odd cell, I didn't bear to give you a sentimental gift as it is. Ring brings a significant symbolism, so I don't want it to be on the finger that reserved only for your wedding ring with your future husband. Therefore, I changed it to a necklace. I want you to remember me when I'm gone, but it's also easier to throw it away when you find someone who can replace me in your heart.
I love you so dearly, and when this letter reaches you, please know that I'll be watching over you with love. I don't have much friends, but thank you for being amongst the least I have.
I want you to live your life to the fullest, to find joy in the little things, and to never forget the love we shared. You are a remarkable person, Yunkyoung, and you deserve nothing but happiness and love.
Until we meet again,
Choi Sungyoon"
—
Yunkyoung's tears flow a river. She hugs the letter yet she smiles. She looks out the window, the sky is clear today.
"I know you're watching me now, Yoon-ah. Thank you for the necklace and the letter. I'll cherish this forever. No matter what future may holds for us, you'll always have a special place in my heart. I love you... so much. Let's meet again in Heaven, and be lovers again.. I'd do anything to be with you again up there.." Yunkyoung says in her tiny heart. She smiles, knowing that Sungyoon will be her forever companion, her guardian angel.
* * *
"Dear Lord, when I get to Heaven
Please let me bring my man
When he comes, tell me that you'll let him in
Father, tell me if you can
All that grace, all that body
All that face makes me wanna party
He's my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds
Will you still love me
when I'm no longer young and beautiful?
Will you still love me
when I got nothing but my aching soul?
I know you will, I know you will, I know that you will
Will you still love me
when I'm no longer beautiful?"
— Lana Del Rey | Young and Beautiful
-To Be Continued-
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