Author's pov:
Taehyung is crying silently and Jungkook has his head on his lap
Taehyung couldn't control his tears at all,also he can feel Jungkook's tears wetting his saree
Taehyung can't believe that Jungkook is into dru'gs
Taehyung is scared and so much worried about what's all going around him.
Jungkook wants to feel taehyung close to his chest and hug him like this, that's why he removed his shirt,but he didn't planned to tell everything to Taehyung
He can't help himself,when his own emotions betrayed him and
he fimally let everything out.
Jungkook nuzzled his face to Taehyung's soft tummy, hugging him with his rough hands wrapped around his waist.
Taehyung laid on the bed sniffling
Jungkook pulled him closer to his chest and carressed his back
Taehyung sniffled caressing Jungkook's arm.
*****
At evening as a family they went to the children's park
Chintu and Chotu wished to go to the children's park along with their parents.
And Jungkook will never say no to their wishes
Taehyung still didn't got out of the shaken up state so he just gave a nod and a weak smile.
Taehyung and Jungkook are sitting on the bench and their children are playing with their friends
Taehyung's eyes left tears as the scenes happened in the morning
clouded in his head
Jungkook is staring at nothing with his red teary eyes and his lips curled to this soft smile as a facade
but everything inside him screams to take a dos'e.
Taehyung moved closer to Jungkook
and tried to hold his hand
Jungkook glanced at him, smiled and pulled him closer
Taehyung leaned to his chest and cried.
“I..wanna..ask.. you something"
Taehyung said inbetween his sniffles
“go on"Jungkook said wiping taehyung's tears,with his thumb and carressed his cheeks.
“are..you .still..taking..that"
Taehyung asked inbetween his sniffles
“no"Jungkook lied.
Taehyung stared at his red teary eyes and glanced at his cold lips.
Taehyung looked away sniffling
and said
"don't lie to me"
Jungkook didn't answer back just pecked his temple and nuzzled to his hair.
*****
After putting their children to sleep, Jungkook walked towards the front door to leave.
Taehyung stepped behind him and stood near the door
Jungkook stepped downstairs and went towards his car.
Taehyung closed the door and locked it hurriedly
He stepped inside the bedroom and took his handbag which is lying on the bed
Taehyung heart pounded in his chest as he took the filled syringe from his handbag along with the rope,which he took from Jungkook's car tool box.
Dru'gs
Taehyung's eyes brimmed with tears as his hands shook in total fear
Taehyung couldn't believe that Jungkook is addicted to dru'gs,he is not such a person
Taehyung dropped those things down on the floor when he heard
banging on the front door.
Taehyung hurriedly picked up the syringe and rope
and then threw it under the bed.
Taehyung wiped his tears and stepped towards the door.
He opened the door and gulped shakily when he saw Jungkook
“what.. happened?"Taehyung asked in a small voice,sweating
badly
Taehyung bit on his lips and looked up at Jungkook when he didn't hear any reply, Jungkook is breathing
heavily and his dark orbs glaring at his soul.
“Look Darling,I know you must have took it, please give it back
I need it now,give me"Jungkook said in a stern tone,
“wh.at..it..is..it?
I ..don't..know.. anything"
Taehyung stuttered and wiped his sweat
Taehyung gulped and looked up at
Jungkook
Jungkook slammed his fist on the door.
Taehyung flinched and stepped back
Jungkook stepped inside clenching his fist and veins popping on his forehead in pure anger and he is trying his best to control himself
Taehyung's back met with the wall
as he gasped when he felt Jungkook's hot breath on his cheek
who is now standing so closer to him.
Jungkook's strong hands on either side of him,caging him to the wall.
Taehyung curled his hands towards his chest with his eyes brimming with tears
“Taehyung,I am asking you very nicely, please give me back what you took from the tool box,
I need it Taehyung,
I need it right now!"Jungkook shouted angrily
Taehyung began to sniffle, shivering in fear
Taehyung shook his head sniffling
Jungkook gripped his cheeks and made him look at him
Taehyung's teary eyes landed on
Jungkook's arm which has needle marks,his skin is a little blue around there.
“GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!"
Jungkook shouted.
“why..why..are..you.
taking ...that now too"Taehyung stuttered inbetween his sniffles
Jungkook's lips wobbled,He looked away from Taehyung's eyes with his eyes leaving tears
“just give that back to me!!!"
Jungkook shouted sounding desperate.
“plea.se..dont..shout...
children..are.. sleeping"
Taehyung said inbetween his sniffles
Jungkook kept his hands on his face crying.
"Pl.ease..Dar.ling..give me..back"Jungkook cried
“I..i..want..it,
I..am.going..crazy..Darling
I..i..tried..to..control.. myself
but..my..head..is.. paining
and..my .hands are.shaking...
I..will.feel..relieved..only
after.. taking that.. give.me
I..wanna..keep.. myself..hidden"
Jungkook cried gripping taehyung's shoulder
Jungkook shook Taehyung's shoulders and shouted at him inbetween his tears to give him back the thing he took from his tool box
Taehyung denied, shaking his head sniffling
Facing Jungkook with so much fear inside him,but not budging in the matter of giving him back the dru'gs.
Taehyung sniffled shaking his head
His saree fell down from his shoulder because of Jungkook
shaking his shoulders Violently
Jungkook immediately looked away and turning his back towards him
Taehyung looked down and saw why Jungkook is not looking at him
Jungkook screamed biting his own fist as he crouched down to the floor crying
“I..didn't..mean..to.. Taehyung
I am..sorry .
Please.please..darling"Jungkook cried
Taehyung pulled his saree on his shoulder and stood there with tears sliding down from his eyes
Jungkook will drink he knows,he will smoke sometimes
But Drugs,Jungkook was not a person to use dru'gs,he had a strong personality just like his
Dada
Jungkook is crying
Taehyung never saw him cry before
like this,but nowadays he is so emotional
Taehyung is so scared now,he doesn't know how he is gonna pull Jungkook out of it.
Jungkook wiped his tears in his shirt sleeves and looked at Taehyung with red teary eyes.
“I..don't .wanna..hurt..you
Taehyung..just..give .that
back to me"Jungkook threatened with glossy eyes,stuttering
"No..will not"Taehyung said gripping his saree tight sniffling
Jungkook stood up,he picked his phone and dialled someone's number
“I want it right now, deliever it to my house,I'll give you more money"
Jungkook said to someone on the phone while stepping towards the front door.
Taehyung who heard all this stepped behind him and gripped his hand dragging him back crying
Jungkook wriggled his hand out of his hold and tried to reach to the door and Taehyung with all his strength pulled him back crying
Taehyung did drugs too and he knows how hard it is to get out of it and to live without it even for a day.
They both struggled
Jungkook tried to move Taehyung away from the door
And Taehyung is pushing Jungkook away from the door
Jungkook is gripping taehyung's wrists and trying to move him away
“I WANT MY DARLING,MOVE AWAY!!"Jungkook shouted crying and gripping his head.
“I NEED MY DARLING,HE MISSES ME!!!
HE WANTS ME TOO!!"Jungkook shouted wiping his tears
And Taehyung stood there frozen
at his words,with teary eyes
Too stunned to even cry or to even let out a small word.
Jungkook is gripping his head and
screaming through his gritted teeth
And Taehyung can see why
Jungkook is doing dru'gs
Jungkook is chanting and mumbling the name Darling repeatedly, crying and biting on his own fist.
Taehyung slid down to the floor crying, staring at Jungkook with his glossy eyes
Jungkook wants to erase Taehyung from his memory so he will not hurt him ,but only to get more addicted with him
Jungkook was soon scratching himself with his own nails.
Scratching his own hand blo'ody
Taehyung pulled himself out of the
stunned daze and crawled towards Jungkook crying and gripped his hands trying to stopping him
They both again struggled
Taehyung fell on top of Jungkook gripping Jungkook's wrist tight
And Jungkook is trying to pull away from Taehyung chanting I will
D'ie without my Darling.
“I NEED MY DARLING TO BREATHE!!
I CANT BREATHE PROPERLY
PLEASE GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!!
I want my darling now,
I want to feel him in me,all over my..veins
And fully..clouded..in.
My.head..
I..need..to..see.my.
Darling in...my..head"Jungkook cried
Taehyung cried leaning towards Jungkook
“I'M HERE!!
I'M HERE!
DA.RLING IS HERE
Dar.ling..is..here..hubby"
Jungkook looked away from him crying as Taehyung's saree had fallen down again because of the commotion
Taehyung gripped Jungkook's teary cheeks and made him look at him
“look at me!
look at me Jungkook!!
You should look at me!
I am your darling
Those illusions are not real
I am real!!"Taehyung shouted before Jungkook's face
Jungkook cried trying to look away from Taehyung
Taehyung is gripping his cheeks making him look at him
Jungkook is trying to pull away because he can't realise that his Darling is before him,because of the desperation to have dru'gs and have more illusions of his Darling being with him were only running wild in his senses
Taehyung fell on the floor
Jungkook was going to get up but
Taehyung pulled him back and crashed their lips
Jungkook's teary eyes widened to feel the soft lips on his own
Taehyung kissed pulling Jungkook on top of himself gripping his shirt tight and not letting him pull away at all.
Taehyung closed his eyes and made out with Jungkook with tears sliding down from his eyes while gripping his shirt tight.
They both rolled down in the carpeted floor struggling
Taehyung's nails dug on Jungkook's shoulder
And Jungkook is breathing heavily
with his hard chest rising up and down.
Jungkook kissed Taehyung back, gripping his waist
Taehyung threaded Jungkook's hair
kissing him
Jungkook's cold lips moved with Taehyung's.
Jungkook's taste made Taehyung feel so dazed
Jungkook sucked taehyung's lips and felt clouded tasting his strawberry lips
After years they are sharing a kiss
And they both are in no mind to
break the kiss.
Taehyung moaned in the kiss as Jungkook sensually sucked his tongue
Jungkook's tongue explored in taehyung's sweet cavern
drinking his every sweetness and possesively exchanged saliva with him
Taehyung sucked Jungkook's pierced lips and nibbled on his bottom lips
caressing his cheeks
Taehyung broke the kiss and stared
at Jungkook with his hooded eyes
Jungkook's eyes are so hooded,like he feels so clouded and content
Jungkook's lips are shining
Taehyung gaved smooch to his bottom lips.
“ain't i so addictive,
my lips are addictive right?"
Taehyung asked in a low sultry voice, tracing Jungkook's cheeks with his slender fingers.
Jungkook nodded his head,feeling so drunk just by the kiss.
Jungkook leaned and kissed him again feeling so drunk just by a kiss
“want another one?hmm?"
Taehyung asked with a pout, making his eyes hooded,luring
Jungkook
Jungkook nodded his head
“i thought you wanna go back somewhere hmm?"Taehyung asked
looking away from Jungkook with
a fake sad pout
His mangalsutra sliding down by the neck and his plump chest are so prominent through his fit blouse
Jungkook's rough hands caressing his bare waist
“no,no,i.."Jungkook stuttered nuzzling his nosing with Taehyung's
“If you spend the night with me,
we can kiss the whole night,
or if you want,you can leave.. hubby"Taehyung said pouting and traced his thumb on Jungkook's pierced lips
“and even if you want,I'll give you..."Taehyung said unhooking the top hook of his blouse teasingly
Taehyung is seducing Jungkook so he will spend the night with him
and will not go to buy dru'gs.
Intentionally igniting his inner desire also trying to suppress his urge of taking a dose.
“I..won't..go anywhere.. Darling"Jungkook mumbled with hooded eyes squeezing taehyung's waist
Taehyung closed his eyes and threaded Jungkook's hair who began to suck his neck making him moan
After kissing for a while Taehyung caressed Jungkook's hair and made him fall asleep by humming a soft song.
*****
Taehyung took a bath and stepped out of the bathroom adjusting his saree fleaks
Jungkook is lying on the couch shirtless on his front.
Taehyung glanced at him worriedly
and tied his wet hair with a towel
Taehyung began to work fastly so he can send his children to school soon.
It's realy not good that Jungkook is like this
He has to help Jungkook to cure him and make him normal or else it will end up as a big problem for him and his children.
Jungkook was obsessed with him
it is very clear in the way that he had gone to the level where he got addicted to dru'gs
Taehyung wiped his tears thinking that he should help Jungkook out of this deadly game
It's not about him forgiving Jungkook anymore
Its about him giving back a clean and good father to his children
Taehyung pulled his saree on his shoulder properly and wiped his tears.
He can't believe that Jungkook suffered so much and went through this much pain alone
Jungkook's words of himself being sui'cidal made Taehyung's heart broke into pieces
There was always a hope inside him believed that Jungkook will be back
But after hearing how Jungkook suffered makes him scared to think of what would have happened if something happened to Jungkook really
*****
Jungkook dropped his children in the school like yesterday and went upto his class today also.
Jungkook made some friends with his children friends and walked out of the school smiling
Taehyung is sitting inside the car
sniffling silently
He wiped his tears when he saw Jungkook stepping towards the car.
Jungkook entered the car chuckling and said about how the friends of chintu and chotu wants to be his
friends also.
“i assured them,that I will definitely come back tomorrow also"
Jungkook said smiling
Taehyung weakly smiled and held his hand
“Jungkook"Taehyung called Jungkook holding his hand closer to his chest making Jungkook's heart flutter
“yes Darling"Jungkook asked keeping a hand on Taehyung's cheeks
"Can we go to a place I want"
Taehyung asked leaning his cheek on Jungkook's hand so dearly,
glancing at him with doe eyes.
"Ofcourse petal,where you wanna go?"Jungkook asked brushing his nose with him.
Taehyung smiled with rosy cheeks and looked down
******
Jungkook refused to get inside the hospital literally screaming at Taehyung
but he stood silent when
he saw Taehyung's eyes leaving tears
Taehyung leaned to Jungkook's chest sniffling
“I..know..you..are.acting
by..not.. showing this..urge
to..have.. dru'gs
But.. please for..me..and..our
children,i want..you to come with me"
“you..said .you .will...do anything for me?"Taehyung cried fisting Jungkook's shirt collar.
“but..tae..i.am scared"
Jungkook said as tears slide down from his eyes
“scared ?why?
I am here right?
I am here for you"Taehyung assured
Jungkook cupping his cheeks.
Taehyung took Jungkook inside the rehabilitation centre after convincing him so much.
“first we have to check how much dru'gs are immersed in his blo'od"
“we need to take some tests for that"The Doctor said
Taehyung nodded his head while gripping Jungkook's hand under the table
~~
“the report is showing that he is literally using the dru'gs for nearly 4 years"The Doctor said.
“To get him out of Dru'gs is a little difficult now,but with hard work and efforts we can make this rpossible"Doctor said to Taehyung and glanced at Jungkook who is glaring at him with his red teary eyes.
“why is he looking at you?"
Jungkook whispered through his gritted teeth making taehyung's cheeks dust with pink at his possessiveness.
"He is just explaining to me hubby,
please be quiet"Taehyung whispered back.
“I wanna Ki'll him"Jungkook mumbled caressing taehyung's thighs
Taehyung gulped and gave an awkward smile to the doctor
"First you have to admit him here
A whole 90 days,
with restrictions and medication,he will be cured soon"The doctor said.
Jungkook banged his fist on the table.
“I will not fcking get admitted here!"Jungkook shouted angrily
and walked out of the room.
Taehyung went behind Jungkook
Jungkook was gonna walk away from the doctor's room but Taehyung stopped him by holding his hand
Jungkook gripped taehyung's cheeks angrily
Jungkook's dark orbs locked with taehyung's soft glossy ones.
Jungkook closed his eyes,his jaw clenched as he pulled away with his chest rising up and down in pure anger.
“I will ask him for anyother way please come with me hubby"
Taehyung said in a small voice
“fcking ask him to explain to me
and not stare at you Darling
or else
I will bury him 6 feet deep down in the earth"Jungkook said in his deep voice, poking his finger at Taehyung's chest
Taehyung nodded his head with a small pout and wiped his tears
~~
“then i don't know,it's your wish
Mrs.Jeon,he will behave so aggressive and the pain will be unbearable once he began to take medication"The Doctor exclaimed,
saying the reality which will happen if Jungkook is not admitted in the centre.
Jungkook fumed in anger
Taehyung thought about his small children he has back in his home,
If Jungkook behaves so Violent
before them,they will lose hope in their father
Taehyung glanced at Jungkook with his teary eyes.
He knows Jungkook will also not agree to this definitely.
Taehyung doesn't know what he is gonna do now
~~
Taehyung was thinking about convincing Jungkook after reaching
home
But he really didn't expect to meet
Jeongguk
his Dada
Taehyung cried defending Jungkook
as Jeongguk raised his hand to slap him.
“Taehyung!!!
I said move out of the way!!"
Jeongguk shouted angrily
“Dada please"Taehyung pleaded with teary eyes.
"Did you really forgave him even after everything Taehyung!!?"
Jeongguk shouted angrily
“Please Dada,be calm"Taehyung sniffled keeping his hands on Jeongguk's chest, trying to stop him
“your amma said everything and today I came here to give you the divorce papers prepared by our lawyer and here you are coming back after going out with him!"
“Fcking Realise that You don't need him Taehyung!!"
Jeongguk shouted angrily.
Jungkook stood there with teary eyes tracing his nape with tears one by one sliding from his eyes
Jungkook turned his back towards them and cried silently
“Dada.. please..
please..not..now
You..know..how..much...I"
Taehyung stuttered inbetween his tears
"no more!no more excuses Taehyung!!
I didn't raise you like this!!
You worked as a fcking maid!
I kept quiet thinking that atleast you are safe with your children,
even though you disrespect me and my words!
From now on I am not gonna agree to whatever you say Taehyung!!!
Just come with me now if you are grateful for even a little ounce towards me for raising you without
showing any little partiality between you and my children!"
Jeongguk said sternly.
Taehyung glanced at Jungkook with
teary eyes
Jungkook looked at him sniffling
And without a word Taehyung walked away
Jeongguk gritted his teeth glaring at him and walked behind Taehyung
Jungkook stood near the stairs and
saw that his father was opening the car door for Taehyung and Taehyung entering the car sniffling
Taehyung's teary eyes locked with his eyes for a second before the car door got closed and Jeongguk sat in the frontseat
Jungkook stood there sniffling and hid his face in his hands crying
....To Be Continued
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