'This boy, this damn beautiful boy, might just be the death of me.'
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It saturday now. A week had passed and the two haven't spoken to eachother since, never even took a glance to one another at school. When Sasuke got home, he immediately went to the bathroom, and threw his clothes on the floor, before he stepped under the steam of hot water. He really needed to clear his mind a little, sober up. He needed to finally stop thinking about the Uzumaki. As soon as gets someone to sleep with, he'll finally get over it.
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"I have a room upstairs, wanna see it?"
"Very.." The stranger said.
While he closed the door the stranger was already kissing the back of his neck. The Uchiha hummed approvingly and turned around to kiss him. The man was a good kisser but for reason his mind was elsewhere. As the stranger kissed eagerly, his hands roamed every part of his body. But it caused the raven to feel frustrated, no matter what he did, he couldn't focus on the present. It took only a few minutes before his blood started boiling in his veins.
'What is going on with me!' He was in bed with a handsome man, who touched him the way he liked it but was still unable to enjoy in the slightest.
"Alright stop it." He growled pushing the stranger away.
The man looked at him with wide eyes, completely shocked by the sudden change in his attitude. "You need to go now."
"Did I.. do something wrong?" The stranger asked with confusion written all over his face.
"No." He said bitterly, getting up just to open the door wide open for the man. "Come on, chop chop."
After a moment of hesitation, the man walked out the door cursing under his breath. Another number removed. But Sasuke couldn't care less, he needed to find a way to get the blond idiot to kiss him one more time. It was the only thing he could think of that could help him get into his right state of mind. There was no way it would feel as good as the first time. After that, he'd be able to move on and live his life like normal.
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They were waiting out the rain before heading over to the arcade and karaoke center. Naruto had declined earlier but hadn't told them his reason why.
That reason being was because it seemed he couldn't get that bastard off his mind. Every thought belonged to him. They have been his since the day they first met, even when he was alone. All of his thoughts were Sasuke's, wherever he was.
Coincidentally, the moment he got home, he felt his phone vibrate from a text message from Sasuke.
Uchiha.bastard
'Are you home? We need to talk.'
Naruto felt the nervous tingle in his finger when he pressed send on the text message saying he was home.
Uchiha.bastard
'I'm coming over.'
15 minutes later, Naruto heard soft knocking coming from the door. As nervous as he was, he opened the door. He couldn't move, no matter how much he told himself to say something, he couldn't move. All he did was stare.
"Would you stop staring?" Sasuke glared, though behind that glare hid the nervousness in his body.
"I'm not staring." Naruto said bitterly, pretending like he hasn't wanted to see him all week.
"Okay." He walks forward and trails one hand up and down his back. "If you weren't staring at me, then I haven't been thinking about you all week."
"Fine, I admit it, but it's only because it's hard to see you from here. I had to squint to make out your features and that takes time."
Sasuke's hand moves from his back to his shoulder before brushing across his collarbone. "Valid excuse."
"So you've been thinking about me, huh?"
"Only a lot."
"I've been thinking about you, too."
'And I have been, every day we've spent apart. When I first wake up, I think about the sound of your voice. When I step out into the morning light, I think about that unforgettable smile. And when I go to bed at night, I think about the way your body felt when I wrapped my arms around you tightly. It's an endless cycle, its weird but it's a dream I wish were reality.'
He hooks a finger under the hem of his shirt and tugged him closer. "I need you to be honest with me Naruto, just this once, tell me what you want. What you've been thinking about." He says, tilting his head upward.
All sense had left Naruto once Sasuke came less than a foot away from him. All he felt was the temptation as he stared down at him.
'It would be so easy, so so easy to give in.
maybe I could- just this once.
Just once and then my mind can be at ease.'
"Just once?"
"Just once." Warm breath fanned Naruto's lips lightly as Sasuke repeated the same words.
Slowly and hesitantly, he leans in, sparks filling in the centimeters that was felt between the space of their lips. He cupped the Uchiha's cheek with his palm and kissed him hastily. Sasuke reacted instantly, deepening the kiss, and tangling his arms tightly around his waist, pressing every inch of their bodies together.
Naruto took a step forward, sandwiching the raven between him and the door. He parted the Uchiha's thighs with his knee, and stood between the man's legs, bringing them impossibly closer to each other. He moved his hands, sneaking them under Sasuke's shirt, just to take a hold of his thin waist.
'This shouldn't feel so good.' They thought.
Sasuke slipped his tongue into the blonds mouth, and explored it eagerly. The blonde parted his legs wider with his knee, just to snug closer, and press their crotches together. Sasuke groaned against his lips and moved his kisses to the blonde's jaw and neck.
"You want me," Naruto said breathlessly,"don't lie to me."
"Irrelevant," Sasuke breathed.
"No, it isn't irrelevant. You want me just as much as I want you."
"Just for today," Sasuke whispered.
"Just for today.." '..Tonight. Tomorrow. Forever.' Narutos eyes held his. His stare was infinite.
Sasuke was a mess of electricity humming with life and lightning, hot and cold. His heart was erratic as they made their way to Naruto's room.
Sasuke pulled the blonds shirt over his head, and let it fall to the floor. Sasuke ran his fingers down, tracing the muscles slowly, making him shudder. Not wasting anymore time, Sasuke pulled his pants down as well. After a moment, both of them were completely naked, and the blonde grabbed him, and tugged him into a passionate kiss again.
Sasuke liked to bottom, he preferred it actually, so he didn't like how much the blonde was dominating him. He liked to be in control. He was always in control. He liked things to be done in a certain way, and he needed to make sure that Naruto would do them exactly like he wanted him to.
With that, he pushed the blonde to sit him down on the edge of the bed, and climbed on top of him, straddling his lap. He fisted the blond hair roughly and deepened the kiss again.
Naruto immediately rested his hands on the ravens hips and began sliding them up and down his sides. Sasuke moaned, his hips bucked instinctively, causing their erections to touch. Their lips parted for a moment, just so that they could groan synchronously.
Naruto hesitated for a few seconds before he slid his finger inside him slowly. He pulled his finger in and out a few times before he added a second one, this time more hesitantly and carefully. Sasuke gasped, tilting his head backwards. He couldn't help but bite down on the blonds shoulder. He then focused his attention on placing soft kisses on the wound he caused. The blond apparently misread his reaction because his hand stilled, and his body tensed.
"Does it hurt?" The blonde asked, his voice raspy from kissing. Sasuke almost sighed with irritation.
"No. Keep going." He rolled his hips, encouraging him to do so. The blonde obeyed, and began fucking him with two fingers again.
But he couldn't chase the thought away. Its been a while since he met someone who actually cared about how he felt. Most of the guys he slept with, were stretching him hastily, just to stick their cocks inside of him as quickly as possible.
He suspected the blonde was inexperienced in gay sex, but after a moment, his fingers brushed against his prostate. Sasuke arched his back, and parted his lips in a soundless scream.
Naruto moved his fingers in the same way again. Sasuke squeezed his eyes shut, this time unable of holding on a moan. Sasuke licked his lips and kissed his lips fiercely, his free hand finding the dick in a meantime. The blonde groaned when he started stroking him, and added a third finger.
Sasuke was kissing the blonde's neck, sucking the skin with his tongue, nipping it with his teeth. Naruto reached his nightstand and pulled out two condoms and a small bottle of lube. He handed one condom and the lube to Sasuke.
Without further ado, he grabbed the blonde's length, and placed it at his entrance. Just when he felt the tip of his cock rubbing against his hole, he shivered. Two strong palms embraced his hips, stabilizing him more. Sasuke exhaled slowly, and lowered himself on his dick. His other hand grabbed the blonds shoulder, in a bruising grip. He clawed the skin painfully. He was so thick. He lidded his eyes and pushed himself down further. He couldn't help but let out a shaky breath.
"Fuck you're big..." He murmured under his breath unconsciously. Warm lips, previously busy with kissing his jaw, stopped, just to let out a low chuckle. Sasuke gritted his teeth and lifted himself on his knees a little, just to pull down again, this time almost taking his all length. This action, though, made his head tilt backwards, and the air in the room was cut by his loud moan.
The fingers on his hips tightened, and he noticed that the legs under him were trembling. Sasuke smirked. The blonde had to love it. He repeated the action, pulling the dick almost completely out of himself, just to slam down, finally taking him fully. This time, both of them groaned loudly.
Sasuke rested his forehead on the blonde's shoulder, panting heavily. He couldn't remember the last time he felt so stretched.
He waited a few seconds to catch his breath again, and after that, straightened himself on his lap. He kissed the blond hungrily, and started rolling his hips in shallow, quick movements. Naruto groaned against his lips while Sasuke started shifting himself on his lap, making every thrust go at a different angle. And then, he finally found it.
He rolled his eyes, his one hand clawing the blonde's back, the other fisting his hair. Sasuke sped up even more, the cock inside of him grinding against his sweet spot with every roll of his hips.
It was getting too much for him. This had to be one of the best fucks in his life. But then, Naruto put his hands under his thighs, and grabbed his hips again. Sasuke tensed, clenching his hands on his neck in order not to fall backwards. It changed the position completely. His knees were high, resting on the inside of his elbows. He had no control now. He relied completely on what the blonde would do next, and he hated it. He started struggling, desperate to go back to the previous position. But Naruto lifted his hips, and slammed them down, thrusting his hips at the same time. Sasuke almost choked on his breath. Only raising his legs higher, changed everything.
Thrusts were deeper, stronger, hitting his prostate even harder.
"Oh, fuck, fuck.. Naruto." He gasped out, tilting his head backwards. He squeezed his eyes shut, and bit his lip painfully.
Sasuke gritted his teeth, clawed the warm skin on the blonds shoulder blades, ready for a release..and then Naruto pulled him off his lap.
Sasuke gasped, looking at the man with surprise, resentment even, still clinging to his arms carefully, unable to stand by himself. But he didn't let him wait too long, he pushed his body on his bed.
Sasuke tried to protest, but before he could, Naruto slammed his cock inside of him. Sasuke, surprised, completely unprepared, moaned louder than ever before. He started pounding in him mercilessly.
Sasuke opened his mouth in a silent scream, and came, harder than he has in the last few months. The blond groaned, riding him through his orgasm, but as his muscles clenched around him, he moaned louder, his fingers clawing his hips. With the last, particularly hard thrust, he came, and pulled his length out of him, just to collapse right next to the raven.
He could feel the warm breath against his neck, as the blonde tried to catch his breath back. He wasn't in much better condition. His heart was still pounding in his chest like crazy.
"That was... amazing." Naruto gasped out finally.
Honestly, Sasuke couldn't agree more. It was probably the best fuck in his life. "Yeah..." He mumbled. "Not bad for a loser."
Sasukes eyes finally met his gaze, he steps into the sea of blue in his eyes and drowned. He felt like someone punched a fist into his lungs and snatched up all his oxygen because 'his eyes always seem to take my breath away.'
Naruto chuckled and moved a piece of hair out of his face causing the raven to stiffen.
'This boy, this damn beautiful boy, might just be the death of me.' They thought.
Naruto was just doing everything he wanted him to do, he thought that things could finally go back to normal but after a night with the blond, who took all the control. It ended up to be so mind-blowing, he couldn't get over it.
"Still hate me?"
"Always."
"Good."