Bondita
Pacing back and forth I sighed looking at the clock it was almost midnight and there was no sight of Anirudh ji, I was extremely worried since he wasn't picking up his phone either..
My stomach was rumbling every now and then in hunger but everytime I thought of eating something I felt my stomach churning painfully, he hadn't eaten since morning either, we were just on the small amount of prasad given by the priest..
Taking a deep breath I sat down on the sofa, and eventually without my knowledge fell asleep..
I felt someone shaking me and groaned at the pain on my back
"Bondita? Bondita, get up, sleep on the bed.." I heard his tired voice and immediately my eyes shot open
I looked at him blankly, he looked extremely tired, his eyes were red, hairs were messy and resting on his forehead, there were tension lines still present on his forehead..
Unknowingly my cold hands moved forward and moved his hairs away from his warm forehead and I traced his stress lines with my fingers trying to erase them..
He held my hand and took a shaky breath, I felt shiver running down my spine as his breaths fanned across my face..
But a frown appeared on my face when I smelt cigarette from his breath..
"D..did you smoke?" I asked him in a whisper and saw him closing his eyes and taking a sharp breath he stood straight
And I sat up feeling immense pain in my back and then something leaking through my core, my eyes widened and I looked at the place I was sleeping there were red marks all over gulping I tried to hide it from him but his gaze just so happened to land there..
And embarrassedly I duck my head down..
"Go, change I will take the covers to wash.." he said not looking at me and I shook my head immediately
"I..I will wash them.." I said shakily but he just rolled his eyes and took the covers before I could protest
"Go, change and rest.." he said and walked away
Sighing I went to the bathroom and changed into another dress, but the real problem is I didn't had any sanitary napkins with me right now..
Peeking slowly out of the bathroom I looked around and he was no where to be seen, encouraged I walked out and decided to ask Mumma for some sanitary napkins..
But as soon as I stepped out of the bathroom I heard his voice from balcony and turned towards him, there he was keeping the wet covers on the railing of balcony for it to dry, his shirt sleeves were rolled up and his back was facing me..
"Check the almirah, Bondita.." he said and biting my lips I hesitantly opened it
There in a corner was three packs of sanitary napkins along with hot water bad and chocolates..
I looked towards him again and his back was still facing me, immediately taking one sanitary pack with me I made a bee line to the bathroom
As I came out of the bathroom he was sitting on the couch with a plate of food infront of him, he looked lost in thoughts but as soon as he heard the tinkling of my anklets his gaze snapped up..
"Have food and then have the medicines.." he said pointing towards the plate I walked slowly towards him and sat beside him maintaining distance
"Aren't you going to eat?" I asked him and he raised his brows looking at me before shaking his head
"I am not hungry.." he said softly and tore a bite forwarding towards me, parting my lips I took the morsel
"Are you scared of me Bondita?" He asked tearing another morsel and I lifted my eyes looking at him
His sole focus on making the morsel and I looked at him side profile, even tired he still manages to look extremely beautiful to my eyes..
"No.." I said softly and he looked at me forwarding the morsel
"One would think you are by the way you are sitting so far away from me.." he mumbled with a slight smile and I looked at the distance between us one person could easily fit inbetween us
Gulping nervously I shifted a little closer to him while he made another morsel..
"Do I make you uncomfortable?" He asked again and I shook my head immediately opening my mouth to take the another bite he was feeding me
"Then why do you fidget so much infront of me, I don't bite.." he said playfully and I immediately stopped playing with my fingers
I could see the smile growing on his face as he forwarded another morsel to me but I held his wrist, his brows furrowed and he looked at me, I forwarded his hand towards his mouth
"Please..." I mumbled softly and he looked at me before slowly opening his mouth and taking the morsel inside his mouth
By the time the plate was finished I had managed to feed him atleast 10 morsels..
As he took the plate to the kitchen I took the medicine and layed down on the bed wincing due to the immense pain on my lower abdomen and heavy flow through my core..
"You shouldn't smoke, it's not good for health.." I said after a bit of silence as he layed down on the couch
"You can join school, whenever you want I have talked to the principal.." he said keeping his arm over his eyes and ignoring my words
Sighing I decided to drop the topic and turned a little on the bed when a painful hiss left my mouth due to the unbearable cramps..
"Is it paining a lot?" He asked sitting up and I closed my eyes as a tear rolled down my eyes
I heard shuffling and then the bed beside me dipping, opening my eyes I looked over my shoulder he was sitting beside me with one leg folded and another on the floor, a hot water bag in his hand and was looking hesitantly at me..
My back was facing him and he cleared his throat a little
"Keep it on your abdomen, it will help to reduce the pain.." he said forwarding me the hot water bag and I took it from him wiping my tears with other hand
Keeping it on my abdomen I again looked at him..
"I can massage your back if you want??" He asked hesitantly and a bit nervously
And my cheeks warmed up, I looked away from him feeling hundreds of butterflies dancing on my stomach and it just increased the flow of blood through my uterus..
The prospect of him massaging me made me feel extremely shy and timid, but the pain in my back made me nod without looking at him..
A few seconds later I felt feathery touches over my lower back, which eventually turned into light press, I smiled at his attempt to not make me uncomfortable while massaging..
His fingers were doing wonders to me, the pain seemed to subside completely and the only feeling that was left was of his fingers running on my lower back..
Even completely dressed I could feel the softness his fingers held while massaging me like he thought of me as a glass doll which will break if put alot of pressure..
The teenager inside me was giggling continuously and I took a deep breath to keep myself in control as my mind drifted to some not so innocent thoughts..
I had to admit that since the day we got married the liking in me for him was turning in something more intense, something that I had read only in my romance novels, something that made me extremely giggly as well as nervous..
And I was scared of his reactions, what if he didn't like me like that? What if he actually married me out of compulsion? What if he married me out of regret? Numerous questions ran through my mind..
And unconsciously a tear escaped my eyes,
well fuck this mood swings..
"Didn't knew you curse so bad.." I heard his teasing voice and my eyes widened
Did I say that out loud??
"Yup.." he said again and I sat up looking at him as he pressed his lips trying to hide his growing smile
My lips started to wobble uncontrollably and in no second I was full on crying while he panicked looking at me
"Ayy..Ayye...stop crying, stop crying, please, I am sorry, oh my baby, please stop crying.." he mumbled helplessly continuously wiping my rolling tears
"I..I don't curse..." I mumbled sobbing
"Yes, yes.. you don't curse..ofcourse my Bondita is so innocent, a baby why would she curse.." he said keeping my head on his chest and patting it softly
And I pulled away from him furrowing my brows, I glared at him with teary eyes
"I am not a baby.." I said angrily and he smiled nervously looking at me
"Of course not..you..you are not a baby..uh..you are my..wife?" He said unsurely and a grin formed on my face
"Yes, I am your wife.." I declared grinning happily keeping my head on his chest again
"Damn, this mood swings.." I heard him mumbled over my head as I closed my eyes and eventually drifted to sleep hearing his rhythmic heartbeats
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