Jason POV
"Please don't leave me Jason." He stare in to my eyes with glassy eyes. I can read his emotion clearly. He looks scared. He looks broken. I brought his fragile body in my arms as his face on my shoulder. He was a little shorter than me. I rub his back softly. "I will never leave you Justin. Why would you think that?" I ask inhaling his scent that always brings comfort to me.
He didn't answer for a few second letting out a sigh and press his face in to my shoulder wrapping his arms around my waist. "I don't know what I was saying Jason. I don't want you to think that I'm a freak or..." I cut him off. "Shh. It's okay Jay. Don't worry about it. You can say anything you want to me. I wont judge you. And you're not a freak although you can be a little weird sometimes." I chuckle at the end.
He lift his up his head from my shoulder and we pull away slowly but my hand was still holding his waist lightly. I look down at him to see him giving me the cutest pout ever. I almost coo at the sight or even kissed that pout but of course I just end up laughing. "Guys!" Ryan's voice yelled out of nowhere making me turn my head to find him.
Ryan was running towards us with Chaz behind him who was holding an Ice Cream also running catching up Ryan's pace. They stop in front of us panting. "We got to get out of here." Ryan breathe out. "Why?" I ask furrowing my eyebrows. "It's the paps bro." Chaz butt in wiping his sweats away. My eyes widen immediately pushing Justin behind me in protective manner.
"Where?" I ask looking everywhere. "We don't know but they were chasing us just now. This one guy came to us and ask us if we're Justin's friends. We didn't answer them at first but then he just started following us around that we avoided going to you guys but then 4 to 5 more paps came out of nowhere and started yelling our names and then chased us." Ryan explain trying to catch a breath.
"We got to get out of here fast. Where's Kenny?" I ask holding Justin's hand making sure he's safe with me. They both shrug their shoulder. Before we know it flashes were appearing in front of our eyes. And the sound people running were heard. "Shit!" I cursed under my breath. "We gotta find a place to hide first then we call Kenny." I told them. They nod their head and with that we run for our life. I keep hold of Justin hand firmly but not hurting him.
We run across the park and finally stop to catch our breath. I look at Justin. "Are you okay?" I ask him with each breath. He was bending to his knee. He nod at me but I know he's not okay. His body is still recovering and he's not as strong as he is before anymore. Especially with his eating problem which Justin still don't have much appetite to eat. "Guys!" Chaz yelled catching my attention. I look up at him to him pointing at this dirty looking door.
"We can hide there first." he suggest. I nod and take hold of Justin's hand again making our way to the door opening it revealing a stairs. Its smells really bad, I swear someone used this place as a toilet. We entered and closed the door. I immediately took my phone from my pocket and calls Kenny number.
Narrator POV
The boys was finally save in the car with Kenny driving them back home again. They didn't talk much. Chaz was asleep and Ryan was just tapping away his phone. Justin was just staring outside the window while Jason stare at the boy he really cares about. He cant stop thinking of what Justin said when they were at the park. Would Justin really fall for me? Jason keep asking himself in hopes Justin will.
But he knows to not put any high hopes since Justin is still in recovering. He knows Justin don't even know what's he's feeling most of the time. He's emotionally unstable. Jason knows Justin still don't have places in his mind to even think about love or relationship yet. But that didn't matter because Jason will be there to every step of Justin's recovery. He cares about him. Maybe even love him?
Jason thought were interrupted by the car stopping. They reach the house as everyone made their way inside. Saying goodbye to Kenny, Jason walks in to see the boys was nowhere in the living room. Only Justin was sitting with his knee up on the couch staring ahead.
Jason frown making his way towards the young boy. "Are you okay beautiful?" he asked pulling Justin in to his arms which the brown eyes boys immediately snuggle in to his chest. Justin sigh in content. "I'm fine I guess." He whisper. "You're tired?" Jason asked rubbing his arms up and down.
Justin nod closing his eyes getting comfortable in Jason's arms. Jason lay them down on the couch gently. "Can you sing to me Jase?" Justin soft voice ask still with his eyes closed. Jason eyes widen at the request. He never sang before, not ever in his life. He never been the type to hum to a song. "Umm. What do you want me to sing baby boy?" he clears his throat looking down at the boy in his arms.
Justin release a breath. "Anything." He replied. Jason started to sing the one song that came in to his mind. He heard Justin sang this in the TV one time and he thought the song sounded beautiful especially Justin singing it.
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.
[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive and not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
[Chorus]
And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.
He sang to Justin making the boy fall asleep instantly at how soothing Jason's voice sounded. Jason smiled caressing Justin's cheek. He examine Justin's flawless looking face. How content Justin look. His smile drops as he couldn't help but think how someone can even think about hurting this innocent boy. How can someone even have a heart to break this boy to pieces?
Justin POV
I ate the chocolate Jason has brought me while my eyes focusing on the TV. It's been such a lazy day today. I mean every day is a lazy day for me but today is more relaxing I guess. Just me alone in the living room watching TV. Ryan and Chaz did call me and said they will come and visit me later as for now they have some family stuff which I understand.
I mean they been coming here every day to hang out even though I don't say much but I'm trying. And for Jason, he's at his grandparents house. I did almost beg him to stay with me but then again he's been spending time with me so much and I realize he have not seen his grandparents in so long, so I just cant be selfish.
Jason promised he'll be back tonight and I just told him to take his time but my mind was asking him to be here with me now. I frown at that thought. Am I being to clingy? I felt like I just need Jason with me all the time. He makes me feel safe. I'm scared at what I've been feeling. Is it normal for me to feel that way when I'm with Jason?
My mind remind me of what happen a few days ago. At the park. Oh gosh. What I said to Jason! Fall for him? Oh my god. Why did I even say that? "Honey?" my moms voice interrupt my thought as I look up at her. She stares at me worry.
"Why are your face like that baby boy?" Mom asked taking a seat beside me. I shook my head continue eating my chocolate. "Come on Justin. Don't you wanna talk to me anymore?" she pout at me. I couldn't help but crack a smile seeing how silly my mom can be sometimes.
She then smile brightly looking at me as she pull me in to her arms gently making me rest my head on her chest. She comb my hair lovingly. "I love you baby boy." She kissed my forehead. "I love you too maa." I whisper back. "So tell me what you've been thinking huh?." She asked softly.
"Just about Jason." I answer closing my eyes as I feel content with the way she held me. "What about Jason? Do you like him?" she asked chuckling. "He's my friend. Of course I like him mom." I told her making her chuckle even more. "What I meant is like like him. You know, more than friend?" she whisper in my ears.
I open my eyes and look up at her to see her grinning at me. "What are you saying mom?" I asked confuse. "I didn't say anything honey." She said acting all innocent now. I roll my eyes and sigh. "I don't know what I'm feeling anymore mom." I confess, I never keep secrets from my mom, not like she never found out if I have one anyways, so might as well be honest. My therapist did say not to keep my feeling to myself as I am still recovering.
And I trust my mom with my dear life. "Don't stress yourself too much Justin. That's the last thing you need." She rubs my back in comforting manner. "I know but I just cant help it. I just felt so confuse right now." I told her. "Baby, it's okay if your confuse right now. Take things slowly alright. You need to focus on your recovery first and through all that you will figure out whatever you need to figure out in the end." She spoke like a wise mother she is.
"But what if Jason leaves me mom?" I whine. At this moment I don't even know what I'm asking my mom but all I know I just need to let it out and the best person is my mom. Mom smiled at me caressing my cheek. She stare in to my eyes. "Trust me on this when I said he would never leave you baby. Trust me that he will be her to every step your taking. Trust me when I said he will wait for you." She kissed my cheek and continue cuddling me in her arms without any question were asked by any of us.
What does she meant by 'he will wait for you'?
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