When I Look Into Your Eyes (A...

By esmeevanveenen

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Nick and Charlie are both in university. Nick is in his last year and is about to graduate, while Charlie sti... More

1 - it's not just the shitty uni wifi
bonus chapter - a dark day
2 - things have been a little tough for me
3 - It felt like a big warm comforting hug
4 - Lina's pop-up flower shop
5 - i missed us so much
6 - you got me flowers?
7 - on the train
8 - no words said, just thoughts
9 - this is something I'm definitely too weak for
10 - you look tired
11 - I know love, I know
12 - a hard day
13 - a stormy and grey morning
14 - "this is all my fault"
15 - I thought you'd be here
16 - it's going to be okay
17 - I haven't played Uno in like forever
18 - you definitely cheated
19 - happy birthday, Char
20 - Charlie's birthday
21 - fuck you
22 - you don't look okay
23 - you're telling me what's going on
24 - do you remember this?
25 - have fun x
26 - you need to ignore him
28 - are you ready to have a fun weekend?
29 - seen by Charlie
30 - isn't that Sarah?

27 - I don't believe him, if that helps

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By esmeevanveenen

Friday

Tara [19:08]: Hey Charlie, I just wanted to check if you're alright 💕

Charlie [19:11]: hi 💛
Charlie [19:11]: yeah, I'm fine, don't worry 😁

Tara [19:11]: Are you sure?

Charlie [19:13]: yeah, I'm just a bit confused about everything, that's all

Tara knew that that wasn't the case. There was always more going on than what Charlie admitted to, especially in situations like this.

Tara [19:15]: Can I ask you something?
Tara [19:15]: Do you believe what Tao said last weekend? About Nick?
Read by Charlie

Tara [19:20]: Charlie?

There was no response. Charlie didn't know how to answer that question. It got way too close and then his mind shut down.

Tara [19:23]: Okay, I'm gonna call you

Tara gave him a minute to respond and then called Charlie, who, to her surprise, picked up almost immediately.

"Hi," she said, her voice warm and kind. It stayed quiet at the other end of the line. She could hear Charlie trying to regulate his breath. 

"I don't believe him, if that helps." 

There was a pause. "Charlie, Nick's so in love with you. He would never, ever use you as a way of filling time or something like that. He's just having a really hard time adjusting to all these new things. He would never meant to hurt you or make you feel like he didn't want to be with you anymore. I think that he just tried to reconnect."

Tara heard loud sobs coming from the other end of the line. "Oh sweetheart, I got you," she whispered.

The sobbing continued for a few minutes but slowly got less intense. 

"I have an idea," Tara started. "What if you come back to Kent over the weekend? We could hang out and make a fun weekend out of it!"

"That sounds nice," Charlie responded, his voice unsteady.

"Good, I'll pick you up from the station! Will you text me when you arrive?"

"Yeah. I'll text you tomorrow."

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