Author's POV
Finally she said it he was still looking at her with disbelief.... He wasn't out of that shock... She smiled at him...
Uyir: That was Me Dev.... That ring was my grandmother's remember her name is Mayavathi..... Aadhi gave that one to me and I lost it.... Truth to be told I didn't remember that incident till I saw this ring in your hand the day before yesterday....... I don't know how to explain how I felt after knowing that you loved me from that day and you left me those two months for me.... Trust me you were still alive only because of that ring....
I chuckled at the end... Her hands was still on his beared cheeks creasing it lovingly.... He looked down... She was worried that did he got upset......
He asked in low voice...
Jayadev: You mean...both Maya and my wife are the same person....
He looked up at her... She nodded her head..... He took a deep breath and stood up.... She panicked... She went and stood in front of him blocking his way....
Uyir: Dev.... Are you not happy....
She was about to touch his shoulder but he took a step back...
Jayadev:I don't know Uyir.....I can understand what does that mean... But I need some time to process it Uyir..... And you knew it before still you said something like that to provoke me......yesterday itself I was ready to say about Maya... But you stopped me saying that you don't want to know till that person come in between us.... But now what you did... You brought her between even though you know the truth which I didn't know..... That you are my Maya.... Leave me alone for sometime I need that space.. And I don't want to say something now which I will regret later....... I am not that much good like you to play with emotions......
He said that last line looking straight into her eyes and moved towards their room without looking back at her........ He was hurt that was visible in his eyes.... She didn't thought this will turn out something like this...... Indeed she could have asked him she choose that way ..... She need to explain but don't know how... What can she say......
She signed and moved towards there to find him... But he wasn't there.... She heard shower running sounds...uyir moved to next room with her clothes and took shower.......
Nothing goes on our plan always and we can't be right all the time... Uyir understood that now..... Before entering into any relationship we all would think that we will change the other person right according to ourselves.... But in reality that won't happen because it's not only the other person we too undergo changes that we don't understand......
Uyir was never this much demanding like she was with Jayadev now... It's new... She was changing her life is changing her daily routine itself changed.... She can't predict what other person think she can't decide how other person have to react....
She was never been in a relationship so she was new everything was new... Here she can be at fault she can also be wrong and make wrong decision.... That's fine...... She just have to accept that to... No one is perfect and right at all the time....And everything is not just about her.....she is sharing her life with him ..life includes everything.....she can't make decision for everything and expect the other person accept it with smile..... That's not healthy relationship at all...
She changed into simple top and paijama pants... And moved towards there room and saw him working on his laptop and few files were around him....
She took a deep breath.....
Uyir: Don't show anger on Food.... Come down for dinner... I will arrange the table...
He looked up from his laptop... She turned back and left the room..
She arranged the table and waited for him few minutes.... He came down....
She served him and herself... They had thier dinner in silence...
He washed his hands in the plate and moved towards the kitchen with the plate and washed the plate and came out.... She was watching his move..... Before he climb the stairs he stopped...
Jayadev: Food was nice... Thank you...
He said and moved.... Uyir smiled at that.... She got to know that from Saratha that no matter how much bad mood he was in... Jayadev always appreciate food even if other three said it's worse he will say thank you to her that will surely make her smile...
Just then her phone ringed.. It's Innisai... She picked up the call...and Innisai was worried that Gowri didn't came back home... Shiva and Aghat went to business partner party... Aadarsh also didn't came home from yesterday.. Aadhiran just now left to hospital for emergency case...
Both Tisya and Magil wasn't came from their office..in short Innisai was alone Aashitha just came home and hearing the missing of Gowri she didn't bulged adviced Innisai not to worry about her and take rest... But she couldn't ignore that... That's why she called Uyir....
After Uyir assured her that she will look after it and cut the call... . .. She dialed Magil.... He took it immediately..
Magil: Hello papa...
Uyir: Anna amma didn't came back to home yet...
Magil: what.... How do you know..
Uyir: Isai anni called me...
She can hear him signing..
Magil: Okay I will search her you don't worry..
Uyir: I will accompany you naah..
Magil: Papaa....
Uyir: I want to talk to her naah...
Magil: okay.. I will come there to pick up you...
Uyir: No naah.. I am coming there its on the way.... I do have an idea where she would be now...
Magil: Fine call me once you are nearby...
She looked up their room's closed door.. He was working she doesn't want to distrub him.... So she left without saying him.....
She picked up Magilan on the way and they are now heading to their old home where they lived with thier parents...
As they expected light was on and the door was opened and left partially open... Before entering Inside they left their footwear on the rack and washed their legs on the tap nearby....
Once they peaked in they saw the person for whom they came for thier mother.... Gowri was sitting on the floor leaning back on the wall.... Eyes closed....
Uyir was about to move towards her but Magil held her wrist stopping her... She looked at him.... He eyed towards other side.....
That's Shiva coming out of the kitchen with two cups surely it's coffee....
Both brother and sister duo looked at each other with confusion... Magil mumbled slowly....
Magil : Intha manusan Business meet ku poratha thane sonar.....
( This man said he was going to business meet)..
Even Uyir had the same question... They choose to stay silent and see what's happening....
Shiva gave her one cup and sat beside her closely... When he sat he winned due to back pain.... Gowri laughed at him ... He glared at her in return..
Gowri: Accept it ACP sir.... You are getting old soon new member is arriving to our family and guess how that person will address you.....
Thatha. ...
Shiva: Yeah yeah and you as Patti..
Gowri : I have no problem in that..... I am eager to hold my first grandchild...
Shiva: hmmm... I came running here thinking that my wife is hurt so it's my job to lift up her mood... Seems like you were on happy mode....
Gowri: who said I am hurt...
Shiva: It's obvious.... Everyone thinks like that.... You didn't spoke to anyone after that big commotion happened yesterday...
Gowri : Indeed I am upset but not hurt...
Shiva: Are you angry at them...
Gowri : I suppose to but I am not...... They are my kids.... Of course they will be like me only right..... I never let anyone come in between us including my own family... So I can't blame Magil for not asking me before supporting his wife...... In anyway I am not the one who is going to face the consequences of their dicision..... I am actually proud of him for understanding and supporting Tisya in this matter.....
About Aadarsh... Being professor myself I won't say it's wrong dicision of him deciding to take it up as his career..... It was him who is going to live.....
I am not upset about thier dicision.....but the idea of them hiding it.... I trust my kids all are grown up now and mature enough to take their life dicision.... It's just that the mother inside me couldn't accept the fact that they all grown up so fast and I didn't even realized it.....
Am I become that much distanced from them... They didn't even consider to say that to me... I am no way going to stood up against them....
Shiva: They are not distanced from you de...... They might have thought that would upset you.... They all loves you... You know that right....
Gowri: The problem is that... I know.... I can understand their reason but I couldn't accept it... It feels like I am too far from my kids.... I know now they have thier own life to live....
My problem is I can't even blame them neither me for feeling left out in thier life... Once there was 5 kids to me who always ran behind me to ask something they want and even ask me to choose what dress they want to wear...... Now all grown up and they doesn't need me.... Which is common but I can't take that sudden change...
Am I becoming insane person....... I just want all my kids for myself at the same time I want them to live their life on thier wish with full of happiness.....
She asked him with a pout.... Shiva laughed out loud gaining a hit on his shoulder from his wife....
Gowri : Stop laughing idiot... I am not doing some stand up comedy here....
Shiva: what else you want me to do huh... You say both question as well as answer....like as always....
In all these years of marriage I understood this.... Don't give any opinion to you because eventually you are only going to say what you thought dismissing my answer... So it's better....
She glared at him later she chuckled and leaned on his shoulder he encircled his hand around her... She looked up at him... He smiled and kissed her head...
Shiva: Are you happy de chellama...
Gowri: I am... After all I am at my safe place...
He looked around the room.... Before he see his kids they already hid behind the door....
Shiva: do you mean this home...
Gowri shook his head...
Gowri: You... You are my safe place ACP sir.....
He hummed and kissed her head.....
Magil and Uyir looked at each other and smiled before moving back to the car.... Magil sat on the driver seat... Instead of going towards Uyir's house he took her to the beach... Uyir was indulged in her thoughts to realize it.. But when she heard the waves sound and cold breeze she realized it and looked at Magil questioningly ...
Magil: It's been long time I talked with my papa.... After her marriage she was too busy....
She smiled at him and got down from the car and started walking towards the shore .... Magil came out of the car and locked it... His phone ringed.... He didn't attend the call just sent a small message and left his phone inside the car and followed his little sister...
Uyir sat on the sand gazing at the fast waves... Magil came and sat beside her and passed her one vennila ice cream cup while he tore chocobar pack....
They started eating... Uyir spoke first. .
Uyir: How is Tisya now..
Magil : She is better... Somewhere relaxed and peaceful because she doesn't have to be in the guilt of hiding it from family....
Uyir : Hmmm...
There was again silence...
Magil: Papaa...
Uyir : Huh....
Magil: You love him.. Don't say you don't know...
She chuckled....
Uyir : Why are you asking me this.......
Magil: Because I have to....
Uyir: why..
Magil: Papa... Life won't be the same after marriage....and all men aren't like the ones who grow up with.... Not only women even men to feel left out after marriage..... We too need some attention for us and wants to be feel included cared and loved....
We came from a family where everyone is in love and the men can do anything for their women... Because somewhere their actual life starts and end with their lady.... It's same for appa, chithappa even Thatha..... Because they experienced love from their women first.. Not from their family..... Thatha lived almost half of his childhood away from his parents.... About appa and Chithappa they suffered and didn't got the love of father while their mother left the world... So their souce of life was their wife..... That not the same in our case papa.... We grow up being loved and cherished... Our mind is set to that.......
But our parters are from different world then ours...may be Aadhiran is lucky in that case...
You know about Tisya... Actually it wasn't easy for me to get myself into her shoes to understand her world... It was tough..... Eventually I managed..... All I want to say is don't expect JayaDev to be like us....... give him time and instead of just being a listener to him have a conversation which involves both of you....
I am sure by this time you would have feel comfortable around him to speak up...
If you felt you are wrong sometimes... Accept it papa... We can't be right at all the time........ Just because it's our life story that doesn't mean everything is about us.....
Do you get something or I am just giving you some free advice......
He looked at her.... She finished that ice cream still scooping the cup in that wooden spoon aimlessly.....Uyir leaned on her brother's shoulder......
Uyir: I made him upset...
Magil: hmm.... I can see that from your face.... Don't worry much he will come around... Just explain yourself...
Uyir: I don't think he forgive me easily...
He chuckled...
Magil: May be we men aren't that much complex nor so simple as you think papa....
She looked up at him...
Uyir: why I didn't get someone like appa....
He chuckled...
Magil: Because that man is only reserved for his Gowri.......... You can't find someone like him.... So be happy with what you got...
She hits his shoulder...
Uyir: you being the best brother supposed to say " Leave him I will find prince Charming for you"... See you saying "be happy with what you got".
He giggled...
Magil : Yeah like madam will leave him if I say to leave....
Uyir: Tisya have bad influence on my anna...
Magil: That's good for me...
Both chuckled and spoke random stuffs until someone else interrupt them
Author's note...
Hello people....
The longest chapter in Uyir so far...
You may find it boring but this how I wanted to be I can't make JayaDev accept it with tears and that lead to intimacy.....
Initially I did thought like that but later I realized that not fitting right.....
Do let me know what do you think...
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