A week after the collaboration event:
It was time for me to depart to my homeland ,I wasn't happy ,I felt like there were cuts in my heart and it was bleeding unconditionally,
I still remember that day when I told them I am going to France and every one was stunned by my words as per our family guide lines no one has ever left the country for work and from no one I mean no woman,I was the first ,
At first my brother opposed the thought of me going to another country all alone but then in the end due to some CiRcUmStAnCeS ,
He was the one who helped me a lot
And I was able to come here ,
Maybe this feeling is because of my past trauma ,
Time may heal you but not the feelings ,
I was in my deep thoughts when a familiar voice interrupted ,
"INCREDIBLE ! Are you here for your private jet " Hunain ..
What is he Doing here ,
"yeah I just signed the deal "
"really.. Where are you from "
"Pakistan , I live there with a typical family and I won't tell anything more "
Why is he asking so many questions no one has ever done that ,
"Whatt ,brother meer what a pleasant surprise " akiko said ,
I forgot to mention she came to say her good bye "Akiko you are late " I said
"sorry angel ,but I was in the middle of the meeting but thanks to.. "
"AKIKO" hunain hurriedly said in a strange tone, and is it only me or DID SHE ACTUALLY changed the subject ,
AKIKO and Hunain talked for a while they said funny things and I controlled my laughter , after that I went toward the jet
"Inara wait " hunain said
"I appreciate the fact that you are comfortable around me but Mr meer Azam I would actually prefer for you to call me Ms Inara instead ,"
"ah I m sorry Miss inara but let me join you on your journey "
"it would be a pleasure ,but I m in no place to invite The Hunain meer azam
In my poor hostality and it may get problematic for me as my family won't like it ,"
"ohh Well"
"well then I may take my leave now "
Why is he so clingy ,I m already in a bad mood , how am I going to face it,
I did nothing wrong back then but
They held ME as a sinner,
...
I don't like to face difficult emotions
And the situation made by that,
Why ,why just why is it this way and awfully ,I still care , i
I have been traumatized ,
I have been been used my friendship was nothing ,
In the end it doesn't matter ,
They won't ever realize
What they did to me ..
~°~
I went to buy somethings ,
Ofcourse I have to give gifts now that I have a JOB in FRANCE,
My family thinks I m just employed there , I never told them what I did
Because of my busy schedule I never had the chance to even
talk to them ,
I think all of that happened for a good reason ,I will just
have to introduce myself all together and AGAIN,
~°~
I belong from a pashtoon/phatan family , in a village I hope nothings changed ,
I drove my car into the rough path and my inner emotions felt strange as my home was now a turn away ,
I pulled the breaks and stopped the car on the side of the road ,
ohhh ! No no no I forgot to text my mother that I am coming home ,
"I m done forr"
AND THE TIME it's oh its 9:00
Ahhh ,
"Ab kiya karoon /what should I do now"
"Well let's just say it's a surprise "
I went towards the streets and stopped at the white painted steel door ,I knocked the door but maybe it was slow then again I knocked the door ,
As I was about to knock it one last time I heard a Familiar voice
"sabr"
The familiar sound of keys and the lock
Made me remember many things ,
The door opened I bursted inside ,it was my younger brother Zahran,
"Inara apiiiii"/older sister inara
"Hahah apiiii kab se "/hahah older sister from when on
"amiiii ,amiiiii , amii dekhen kon aya haii /mama mamaa mother look how's here ,"
Pashto : "Sa oshval chahi wali wahi"/what happened why are you shouting "
I ran to hug her "surprise ".
After hugging her,I met my father and
We went to greet our grandparents
"Zahran take the keys go bring my stuff from the car"
"what am I suppose to do with this"
"Open the car "
"You bought BMW"
"GO look for yourself "
He went out ,
I entered my grand parents ROOM,
BACK then after that ruckus my father told me to apologies as they were my elders and I also agreed because to win a bigger battle you have to get a step back and think ,
To my surprise my grandfather also apologized in return ,
So I don't have any hatered towards them ,
~°~
AFTER greeting my grand parents who seemed more interested and excited in marring me of ,
I came out of their room ,busy talking with my mother ,
As a familiar voice entered my ears ,
"When did you came back ,"
"Oh assallamualai kum uncle how are you ,just now "
"Walaikum assalam You should have told me so ,if you were coming ,i would have brought my car to pick you up,"
"ah no uncle thank you so much but I didn't wanted to bother you,"
"ohh yeah , then Why did you come to village,I mean was it because you missed your parents or were you fired by your boss "
" AMI inara api k pass BMW haii/mom sister inara has BMW"Zahran rushed in and announced
"haha.."
"Inara where did you got that from "
"Mom don't worry I bought the car from my own money,
I am actually a CEO of a company so I have some money you know"
"Haye Is it the truth,"
"Yeah I m right now in collaboration with a strong company "
My uncle was about to leave ,
"uncle I bought you a gift I will send it to you tomorrow ,okay" I smiled and he left ,
I am not satisfied by this ,it doesn't even matter to me but I have to suffer in pain because these feelings,
My past feelings ,
We were near our side of the house,
When a familiar voice touched my ears , held my heart in it's haze, for a
Second I felt like my heart stopped ,
As it was Zaviar :
~✨~
~تجھ سے بچھڑتے ہوئے لگے ہے مجھے کچھ
عجیب سال
احساسِ دل میں شرک تو آنا ہی تھا نا میرے مخاطب !
تیری عادت تھی مجھے محبت کی تو پھچان بھی نہ تھی
ہے میں نے خد ہی ظلم کیا تو مجھے ذرا معاف تو کر~
🥀
~Tujh se bicharte howe lagy hai mujhe kuch ajeeb saal
Tere sheher ka pata bhi nahi hai ab yahan mujhe.~
~✨~
"Assalam Walaikum "
I turned around unintentionally,
it was sudden ,
His eyes widened ,when he scanned my face ,I don't know why but
It wasn't likeable to me ,
I hid my face in my scarf and he converted his gaze to my mother ,
And asked about her health ,
She answered and then he said
The least I wanted was to talk to him ,
Looking at his face ,I felt like maybe I missed him but the intensity of me missing him ,wasn't considered as love,
We would talk so much that now it was a habit for me to text him and tease him ,I was just missing that I guess ,I feel so sorry that I didn't missed the fine person in front of me
His voice dragged me out of my thoughts
"Tho Inara wahan sab kaisa hai /so Inara how's everything there "
"It's good"
Observing the atmosphere my mother
Asked him to have some tea ,
And to our surprise he accepted the invitation ,
He never did that before ,I don't know what it means ,
We entered our portion and he sat in the hall I was about to leave when his
Voice stopped me ,
"INARA where are you employed ,what
Do you do"
"um I m currently a CEO and a share holder to the same company ,"
"MashaAllah you are amazing hn, you must be very busy ,how did you managed a vacation "
"Thats because I got a good deal and am collaborating with the top company there ,"
"Which company is it , Meer's "
"Ah sorry I have some policies so I can't Disclose any information here"
My mother brought the tea and I stood up ,
"bhai ap chai pien mai aram kar leti hun /brother you should enjoy the tea I m going to rest now "
I felt him shut his eyes for a split second ,
IT WAS NEVER HIS FAULT BUT
I GUESS
HE WASN'T MY DESTINY ,
~°~
CONTINUED ...