YN'S POV
"I'm sorry for abandoning you, baby"
I tightened my arms around Dad and finally asked,
"Can you tell me why you left?"
He sighed heavily and while caressing my back he spoke,
"Promise me, you won't hate me or your mom after I tell you the truth"
I frowned and pulled away from him, I was confusingly looking at him but nodded eventually. He took my hand back in his and started,
"Your mom cheated on me"
My eyes widened, and I pulled my hand back almost not believing him. He looked back at me with a sorry look on his face, he nodded and at that moment I knew he was stating the truth. This time while fidgeting with his fingers he continued,
"She got pregnant and wanted to keep the baby"
"But I was against it, as it was not mine"
"Then things went downhill and we decided to divorce"
I felt sad for him, I never had an idea that Mom did that to Dad maybe I never asked. I intervened our hands back making him look back at me, I spoke,
"I'm sorry Dad"
"It's okay baby"
"I am over it now"
He replied while smiling, I hugged him again feeling sad for him but happy too as he is better now. He chuckled and said,
"You are still clingy, Baby"
"Not that I'm complaining"
He said immediately, I smiled knowing he was referring to our old good days, I snuggled more into his embrace and told him,
"Only with you, Dad"
I don't why but since I saw him I felt comfortable around him instantly, I knew I was so confused earlier but as I saw him all of my worries vanished away. I feel like I can be myself again around him, the little girl inside me who missed Dad all those years, felt so happy today maybe that's why I'm acting like this. On the other hand, after last night, I needed some distraction and this was the best way to run away from those voices before they could take control over me entirely and force me to take the wrong step again.
"Dad, where were you all this time?"
I asked. He seemed to get tense, without pulling away I looked up at him resting my chin on his muscular chest, he looked down at me and while caressing my hair he replied,
"After getting a divorce I went to rehab for almost a year"
"Then I decided to meet you for once but your mom told me that you are happy without me"
I frowned wondering why Mom lied to him. He smiled while cupping my face in his left palm and told me,
"Then I married Fiona"
I raised my brow surprisingly but the way his eyes sparkled as he talked about her said that he really loves her, I'm glad he found his perfect one at least.
"The boy who was with me earlier is my step son"
He continued, I pulled away from him feeling too surprised. He took my hand and spoke,
"Let me introduce you to him"
My eyes widened in worry, I shook my head in denial worrying if he was similar to Saya, no no no, I can tolerate another person like that. Dad read through my mind and assured me,
"He's super nice, you don't need to worry about anything"
"What if he doesn't like me?"
I asked because I highly doubt that as Dad spent more time with him than with me and what if he got possessive over Dad and started hating me, so many questions roamed in my head but Dad tugged on my hand standing up, and passed me an encouraging smile. I sighed heavily and tried to give it a shot not that I had any choice, I know Dad can be stubborn sometimes, so I stood up and closely followed him to Taehyung's office.
Dad snaked his around my waist and knocked on the door, he pecked my head before entering the office with me. I gulped nervously as I stepped inside feeling everyone's eyes on me, Dad held my hand in his and started drawing circles at the back of it, I don't know why but that thing quickly calmed me down. Dad looked over at his son and told him,
"Son this is Yn"
I looked up at him and saw him smiling friendly towards me, he stood up from the couch and walked towards me. I bowed to him as a greeting to which he replied with a bow and Dad continued,
"Baby this is Yeonjun"
He extended his arm for a handshake, and a part of me felt relieved I saw him smiling in a good way at me, I put my hand in his he kissed the back of my hand and spoke,
"Dad talks a lot about you"
I raised my brows looking at Dad while he avoided my gaze making me chuckle at his shy self. I pulled my hand back as he loses his grip and spoke,
"Nice to meet you..."
"You can call me Yeonnie"
"Yeonnie"
I said while smiling, he chuckled and childishly ruffled my hair. My eyes traveled to Taehyung, he was fuming in anger, the reason I don't know and I don't feel like knowing. I mentally reminded myself to sign the divorce papers and set him free, I don't like him staying away from his girlfriend with me, he's better with her.
Hobi Oppa cleared his throat catching the attention of everyone, he smiled at Dad and remained him,
"Uncle, we have another meeting in almost an hour"
I look at Dad, hoping he might stay as I want to spend more time with him, he looks at me sadly and while cupping my face he spoke,
"I'm so sorry baby, it's important"
I nodded being mature for once since he came, I know he is a big and famous businessman now and he has greater responsibilities to handle. A small part of me wants to stop him and spend the rest of the day with him but a larger part of me resists that, I don't want to bother him, he has his own life now and I don't want to interrupt that. Dad patted my cheek almost like he saw those wheels turning in the back of my head, he looked into my eyes, and with an excited smile he suggested,
"We can go for a day out tomorrow with my grandchildren"
I smiled liking his plan and immediately nodded, he chuckled and pecked my forehead lovingly which almost made me cry out of happiness. He gave a short smile to Taehyung and left with Yeonjun and Hobi Oppa, both of them bid their goodbyes before leaving me alone with Taehyung.
As everyone left my mood drifted back to sour within a second, I sighed heavily realizing I was alone with Taehyung. Not wanting to be with him for even a moment I decided to go back to my office but before I could take a step forward, Taehyung wrapped his arms around my waist from behind back hugging me. His chest was pressed against my back while his face was resting in the crook of my neck, I wriggled in his grip but he tightened his grip enough not to hurt me and asked,
"Why are you ignoring me, Strawberry?"
I stopped struggling to get out of his embrace as there was no way he would set me free without getting an answer. I hate those butterflies I feel whenever he calls me by that pet name, I don't want to feel that way around him but I seem not to control myself and I hate myself for it. He pecked the spot below my earlobe and asked again,
"Why, Strawberry?"
I sucked in the breath to calm myself down and replied calmly,
"I'm not"
"Don't lie to me, Strawberry"
I closed my eyes while exhaling heavily as he pressed my curves lightly in the right way. A shiver ran down my spine, the hair on my neck stood up and I felt goosebumps all over my asking as he sucked on my neck oh so lightly. I rested my head back on his shoulder feeling weak already while he continued to plant small pecks all over my jaw and neck and whispered against my skin,
"Tell me"
"Tae we are in the office"
I reminded him of that. Despite how much my body was enjoying his touches, my brain was not giving up yet, I still clearly remember the last night and I don't want to feel the same any time soon. I really enjoyed our time together, the way he praised me, the way he kissed me, the way he touched me, the way he pleasured me, the way he almost worshiped me but I hate the way I felt afterward, that feeling of regret, guilt, and shame, I didn't want to feel like that again so I pulled myself away from him.
I turned around but he yanked me towards him instantly, snaking his arm around my waist and attacking my lips, I closed my eyes and stayed still, a part of me enjoyed the feeling of his lips on mine but another part made me push him away slightly to detach our lips, I put my hands on his chest maintaining some distance and while avoiding any eye contact I again reminded him,
"We both need to work"
He ignored my warning and started kissing my neck again, I rolled my eyes and arched my back as he quickly found my sweet spot, I felt him smirking against my skin, and before I could resist it he nibbled that particular spot making me almost moan out of pleasure. With a last peck, he left that spot and his wet kisses started trailing toward my jaw, I arched my neck giving him more access, and at that instant, I knew I lost control of my body already.
I bite my earlobe oh so lightly making me wince in pain and pleasure both and whisper in my ear,
"Tell me to stop Strawberry"
I opened my mouth and nothing came out, I was not able to speak up as my mind was fogged up with the feeling of his hand on my body. I almost whined as he pulled away immediately leaving me all cold, I frowned and looked up at him, smirked, and walked towards the door making me more confused. My confusion vanished as he locked the door and turned on the blinds, he walked towards me and mocked me,
"Yn we are in the office"
I rolled my eyes in annoyance at his comment, he chuckled and stood in front of me. He cupped the back of my thighs and pulled me in his embrace within a second making me gasp and wrap my arms around his neck for support. He buried his face in the valley of my breasts and took me to his table, my eyes widened as I realized what he was going to do.
He swiped away the files within one go kept on his table and made me sit on his table facing him while he stood between my legs, I mentally scolded myself for wearing a skirt today. His hands trailed up from my knee to my thighs under the fabric of my clothing, I amusingly looked up at him only to find him already staring at me with a smirk tugged on his lips.
I shivered really bad as his fingers traced my inner thighs, he leaned forward making me lean back, and I rested both of my hands behind my back on either side, leaning a little more away from him in order to maintain some useless distance between us. He stopped leaning forward but brushed his fingers past my clothed sex making me gasp silently he watched me bucking my hips in search of some friction, he enjoyed watching me silently begging him for more.
He hovered above my face and asked oh so innocently,
"What does my Strawberry want me to do to her?"
I clenched my thighs together as he again brushed his fingers at the same spot leaving me all breathless, he knew how much I hated to beg, to feel powerless, to feel submissive yet he forced me to do all of these things.
With hooded eyes, I looked into his mischievous ones and whispered,
"Fuck me"
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