(𝙿𝚕𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚒𝚡 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚍)
It's morning and Hanni barely had her sleep, she tried reaching for the embrace of her love beside her but she's greeted by an empty side. Her eyes shot wide open as she remember everything that happens at the day prior.
From the discovering, confrontation, shutting her off, and pushing her away. Her heart aches again, and her tears fell the first night of sleeping without Kim Minji's embrace is a total shitty night.
She keep sobbing at her bed last night, curling up like a fetus until she shut her eyes unable to open it anymore because of so much tears she had shed, but before she even sleep with terrible heart ache, she felt a soft touch on her forehead and soft skin touching her cheeks wiping her tears away. Her eyes are so swollen to open it that she didn't even dare somehow she was thankful to that touches that she remember how Minji soothes her whenever she's frustrated, and it sends her at her deep slumber.
She sigh and stood up, look around the four corners of the room and wherever she looks she can see Minji's irises that slowly drifting away and it makes her cry again
"This shit hurts like hell... " she mumble
She stepped her feet down on the cold surface of her own room but she instantly sit back when she feel it wobble. Then another image of Minji softly carrying her like a bride freshly came from the wedding appear in her sight but then again it slowly drifts away. She cried so much again, she cover her face with her soft palms and sobbed so hard
"I can live without you... I can... I can.... I-i can't" she mumbled accepting the fact that Minji will always be a part of her.
Her pride is still there and no she will not go and see Minji, or look for her. If Minji truly are in love with her she'll show herself to her and prove that she really into her.
She did her best to stand up and go down in the kitchen to keep her life going without Minji, as she got in at the kitchen another image of Minji cooking for her and scared to touch the salt or even the knife appear but she still tried and as the other it dissipates slowly. She fall on her knees and tried catching her heart pieces
"I miss you..." She softly mumble as the tear drops hits the cold floor.
She curled as she laid down st the floor and hug herself and cry herself until and totally had forgotten to eat.
The days had passed and the more it passed the more it hurts, as she failed to see any sign of Minji's heartbeat on the zone. The days that turn into weeks of missing Kim Minji, Hanni became a bigger mess she tried contacting Minji but her cellphone was out of coverage or unavailable.
Even her fingertips can't be seen, Hanni is restless for weeks now and she's ready to step on her pride
"I can't keep going without you my love" she mumble to the thin air and gather the strength the courage to finally look for Minji again. The pride she have had diminished she's willing to step on it if it means she's with the love of her life.
She dress up, just lazily put the clothes and go in Haerin's house the last person she knew she can ask where Minji is
As she arrive she knock at the door, it took five knocks before it opens. As it opened she saw Haerin with her cold eyes and looking at her with confuse
"Why are you here?" Haerin asked her
"Do you know where Minji is?" She asked desperately. Desperate to feel something again, to have her again and be with her again.
"If I know I'm not telling you" Haerin said again this time it's hard as a stone
"Please Hae... I wanna see Minji... I miss her... I miss every single detail about her, every moles of her body, every curves and dimples, everything so please... I wanna see her... Tell me please" she plead, sane slowly slipping out of her fingertips and she's getting so much of a child as she look for Minji's embrace and care
"No, I don't think I will" Haerin said and slam the door on her face.
She rested her forehead at the door as she let her tears to fall "please... Haerin... Please... Have mercy" she said between her sobs
"When My sister is asking for you to listen to her do you even give her the chance?" She hear Haerin said at the other side of the door "no right? So I'll say no too" Haerin added "that's what you get for shutting her off without hearing a thing" Haerin said again
She softly slide her back at the door, how can be all of this backlashed at her?. She's the one who got hurt but now she's the one who's pleading to see Minji again. Just to feel if her heart beat still beat as the same as it was
Having no choice she knows it's dangerous, she go in Minji's dad mansion, she yell outside the old designed mansion more like a palace, she can hear hard and ragged breathing at the dark sides of the place but she ignore she have to see Minji.
"MR.KIM! MINJI!" she yelled and call Kim Namjoon and Minji too but no response, the breathing change into a raspy growl so fear rushed in her veins, and her spine.
Just when she's about to shout again hand covers her mouth and got her pulled out of the front gate. The movement was so fast for her to notice the surroundings and now she knows she's in a dark room but when the lights on in a very dim lightning she got pushed at the bed
"What are you doing here!?" The familiar voice...
She look up and see Minji's red eyes she was in a full vampire state, but no it doesn't terrify her even a little. She stood up and hug Minji so tight she feel her stiffen at her position but she stayed still, she hug her so tight unable to let go no she's not letting her go anymore.
"M-min.. I missed you... I missed you so much" she mumble between the sobs, chasing her breath as her chest tighten
"You have to leave... Never comeback here again" Minji said and tried pushing her away but she refuse
"Minji please... Baby please" she please but Minji softly pushed her figure away and sat her down at the bed
"Han... Don't plead on me just because you wanted to feel something again... I want you to never look for me again, if one day I can I will look for you but for now Han forget that we existed... You have to leave... Leave this place, this country for good" Minji said to her and caressing her cheeks "you're the only one Han... I will look for you but don't look for me anymore... We will not see each other again after this... You had made the great decision Han.im not worth it for your love... Somehow if you remember a thing about you and Honey Lee I want you to threw it away... I can't be there anymore" Minji said
Hanni was so confuse what does it mean?, what does it mean? She keeps repeating the same question in her brain but her heart is too broken too even focus on it.
How can she forget Minji if she's the only one she dream to be with until the sun falls down. "I-i cant Minji... I can ignore the fact that you use me just comeback to me... Please.. I can't live without you" she mumble and kissed Minji's lips but the girl just sigh
"I never use you Han... There just some things you never know" Minji said and cupped her face
"Then let me know!" She said in desperation
"It's for you to discover... For now I have to send you out of here... It's dangerous" Minji said and held her wrist softly.
She took her hand and hear Minji gasp as it looks on her empty palms, if this is going to happen then she wants to feel her fingers linking on hers. She held Minji's hand, she linked their fingers together and Minji hugged her tightly "close your eyes" Minji said that she follows
As she hear the fast wind hitting her ears and her whole face, she just let her ear hear Minji's heartbeat even hers are completely empty. As she feel the movement stops her eyes are still shut and she's still in the haze of Minji's comforting hug
She felt something soft touched her lips and it moves softly, kissing her as if it's the last time as she's about to reciprocate Minji pulled away and sigh
"A kiss... A goodbye kiss Hanni... I love you so much please leave this place and never comeback to find me" she hear her say and suddenly she can hear her anymore
She opened her eyes and scan the place but she can't see her anymore, even her hair strands.
"MINJI!! BABY PLEASE!" she plead but she knows it's useless
She fall on her knees and catches her face with her palms
"How can I forget a love like yours? It wasn't easy as it seems Minji... I love you so much"-pham Hanni
A/n: end is near hehe but ugh got new plot for another BBANGSAZ again😭 I'm insaneeeeeeeeee
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