jeonghan's pov - NSFW WARNING
i started to make out with him , pinning him down while the random movie i selected played in the background . there wasn't a big attention span towards it , as both of us were busy with making out . i unlatched my lips from his and went to his neck , knowing the skin was sensitive there .
"hey , you know what to change into ." i shrugged and he nodded , disappearing into the bathroom and coming out in the maid costume i made him wear . "good shuji . come here and suck ."
he came over and took off my pants , licking the tip of my dick while looking up at me . he was teasing me , but i didn't complain , since both of us hadn't had sex for a while , we both wanted to make this last . i let him do whatever he wanted - as i had had many of his blowjobs and they were all really good . i was groaning softly as he continued to lick , and finally he started taking my length in . i was now moaning , but it was quite soft as we learnt from previous experience that one or two of the members are always walking outside our apartment door - which we definitely found odd . he started sucking faster , as precum started leaking out of my dick . after a while , i came into his mouth , and he swallowed it , and then i pulled him onto my lap .
"prep ?" he shook his head . "condom ?" he shook his head again .
damn . this deer really wanted a rough night . i removed his dress slowly , turning him around and sucking on his nipples . he started removing my hoodie after i finished sucking on his nipples , and i started leaving multiple dark hickeys on joshua's neck and body . afterwards , i removed his boxers and pushed him slowly onto my dick , as he moaned deeply in pleasure and pain . i patted his head as i pushed him down all the way , and he let out a deep moan again . i looked at him with an 'are you okay' look and he nodded , which i took as the signal to continue . i turned him around and placed him on the bed carefully , still inside him . i started to slowly thrust as he moaned , so i kissed him , which muted his moans , enough for me to hear . i started to pump his dick while i thrusted in him , feeling his mouth fall open .
i whispered some sweet words into his ears as i picked up my pace , breaking the kiss as his moans flew wild around the room . he had his hands tangled in my hair , as i thrusted into him faster . he muttered soft curses every time i hit his prostate , and he just let me do whatever i wanted . i started dicking him down like there was no tomorrow , and he simply moaned out in pleasure . his dick was leaking with precum , and after i came , his dick squirted cum all over our stomachs .
when we had reached an hour , i had already came into him about twice . i continued to thrust into his hole , as he was moaning my name louder than ever when i hit his prostate . though , after a while of his moans subsiding when i pulled out after about cumming into him about 10 times , him cumming onto both of us about 10 times as well , my phone blew up with notifications from seungcheol .
"hannie ..." joshua said as i looked at my phone with wide eyes .
"shit shit shit shit !" i screamed , rummaging through joshua's closet and finding one of my hoodies , wiping my stomach with a few tissues , wearing my hoodie , a pair of boxers and a pair of shorts , kissing joshua on the head . "i'll be back , just sleep okay ?"
i ran out of the apartment to seungcheol's , and knocked on the door as he ran back to answer the door . he dragged me in and i sat on the couch , while he took a cup of warm water for me - since he knew for some reason this would be a long talk .
"what the fuck was those rumours about ? seungcheol tell me . tell me you can fix this ." i buried my head into my hands .
"look . we've - okay i've - known you since kindergarten . you'll be okay . i can speak up for you . i can say that it never happened - because we both know that it never happened ." seungcheol suggested .
"but it'll be WAY too much work . and i'm now scared about joshua ." i sighed and took a sip of the water .
"it'll be manageable ." seungcheol nodded as he got a call from the ceo . because the ceo had wanted seungcheol to put it on speaker - knowing i was there - was a little intimidating .
ceo : yoon jeonghan what the FUCK was those rumours ?
jeonghan : well it's not even true .
ceo : do you think the antis will even give a fuck ?
seungcheol : i assure you that the rumours is a lie .
ceo : seungcheol you stay out of this .
seungcheol : no . he's my brother and he's the person i knew the longest .
ceo : fine . i'll go and get one of the staffs to write a statement . jeonghan , i expect one from you .
jeoghan : alright alright .
i rolled my eyes when the call ended , grabbing my phone from my back pocket and starting to type out a note in korean . i would get joshua to help me translate it , so i didn't have to painfully sit through typing - then writing - broken english , since half the time i didn't understand a word vernon said , and international carats always helped me translate properly in the comments . joshua did understand korean , thankfully , so i didn't have to go up a floor to disturb the living hell out of vernon - who definitely hated it when i had to get him to translate things for me .
"goddamn." i muttered , continuing to type the letter , and passing it to seungcheol for him to inspect after i was done .
"hm . it looks okay . where's josh ? i thought he'd come with you - wait nevermind don't ." he froze mid sentence , finally noticing my dishevelled hair . "come on ... IT'S ONLY FIVE IN THE AFTERNOON !"
"shut up you've had sex with woozi and chan at 7 am before . either or . don't think we don't know ." i replied as he hid his head in shame .
"go . go . you don't have anymore reason to be in this apartment ." seungcheol muttered and i grabbed my phone from his hands and left his apartment , going back to joshua's .
"this is going to be a hell of a week ." i rolled my eyes again and unlocked the door with my key , locking it when i got inside and going back to joshua .
he was still lying on the bed naked , sleeping . i walked to the bathroom and turned on the tap , which flowed water into the bathtub , and when it filled up to a perfect amount and at the perfect temperature , i walked back to the bed and placed joshua in the bathtub , taking off my own clothes and placing joshua on my lap . i could see him uncomfortably shifting around , so i let go and let him shift into the position he liked .
"it's just me ." i confirmed when he drowsily opened his eyes .
he nodded and placed his head at my shoulder , as i slowly reached for the shampoo and started to massage his head while he was still half asleep . he had woken up a little when i carried him to the bathtub , but i just let him be in his drowsy state.
the next day
"morning shuji ." i smiled at him when he woke up . i was on my laptop (as i was probably in his apartment more than mine , i left most of my things there .) writing the letter - or copying the letter - onto a piece of paper . "i know you're tired , but i need you to translate something ."
"it's fine , doesn't matter ." he snuggled into my hoodie grabbing his own laptop from beside his bed and asking me to text him the full letter , as he copied it into his notes and continued lounging on the bed while translating the letter for me . "what's it for ?"
"someone went to publish a rumour of me breaking up with my ex - girlfriend and bullying her because of her weight . i have you know , she was the one that broke up with me , on mutual terms ." i replied .
shuji 💗
shuji 💗 : dear carats , this is jeonghan .
i have seen the rumours and i would like to announce that this is in fact not true as i have never caused this kind of a relationship scandal , or bullying scandal at my old school . i apologise for those whom have been affected deeply by my scandal , but i didn't do this . my ex - girlfriend and i broke up on mutual terms , and stayed as friends after we had ended our relationship .
i would like to request you guys to please don't hate joshua , since he had nothing to do with this . i was the one that started this relationship , and if anything , it was me who started the relationship , nonetheless , knowing that both of us would be in trouble if we didn't say anything about it .
i'm sincerely sorry for my actions once again and i apologise to those who have been deeply affected by my rumour that spread .
(a/n: i am not an idol and i do not know how to write these)
"sent ." joshua smiled and he closed his laptop . i walked over to him , pecking him on the forehead as he snuggled into my hoodie again and into the blanket as well .
i finished writing both versions of my letter and posting it to my instagram , adding no caption to the post . i heaved a sigh of relief and joined joshua on the bed again , as i dragged him closer , but heard him excuse himself and run towards the bathroom .
"shuji? shuji are you okay?" i asked , hearing him throw up.
"i hope ." he muttered , throwing up again .
"i don't think you're okay , shuji . i'll get cheol to go and get a test from the drug store ..." i pulled out my phone and quickly texted seungcheol .
cheol
han : get 2 boxes of pregnancy tests from the drug store downstairs
cheol : you're in luck because i needed to get shit from there , any random brand ?
han : any . and hurry the fuck up , this is an emergency .
i sighed , knowing that he'd probably not hurry the fuck up . joshua had stopped throwing up in the toilet bowl , but i was still worried . worried that joshua could be sick - or worse , pregnant , and also because cheol was taking an awfully long time . thank god he finally came with the tests , so i ran in , allowing him to stroll in if he pleased . he was the least of my fucking concerns . at this rate , joshua was my number 1 priority .
"you probably know how to use these ." i passed the boxes to joshua and he took them , coming out about 30 minutes later with tears on his cheeks . "hey , hey , what's wrong ?"
he shakily passed me the pregnancy tests . 2 bold red lines . on all the three tests he used . he looked at me with fear written all over his face , unsure of my response . yes , i was confused . but i was happy . i would become a father .
"i'm sorry , hannie ..." joshua hung his head low , but i pulled him into a hug , disregarding the tests on the bed . "i know ... it's almost your birthday ... and now you have an extra responsibility to take care of ..."
"who said i'm upset , darling ? shua , you're everything i ever wanted . and now you just gave me the best birthday present ever ." i kissed his forehead and he broke the hug , wobbling over to his bag and grabbing a small grey box out of it , handing it to me .
"i ... thought of you when i went shopping with soons , so i bought this for you , as a birthday gift from the mall . i know , you like cute things ... so i bought a keyring , cinnamonroll themed ." he handed the box to me . "open it !"
i opened it and saw the keyring , white colour with mutual colours on it . i smiled and hugged him once again , bringing him for a quick kiss on the lips , going straight to my bag and placing it on one of the zippers .
"i love it , shuji ." i could see him smile . "you've given me everything i wanted . i love you more though ."
he grabbed his phone after we kissed again , opening the chat with his mother . he looked at the chat , then at me , typing something about the pregnancy - which i didn't really understand what it was - but deleting it , looking at me with some hesitance in retyping the message .
"go for it ." i nodded and he retyped the sentence , sending it . his mother replied with a call , which showed both of us - since it was a video call .
joshua's mom : honey , jeonghan ...
joshua : mom .
joshua's mom : you do understand that your father wouldn't be happy that you're expecting , right ?
joshua : mom . i don't care about dad at this rate . yeah , baby joshua wanted to go and please him . but whatever , honestly .
joshua's mom : well ... i'm happy for you . jeonghan ... take care of him . we're not able to come back until about in a month , so please , take care of him .
jeonghan : i will .
joshua's mom : okay . i have to go . joshua ... when we come home , you're going to head to our place , okay ?
joshua : so i moved to seoul ... i'll go over though .
joshua's mom : we'll come back next month . bye , i have to go now . take care .
and the call ended just like that . joshua snuggled into my arms , as i just let him rest there . he pouted a little , and i knew he was probably worried about what his father would say . from how he'd never bring up his father during our conversations , only bringing up his mother , i sorta knew why he wasn't looking forward to go back to busan .
"you know it right ? only you , cheol and dino were at my graduation for me ." joshua asked out of the blue .
"and i'm happy to be one of the only three for you ." i pecked his lips and we lay on the bed . until i got a call from seungcheol . i picked it up and remembered something . i needed to go to a recording . i ended the call and threw joshua one of my hoodies . "i have a recording session . let's go ?"
he quickly put on the hoodie , covered his hickeys with concealer and walked with me out of the house with a small hobble , but it wasn't very noticeable as i found out he was great at hiding pain - he usually hid his foot injuries from me - so it wasn't noticeable that he was walking with a small hobble . we got into my personal car and drove off to the company , and we planned that the first people we would tell was seungcheol and jihoon , since we were the closest to them . both of us wore a face mask and a cap , going up to the recording floor jihoon's studio .
"hey , sorry we're late ." i bowed and jihoon shook his head as an 'it's okay' and directed me to go to the recording booth . i removed my mask and cap before handing them to joshua as he did the same , holding his and mine .
"whenever you're ready , hyung !" jihoon said and i could see joshua tap his shoulder and tell him something , as well as to seungcheol , before i put a thumbs up as a sign for jihoon to start the music .
we were recording the new theme song for our series going seventeen - or gose - and woozi was working as hard as ever on the production . i could tell that the next episode was going to be a little more than chaotic , since we had planned the next episode a few days prior to recording the new theme song .
"okay , since we're done , what did you guys wanna tell us ? there's no one else here . everyone else went home - or are downstairs eating already ." seungcheol asked .
"well ... i remember how jeonghan asked you to buy 2 boxes of pregnancy tests earlier this morning ? i took one and ... i found out i'm pregnant . i threw up this morning and all so ... we suspected it ." joshua confessed .
"really ? wah ... hyung ! i'm so happy for you !" jihoon engulfed joshua into a hug while seungcheol stood there with a small smile on his face , but walked over to me .
"congrats , yoon jeonghan ." seungcheol smiled .
"thanks , choi seungcheol ." i smiled back .
"keep him happy ... if not for me , jihoon and minghao ." seungcheol said and i nodded .
"okay , so ... how about we go get some food downstairs to celebrate ?" jihoon offered .
"we should tell everyone else , right ?" i asked and joshua nodded .
"we'll get the food after we announce it to the members ." joshua smiled and he sat on the couch in the producing room , texting in the group chat we added him in . what was there to gatekeep from him , honestly . he became one of us , so that's the main reason why .
back at home , joshua's apartment , no one's pov
"so , what was the announcement ?" seungkwan asked .
"we're expecting a kid . so no , no alcohol for joshua , and ... don't tire him out . no minghao no weird ass teas . and if you're wondering how long we've hid this , probably a few hours . we found out this morning ." jeonghan promptly responded .
"what ? oh my god who was the first to know out of all of us ?" vernon asked .
"jihoon and seungcheol . we told them after jeonghan finished recording ." joshua replied .
"and you wouldn't tell me ? i'll go search the cabinets for non-caffeinated tea . i think you'll like one particular one ." minghao said and quickly got tossed the keys to his apartment from jun , and brought joshua up . "non-caffeinated ... here !"
"minghao ... i'm not sure if it's good ." joshua scratched his nape .
"oh , it definitely is . i drink it at night , sometimes . you can try one now , i'll brew a pot ." minghao said and started to get a pot of tea ready for both of them .
joshua didn't know where the younger's love of tea came from - one of the reasons probably being because the younger was from china . joshua didn't like some of the weird things that minghao made , though . sometimes ... there was weird ones . especially how his weird tea concoctions tasted when they were sick . joshua drank some of the tea that minghao served to him after it was done brewing , and he'd be lying if he said it sucked . it was actually pretty decent .
"not that bad , eh ? i see the look in your eyes ." minghao smiled . "i should have some boxes . i'll get some and pass some to you ."
"haohao , you don't have to . i'll be okay . i'll just pop by if i really need one . you do know , i just live a floor down ." joshua smiled . both of them ended up talking about life over a cup of tea , and their boyfriends .
they finished the pot of tea and headed back to joshua's apartment , where jeonghan , jun and jihoon were sitting around and talking . jeonghan noticed the two step in and immediately rushed up to joshua , while the other three sat there , watching them with a smile .
"hyung , i should go back now . i'm sleepy ." jun mumbled and waved .
"come up to my apartment if anything , shua hyung !" minghao smiled .
"i'd better go as well . text me and i'll get your cravings if jeonghan hyung can't get them ." jihoon smiled and left the two expecting parents alone .
"i love you , my shuji ." jeonghan smiled when his bandmates left , jeonghan wrapping his arms around joshua's thin waist , as joshua wrapped his arms around jeonghan's neck .
"i love you too , my hannie ." joshua smiled back , as both of them leaned in for a kiss .
"pack your bags . we're going to your dream destination . paris , with the guys ." jeonghan blurted out when they broke the kiss .
what... else could joshua want ? so he definitely listened , he did want to go to paris .