The wounds were finally healed,
Though the scars were engraved;
The heart that is chasing, finally realized its worth then congealed;
We might be the twin flame, but our fire dies because of society's lave.
I finally decided to be selfish and egocentric;
Not in a bad way, but to prioritize myself first, I need to love it first;
You may be my dreadful wish, but I decided to free myself to be myself's Alaric;
I learned from my mistakes, thank you for the lessons that burst.
...
Challenges:
- Realization that whatever happens, the mistake from the past will never be changed.
- Realization that society don't have a care on you, so you won't give them a f*ck anymore.
- Realizing that there are people that are there in the happiest times of your life, but leave when the world fucked-up.
- Pressured to though that I need to be successful in the future for my own sake.
- Forcing myself to learn from the most painful mistakes that always hunt me every night.