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"Third week of March, 2019"

"YN POV"

Twitter -

username11 :-

DID Y'ALL SEE THE NEW SOLOIST' CONCEPT PHOTOS??

username22 replied  :-

OMG YES! She looks so cool and mysterious! I wonder how she looks and how her singles gonna sound like. I am really curious about it!

username11 replied  :-

I KNOW RIGHT? I am curious about the theme too! It looks so cool. I am sure this will be a hit!

________________________________________________

/I scrolled through the comments reading each one of them. I could rarely find a hate comment under My First Look Photos./

/Yes, finally. They were released. This is just like an introduction though. So, I didn't reveal my face yet. I am gonna do it soon. I once again looked at my photos. They came out perfectly. They go perfectly with the theme. I love them!/

/I sent those photos to my Mom and tried to see if she could still recognise her daughter. After looking at the photos for awhile she recognised! Then she started complaining that I became so thin and asked if I am not eating properly. Even though I wasn't that thin. I am in a proper healthy weight. But Ofcourse, Mom's Love hits different. I told her I am perfectly fine and eating all tasty and healthy food. But she still told me to eat a little more. I just said Okay and diverted the topic. We talked a little more and I had to hung up the call because of work./

________________________________________________

YN : (I wonder if they recognised me?)
/I casually opened my phone only to see a text from Mine, Kate and Hazel's group./

• ℳℯ🐥 & ᴍʏ ᵗʷᵒ ᵏⁱᵈˢ🐰🐻 •

Eomma💕(kate) :-

Eomma💕 :-
B

itch this is you right??

Me :-
I guess..? 😁

Babes💕(hazel) :-
OMG don't tell me-

Eomma💕 & Babes💕 :-
YOU ARE DEBUTING UNDER BIGHIT???

Me :-
YESS~

Eomma💕 :-
OMG OMG!

Babes💕 :-
I can't believe this!

Eomma💕 & Babes💕 :-
AHHHHHHHH (Screaming)

Me :-
😂😂

Me :-
Calm down guys~

Eomma💕 :-
H

ow tf? How tf you want
us to "calm down"?

Babes💕 :-
Exactly! We are going crazy here!!

Eomma💕 :-
WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US BEFORE??

Me :-
Uh.. suprise? 😋

Eomma💕 :-
Aish this bitch

Babes💕 :-
So proud of you! 🥺

Babes💕 :-

I can't believe you are gonna debut under the same company
as our boys (BTS) 🥺

Eomma💕 :-
Me neither 😭

Me :-
I can't believe it myself 😭

Me :-
It still feels like a dream 🥺🥺

Babes💕 :-
It's not a dream anymore babe!
It's actually happening 🥳

Eomma💕 :-
My daughter is debuting y'all 🤧

Me :-
I love you guys 😭

Babes💕 :-
Love you more sweetheart~

Eomma💕 :-
Love you most!❤️

Me :-
I'll make you guys proud,
I promise. 🥺💜

Eomma💕 :-
We are already proud of you 🫂

Babes💕 :-

Yes and we know you'll make us more prouder than this.

Me :-

Hopefully 🫂

Eomma💕 :-
You'll~

Babes💕 :-
We trust you 😚

Me :-

🥺🫂

Eomma💕 :-
Guys! Guys!

Babes💕 :-
Yes?

Me :-
What happened

Eomma💕 :-
I have been wanting to tell you guys
this but I kept forgetting about it.

Babes💕 :-
What it is bruh?

Me :-
Say it.

Eomma💕 :-
Umm Actually..

Eomma💕 :-
I have been texting this guy on Instagram from few days.

Babes💕 :-
Oh-

Me :-
Wow

Eomma💕 :-
Yeah-

Eomma💕 :-
He's an Army and seems nice. We have become pretty close. He doesn't text that often though. Busy person..

Me :-
I see 👀

Babes💕 :-
Ohoo 😋


Eomma💕 :-

Wut 💀

Eomma💕 :-
What's with that reaction?

Babes💕 :-
Nothing, just be careful.

Me :-

Yeah, be careful and try not to get attached too much too soon.

Eomma💕 :-
O

fcourse ofcourse~

Eomma💕 :-
I won't.

Babes💕 :-
Good. 😘

_______________________________________________

/I was gonna text something but I heard Soojin call me so I put my phone aside and went to her./

YN : Yes Soojin?
Soojin : You have to shoot dance practice video. Go and get ready.
/She says with a straight face./

YN : Uh Okay.
/I got up and went to change my outfit./

/I have been observing Soojin lately. Her behaviour suddenly changed towards me. She started showing me her cold self. I couldn't understand but decided to shrug it off as we are nothing but in a business relationship./

/I changed into fashionable clothes which went with my theme./

~Outfit~

/After so many recordings, we finally decided the best one./

Soojin : Okay you can take a break for few minutes and then we will go to gym.
/I laid down on the floor breathing heavily feeling exhausted./

YN : (I don't wanna go. Why is it so hard being an Idol? I didn't even start yet!)
/I just whined about it in my thoughts as I had no other options./

Soojin : Are you tired already? Tsk! There's much more than this. If you can't even bear this, just quit it.
/If she criticised me in a encouraging way then maybe I wouldn't have minded but she literally mocked me. As my manager, she should be encouraging me but why is she mocking me?/

YN : Why would I quit? I am just tired for now. Not like I will give up on my dreams just because of this.
/I tried to explain myself. She rolled her eyes at me as she mumbled "Whatever" and left./

YN : (What the f*ck was that? She's getting on my nerves now!)
/I had to distract myself so I left for gym and did some workouts./

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"Author POV"

/BTS were also busy preparing for their comeback for next month. They were recording practice video and now they were having a lunch break together./

/Seokjin was casually going through his phone until he got a text from an unknown number. Out of curiosity he opened the text but regretted as soon as he opened it./

Text -

012-XXX-XXXX :-
Hey babe! 😍

012-XXX-XXXX :-
Please reply me 🥺

012-XXX-XXXX :-
I can send you my n*des💋

________________________________________________

/As soon as he read those texts, he gets bunch of photos of that person. He threws away his phone on the table in complete disgust. Others look at him in confusion./

Taehyung : Whoa Hyung? What happened? Why are you making that face? What did you see? *laughs*
/He jokes as others wait for their Hyung's response while he sighs in frustration./

Seokjin : Tsk! Don't even ask! Someone sent me.. n*des
/He says the last part with a bit of hesitation./

Jungkook : Damn it! Same happened to me day before yesterday while I was on live. How can someone be so disgusting?
/He says with same frustration./

/Just then Taehyung's phone buzzes. He checks the message and it was similar to the message Seokjin has received./

Taehyung : Guys! They even texted me.
/He informs them as they look at eachother in concern. Soon everyone got the same texts./

Yoongi : Whoever it is, it's the same person and they have all of our numbers. Looks like we need to get new numbers, again.

Namjoon : *sigh* Yeah, but it's too much work now. Let's just block them for now. If it keeps repeating we will take action.
/They all nod in agreement and continued with their lunch./

Hoseok : Yah Jimin-ah, who are you texting while smiling like that?
/He asks suspiciously making Jimin startle a little./

Jimin : No one Hyung. Just an old friend of mine.
/He says simply while flashing a smile./

/Soon they finished their lunch and continued with their work./

________________________________________________

"YN POV"

/I was finally resting a bit when I got a notification. Immediately a smile crept up on my face./

Text -

• 🐨🐹🐱🐿️🐥🐻🐰🐒 •

Kook 🐇 :-
Yo

Kook 🐇 :-
This group is dead af

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
Language.

Kook 🐇 :-
😛mianhae Hyung-nim.

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
🤦🏻

Me :-
Hey guys 😙

Me :-
How are you all?

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
Exhausted.

Kook 🐇 :-
Hyung, you didn't even open the chat when I texted. But you came when she texted.

Kook 🐇 :-
So unfair 😭

Taetae💕 :-
Hey guys.

Taetae💕 :-
We are fine YN, How are you?

Me :-
I am fine but I miss you guys 😭

Chim🐥 :-
We miss you too!

Joonie Oppa 🐨:-
How about we meet up?

Hobie Oppa🌻:-
That would be awesome!

Taetae💕 :-
I agree!

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
Me too!

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
Yeah it's been awhile since we met.

Chim🐥 :-
Yeah, let's meet up.

Kook 🐇 :-
You guys seriously ignoring my existence here!

Kook 🐇 :-
You guys don't love me anymore 😭💔

Kook 🐇 :-
I am not your favourite Maknae anymore 🥺

Me :-
👉👈

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
Aish Jungkook, stop teasing her. I can literally see you laughing while texting.

Me :-
Yes Oppa tell him 🥺

Kook 🐇 :-
I am just covering my pain with my laugh 😔💔

Me :-
Aish Jungkook. You'll always be our favourite and we all love you just like before! Don't worry 🤗

Kook 🐇 :-
😁Okie

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
You guys 🤦🏻

Joonie Oppa 🐨:-
So anyways, let's get back to the point.

Taetae💕 :-
Yeah.

Chim🐥 :-
Let's meet next week? What say?

Me :-
Actually guys, until they release my concept photos, my schedule is tight.

Me :-
I can't even take any leaves right now.

Me :-
I am so sorry 😭

Me :-
But trust me! I really wanna meet you guys too🥺

Hobie Oppa🌻:-
We know YN, don't be sorry about it! We can understand 🤗

Taetae💕 :-
Yeah you don't have to be sorry for that.

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
Yeah we can meet up whenever we all are free.

Joonie Oppa 🐨:-
Yeah true. Even we are busy right now.

Chim🐥 :-
But let's fix a date so that we can make that day free for all of us.

Kook 🐇 :-
How about we meet after the release of YN's Concept photos and before our comeback?

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
Sounds good to me.

Taetae💕 :-
Yeah we'll get really busy after that. So maybe it's better this way.

Joonie Oppa 🐨:-
What do you say YN?

Me :-
Yes Oppa that sounds good.

Chim🐥 :-
That's it then!
We'll meet up on 8th April.

Hobie Oppa🌻:-
Where though?

Taetae💕 :-
Let YN decide that.

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
Yeah good idea.

Me :-
Me?

Kook 🐇 :-
Yeah, do you see any other YN here?

Me :-
Aishhh

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
Okok don't start again now 🥲

Me :-
👉👈😁

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
So where do you wanna meet us?

Me :-
Umm How about Yoongi
Oppa's house?

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
What? Why my house???

Taetae💕 :-
C'mon Hyung, Don't be meanie now

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
Aish you guys always create a mess.
It's me who has to clean all that shit later. 🤦🏻

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
Yah Yoongi, language!

Me :-
Please Oppa 🥺👉👈

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
Ahmm

Chim🐥 :-
C'mon Hyung, we are not kids anymore. We won't create a mess.

Me :-
Yes Yes!

Taetae💕 :-
Yes promise!

Joonie Oppa 🐨:-
Yeah Hyung, we won't.

Hobie Oppa🌻:-
Yes, Now give us your answer.

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
What about this brat? @Jungkookie

Kook 🐇 :-
What?

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
You also promise that you
won't create a mess.

Kook 🐇 :-
Um 😗 I can't be sure

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
YAH JEON JUNGKOOK, LISTEN TO YOUR HYUNGS.

Kook 🐇 :-
Okay fine 🙄

Kook 🐇 :-
I promise I won't create a mess.

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
Good. Okay then, you guys can come. Don't bring outside food. We'll cook at home, okay?

Kook 🐇 :-
Yayy we'll eat lamb skewers 🥳

Taetae💕 :-
Okay Hyung.

Chim🐥 :-
Okay~

Hobie Oppa🌻:-
Okie.

Joonie Oppa 🐨:-
Sure.

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
Hyung will help you.

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
Finally someone, Thank you Hyung. 😺

Me :-
I'll help you too Oppa!

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
No, You, Namjoonie and Taehyungie are prohibited from kitchen.

Me :-
I am not that bad🥺

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
Aish, okay maybe you can cut vegetables. That's all. I won't let you do anything else.

Taetae💕 :-
Hyung Just say that you don't want your sister to work 🤭

Me :-
Awww that's so cute Oppa 🤭

Yoonie Oppa 😸:-
Uh whatever, I am going now. Bye.

Me :-
Hehe, bye bye 👋

Me :-
See you guys soon~

Taetae💕 :-
Bye bye~

Chim🐥 :-
Bye 👋

Kook 🐇 :-
Bye 💪

Joonie Oppa 🐨:-
Bye YN.

Hobie Oppa🌻:-
Bye bye 😚

Jinnie Oppa🌙:-
Bye My dongsaengs

________________________________________________

"Time skips to April, 3rd."

YN : (Oh God! I am so nervous!)
/I panick walking back and forth in the office. They are gonna release My First MV Concept Photos in few minutes. Here I am having a panick attack./

Bang PD : YN, calm down. The photos came out really good. You don't have to worry about it.
/He says trying to calm me down. But it's not working. Even though I am wearing a Masquerade mask in those photos. I can't help but feel nervous./

/Yes, I am still not revealing my face, not even in the MV. We are gonna have a special moment to reveal it./

Soojin : Yes YN, I know you are gonna get all the love!
/I look at her with a straight face and stayed silent./

YN : (Such a two-faced woman. Acting all sweet infront of PD-nim.)
/I was lost in my own thoughts./

Staff : We are releasing them!
/They said making my breath stuck in my throat./

*Similiar to the pics I showed above.*

Staff : And done!
/They all look excited but here I was feeling really nervous./

YN : (Oh God please make it successful.)
/I prayed to God wholeheartedly./

/Immediately my phone started buzzing. I could guess who's it./

/I checked it and I was right. Texts from my Favourite people, Kate, Hazel and BTS. Crazy how their single text can make me relieved./

________________________________________________

Text -

• ℳℯ🐥 & ᴍʏ ᵗʷᵒ ᵏⁱᵈˢ🐰🐻 •

Eomma💕 :-
OMG! You look so pretty babygirl!

Babes💕 :-
Yes! Even though we can see your face yet. I am sure everyone will love it!

Me :-
Awww thank you guys 🥺

Me :-
I was freaking out 😭

Eomma💕 :-
Awww we can understand 🫂

Babes💕 :-
Yeah, but don't worry too much!

Babes💕 :-
They are so good! I am really excited for your songs 😙

Me :-
I really hope it'll get a good response.

Eomma💕 :-
You'll! Don't think too much now.

Babes💕 :-
Yes don't stress out!

Me :-
Hm okay.

Babes💕 :-
Okay babies, I'll go now. I have some work.

Eomma💕 :-
Is there a day that you don't have work?🤦🏻‍♀️

Babes💕 :-
Hehe😁

Me :-
You know how's she. Let it be now.🤭

Eomma💕 :-
Fine.

Eomma💕 :-
I have some work too anyways.

Me :-
Okay then, I'll text you guys later.

Eomma💕 :-
Okay bye 👋

Babes💕 :-
Bye bye~

Me :-
Bye 😘

________________________________________________

/I opened the other chats too./

Text -

Taetae💕 :-
YN!

Me :-
Tae!

Taetae💕 :-
I just saw your photos. Gotta say that you look so pretty!

Me :-
👉👈

Me :-
Thank chu~

Taetae💕 :-
You are acting cute now but in the photos you are completely opposite 🥲

Me :-
😂

Me :-
That's exactly how we Armys feel about you guys 🤭

Taetae💕 :-
Yeah I am understanding it now🤭

Me :-
How are you Tae?

Taetae💕 :-
I am good YN and quite busy.

Taetae💕 :-
Just came here to say that you have our support always!

Me :-
Aww thank you Taehyung-ie🥺❤️

Taetae💕 :-
🤗❤️

Taetae💕 :-
Okay I gotta go now. Don't forget about 8th April!

Me :-
I won't!🫡

Taetae💕 :-
Good. Take care of yourself.
Don't stress out too much.❤️

Me :-
Okay Taetae.

Me :-
And you too.❤️

Taetae💕 :-
Okay now bye bye 👋
I'll text you later.

Me :-
Okay Tae, bye bye 👋

________________________________________________

/Other members sent similar messages. Telling me not to stress out too and I have their full support. All these texts made me a bit relaxed./

YN : (What would I do without you guys? I am so grateful to have you all.)
/I smiled to myself rereading those texts./

Finally...
Finally it's happening.
Finally her dreams are starting to become reality.
But What kind of response will she get?
Will she be able to handle it?

To be continued...

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