Two months after Zephyr discovered that I'm pregnant, he didn't stop buying things for our baby. Kung ano-ano na ding libro tungkol sa parenting ang binasa niya at iba't ibang pangalan na ang iniisip niya.
"I want a brother, daddy." Zach pouted. Tuwang-tuwa ito nang sabihin naming magiging big brother na siya.
"Don't you want a little sister? So you can protect her." Sagot ni Zephyr. Naka-kandong sa kanya si Zach at nagbabasa sila ng book about baby names.
"No! Girls are so maarte." Anito. Nagka-tinginan naman kami ni Zephyr at sabay na natawa.
"Where did you learn that word, Zach?" Zephyr asked as he chuckle.
"From Sevin! He keeps on saying that ate Hellga is maarte."
"Oh, you kid." Humalakhak si Zephyr, "But yeah, we could wish for a baby brother. Is that okay to you mommy?" Bumaling ang tingin nila sa'kin.
"Whatever God will give to us." I smiled and caress my three month belly. Going four months na ang tyan ko kaya naman medyo umuumbok na to.
Sa mga nagdaang buwan naman ay mas naging malapit si Laurent at Zach. Medyo nasasabi na namin na si Laurent ang daddy niya pero mukhang di pa niya magets ang ibig sabihin namin.
Tuwang-tuwa din ang mga Montenegro sa kaalaman na buntis na ko. Madadagdagan na naman daw ang loko sa pamilya kaya natatawa ako. Sana daw ay wag itong magmana sa tatay.
Si Jupiter naman ay patuloy akong kinukulit na gusto niya ng mabuhok. Hindi ko maintindihan kung anong ibig niyang sabihin kaya hinahayaan ko na lang siya. I remember that he always tells me that he wants the hairy one.
Napag-usapan na din namin ni Zephyr ang kasal namin. Sabi ko ay pag nakapanganak na lang ako. Ayoko naman kasing lumakad sa altar na may pakwan sa tyan. Hindi din ako puwede mapagod gaano dahil second trimester ko na ng pagbubuntis sa susunod na buwan.
I sighed as I silently thank God. Sa mga binigay niyang pagsubok sa'min at sa mga aral na natutunan ko. If this didn't happen to me, I think I'm still the stupid Bela from before. Ang Bela na basta basta nagde-desis'yun at hindi nagiisip. Kung hindi to nangyari, hindi ko matututunan tumayo sa sarili kong paa.
"How's the little one?" Saad ni Zephyr at hinawakan ang tyan ko.
"Our baby told me he wants some peanut butter and ma'yunnaise." I answered. Tumaas ang kilay ni Zephyr sa'kin.
"O-Okay. I'll get it to you."
"Don't forget the pickles babe!" Paalala ko. Pinaglilihian ko kasi ang mga weird na pagkain na 'yun. Hindi ko alam pero ang sarap sarap para sa'kin ng lasa na 'yun. The sweet and a little bit salty peanut butter and a bit of sour ma'yunnaise. Then I'll dip the pickles on it, ahh, nagugutom ako.
"Here." Nilapag ni Zephyr sa center table ang mga kinuha niya na agad kong nilantakan. Pinagmasdan lang niya kong kumain.
"Gusto mo?"
"Nope. It's all yours." Ngumiwi ito.
"Babe, I want sex." I said. Isa pa din tong weird para sa'kin. I always always want to have sex. I'm so horny and every time I see Zephyr, I want to get naked. Hubad na din ang tingin ko kay Zephyr pag nakikita ko to.
"But we just had this morning." Anito, "And last night too."
"Pero gusto ko." Sumimangot ako.
"Babe, wala nang lalabas sa'kin. I'm all drained. I just had five orgasm yesterday and you're going to drain me again today?"
Naiiyak na tinignan ko to. Sunod-sunod na tumulo ang luha ko hanggang sa mapahagulgol ako. What's wrong with my pregnancy hormones? Hindi ko na naiintindihan ang sarili ko.
"Fuck, all right! All right! Stop crying." Tinabihan niya ko at niyakap, "Sige na. Pagurin mo na ko nang pagurin."
"Don't you love me anymore?" I cried.
"I do love you." He chuckled, "Pero puwede bang time out muna? Let me regain my strength first."
"Hmp!"
"Mommy?"
"Zach come here!" Saad ko dito at nang lapitan niya ko ay hinalik-halikan ko ang buong mukha niya, "Baby your dad is making me cry."
"Why mommy?"
"I'm not making your mom cry, son." Tumatawang sagot ni Zephyr kaya sumimangot ako at niyakap si Zach. Ang cute cute talaga ng anak ko!
"When is my brother coming?"
"You need to count five more months, baby." I said.
"One, two, three, four, five!" Pumalakpak ito, "Where's my brother?"
"Oh, you silly boy." I laughed, "Five months baby. You need to wait until New Year."
"That long?!"
"Yes." I smiled at him.
"Okay." Ngumuso ito.
"What do you want for dinner?" I asked him. Tila nag-isip naman siya habang nakahawak pa sa baba niya.
"I want some pasta, mommy." Ngumiti ito.
"Okay. But first you need to speak tagalog with mommy. Naiintindihan mo ba ko?"
"Opow!"
"Very good. Sige. Gusto mo bang tulungan si mommy mag-luto ng pasta?" Tanong ko dito. Matagal bago siya sumagot kaya ngumiti ako. Medyo hindi niya kasi naiintindihan ang tagalog lalo na pag mabilis at mahaba.
"Opow!" Ulit niya na kinatawa ko. Oh, he's so adorable.
We cooked spaghetti for dinner and roasted chicken. Si Zephyr naman ay nagluto ng fried rice. Medyo napagod na ko kaya naman pinanood ko na lang si Zach at Zephyr na mag-ayos ng table.
I'm still wondering why I didn't realized everything. Bakit hindi ko natandaan ang lalaking kasama ko ng gabing 'yun. I only remember that it was hazy and blurry. I think I'm hallucinating that time too. Pero bakit? Tanging tequila ang ininom kong alak pero...gano'n nga ba kalakas ang tama non para hindi ko maintindihan ang nasa paligid ko?
"Hey, dinner is ready." Nabalik ako nang hawakan ni Zephyr ang balikat ko.
"T-Tapos na pala kayo. Hindi ko namalayan."
"May problema ba?"
"Wala. Napagod lang ako." Sagot ko, "Let's eat."
"Just tell me when you need anything." He answered and I just smiled.
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Madaling araw nang magising ako. Nakaramdam kasi ako ng init sa katawan kaya naman naalimpungatan ako. I bit my lip and turn my body to face Zephyr. Mahimbing ang tulog nito habang nakadapa at nakayakap ang isang braso sa'kin.
I smiled when I thought of something naughty. I'm feeling hot right now and I really need Zephyr inside me. Binuksan ko ang bed lamp tsaka ako tumayo at kumuha ng dalawang necktie mula sa closet ni Zephyr. Dahan-dahan ko siyang tinihaya kaya naman nagising ito.
"Babe? Why are you awake?" Napaupo ito.
"W-Wala. May hinahanap ako." Palusot ko.
"Ano? Ako na hahanap. Gutom ka ba? Does my baby wants something?"
"N-No! Matulog ka na ulit." Ngumiti ako bago ko siya tinabihan sa kama. Papatayin na sana niya ang bed lamp nang pigilan ko siya, "Don't turn it off. Gusto ko ng maliwanag eh."
"Okay." Tumango ito bago yumakap sa'kin. Inantay kong bumigat ang paghinga niya bago ko dahan-dahang inalis ang braso niya sa'kin at tinihaya siya. I tied one of his arms in each bed post before I remove the comforter that covers half of his body.
Ngumisi ako nang makita ang suot niyang pulang boxers. Pilit kong pinigilan ang pag-hagikgik ko habang nilalabas ang pagkalalaki niyang hindi pa buhay. He's still big even if his dick is still soft.
I started stroking his soft dick as I remove my nighties. Nanatiling tulog si Zephyr kaya naman nilapit ko ang bibig ko para tikman siya. I licked his length before I shove it inside my mouth as I pleasure myself with my fingers. I can feel myself getting wet just by raping my fiancée.
"Hmm..." I moaned and closed my eyes. I played with his balls as I suck him.
Narinig ko ang pag-ungol ni Zephyr at gumalaw ang katawan nito. Ngumiti ako tsaka ko tinitigan ang mukha niya at inabangan ang pag gising niya. I'm still sucking his shaft when he slowly opened his eyes and turn his gaze to me.
"B-Babe!" Uupo sana to pero hindi niya nagawa dahil nakatali siya, "Shit. Untie me Bela...ugh..."
"No can do, lover boy." I grinned and start stroking his now erected manhood.
"Baby." Zephyr groaned as he meet my mouth with his cock. I closed my eyes and bobbed my head up and down as I twirl my tongue around Zephyr's cock. He was groaning and grunting my name as I pleasure him.
Before he could come in my mouth, I straddle his waist and slowly thrust his long and hard thing inside me. I utter a soft moan when he filled me real good.
"God, babe. Why are you doing this to me?" Nahihirapang aniya kaya ngumiti ako, "Don't smile Bela. Untie me!"
"No, no." I chuckled and lean both of my hand in his broad chest. I bit my lip before I move my waist up and down. Zephyr was struggling to move as he pull his hand from being tied, "Babe, you're so hard!"
"Fuck. Untie me." He groaned as he meet my between. I giggled as I watch his pleasured face. His yes were half closed and he's biting his lips as he grunt.
"Zephyr..." I moaned and cupped both of my breasts. He cursed and moved his waist faster than before making his thrusts deeper. I moaned louder.
Nagulat ako nang matanggal ni Zephyr ang isang tali ng kamay niya. He immediately gripped my waist and pulled me closer to him. He kissed me aggressively and harshly as I giggle. He gave me a hard spank and I gasped before looking at him.
"You naughty brat." He chuckled, "Untie me now baby."
"Ayaw ko." Sagot ko dito. Ngumisi lang siya sa'kin at inalis ang pagkakatali ng kamay niya. Agad niyang pinagpalit ang pwesto namin. I'm now laying in the bed with my legs wide open.
"Ready for your punishment?" He asked and I bite my lip as I nod. Zephyr traced my slit with his finger and it made me shiver. I moaned as he tease me with his finger by making circular motions on my entrance.
"Babe!" I moaned when he pushed one finger inside me but he immediately pulled it out. Then he grabbed his cock and tease it to me by rubbing his dick head in my clitoris downwards past my butt hole and again and again. I cursed when he pushed his manhood inside me slowly and deeply.
My toes curled when Zephyr rubbed my clit with his thumb as he slowly thrust in and out. My orgasm is getting near but I can't reach it because Zephyr is slowly pleasuring me.
"Faster!" I grunt but he just grinned at me, "Please, please, please..."
"Are you going to tie me again?"
"No." I shook my head.
"Are you going to tease me again, huh Bela?"
"No, no!" I moaned and grip his arm, "Babe!"
"Don't you ever do that again, Bela." He said as he move faster than before. I cupped my breasts as it move with the way Zephyr thrust his cock inside me.
"Yes, yes!" I screamed. I gripped the bed sheets and my toes curled as my body shivered with the huge orgasm I had. Zephyr followed after a few more thrusts.
We were both gasping for air as he lay beside me tiredly. I smiled at him and wrap my arm around his neck as I watch him wipe his sweats.
"One more!"
"Bela, no." Umiling ito kaya ngumuso ako.
"Gusto ko pa."
"I'm...tired." Mahinang bulong niya. Pinagmasdan ko lang to nang ilang minuto hanggang sa makatulog na siya. Mahina na lang akong natawa bago ako yumakap sa kanya at natulog.