"She's so ignorant."
I sink into my chair.
It feels like your words burn into my skin.
She sits with you, touching your
arms and hugging
you.
I nearly lose my mind with overwhelming want
to be able to
do that again
I am wrapped up by hate
A blanket of hate, and
Uncannily,
it's warm
It soothes me
Everything will be okay.
Everything will be okay.
You don't need her anyways.
You hate her.
Don't you?
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you so
fucking much
My chest caves in with overwhelming rage
At you and at her
For the lies she tells
And for you believing them
I hate her.
I hate you.
Deep down I know I am
telling an empty lie.
Please come back.
I didn't mean what I said
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I love you so much
So much
Im sorry.
Don't leave me here.