After reading those messages I went blank the two twins were saying that I was beautiful I couldn't believe it felt weird because no boy had called me beautiful I decided not to answer because I didn't know what to answer and I went to take a nap
***In the band house***
Bill - you know guys I never thought that Mrs. Sara's daughter was so cute
Tom - but what do you say Bill (I kept reacting like that because I like Estephany and when I realized that I can't do anything to have her because I'm with Alya I got jealous)
Bill - she is Tom just because you have the girlfriend that everyone wants to have does not mean that Estephany is not like that
Alya-I think that she is a spoiled and rude girl, do you not see how she answered me, what a disgusting girl
Georg - honestly I like her style and her personality
Gustav - let's face it the girl is cute
Tom - hahaha yes of course (inside Tom's head damn why I'm falling for a girl I barely know and besides it seems that Bill likes it too)
Alya - beautiful , did you say hahahaha her style is disgusting
Gustav - disgust.... But have you noticed whit who you're dating (looks at Tom) is exactly the same style as your boyfriend
Alya - yes, but everything looks incredible on him (she approaches to give Tom a kiss)
Tom - well Guys, I'm going to drop Alya off at her house, let's go my love (damn I was so tired of Alya and her insults towards Estephany that I couldn't bear for her to stay in the house one more minute)
***At Estephany's house***
Mrs. Sara - Esteph I'm home (goes up to the room)
Estephany-(waking up from her nap) Hello mom how did it go
Mrs. Sara - Well darling, the interview was great and the boys loved working with you, even Bill and Tom asked me to come whit you tomorrow so that you could work with them again, what do you say if you want?
Estephany - tomorrow mom I was thinking of going out with Nicolás and the band to buy some things to make a new song
Mrs. Sara - daughter, you can ask Bill for help, he told me that he talk to you about your band
Estephany - yes mom he talked to me but I don't know maybe he's just being nice
Mrs. Sara - Well, find out tomorrow, daughter, say yes, if you go you would help me a lot
Estephany - okay I'll go but if Tom's girlfriend says something to me again I won't stay silent this time
Mrs. Sara - Esteph honestly I don't know what happened to Alya she is always a good person with everyone I don't know
Estephany - well I don't know mom but I'm not going to stay in silent anymore
Mrs. Sara - it's fine Esteph I brought pizza for you to eat
Estephany - I ... I ready ate mom (it was a lie, the only thing my body had received in these last days had been a packet of cookies and lots of water)
Mrs. Sara - it's fine Esteph remember to get up tomorrow
Estephany - yes mom don't worry
*** In Tom's car ***
Tom - Alya, what happened to you today with Mrs. Sara daughter
Alya - like what, my love
Tom - you behaved like trash with the girl
Alya - are you defending that random girl?
Tom - I'm not fucking defending her but why did you treat her like this for no reason you don't even know her
Alya-You don't have to know her to know that she is random and stupid girl
Tom - Alya damn stop saying that you don't know the girl you're acting totally immature and she's younger than you she's 18 Alya you're 20
Alya - it seems to me that you're worrying too much for just a simple girl
Tom - You know what the hell Alya tomorrow don't go to the dressing room I don't want you there and don't even try to pass I'll tell the bodyguards not to let you pass
Alya - but what the hell are you saying, you're getting like that for a simple girl who doesn't even come close to my heels
Tom - yes, Alya, that's the reason, she's younger than you, you're supposed to be more mature, but apparently the "girl" surpassed you, now please get out of my car
Alya - I'm not going to get out until you explain to me what the hell is happens to you and why are you defending that bitch so much
Tom - I'm tired enough (Tom got out of the car, opened the passenger door where Alya was and took her out of the car)
Alya - It's serious Tom Kaulitz (Tom started the car and left) Fuck you....
***Next morning***
Mrs. Sara - Esteph wake up it's time to go
Estephany - fuck mom the alarm hasn't even gone off
Mrs. Sara - Esteph the earlier we get there the better so you won't have to see Alya think about it
My mother was right the faster I finished with the boys the better for me but today was one of those days where I didn't feel up to anything at all I was sad and I didn't even have a good reason to be I was mentally tired but I didn't know the why or how to help me I didn't tell anyone about these problems I just kept them to myself
Mrs. Sara - Esteph are you ready
Estephany - yes mom I'm already going down
*** In the dressing room ***
Gustav - Bill, why haven't you done your make-up? The photo section is about to start and you spend more than a thousand hours putting on your make-up
Georg - it's because today Bill will have help with his make-up
Tom - (in pajamas) wait Estephany has also stayed with you to help you
Bill - Estephany stayed with you?
Tom - look is not like that she's working with me because Mrs. Sara told me that she would help me again
Bill-ah Mrs. Sara told me the same (in Bill's head it can't be that Tom likes Estephany I don't think that he's with Alya)
Mrs. Sara - good morning guys
Bill - Mrs. Sara you came early this time
Tom - yes Mrs. Sara we haven't even had breakfast
Mrs. Sara - well breakfast will be perfect with some female company Estephany come
Estephany - Hello guys good morning
Bill - Estephany you want to have breakfast with us
Gustav - the sandwiches are made by Tom
Georg - there where you see Tom he is a good cook
Estephany - cook you mean it Tom made the sandwiches
Tom - yes little girl now eat one and don't ask so many questions
Tom gave me a sandwich with a glass of water I didn't want to eat it but I felt the pressure from all the boys watching me maybe it was a good idea to eat a little even if it's a sandwich
Mrs. Sara - Esteph I will start working with Georg, Gustav and Bill you start with Tom's wardrobe
Estephany - okay mom
Tom - we're leaving
Estephany - yes of course
Me and Tom went into the other room my stomach began to churn I think it was the sandwich Tom was coming after me I ran to the bathroom I closed but forgot to lock
my head started to hurt and my stomach is totally upset I put two fingers in my mouth to throw up the moment I did it Tom opened the door
Tom-hey what are you doing? What's the matter
Estephany - Nothing is wrong (I couldn't stop the tears from coming out)
Tom - hey hey quiet little girl I'm here
Tom hugged me while crying I could feel his heart beating this gave me a little peace when I finally managed to calm down Tom took me by both arms
Tom - What happened Estephany why did you do that
Estephany - Tom....I....I have eating disorders
Tom-Esteph I didn't know I'm sorry (in Tom's head she looked so fragile and weak I didn't want anyone else make her feel like that and that's includes Alya)
After I told Tom about what was happening to me, I made him promise not to tell anyone, he accepted and hugged me, we continued hugging for a longer time until
Bill - Tom are you there?
Tom-Bill What do you want
Bill - use the bathroom what else would I be looking for in the bathroom
Tom - Bill wait a few moments
Bill-Tom, can you please hurry up (in Bill's head I wanted to hurry up so that Mrs. Sara would finish and I could go with Estephany so I decided to open the door)
Tom - Shit
Estephany - Fuck
Bill - What the hell is happening here .......