Naging matagumpay ang medical mission na ginagawa namim dito sa lugar na ito. Pa minsan minsan ay bumisita si Lucian para e check ang mga tao, pero meron namang araw na hindi siya pumupunta dito. Ramdam kong iniiwasan niya ako . Sinunod niya talaga ang kunganong gusto ko.
As the day turned to evening, the excitement for the celebration filled the air. The hall where we conducted the medical mission was transformed into a festive venue, adorned with colorful decorations and twinkling lights. Smiles and laughter were shared among my colleagues and the local community members who had benefitted from the mission.
I stood before the mirror in my small dressing room, getting ready for the party. Tonight was a momentous occasion, not just for the success of the medical mission but also for the personal journey I had embarked on. I wanted to look my best, and I carefully chose an outfit that exuded confidence and elegance.
I decided to wear a knee-length, emerald green dress that hugged my figure gently, accentuating my curves. The dress had a subtle, floral pattern that added a touch of femininity. Its sleeves were short, perfect for the warm evening, and the neckline was modest yet flattering. Paired with nude heels, the ensemble exuded a sense of sophistication and grace.
I let my wavy hair cascade down my shoulders, and I opted for minimal makeup, emphasizing my natural features. A touch of mascara and a soft pink lip color were enough to highlight my eyes and lips. As I looked at my reflection, I couldn't help but feel a mix of nervousness and excitement.
Stepping out of the dressing room, I joined my fellow doctors and friends in the hall. The atmosphere was lively, filled with music and chatter. The success of the medical mission was evident in the smiles of the people we had helped, and it brought a sense of fulfillment to our hearts.
As I mingled with my colleagues, the atmosphere was vibrant with celebration and camaraderie. Many of them complimented me on my outfit, saying the green dress suited me well. I thanked them, feeling a bit flustered by their kind words.
Among my co-doctors, there was Dr. Hannah Reyes, an experienced surgeon with a warm smile and a knack for making patients feel at ease. Dr. Mark Rodriguez, the charismatic and talented cardiologist, charmed everyone with his witty remarks. Dr. Mia Fernandez, the dedicated obstetrician-gynecologist, exuded grace and professionalism. They were all exceptional doctors, and I was proud to be part of such a talented team.
As the night progressed, the crowd hushed slightly as the governor, Lucian, made his entrance. I couldn't help but notice how his presence commanded attention, and his good looks certainly didn't go unnoticed. He looked dashing in his navy blue suit, and I caught myself glancing in his direction more often than I'd like to admit.
Damn, Very handsome and Hot!
Dr. Hannah playfully nudged me and whispered, "Looks like you've caught the governor's eye again, Sonne."
I blushed, trying to shrug off her teasing remark. "Oh, come on, Hannah. It's nothing like that," I replied, though I couldn't deny the flutter in my heart.
Dr. Mark, ever the joker, chimed in, "Yeah, but we all know there's history there." How did he know? Halata pa kami? Na may something kaming governor?
Dr. Mia, who had been quietly observing, interjected with a smile, "Well, whatever happened in the past, let's focus on the celebration tonight." She said in a serious tone.
They were right, of course. Tonight was about celebrating our success in the medical mission and the impact we had made on the community. There was no room for dwelling on old feelings. Past is Past ika nga nila besides I think naka move on naman na ako. Did I?
As the night went on, Lucian approached our group with a warm smile. Kinabahan pa ako nung una. Babatiin ko ba siya? What should I say? "Congratulations to all of you for the successful medical mission," he said, his gaze lingering on me for a moment before addressing the whole team.
"Thank you, Governor," Dr. Hannah replied on behalf of all of us. "We couldn't have done it without your support."
Lucian's eyes locked with mine, and there was a brief moment of unspoken understanding between us. I was grateful that he respected my wishes and didn't push for any conversation that could complicate things.
This is awkward!
As the night continued, the party's festivities carried on, and I found myself dancing and laughing with my colleagues and friends. The music filled the air, and the joyous atmosphere was infectious.
Amidst the celebration, I felt a gentle tap on my shoulder. I turned around to find Lucian standing there, a soft smile playing on his lips. "You look absolutely stunning, Sonne," he complimented, his eyes tracing the contours of my green dress.
I blushed at his praise and mustered a small smile. "Thank you, Lu- Gov. You're looking quite dashing yourself," I replied, trying to maintain a casual tone despite the butterflies in my stomach.
"I wanted to talk to you for a moment, if that's alright," he said, his tone gentle and sincere.
My heart skipped a beat, and I nodded in agreement. "Sure, let's find a quiet spot," I suggested, leading him away from the lively dance floor and into a more secluded area of the hall.
Once we found a corner with a bit more privacy, I turned to face Lucian, and he looked at me with a mix of emotions.
"Sonne, I've been trying to give you space, to respect your wishes," he began, his voice filled with sincerity. "But I can't deny how much I miss you and how much I still love you."
His words touched my heart, and I could feel the raw emotion in his voice. "Lucian," I replied softly, "I appreciate the space you've given me, and I don't want you to feel like I'm pushing you away. It's just that things were complicated before, and I needed time to heal and find myself again." Hindi ko alam kong tama ba ang ginawa ko. Palagi ko nalang siyang tinutulak pero its for ourselves naman. Minsan ay dinadalaw ako ng mga masasamang panaginip dahil sa masakit kong nakaraan at ayaw kong pati siya madamay dahil sa akin.
"I understand," he said, his gaze never leaving mine. "I've had time to reflect too, Sonne, and I've realized that I want to be there for you. I want to support you in every way I can. I know we had our struggles in the past, but I believe we can work through them together."
Tears welled up in my eyes, and I couldn't hold back the emotions any longer. "Lucian, there's something you need to know," I confessed, my voice trembling. "I was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) after everything that happened in the past. On how you treat me at first to how my tatay died Infront of me. The trauma, the struggles, it all took a toll on my mental health, and there were moments when I felt like I was losing myself."
As I poured my heart out to Lucian, revealing the painful truth about my past and the struggles I had endured, I could see the shock and concern in his eyes. He reached out and gently held my hands, a mix of emotions crossing his face.
"Sonne, I had no idea," he whispered, his voice filled with empathy. "I can't imagine how difficult that must have been for you, and I'm so sorry for everything you went through."
I nodded, my throat tightening with emotion. "I didn't want to burden you with my problems," I admitted, tears streaming down my cheeks. "And that's why I agreed to the annulment. I thought it was for the best for your reputation and for both of us."
Lucian's grip on my hands tightened. "Sonne, you don't have to bear this burden alone," he said firmly. "I wish you had trusted me enough to share this with me sooner. I may be a public figure, but that doesn't mean I don't have my own struggles and vulnerabilities. I love you, and I want to be here for you, no matter what."
A mixture of relief and fear washed over me. I wanted to believe him, to believe that we could work through this together. But the fear of history repeating itself was overwhelming.
"I'm scared, Lucian," I confessed, my voice shaking. "I'm scared of being a burden to you, of dragging you down with my own issues. I don't want to hold you back or cause you any pain."
He gently brushed away my tears, his gaze unwavering. "You're not a burden, Sonne. Our love is worth fighting for, and I'm willing to go through the ups and downs with you. I won't let you face this alone. We'll find a way to heal together."
"I don't want to lose you again," I whispered, my voice barely audible.
He took me into his arms, holding me close. "You won't lose me," he said softly. "I promise to be patient and understanding. We'll take things one step at a time. You are not defined by your past or your struggles, Sonne. You are strong and resilient, and I admire you for that Schatje."
As I leaned into his embrace, I felt a sense of comfort and safety that I hadn't felt in a long time. Maybe, just maybe, I didn't have to face my demons alone.
"You deserve to be happy, Sonne," Lucian continued, his voice soothing. "And if being together makes you happy, then I want to be a part of that. I want to be the one you turn to when things get tough, the one who supports you no matter what."
I looked up at him, tears still glistening in my eyes. "But what if I can't give you the happiness you deserve?" I asked, my voice trembling.
"Then we'll figure it out together," he replied with a tender smile. "Life is full of uncertainties, Sonne, but what I'm certain of is my love for you. I believe in us, and I believe in our love. We'll face whatever comes our way, side by side."
In that moment, I felt a glimmer of hope, a flicker of the love we once shared. Perhaps it was time to let go of my fear and take a chance on love again, with Lucian by my side.
As we stood there, wrapped in each other's arms, I knew that the road ahead wouldn't be easy. Healing from the past would take time and effort. But with Lucian's unwavering love and support, I felt like I could finally begin to find peace and healing.
And so, as we danced under the twinkling lights once more, I realized that this dance was not just a celebration of our success in the medical mission, but also a celebration of second chances, of forgiveness, and of the power of love to heal even the deepest wounds. Together, we would face whatever the future held, knowing that our love was strong enough to overcome any obstacle.
And in that moment, I allowed myself to believe in the possibility of a happy ending, with Lucian by my side, for now and for always.
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