"YN's POV"
/I am on my bed taking rest while sipping on my hot chocolate. I fell sick so I took a leave to rest. I didn't want to, but they insisted./
/I got up to put the Cup in the kitchen, just then I heard the door bell ring./
YN : (I don't remember ordering anything though. Who could it be at this hour?)
/I went to answer the door to see who it is. I saw a familiar face in the monitor./
/I immediately opened the door with little bit confusion as to why he's here suddenly./
"Author POV"
YN : Oppa? *Awkward smile* Long time no see..
Yoongi : Yeah thanks to you.
/She looked down feeling embarrassed./
Yoongi : Hm Won't you let me in?
YN : I am sorry, please come in..
/She moved aside to let him in. She checked outside to see if anyone else came along with him./
YN : You came alone?
Yoongi : Um Yes, I came alone.
/I nod closing the door and taking him to the couch./
/They sat for a few seconds until YN started feeling awkward. Then she decided to break the silence./
YN : Oppa, do you need some water? Or Coffee? Your favourite.
/She said trying to start a conversation and decrease this awkwardness. But He shakes his as no but she decided to insist./
YN : It's okay Oppa, I know you love coffee. Lemme bring som-
/She was gonna get up but he interrupted me./
Yoongi : No need. Sit.
YN : But-
Yoongi : YN, sit.
/He said again calmly and the typically her listened to him like always./
Yoongi : Um.. I heard you are sick. Are you okay?
/He finally started talking./
YN : Yeah... but where did you heard it from?
/YN was confused, She didn't tell about her sickness to anyone except the photographer and manager and she strictly told them not to tell anyone. She was wondering if they told them./
Yoongi : Uh.. Even if I didn't heard it anywhere, I can tell by just looking at you.
/He tried to ignore the question and she didn't insist for an answer either./
YN : *awkward chuckle* Yeah, that's why they told me not to come for shoot. I wanted to go though, but they said it's obvious on my face that I am sick. So they insisted me to take some rest.
Yoongi : Good thing they did. You need rest. Look at you, you look so weak right now. Are you not taking care of yourself properly?
/He asked softly being genuinely worried./
YN : (Oh God, Why are you doing this to me? The more I try to stay away from them, the more they get closer to my heart. How can you still be worried for me when I treated you guys so bad.)
/She was lost in her thoughts and not answering his questions./
Yoongi : YN?
/He called her name bringing her back to reality./
YN : Huh Yes!
Yoongi : I asked you something YN.
/He asks again. He didn't seem mad, annoyed frustrated or anything. He just maintained a calm aura, which is kinda scary cause you don't know what's going on in his mind./
YN : I am fine Oppa. I look weak because I am sick. That's all. I am fine otherwise.
/She lied not wanting him to worry any more about her. He sighed understanding that she is lying./
Yoongi : *sighs* What about work? Is everything going well?
/He tried to change the topic./
YN : Yeah.. it's going well. Umm.. What about you guys...? You are soon realising an album right?
/She asks curiously, wanting to know if they are all doing good or not./
Yoongi : Ah well.. It's not bad.
/He looked really neutral about the answer. Which made her worried./
YN : Not bad..?
/She asked again to confirm what he meant./
Yoongi : First, let's discuss about the actual thing..
YN : (Okay.. I am doomed.)
/She looked here and there awkwardly, feeling nervous. She decided to pretend clueless./
YN : About what, Oppa?
Yoongi : *sigh* YN, we both know very well what am talking about. I'll get straight to the point, Why are you ignoring us?
/He still maintains his calm aura yet making YN a little bit frightened./
YN : Ignoring? No oppa, I am just too busy-
/She still tried to lie again but he had enough./
Yoongi : And you think we aren't? But we still tried to contact you whenever we are free, right? Please don't lie to me YN, if you trust me enough and see me as your brother, then tell me, what's wrong? What happened so suddenly?
/Even then she wasn't ready to speak up./
Yoongi : *sighs* Try to understand YN. These few weeks have been hard for us, especially Taehyung. He's been blaming himself for everything. I know it must have been hard for you too. But if you ignore it all life, how will we solve it? Communication is the key, you know that right?
/She started tearing up a little. Yoongi softens looking at her teary eyes. He places his hand on her shoulder trying to comfort her./
Yoongi : Don't see me as a member of BTS or Taehyung's hyung. See me as your brother, your Yoongi Oppa. Talk to me like you would talk to your elder brother.
/She wipes her tears and took a deep breath before looking at him./
YN : Oppa.. *sobs* I am so sorry... I am really sorry.
/She tried to control her emotions but she couldn't hold it anymore./
/Yoongi hesitantly moves a little closer and gives her a side hug. Even though it was awkward, but he tried his best to comfort her./
Yoongi : Calm down, it's okay. You don't have to say sorry YN.
/He says as softly as possible./
/After few seconds she Calmed down a little bit. He slowly removes his hand./
YN : Oppa.. Even though I don't remember everything that has happened that day.. from whatever I remember.. it doesn't give me a great idea of what could have happened between us..
/She hesitantly speaks./
Yoongi : What do you mean?
YN : Umm.. The way we spent together, wasn't like any normal friends would do.. I can't help but think about what might have happened between us... We.. we literally kissed..
/She says feeling embarrassed./
Yoongi : YN... If you think or doubt something might have happened, you have every right to question him.
YN : How can I? Isn't it embarrassing?
Yoongi : Why would it be embarrassing? I understand any girl would be scared to wake up in a guy's room next day after being drunk. But You should have asked him about everything. In fact, he was going to tell you everything himself. But you left before he could even say anything to you.
YN : But Oppa... What if..
Yoongi : You know what? It's me who suggested that Tae should be the one you should be with that night. I trust all our members, but I know that "You" would be more comfortable with Taehyung. I wouldn't have did that if I didn't trust him enough. As a brother, I prioritised your comfort and safety.
/She listened to him quietly./
Yoongi : Also, If something happened, shouldn't you be mad at him? Why are you blaming yourself for everything? Why are you feeling embarrassed about it?
YN : Because if I wasn't drunk, all that wouldn't have happened.
Yoongi : Umm Don't you trust him enough??
/He asked hesitantly./
YN : It's not like that Oppa! Don't get me wrong... It's just.. it's just that I don't trust my drunk self.. It's not about Taehyung. It's about me..
Yoongi : *sighs* YN... You can't clap with one hand, it has to be done with both hands. Whatever might have happened, correct or wrong, you both are equally part of it.
YN : But-
/He interrupts./
Yoongi : Enough now. Stop blaming yourself for everything. I won't tolerate it.
/He warns and she didn't dare to go against him./
YN : Did he tell you guys anything?
/He looks at her for a second before answering./
Yoongi : He did, but we witnessed it too...
YN : Witnessed what?
Yoongi : Um.. we came into the room right when you guys kissed, but you passed out right after.
/She stayed silent feeling more embarrassed thinking about it./
YN : Um... Oppa.. I don't know what to do.. I am really scared.
Yoongi : What are you scared of? We are always here for you YN.
/He says softly placing his hand on her shoulder./
YN : Oppa.. Can I tell you something? Promise me you will not say it to anyone.
/He was hesitant but promised anyways./
Yoongi : Promise.
/She then brings her pinky finger infront of him./
Yoongi : *rolls eyes* Aishh seriously? What are we? 5?
/He complains but does the pinky promise anyways. She chuckles./
Yoongi : Now say, what is it?
/YN looks here and there hesitantly. Fighting within herself wheather to say it or not./
Yoongi : It's okay.. you can tell me anything. You do trust your Oppa right?
/He reassures with a soft smile and she smiles back./
YN : Actually... I- I like-
Yoongi : Taehyung?
/He completes her sentence making her shook./
YN : How did you..?
/She was too stunned to even complete the sentence./
Yoongi : Ahh well, firstly, it's obvious. Secondly, people say that when you are drunk only true colours come out, the way you were with Taehyung, it was confirmed. Also, let's not forget about your song you dedicated to your "Special person".
/This time, she was embarrassed. She was blushing so hard./
YN : Um- I- Was it too obvious?
Yoongi : Obviously.
/She sighs./
YN : Actually, it's not just "Like" I really love him... Like so much.. I always loved him. But it was like idol love. But now... It's something more than just idol love.
/Yoongi was suprised by her sudden confession but stayed silent listening to her words./
YN : You know what Oppa? No matter how stressful I am, no matter how low I might feel, just a text or call from him and I forgot everything! *Chuckles*
/Yoongi realises she has tears ready to fall from her eyes./
YN : He has become so special to me.. So much! So much that I can't even imagine my life without him now...
/Yoongi smiles at her words feeling for both of them and thinking how much these two love eachother./
YN : But.. there should be nothing between us other than friendship!
/He looks at her in confusion./
Yoongi : What do you mean?
YN : Yes Oppa, You heard me right. I don't want him to date me.. or want him to even like me.
Yoongi : But why???
YN : Because I don't deserve him. He deserves someone better. He deserves the best. I can't bring trouble to him and to myself by doing this mistake. I can never.
Yoongi : What kind of trouble are you even talking about YN?? And what if he likes you too? What will you do then?
YN : No oppa! No! That should never happen! He shouldn't like me.. if that's gonna happen, I am ready to cut all my ties with him.
/She says wiping her tears. Even though she knows he likes him she wished it was just infatuation and nothing else./
/Yoongi was about to say something but he was interrupted by the door bell. He curses under his breath./
/YN was confused but goes to answer the door anyways./
/She open the door and she was shocked to see who it is./
YN : Taehyung...?
To be continued...
-Bunnybear811
(With Chimxkate)