Erin Kimora delagardo
Destiny laughed as I braided her hair
I smiled
"Girl she's so cute" destiny said to Lil meechie's baby momma & her three year old
"Thank you" lil meechies babymomma said
"You braid fast as fuck" his babymomma said to me
I chuckled "get this shit done"
"I know that's right I hate sitting for hours to get my hair done" destiny said
Lil meechies babymomma laughed
"Harlem stop it" she yelled at her daughter
I parted the heart out as I tuned them out as they was talking about Tae's party he's having for his 19th
"Momma is back" Tae's mom said
"Brooklyn you so crazy" dayvon's baby momma said again
I been in this girls house how many times & talked to her & deadass didn't know her name
I'm guessing it's Brooklyn
"Um no Mom" Brooklyn said
"My bad" she said again
"Yeah Kacey" she said to dayvon's babymomma
His babymomma is a white girl with blonde hair she has hazel eyes & freckles all over her face
You could tell she grew up in the hood though
She had on an all black jumpsuit that she got from fashion nova because I was looking at it one day & she topped it off with the patent 1's
It was cute
She had an accent too like she was from New York or something
She's pretty though
"Hey Erin I ain't even see you" Brooklyn said
I smiled "hey"
She smiled & started putting groceries away
"I haven't smoked in three days he needs to come on" I'm guessing kacey said
"That's good" Brooklyn said
"No it's not I wanna smoke I'm stressed"
"I know how you feel that's how I was with them three but you'll get addicted to that shit & have a hard time leaving that shit alone I'm still struggling shit" his mom said
"Girl that's cause you smoking cigarettes" kacey said as the front door opened & all the boys came trailing in
I haven't talked to none of them since New Years & it's been four weeks
"Wussup erin wussup kacey" Blu said coming in the living room hugging us
I hugged him back
Rondo walked over to me & kissed my cheek
Ight maybe I lied I been talking to rondo
"Wussup mamas" he said to me
"Nothing finishing her hair so I can go home & do my lashes then go to work" i said
"Call out please" he said
"No I gotta go get this money & them dunks that's about to come out" I said
"I'll give you the money you about to miss & I'll buy you them dunks & whatever else you want" he said
"What if I don't want nothing else" I said as I turned my head & saw Tae mugging us
"Taelyn go hand me that pot right there so I can make Alfredo" Brooklyn said
"Government ma" he said
"Oh my bad" she said
"So ima still spoil you" he said to me
"I'll see" I said
"So Um rondo how's Kenya?" Destiny asked
She hears our whole ass conversation
"Who's Kenya" he asked
"The girl you just brung over to my mama & daddy's house" she said
"Oh yeah the pretty mixed girl " Brooklyn said
"Caught up" kacey said
"Shut the fuck up master" he said to her
She frowned at him "fuck you"
I braided the heart
"When you start her hair" ji asked me
"Like 45 minutes ago" I said grabbing some hair
"Erin you staying for dinner" Brooklyn asked me
"Um no I have to go do lashes then go to work " i said
"Mama you should let her work in your shop" destiny said
"It's not even open yet des" Brooklyn said
"I know but when it does open" destiny said
"I gotta see some work" Brooklyn said
I grabbed some braiding hair & tuned everyone out
"I WANTED THIS" my mom screamed
"You can't have something savi & fuck it up I just know you bout to sit here & fuck it up" my grandpa said To my mom
"I haven't fucked anything up daddy I always wanted this it's my dream" she said
"You can't have a dream & let drugs & niggas get in the middle of that dream you're not having your dream come true" he said to her
"Daddy please im sober" she cried to him
"For now" he said walking away
My mom picked me up & put me on her hip as we walked further into granddaddy's house
"Dad you have everything you just might as well just give it to me you'll see change"
"Saviona next thing I know yo pimps gon be selling shit out the shop while you doing hair or doing somebody's tattoo" he said to her
"But those two things are my dreams & goals you won't I'm sober dad I been sober for 7 months aren't you proud? I went back to school I'm working at Burger King spending more time with Erin & even with her dad right now in a healthy relationship you see? I'm making progress? I'm doing good aren't you proud?" She asked him
He just stared at her
"What made you run to drugs & have a baby?" He asked her with a disgusted look on his face
"I was young & dumb mom wasn't there you wasn't neither I was taking care of the kids & I was stressed with school & a whole bunch more it was a lot of responsibility on a 15 year old so I went to drugs but I'm better now I'm 18 doing good still struggling but I'm doing fine" she said
"What about the baby part"
"Sex felt good I was fucking alot & got knocked up couldn't afford an abortion because I had to pay bills every month & he ghosted me so I had no choice" she said
"You bout to be walking around with this ugly ass little girl who sits here & has a baby by an Asian saviona" he asked her
"She's not ugly she's beautiful" she said
"Says you who has to see her every fucking second" he said
"Dad I'm here talking about my shop" she said looking down
"Teen parent such a disappointment you would never be anything in life since you had a baby so young should've Aborted yo ass" he said to her
"Dad-" she started to say until a white lady walked in
"Who's this?" She asked
"My other daughter & her daughter" granddad said
"Oh hey I heard alot about y'all you're savi right?" She asked my mom smiling
"Uh yeah" my mom said
"I'm Amanda your dad's fiancé have you met your other two brothers yet?" She said to my mom
"Um no how old are they?" My mom asked
"11 & 4" she said
My mom looked at him
"This is why you left? You was talking about my baby & you have kids by a white women" she asked him
"It's not like that" he said then stopped
"Very much like that y'all are fucked up & you ask me why I'm fucked up & what made me fucked up because of your choices you left me there for them people to do what they did to me & you ask me why I did this & why I did that" she said again
"I had to save myself savi-" he started to say
"Save yourself? You left your kids you didn't wanna save me & my sister?" She asked
"You're suppose to put yourself first then your kids it's always been like that savi ion know why you're putting Erin first when it's supposed to be you first no matter what focus on your tattooing & you doing hair you'll be fine & set then worry about your daughter" he said
"Can I get my shop or not" she asked him
"No"
"Okay thank you nice seeing you too bitch" she said walking out the door then stopping
"Say bye to yo bitch ass granddad you'll never see again" my mom said to me
I looked at him as he was sitting at the table
"Bye bye" I said waving at him
He frowned at me in disgust & rolled his eyes
My mom walked away back down to the car where daddy was
"Okay all done" i said moving her braids out her face
"Ouu thank you" she said looking in her phone camera
"No problem" i said packing everything up I brung
"You ate im so excited you have a hair page yet?" She asked me
"Um yeah haven't posted on it yet" i said
"That's fine I'll still tag" she said
I nodded my head
"Take videos & pics & send em to me so you can be the first on the page" i said
"Ight what's the page" she asked me
"Kimorabraids_" I said
"Ight" she said typing it In her phone
"Alright" I said putting the dining room table chair back at the table
Everyone was talking as I was getting ready to leave
"Who's green camero is that outside" big meechie said as he walked in the house with a dark skinned girl behind him she looked like Brooklyn but taller
They look like they can be sisters
They both look young she's just darker
"Mine" i said
"That shit clean lemme buy it off you" he said
"Nah you coo" i said
"What year?" He asked me
"2022" I said putting my purse on & my hair bag around my shoulder
"Why can't I buy it" he asked
"I just got it for Christmas" i said
"Mmhm" he said looking at me funny
I widened my eyes at him
"Ima see all y'all later be safe" i said
"Bye" Brooklyn & destiny yelled at me
Everyone else was silent
I just walked out as I got a cashapp notification saying destiny cashapp me $170
I got in my car & started it
I started not to feel good again
I closed my eyes
I put the car in drive
I drove off
I drove to chick fil a & pulled up in the drive thru
I grabbed my phone as indya was texting me
I called her
"I'm tired of them people" she said as she answered
"Wait so what happened?" I asked
"Okay so bubba went out the other night got drunk & was laced Dom was with him but left him as he went to go have sex with this girl but supposedly Dom raped her & beat her up & bubba was touching on girls some shit like that" she explained to me
"That dont even sound like Dom" i said
"I know they laced bubba ion even think- anyways now they on jail Dom can't get bail & bubba hasn't got set bail" she said
"Wait they in jail" i said
"Yes girl" she said
"Hold on lemme order" i said to her
"Okay"
I rolled my window down
"Hello welcome to Chick-fil-A what can I get you started with?" The guy asked me
"Can I get a number 3 8 piece with Polynesian sauce please" I said
"What to drink"
"Um a Dr Pepper" I said
"That all?" He asked me
"Yes"
"Okay 9.36" he said
I pulled my card out & gave it to him
He can swipe it himself
"Ima call you back mama this my mom calling me" indya said
"Alright" I said
She hung up
I grabbed my card from him
I pulled up in the drive through
20 minutes later...
"Uht uh" Amy yelled laughing as I walked in the door
Her friend Evelyn & Donna was both laughing as they turned towards the front door
"Hey Erin" they said
I smiled "hey guys"
Amy looked at me then back down at her phone
She's been acting off since they got back from their New Years trip
I walked to the kitchen & sat my food down & sat at the island
I pulled my food out & started eating
"When do you go into work?" Amy asked me walking in the kitchen
"In like 30 minutes" i said looking at my phone
"Call out tell 'em you can't make it" she said
"Why" I asked frowning
"Because I said so" she said
"But why though? I haven't been working this my first time working in weeks & I need the money" I said because Sani wants to come back down here but her dad can't afford a ticket so I said I can get a ticket for her & she needs more shoes & clothes so ima make sure she got enough
"Why you need the money? You don't need it it's my house my rules so if I said call out call out not that hard Erin im the adult" she said
I just mugged her because she don't make sense
"No im sorry Amy" I said
"You wanna save money look what you got fast food & you know I don't allow that shit in my house" she said
"My bad I didn't know I see my dad buy the kids food so-" i started to say
"I don't care you're not your dad are you?" She said
I nodded my head
"I want you to get up clean this food up & make you a salad or a sandwich" she said to me throwing my drink away
"Amy I bought this with my own money I spent money on this please don't touch my stuff I'll go out side & eat it" i said getting up
"Not in that car or in my yard & driveway better go for a walk & eat it" she said to me
"Amy she ain't bothering nobody girl let her eat & go to work" Donna said
"Donna shut up she always misbehaving I tired of this shit" Amy said
"Go get out my fucking face with this food" she said
I got up & grabbed my food reaching to grab my keys until she snatched them off the counter
"& you not taking my keys go" she said
This shit right here is some bullshit
I walked out the front door & down the street
I made it to the park & sat down
I started eating my chicken nuggets
Moura started calling me
I answered
"Bitch where you at?" She asked me
"At the park"
"What why? It's cold as fuck outside" she said
"I know but Amy basically kicked me out"
"Why"
"Cause I had Chick-fil-A? Shit I don't know she just started going crazy" I said
"Want me to come get you & you can come back to the crib" she asked me
"No miss runaway" I said because amoura moved out her parents house & her & Gk moved together
But she didn't tell her parents & so now her parents reported a runaway child report because they can't get a hold of her & she just moved out
Even though she's been texting them & arguing with them for the past two weeks
"Bitch shut the fuck up they just mad because I left fuck them" she said
I shook my head
"Have you heard from yo moms?" She asked me
"Um no why"
"I just saw her at Albertsons she was with some white man & a white ass baby she was drenched in designer" she said
"Must be nice" I said laughing
I felt my food coming up
I put my phone down & turned around on the bench & bent over
I started throwing up
I felt like my guts was about to come be thrown up
"ERIN erin? You good what's going on?" I over heard amoura ask as I kept throwing up
I couldn't stop
& I swear I wasn't sick
Maybe it was just the food but I never threw Chick-fil-A up before
At this point I was throwing up mucus
I started holding on to the bench
My soul felt like it was bout to come out too
"What the fuck Erin" I heard someone yell & a car door shit close
I just kept my eyes closed
"Erin what's wrong why are you throwing up?" My dad asked me
"You okay sissy" I heard Monica ask
I stopped
I started gasping for air
"You need some water? Here let's go back to the house the girls can wait to go to the park" my dad said
"It's fine" I said under my breath sitting back down on the bench
"You need to get up so we can go back you aren't in good shape" he said grabbing my arm
I snatched it away from him
"Can you please-" I said because it was giving me bad memories when people grabbed me up like that it reminds me what my mom put me through
He just stood there staring at me
"I just need some fresh air" i said
"You look sick you need to go lay down"
"I'm not sick" I said
"Why you walk all the way down to this park that was like a 20 minute walk Erin" he said to me
It didn't feel like no 20 minute walk
"Amy took my keys" I said grabbing my food & throwing it away
"Why"
"Cause I was eating?"
He laughed "that don't even sound like her get yo ass in the car"
"Dad- really she deadass basically kicked me out" I said
"I don't believe come on girls get in the car" he said with an attitude
This fucker
"I'll walk" I said grabbing my phone off the bench seeing that amoura hung up
Wow so what if I had died
"You're getting yo ass in the car" my dad yelled at me
"I'm not though" I said back calmly
I'm trying to stay sober & I'm trying to stay as calm as possible because Amy already did the most & I didn't do shit but him getting mad at me is pissing me off because why y'all getting on me for no reason at all
I was at my moms house dealing with this what makes you think I wanna be here dealing with that shit & at that I'm not fucking high off anything
"ERIN YOURE FUCKING WITH ME & MY FUCKINH TEMPER GET IN THE CAR" he yelled at me walking towards me
I just stared at him
"Aaron please do not walk up on me like that I'm not getting in the car" I said
He chuckled & snatched me up & dragging me to the car
"Get off of me" I said calm as fuck because now I'm bout to spaz
He didn't get off of me
"GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU FOLKS" I yelled at him
"You cussing at me now" he said throwing me to the ground by the passenger seat
"Yes Nigga fuck you thought this was" I yelled at him again
Well semi yelled
I hate fucking raising my voice it's so uncomfortable & I just don't like my voice that much for me to be doing all this shit
He chuckled
"Wait til we get home get in the car" he said
I got up & opened the car door & got in
He got in & drove off
The seat belt things started going off
"Got me yelling & cussing & shit infront of my daughters" he yelled at me
I didn't respond because he acts like I'm not his fucking daughter
We pulled up to the house & the kids got out & so did I
I walked in the house
Amy's friends was gone
Amy saw me & stood up
"Get out" she yelled at me
"I ain't even do shit" I said
My dad walked in the house
"Yes you did you're being disrespectful to my guest & me get out my house go find yo mama & stay with her ion care where you go" she said
"Go pack yo shit" my dad yelled
I nodded my head because I ain't bout to force shit on nobody you don't want me in yo house I won't be in yo house simple.
"Got me acting a fool infront of my daughters" my dad yelled walking in my room with Amy behind him
"You making him act a mess infront of my daughters bitch" Amy yelled as I packed my shit
I looked at her
"You can do whatever the fuck you wanna do but y'all aren't bout to disrespect me kick me out all you want even though I didn't do shit but you're not bout to call me no bitch" I said
"She has every right to with your disrespecting her in her house & infront of our daughters" my dad said
"I haven't disrespected none of y'all ion do shit to disrespect y'all & you acting like I'm not your daughter also & your sitting here verbally abusing me with yo wife & physically abusing me" I said
"You aren't get out" he said
"I'm not yo daughter now? I need you to pick now am I yo daughter or not one second I'm yo beautiful daughter & next second ima fucking stranger" I said
"Get out" he said
"I'm grabbing my shit" I yelled at hiM
"I'll pack it up & drop it off leave my house" he yelled at me
"Ight"
I walked out the room & grabbed my stuff I did have & walked out the house
"Fuck this shit" I said under my breath
"Take that stank ass car too hoe" Amy yelled out throwing my keys out the door
I picked the keys up & shot her a bird because bitch
I got in the car & drove off
Ion know where I was going but I was going somewhere
3 hours later....
I coughed as the smoke burnt my throat
"Damn you good" Gk asked me
"Yeah you know I haven't smoked or nothing in some months" i said
"Ouu yeah you right" he said
I shook my head
"You good" Amoura asked me coming out the kitchen with some Doritos in her hand
"Yeah"
"He hit you?" She asked me
"No he dragged me though" I said
"That's why you got that bruise right there" she said
I shook my head
"Anyways what did aunt yoyo say?" She asked me
"She said I can come down for as long as I want" I said laying down
I'm geeked as fuck
"When you thinking about going down there?" Gk asked
"Like next week" i said
"You taking the whip?" He asked me again
"Hmm no I don't know" I said
"You know you can always leave it down here with us we'll take good care of it" amoura said
I'm knowing they will because Gk is into cars he knows how to fix em up or just work on the engine & shit
He knows & does a lot on cars
"I know" I said
"Gk you got any pills?" I asked him
Amoura looked at me
"You was doing so good erin don't start" amoura said to me
"Amoura shut the fuck up" me & Blu said as he walked through the door with Tae & Lil meechie
"Both you druggies shut up" amoura said rolling her eyes
"Where's ebonii with that pregnancy test" Gk asked Tae laughing
"Mmcht that bitch is fucking crazy I don't know I told her I was coming over here & when she has it to come over here with the shit" Tae said sitting down on me
I closed my eyes because I feel so good right now
Like I haven't felt this inna minute
I feel like I'm the only person right now in the world
I don't know how to explain it but I feel gooodd & I haven't felt this way because I been sober
But being sober is boring & you actually gotta feel yo feelings & that's so 2020
I started laughing at what I just said
Everyone looked at me
"You good?" Lil meechie asked me looking at me funny
I nodded my head
"I'm fabulous baby" I said smiling
They all busted out laughing including me because I'm just funny as fuck
"Foreal though what's wrong with you" Blu asked me
"She's been sober so now she's acting like a fucking newbie because she just had a blunt" amoura said
"Or two" Gk said looking at his phone
"You never answered my question Gk"
"Ask Tae he's the one with that extra shit I don't be trying to kill my clients" Gk said
Tae got up off of me & sat down next to me
"What you want" he asked me
"Damn" I said
"RighT that nigga got in street mode fast as fuck" amoura said
"Amoura shut up" Gk said
I busted out laughing because this shit is funny
"What you want Nigga" he asked me
"A piece of you" i said
The room got quiet
"I'm fucking playing some pills it don't matter what they is" I said
He was just staring at me
Lil meechie was smirking
I frowned at him
"Nigga go in somebody's medicine cabinet & grab you some of they pills" he said
"Fuck no you have percs?" I asked him
"Perc ten I just popped a perc ten" i sung the tiktok song
He looked at me like I was crazy
"What the fuck" he said
"Nigga you heard her" amoura said
"Fuck-" he started to say until his phone started ringing
He answered
"What"
"I'm fucking pregnant you dipshit" ebonii said putting the pregnancy test in the camera
My mouth went to a gap
Amoura got up & looked in the camera
"Hey baby boo" amoura said to ebonii
Ebonii moved the test out the camera fast as fuck
well I already saw it
"Okay get an abortion" Tae said
"Tae really?" She asked him
"Yeah" Tae said
"You know how many babies this Nigga will have of he didn't tell & pay them hoes to get abortions" Gk said
"A good 5" Blu said
My eyes widened
"You want money? Because you not having that baby you already have one you should be set" Tae said
I busted laughing
Everyone was staring at me like I was crazy
"What the fuck why would you say that" ebonii said
"It's true I'll have a bitch jump you if you don't get an abortion how much?" Tae said to her
Tears ran down my face as I was still laughing
"I'm having this baby fuck what you're saying fuck you & the bitch that's with you laughing I'll beat her ass pregnant & all" ebonii said
"You ain't touching my cousin bitch fuck up & hang up" Amoura yelled out
"Bitch fuck you" ebonii said & Tae hung up
I was still laughing because why the fuck all this shit happening right now
They all was still looking at me
"She high as fuck" blu said looking at me
I fell off the couch
"She's red as fuck" ji said
"I'm hungry" I said
"Go get some food" Ji said again
"I don't know what I want" I said getting up & laying back down on the couch
"I'm bout to go pick up our food" Tae said getting up
"Where you get food from?" I asked him
"Philly" Blu said
"Ouu lemme go so I can get something" I said
"No" he said
"Why"
"Just go Kimora" amoura said
I got up too & grabbed my wallet
"Gk & amoura want something?" I asked
"I'm coo" they both said at the same time
I frowned at them
"What the fuck G" she said to him
"Shut up" he said
Tae walked out the door
I walked out behind him
We walked to a Cadillac
It's like a 2022
It's a dark red with tinted windows
I got in the passenger seat & get got in the drivers seat
He started the car as I put my seat belt on
He drove off
"I popped her ass" he said
I turned slowly to look at him "huh?"
"Zay" he said
"She's dead?" I asked him
"Nigga I don't know" he said
I smacked my lips "boy shut the fuck up"
"I ain't going to get that food right now so ion know why you came"
"Because I wanted food you getting food either way" I said
"Mm" he said getting in the freeway
I just stared at him as he drove
He glanced over at me then back at the road
"Nigga what" he asked
"You're ugly" i said
"So why yo ole dumbass staring?"
"I don't know" I said turning my head towards the window
He grabbed my face & turned it towards him
He just stared at me & I stared at him back
"You uglier than a bitch" he said mushing my head
I smacked my lips & flicked his ear
"Shut up" I said
"Play too much" I said crossing my arms
"You talk so low & slow & hella calm what's wrong with you?" He asked me
"What you mean"
"What you mean" he mocked me
"You get on my fucking nerves bro" I said looking at my phone as Sani texted me
I smiled
"What nigga got you smiling like that?" He asked me
"None of yo business" I said
"Lemme see" he said to me
"Mind yo fucking business"
He snatched my phone out my hand
"You need to be paying attention to the road Nigga move" I said reaching for my phone as he was looking at it
He handed it to me as he kept driving
"My bad ma" he said chuckling
"Yeah you're stuck in the face dummy" I said
"Mmcht no I'm not Nigga" he said
I looked up & saw we was on the other side of Chicago
The south side
South shore
"You bout to get us shot up" i said
He just looked at me
"What"
"No we not" he said
"I need you to put this mask on & these gloves" he said
I frowned at him
"I'm not doing no ghetto shit" I said
"Fuck up folks if you ride with me you doing something" he said throwing the stuff on my lap
"I'm pregnant" I said
He looked at me hella fast
He dead broke his neck as the car stopped & I went forward
I busted out laughing
"You laughing that shit ain't funny" he said
"So I can't do what you want me to do" I said
"Yes you are you gon lose that baby" he said
"Uh no I'm not it's not even yours" I said
He just stared at me
"Who else you fucked instead of me"
"I forgot that shit even happened" I said
"Mmcht stop playing" he said
"What you mean papa?" I asked him
Cars started honking at us
"I'm playing I'm not pregnant" I said
"Mmcht you play too much" he said speeding off
"Put that shit on" he said glancing over at me
"Bro I better not be killing nobody" I said
"You'll be fine" he said
I frowned at him
"Put the shit on erin" he yelled at me
I smacked my lips & put the all black mask over my face
He had a pooh sheisty mask & he pulled it over his face as we stopped on a corner where houses were
I slipped the gloves on
He opened the glove department & threw me a gun
I just looking at it on my lap
"You ain't bout to do shit but incase you do here's a gun Nigga" he said with an attitude
I rolled my eyes & snatched the gun off my lap
"You lucky you got all black on" he said
"Stop talking" i said because I'm pissed off at him
He laughed
He reached in the backseat & grabbed two big ass black duffel bags
His phone started ringing
He picked it up & answered it
"Where you at little nigga" the guy said
The phone is connected to the car
"Getting ready to get out the car" he said
"You hitting this lick by yo self?" The guy asked
He looked over at me "yeah"
"Oh you wanted this 100k to yo self" the guy said chuckling
My eyes widened
He bout to have me kill someone & not give me none of this money
Fuck him
"I'm bout to go do it ima call you when I'm finished" he said to the guy
"Ight"
He hung up & turned the car off
"You ready?" He asked me getting everything
"Uh yeah" I said
"Ight listen to everything I say when we get in there" he said
I nodded my head
He got out & I did too
I followed him up to this busted down house
It looked familiar
He opened the gate to the house & walked up to the door
"You be on your best behavior Ight? Ion wanna hear their mouths when it's time for me to come back & get you okay?" She asked me
"ERIN" Tae whispered yelled at me
I looked at him
"You good?" He asked me
"Uh yeah" I said
"Ight when we walk in grab all the drugs & cash you see Ight?" He said
I nodded my head
"Use the gun if you have to" he said to me
"Okay" I said
He grabbed a silencer & put it on his gun
He shot the door knob
He opened the door
He walked in & I followed behind him
The living room looked Familiar too
I just can't remember where it's from
But I just know I been here before
He looked around
The house was dark
He turned around & grabbed the gun out my hand & turned on the Beamer
"Don't do no stupid shit" he said to me
I rolled my eyes at him
This is my first lick
I ain't never been or done no shit like this
I witnessed it though
I followed him as we walked further in the house
"Go upstairs & look for a safe or something" he said
I nodded my head
Bitch I'm scared out my ass
How he gon send me alone?
& I'm scared of the fucking dark
I'm bout to have a panic attack
I walked up the stairs slowly
I pointed the gun where I needed to see
"Come on" Roman whispered yelled at me
"No we're not supposed to leave the room Roman" I said in a whisper
"Nothings going to happen erin I promise" she said sticking a pinky finger out to me
I just stared at it
I slowly stuck mine out
I bent down to the little tiny door in the hallway
I opened it & there was a whole bunch of drugs & money
I grabbed the bag & started to stuff it
I heard a loud ass bang
I turned my head to the right of which was another door
I heard moaning
My eyes widened
I hurried & stuffed the stuff in the bags
I crawled in the tiny ass room
I banged my head on the ceiling
"Fuck" I said
"Where our mommies go?" I asked Roman
"Um I don't know my mom didn't tell me" she said as we was crawling out the small door
We stood up as we made it to the hallway
We heard little girls screaming
We looked to the right of us & saw a bedroom door where we heard the screaming at
"You think she's good?" She asked me
"I don't know" I whispered
"Come here mamas" we heard a deep voice say
We turned around slowly & saw a light skin man with green eyes & only underwear on
"Come here" he said again
I grabbed the rest of the stuff from the back of the room
I remember this house
I remember everything that fucking happened here
I tried to hurry to get out the house
"No I'm sorry we'll go back" I cried ouT
"Too late now" he said grunting
I looked at Roman as she was getting taken advantage of
As I was crawling out I heard someone take the safety off the gun & it pointed at my head
I turned my head slowly As I grabbed the gun from my pocket slowly
Its a tall lightskin guy with green eyes & braids in his hair pointing the gun at me
I looked at him dead in his eyes
"Mommyyy" I screamed out as he was putting himself inside of me
He stared deep into my soul
His pretty greeen eyes scared me
"Should I beat yo ass then kill you or just kill you?" He asked nonchalantly
I just sat there because I don't mind dying
I grabbed the gun Tae gave me & took the safety off slowly as he was just standing there
His gun went off
I pointed the gun at him & shot him in his head
He fell on the ground
A girl came running out the room
Once she saw him she started screaming
I just stared at his lifeless body on the ground as she was hugging him
It was all moving slowly
Ion even know if he shot me
I just know his gun went off which made me let mine off
The girl looked at me as Tae was running up the stairs
"You fucking bitch you killed my child's father" she screamed
"Come on" Tae said walking over to me & helping me up
He looked at me
His face scrunched up
He snatched the gun out my hand & picked up the bag full of money & drugs & handed to me
He pointed the gun at the girls temple
"Well yo ole dumbass going with him" he said shooting her
He grabbed my arm & started leading me out the house
What the fuck did I just do?