The woman smiled and looked
down at her best clothes, with a faint
sadness that the stars could not
understand in her eyes.
"Well, mom is going out for a while,
to a place a little far away." As she said,
tears rolled down from the corners of
her eyes uncontrollably, "Xing Xing
must be obedient at home, if dad beats
you, you have to hide, and when you are
hungry, go to the neighbor next door."
Grandma LI."
Fanxing looked at her with a pair of
innocent big eyes, the moonlight
outside the window shone in through the window without curtains, and the woman saw a piece of starlight in Fanxing's eyes.
"When will mom be back?"
Just like a child can't live without his mother, when his mother goes out, he doesn't ask where his mother is going, but pays attention to when the
mother can go home.
Hearing Fan Xing's words, the
woman's tears flowed more fiercely,
and her makeup was wiped out in an
instant.
"Mom... Mom doesn't know... It
may be a long time. But when Xingxing
misses her mother, the brightest star
that looks up is her mother, and mother
will always be with Xingxing.
Fan Xing did not doubt that he was
there, leaning against the woman's
arms, the strength of the woman gently
patting his back on his back.
"Xing Xing, go to sleep, mother
sings a lullaby to Xing Xing."
In my memory, women seldom
come to accompany me when I am
sleeping. Fan Xing is very obedient at
this time, and immediately closes her
eyes and waits for the woman's lullaby.
*Sleep, sleep, my dear baby.
Mother's hands gently rock you, and the
cradle rocks you to sleep quickly...
Fan Xing was bullied by a group of
children in the afternoon, and
frightened by his moody father at night.
He listened to a gentle lullaby in his
mother's arms, and fell asleep with his
eyes closed within a few minutes.
The woman sniffed, put down the
stars in her arms with a smile, and
lowered her head to kiss his forehead.
His eyes were full of reluctance
and dead silence, his fingers slid
across Fan Xing's forehead, followed
his nose and mouth, and stopped at his
chin.
"Good night, Mommy's little star."
The woman turned around and left
without hesitation. The moonlight cast
on her back, making her look extraordinarily bleak. She couldn't see any hope in her eyes, she looked straight at the road ahead, humming the little star that she
sang to Fan Xing since she was a child, the corners of her mouth slightly raised. The woman has not been seen
since that night. The man searched for
a long time, and finally found the
woman's clothes and the pocket watch
In the lower reaches of the river. Fanxing still smiles cheerfully every day, and doesn't get angry when
she is bullied by the children. When she
is hungry, she goes to Granny Li's next door to have a meal. Men still drink every night, throw
bottles at home when they are drunk,
and when they see Fan Xing standing in
the room, they will punch a few times
with their fists.
He cursed and said bad things
about the woman and his son, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes as he spoke. Fanxing couldn't understand what
the man was saying, she still hid her
head from the man's fist, and when the
man's anger subsided, she quietly slipped back to the room to sleep. When Fanxing misses her mother, she stands by the bed and looks up at
the stars. But his mother didn't tell him
what to do if he missed her during the
day, there are no stars during the day.
Fan Xing would take out the jade pendant his mother gave him from the drawer, hold it in his hand and hum the song of Little Xing Xing:
He didn't dare to wear that jade
pendant, because the kid would
definitely snatch it from him. That is what his mother left him, and it cannot be taken away by others.
My mother told him when telling stories before, that in the earlier era, everyone would write letters to express their miss, but Fanxing would not. All he can write are the words "Xing Xing" and "Mom", and he can't even write a
sentence of "I miss you'