A/n: this was a request on tumblr:)
You sat on the sofa of the common room your little bundle of joy cradled in your arm. You couldn't take your eyes off your precious baby boy you shared with kit walker. Your baby boy looked so much like his father. From his little eyes, his nose just his father all over the back.
You hadn't seen kit since you gave birth but as soon as you saw those doors opening revealing kit alongside a guard and his psychiatrist Dr thredson.
A smile plastered on his lips seeing you and your son asleep in your arms for the first time. Kit took a seat next to you as you gave your son to him carefully making sure his little head was supported at all times. hot tear of joy left your eyes a smile invading your face snuggling yourself into your two boys.
"He's so perfect" kit whispered sniffling his tears of joy. He never thought he'd find happiness from being here yet here you are with his son you birthed days ago. "He looks just like his daddy" you said kit glanced at you. "You think so" he joked making you roll your eyes at him. "You couldn't deny him if you tried to kit" you giggled. He chuckled at your reply before placing a kiss on your lips. Filled with love and appreciation for the life you both brought into the world.
"I love you so much" he softly spoke his eyes couldn't tell you differently infact they held more than 'I love you' it was more than love in both your eyes. Kit's eyes looked away from yours to your son's as he wriggled in his father's arm's.
"I can't believe we're parents y/n. Your going to be such an amazing mom to your son" kit insisted placing a kiss on your lips the tears of joy continues to fall from your eyes. "Your going to be such an amazing father to Thomas" you cried as your newborn grasped your finger tightly.
"Thomas?" He questioned with that smile still on his you nodded your head smile grew even brighter if that was even possible. "Yeah after my grandfather what do you think" you asked kit nodded his head looking down to his newborn son. "It's perfect little thomas" he said.
Just as kit pressed his lips to your own once again. Kit pulled away slightly his son secure in his arms his eyes locked with yours. "Marry me" he said you could sense the nervousess in his voice
"What?" You asked shocked. "Marry me" he asked again a smile spreading on your lips kit mirroring your actions. You nodded your head eagerly more tears of joy filling your eyes. "Yes I will marry you kit" you beamed pressing your lips back on your now fiancé.
You were cut off by the clearing of sister judes throat with two more guards. The look on her face frightened you knowing she was up to something. Kit held Thomas tighter in his arms protectively. The feeling of dread took over you both.
"I must say he really is a beautiful baby" sister jude complemented. You didn't reply neither did kit shielding your baby. "It's a shame you won't be raising him" she said nonchalantly you felt like the air was pulled from your lungs your head spun as the guard took your child from kit's arms with a struggle. "WHAT NO YOUR NOT TAKING THOMAS OVER MY DEAD BODY" you yelled jumping out of the chair to the guard with your son attempting to get your son back from the guard. Hearing your sons cried when he got ripped out your arms.
The tears if happiness turn into happiness within seconds. You knew anything was too good to be true. "YOU ARE A DANGER TO THIS CHILD Y/N YOUR NOT STABLE DON'T FORGET WHY YOU BOTH ENDED UP HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE" sister jude yelled back the tears flooding your face as kit tried to fight with one of the guards.
"NO YOUR WRONG I WOULD NEVER HURT MY BABY YOUR WRONG, YOUR WRONG YOUR WRONG" you pleaded dropping on your knees as they gave out. Sister jude just stared at you with a sadistic smirk on her face not even saying a word. Your pleas and cried didn't bother her.
You couldn't believe what was happening. They couldn't do this could they?. Your baby where would he go? Who would look after him?. Will you ever see him again?. All the questions running around in your head worrying about your baby boy as they left the room with him.
Kit ran straight to you cradling you in his arm as the tears cascaded down your face. Kit tried not to cry to stay strong for you and Thomas. His hand on your head bringing you to his chest telling you things like "it's okay we'll fix this" and "we need to be strong for Thomas" but it was all a blur all you remembered was them walking away with your baby.
You were shaking with the overwhelming feeling. Your body trembling as the other patients watched in shock some of them triggered by your outburst but you didn't care at all.
"Oh my baby, oh my baby, oh my baby" you kept repeating over and over again rocking yourself in kit's arms your head shaking you thought you would never see him again. You gripped on to kit fearful that he would be ripped away from you like your baby boy.
"Y/n look at me" kit said lifting your chin to face him his heart broke as the tears flooded your face. You could see the tears threatening to spill like a waterfall from his own brown eyes.
"Everything will be fine you need to stay strong for the baby they can't see you like this" he said you knew he was right but you couldn't not right now. "How can I kit they took our baby" you cried out gripping on to him for dear life like he would potentially slip out of your hands.
"I know it's hard I'm struggling to keep calm trust me. But we can't let them win we'll get him back I promise you" kit told you he knew it would probably never happen as long as they were stuck in here but he didn't lose hope.
"Come on y/n let get you some rest" kit whispered looking into your eyes of disarray. His heart breaking every second again but only worse than before. You nodded your head slowly getting up making your way into your room.
Your legs almost giving out as they were practically being dragged down each hallway to your room. Kit's arm around you helping you to the room well more like your cell. You eyes felt heavy from all the crying. Your head felt heavy from the stress you just felt weak. You little boy constantly on your mind. You felt all those emotions anger, hatred, sadness, loss.
Your body gave out the second you stood by the bed. The sobs more uncontrollable now it was just you and kit. You felt the bed dip behind you, kit's arm snaking around your waist bringing you closer to him. His grip tight like if he's protecting you. Kit was scared of losing you next and you were scared to lose him your body violently sobs your back flushed against his chest.
"I can't believe it kit where is our baby" you whispered your voice weak from all the screaming and crying. "Me neither but I promise you y/n we'll get Thomas back" he assured his eyes stung from behind you. Letting his guard down. "Oh my baby, my baby, my baby" you kept mumbling your eyes growing heavy as kit held you tighter stroking your hand his was ontop of. Whispering that everything will be okay as the tears glided from his brown eyes.
You just stared at the wall infront of you blankly. Sobs left your lips mumbling things you felt the way you did when you were first in this place but 10x worse. "I never thought I'd feel like this". You finally spoke after about ten minutes of silence. "I know sweetie" kit sniffled you turned around now facing him seeing the tears in his eyes.
You wiped the salty drops from his cheeks with your thumb. "It's like a death without a body nothing to mourn but a huge loss" kit finally gave in letting his tears fall freely both of you crying your hearts out. Cradling each other in your cell.