chapter 3#part 1
shakai s pov still;
that question was stuck in my head....
I wanted to know so I rang Chantel.
she picked up.
Chantel pov;
shakai just calling me is weird
me: erm hi
him: yoo , how does Chanel know Maxwell?
me: Maxwell....
I repeated curiously. I remembered that me and chanel promised that we won't tell Shakai who he was because we don't want to cause any conflict.
me: iy shaks hold on.
I put the phone on hold and called the bestiee
me: oii
her:wot
me: shakai wants to know who Maxwell is what do I say
her: jus say he was my ex ..
me: so he would just buy it like that? he sounded angry.
her: be-because he took advantage of me
me: what do u mean?
her: he ,he raped me.
me: what? Max? So , when was u gonna tell me and how did he manage to rape you? was it even protected?
her: shit. I don't-I don't know.
she was crying now. omds I'm so angry.
me: ite imma tell him then.
hold on.
back 2 shakai.
me: yea he was her ex.
him: what? they dealed?
me: yea.
him: ahh shit he's the ex that went on holiday inih
me:/yhyh
him: raah. well he's still gonna pay for it. so innah bit.
me:yee
locked off*
me: yh chanel he sed he's still garn hurt him
her: but he can't.
me: yes he can
her: no coz he's in a gang. all of of dem think I'm a Thot coz he raped me I'm just scared.
me: babe Dw everything is gonna b fine.
her: but we don't kno.
I was about to talk but she locked off probably crying.
Maxwell pov;
lool all the mandem wanted to know who the Thot was. I didn't wanna bait her out cah she's not acc a thot. She came to my yard coz she cared but I found out dat she has a man. they was probably in argument cah Chanel is not the type of to cheat. she's just stubborn. But apparently a gang of boys is after me and my batch. Rando's lil ygs. my oldas shot some yute called Zandz. his name makes me think he's some buttaz guy. anyway Zandz and all dat shot two of my guys. -Shotz &&-Loopz one in the arm the other in the back and Shotz also got lashed with the pole in his back. it's some massive scar with some clapped black and purple bruise. And I had beef with some yute called Klipz. I found out his government was Shakai the same one that I had a fight with on the blocks. paigon. Have to show him who runs tings!
shakai pov;
"Klipz"
someone called me it was Plemz.
yoo I said. "yuu know Shotz mandem are on to us".
"isih dey can't do shit. they garn run like a little bitch. "
"yu know dat should be the lyrics for our joint"'Tankz said.
"ye tru" agreed Cript.
he was in most of the videos. I was only in one but I had a mask on since I'm still one of the young ones. Wait till I'm 16.
Lyrics for 'dead man'.
beginning. / bridge.
everyone;
these man don't want war . dey don't wanna dead up in smoke.
play wid the team man, you might poked.
acting like you run things nigga you ain't got no poles.
acting like you get tings nigga you ain't got no hoes.
verse 1
Cript;: you niggaz on a dead ting.
try again you might be a dead man.
acting like you run tings.
everyone;
:'your jus a joke man'.
try snake to the feds...I might have to send a bullet through your head.
moving booky , it's either shoot or salute me.
Me and my gang are just stacking
Hella amn packing
Money money money. That's all I make
But you niggas are just bummy
Over there moving bunny
carry on chatting crud ,nigga garn get poked. mess wid da squard we garn mess wid your gang
Klipz; gang gang gang.
who the fuck are you niggaz , saying that u fucked up my bro, tweeting online that u got all the hoes but wait ,u got mashed by my pole,try again ur gonna get sparked , dw my team go hard, Rando and leakz
verse 2
Plemz; us man roll in the 4door truck , you niggas ain't even got a 2door. fuck with the guys i come in the room with the broom and the pole . my nigga Tankz got a jooker and he ain't afraid to jook ya' . yuu niggas ain't got shit , we run in your blocks , fuck the ops and give you the dududduu . man like me I'm a skeng man I got all the thots tryna check man ( everyone; you pussies don't know nutting carry on then yuu garn get bun. disrespect me , ur gyal gonna swallow up all my cum. try snake on me , boom in ur back like a hundred drums.
chorus;
dead man running , 4 door coming , nigga yuu garn get smoked .
dead man rapping all that crud , shut up or yuu garn get poked
it's all dead man ,try snake to the Fed man ,yuu know we got weapons in the shed .
we just all about the figures , just getting richer ,nigga yuu ain't got no bread.
tbh I think that's only half but yh the beats banging the video is garn make them even more shook. I still can't believe what he did to my baby. is he really that brave. fuck. wtf is this. he deffo garn get it. I'll face all of dem on my ones for chanel acc.
chantels povv;
but how could she get raped I'm fully baffled and she won't make this up at all acc. max is he really that brave. any how he got her pregs. I swere her mum would kill her , him and the baby... Maxwell is just a disgusting boy....tbh I wanna kill him myself
chanel s povv ;
Idk but I don't feel right. I feel dirty and I'm ashamed. max I really cannot believe. I just want it to stop even though baes tryna protect me I'm still bare scared. max is a Maud boy. syco basically. he's almost killed someone that's partly why he left. idek what shakai has done. Idek if he's in a gang but all Ik is he's kinda bait and he knows people that can hurt Maxwell and his tag is Klipz and I like ih lol. I still feel dirty I've washed myself but I feel guilty. like it happened so quick and my body froze I guarantee if I faught back it would've been worst. did he use a condom thoo. that's my main thought. coz wen I washed myself I found cum in my upper thigh like in the side bit. that means he bust. if it wernt protected I could be preggs. I'd never forgive myself.
I went downstairs to go make some food . Idk if I should make bae some....
nahhh. he can do that wen he gets back ak. lol but Ide feel like eating. I've had two spoons of cereal and I fully do not want it. I dnt want nothing except ice scream whipped cream cake. mmmm I'm craving. so I went upstairs to get ready and go creams. wait no Kasnas or acc cherry n' berry. ah shit. fml
Kasnas is closer. I just put on my ripped black jeans . north face puffer jacket and my timberlands black long sleeved top underneath. I looked nice. sliked my hair up in a ponytail . real hair on fleek. lol.
in Kansas I ordered a chocolate deluxe waffle. Oreo milkshake two of them coz it's baes fav. and ice cream vanilla topped with whipped cream and strawberry syrup.
Bae still wasn't back when I came. I just sat on the sofa and watched the Real on BET . just chilling yamming this Kasnas off. yaas jointss. I'm fat lol. all these sweet things. I heard the lock turn. baes back turn uppp.
Shakais pov;;
saw bae eating creams no Kansas I'm taking some
me:babe where's mines
her: ain't got nothing
me: don't lie u didn't get me shit?
her: Nar b sorry
me: ite den sn
her: yh my left overs is on the side
me: are u fucking foreal man's hungry and ur just taking the piss. I wonder y bare shit happens to u u fucking
her:babe I'm joking man here calm ur self
she sprung up and gave me some waffle and the Oreo milkshake. we hugged then kissed. I just clocked what I said and kissed her neck sexually. she moaned . since she got raped we ain't really done anything we don't even lips anymore let alone hug with out her feeling uncomfortable. like when we slept together last night she was distanced away. I just want my wife back but she's still traumatized. I just know it.all ik is that she loves me. she does tell me that though.
we finished eating and we was chilling on the sofa. no movies that we like was on so I was gonna put on some Netflix.
then plemz belled me
me: wag1 g
plemz: go on YouTube and see dem pussy niggas songs about lieing niggas. r dey funny and dat yute u fully hate.
me: fucking dead man temps. he's gonna run when he sees man word upp. imma check dere ting now I bet it's shit , always chatting crud
plemz:word everyone knows about it. u might as well have a verse in dead man
me: yea I will in a bit yh
plemz: safe g.
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wifey: babe what's gwarning
me: ur wasteman ex yh ,
I paused she gave me one look and I just knew that was it. then she made her self small her head was down. so innocent. so cute aww shit. I forgot she hates him to be called as her ex.
I continued: I'm sorry yea. dat prick chatting crud about me is he dizzy. listen help me Make a verse. tell me deep shit about him that no one noes.
wifey: but he will clock cos I'm the only one that knows about dem things . Maxwell will kill me.
me: listen all the mandem are on dem fuck boys case . we soon skeng dem. dw ur safe with me. but obvs start staying at ur mum's and don't go out coz shits starting to get deep and I wanna protect u.
she smiled and hugged me. properly. ik she felt relived all her stress and worries just floated away. yeah we're back to normal. - for now
only niggas lying is them.
chanel went in the kitchen to put the stuff away.
fucking pricks
so temps verse is first.
chatting bout how I'm wifeing a Thot. I ain't got no stacks. I'm a pussy boy. dat I ducked wen dey came. no dead. watch me and his ghost self. he's literally dead. shit. propa saying klipz and all that shit. u didn't send no one for me. Lord help me before I go mad.
chanels pov;
idk wtf he was thinking about but when I came back he looked like he was going to blow up he looked so flipping scary . ik he's mad . I just moved out the way and went upstairs. I was stressing now. Ik shakai s in a gang. I thought I had a good boy but no way am I leaving him. I love him too much. like seriousness.
I just sat on my bed then all these negative thoughts came up in my head. then I looked in the mirror lifted up my top to see my belly I preed it from different angles thinking about what I'd do if I was pregnant . I'd probably
a.- kill my self
b.- tell my mum so she could kill me
c.- obort it/try kill it myself.
umm yeah. unless it's Shakais baby I don't want it . besides I'm just a child myself but I love love love babies . especially that smell when they're clean and fresh. love it. their cute giggling.
am I really fantasizing about babies whilst shakai is going Maud downstairs. but I can't hear no noise. I went downstairs to go be nuff.
man said this yute really left the yard. I went in the kitchen to poor my self a drink. his mum's sharpest long knife is gone it had sharp sides as well. ohno nononononono. shiiittttt. he's going to kill him. he's going to kill Maxwell. Shakais going to kill Maxwell. Klipz and Temps oiiii. na but foreeall tho. he better cover up them tracks. or at least make a dumb yungen do it or something. I don't want him to go down for it. if feds ask me questions I don't know shit. just saying....