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MY first kiss was with Milo.
My first kiss was with Milo.
My first fucking kiss was with fucking MILO?!
Why the fuck did he kiss me?!
Why did I kiss back?!
Does he know I like him?!
Is he playing with my feelings?!
Fucking fuck! What the hell is happening right now. How the fuck did picking my favorite tattoo turn into a first?!
I cover my face, sitting on the bed. Tomorrow is Monday-we have a whole day planned with Mika and Mel. But now that me and Milo kiss, it might be weird..
It's going to be awkward..
"Damnit.." I whispered, sighing as I laid down, looking up at the celling.
He's a good kisser..
His lips were soft..
I wanna kiss him again. But I know he was just caught up in the moment. The kiss didn't mean anything too him-it was just him kissing another girl.
It meant nothing..
The door opened, Milo walked into the room-a towel around his torso and a smaller one on his head, drying his hair which was stuck to his forehead.
I felt my heart picking up speed as my breath got caught in my throat. "I forgot my clothes.." he sighed, walking to the dresser.
He doesn't seem to be affected by the kiss.
But here I am, flipping the fucking fuck out.
I watched as he pulled out some grey sweatpants and a white tank top. I bite my lip, watching as he put the tank top on. I quickly look away as he put his pants on.
I played with my fingers, my heart beating quickly.
It was just another kiss to him. But it was my first ever kiss. And the way he pulled me onto his lap-god it was hot.
Why did I stop him..
"What do you think Mika and Mel have planned for tomorrow?" Milo spoke. I felt the bed dip next to me and I turn, looking at him.
He was looking at me-"I don't know. But, knowing Mika and Mel, it'll probably be something crazy and dangerous." I say. He laughed, "so they're dare devils?" He asked.
"Yeh. The last time we were here they wanted to play with the nerf guns." I say. He raised a brow, "that's not crazy or dangerous." He chuckled.
"Oh, no, it was. They put thumb tact's in the ammo." I say. His eyes widened-"Jesus. You're for real..?" He asked. I nod, lifting my shirt up slightly as showing him the scar on the side of my stomach.
"I loved danger so i obviously agreed to playing it. Luka chicken out, though." I say. "Jesus Christ." He whispered, scooting closer and dragging his finger over the small scar.
I blushed, my breath caught in my throat as his warm touch sent shivers all over my body. "Did Mel and Mika get any?" He asked, pulling away.
I nod, putting my shirt back down. "I think I got Mika once and I got Mel twice. It was a couple years ago so I can't really remember correctly." I laughed.
He smiled, "so..who shot you? Was it Mel or Mika?" He asked, his eyes clouding with something dangerous but his face showing nothing but innocence.
"Oh, it was Mel." I laughed-"but she literally started crying right after because she felt so bad. So she let me shoot her and then Mika got her." I say.
"Damn. Y'all are fucking crazy.." he said, laying his head on the headboard. I laughed-"it didn't really hurt. Felt like a pinch and then we pulled them out." I shrug.
"Ew..." he said. "Pussy." I say. He smirked, looking at me. "I am what I eat." I rolled my eyes, looking away and blushing like a maniac.
I still couldn't get the kiss out of my head..
I mean, i understand why he got caught up in the moment. It was a very...intimate-like moment. I understand that the kiss meant nothing to him.
And I had no reason to be mad at him..
But I was.
It was my first kiss and he was treating it like it meant nothing. But I have no right to be mad at him because he has no idea that, that kiss was my first kiss.
He's innocent here..
"Luna." I snapped out of my small daze and turn, looking at Milo. "Mh?" I hummed-he looked at me, his eyes clouding with worry.
"Are you okay..?" He asked. My brows knit together, "yeh? I'm okay. Why?" I asked.
Do I look sad?
Mad?
"The kiss...it didn't change anything, right? You know it meant nothing..I was just caught up in the moment, right..?" He said, each word making a piece of my heart break and fall into my stomach.
"Yeh, I know, obviously." I say, laughing. "A kiss is a kiss. Meant nothing." I shrug.
He nods, "yeh, exactly. I just wanted to make sure that it didn't ruin the friendship." He laughed. I smiled, "no worries, nothings changed between us. It was just a kiss.." I laugh, trying not to break down into tears.
He smiled, "great. Anyway, I think I'm gonna go to sleep. M'fucking exhausted.." he groans. "Damn, was I not a good enough pillow?" I asked.
He laughed-"the car wasn't a good enough cushion. My back is kill me.." I laugh, laying down. "Yeh, same." He turned on his side, looking at me with a smile.
I did the same, rest my head on the fluffy pillow and looking at him. "Wanna play a game before we fall asleep?" He asked.
I raised a brow, "what kinda game?" I asked. "Twenty questions..?" He asked. "Yeh, sure." I shrug. He smirked, "great, I'll go first." He winked, causing me to roll my eyes.
"Who was your first kiss?" He asked. My eyes widened slightly as my cheeks went pink-shit shit shit.
"Ah, can't remember." I say. "How many guys have you even kissed?" He asked.
Just you.
"I lost count." I shrug. He laughed, "take a guess then. If you had too choose a number, how many people do you think you've kissed..?" He asked.
"Isn't it my turn to ask a question?" I asked. He smirked, "you just did. Now answer my question." I groan, rolling my eyes and sighing-"I don't know. Maybe...fifteen?" I say-lying through my teeth.
"Ah, that explains a lot." He said. I frown, "what does that mean?" I asked. "You're a good kisser. You've had experience-that's what that means." He shrugs.
My eyes widened slightly as my cheeks went a light pink-my heart skipping a beat as butterflies started flying around in my stomach.
He thinks I'm a good kisser?
How am I a good kisser..?
"Whatever. Shut up." I say. He laughed, "alright, my turn." He said. "What? It's my turn." He shook his head-"no it's not. You asked what I meant, that counts as a question." He said.
He narrow my eyes at him and he smirked-"who was the first guy you fucked." My eyes widened. "You're a pervert." I say. "I'm just curious." I groan.
Shit shit shit.
I can't say Nathan because I've only known him for a couple days.
"His name was, Marlo." I lie. He raised a brow, "Marlo? The guy from maths class?" He asked, causing my eyes to widen slightly.
There's actually a Marlo at school?!
"Oh, no. He doesn't go to our school-I met him a while ago and well...we, uh, met at a party and then Y'know..."I lie.
I don't want a rumor to start when we get back-I know Milo wouldn't do that but you can never be too sure.
"Ah, okay." I nod, "anyway, my turn." I say, shifting slightly and trying to think of a question.
"Do you like anyone?" I asked. He laughed-"really? That's such a boring question." He chuckled. I rolled my eyes, "I don't know what to ask, asshole." I mumbled.
He laughed, smiling as he looked at me-"yeh.." he whispered.
"I do like....I love someone." My eyes widened slightly. "Woah. Really?" I asked. He nods, sighing as he turned over, laying on his back and looking up at the celling.
"I've liked her for a while. But...she's completely oblivious to the way I feel." He said, a pang of sadness in his tone.
"Well, if you're in love with her-why do you sleep around? And why don't you tell her..?" I asked.
I hate to admit it, but this conversation was painful. Knowing that Milo was in love with some other girl really made a piece of my heart break.
"I sleep around to distract myself from her. And I can't tell her because..." he sighed, shaking his head. "Forget it. It's not important.." I frown.
"Do I know her..?" I asked. He looked at me, his eyes were clouded with love and anger-as if...."it's you, Luna. It's always been you." My eyes widened.
"What?"
"You don't know her." I frown-"wait. What did you say before that." I asked. He furrowed his brows-"the same thing..are you okay?" I sat up, shaking my head.
"Yeh, yeh, I'm fine." I say, "I guess I'm just a little more tired than I thought I was.." I whispered.
"What time is it..?" I asked. He pulled out his phone, "it's only six at night." He says.
The day went by quickly..
"Jesus." I sigh, laying back down and looking up at the celling. "You still wanna play or you wanna go to sleep..?" He asked. "We can keep playing.." i whispered, closing my eyes.
"Alright...do you like anyone?" He asked me. "Mhm.." I hum. "Oh...uhm, who?" He asked. "It's a secret. But he already....never mind. I'm actually really tired, I just gonna go to sleep." I say, turning on my side-facing the opposite way of him.
"Alright, sleep well, Luna." I smiled softly, "you too, Milo.." I whispered, closing my eyes.
I was super fucking tired-but I couldn't sleep, knowing Milo was beside me right now. I wanted to turn around and hold him and kiss him.
But he already liked....loves someone.
I wonder who she is.
Could it be...Mel? Did he fall in love with her at first sight? He said the girl was completely oblivious to his feelings-Mel is always oblivious.
Oh my god..
Love at first sight.
He's in love with Mel..
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"Luna.."
"Luna wake up.."
"Luna!"
I groan-my body shaking as my eyes fluttered open slowly. "What..?" I whine, seeing Milo in front of me. "Wake up, Mika and Mel are here. Get dressed.." he said, brushing my hair behind my ear.
Mika and Mel..?
"What time is it." I mumbled, sitting up and rubbing my eyes. "It's seven." He said-walking to the door, "hurry and get dressed, love." He spoke, walking out of the room.
I sigh, standing up an making my way to the dresser-leaning down and opening the bottom drawer.
I sigh, sitting on the floor and holding my head. I was too tired to want to even to anything right now. "What are we even doing today..?" I mumbled to myself, rubbing my face and groaning.
I stood up, walking out of the room an going downstairs to use the bathroom. But, of course, I run into Mika-"woah," he spoke, wrapping his hand around my wrist.
"Good morning, gorgeous. How did you sleep..?" He asked, smiling as he pushed my hair behind my ear.
I smiled, "I slept good." He nods-"I'm glad," his eyes tracked down my body-"I see you're not dressed yet, why?" He asked. "I don't know what we're doing and I have to use the bathroom." I shrug.
"Ah, yes. I forgot to tell you yesterday." He laughed softly, letting go of my wrist and digging inside his back pocket, pulling his phone out.
He pulled something up and showed it to me, giving me a small smile as he tilted his head slightly. "Me and Mel are taking you guys to go snorkeling." He smirked.
My eyes widened-"snorkeling...like..underwater with..sea creatures like sharks a shit?" I asked. He laughed, nodding. "Isn't it like..really cold outside?" I asked.
"No, it's actually pretty warm today. All the snows melted so that why me and Mel decided that going snorkeling would be best for today." I nod, playing with my fingers.
He grabs my hands, bringing them up to his lips and kissing them. "Don't worry, darling. It'll be fun." He smiled. I smiled, nodding.
He winked, letting go of my hands and walking to the kitchen where everyone was hanging out. My eyes landed on Milo-his face was plain but his eyes were clouded with anger.
What's wrong with him..?
I shrug it off-walking tot he bathroom and sighing as I brushed my teeth.
I then grab a brush, brushing my black, curly locks and parting my hair in two-braiding each side and smiling as I pulled out some baby hairs.
I then walk out of the bathroom, walking upstairs quickly. I walked I to the room-my eyes widened when Milo's ass came into my view.
I immediately turn around-"I thought you were downstairs?!"I yelled. I heard him laugh-"I was, but then I had to come upstairs to put my bathing suit on." He said.
I covered my face-staying quiet and still not turning around.
I heard his footsteps moving closer to me-"Mika seems a little to friendly with you, don't you think?" Milo whispered-his warm breath hitting my neck, causing my breath get caught in my throat.
"Ever thought about making him body count number six..?" He whispered-my cheeks going pink as I turn around-pushing his face back.
He laughed-"you're so gross! Mika is just a friend. If anything, he try's to hard." I say-crossing my arms. Milo smirked, holding his hands up in surrender.
"Whatever you say, darling." I rolled my eyes-walking to the dresser and quickly getting my bathing suit and some shorts before glaring at Milo.
"Get out so I can change." I say.
"Yes ma'am." He said-grabbing his phone off the bed and leaving the room.
I quickly put my bathing suit on-running my hands over my body and adjusting the black one-piece.
I bite my lip, putting the shorts on before grabbing a black zip up jacket and putting that on before grabbing my slides and my phone and walking out of the room.
I walked downstairs-meeting everyone.
"Damn girl, you look hot!" Mel said-pulling my braids over my shoulders. I laughed, shaking my head. "She's right, L. You look fucking hot." Lexi said.
I smiled, looking at both of them. They both had braids as well-Lexi was wearing a pink bikini that barley held her boobs or her ass.
Mel was wearing a purple bikini that literally only covered her nipples and the bottoms were basically just thongs.
They both looked great..
I felt arms wrap around my waist and my eyes widened from surprise. "You look beautiful, princess." Mika voice echoed-his warm breath also hitting my neck.
But I felt nothing..
I smiled-"thanks." He kissed my cheek and pulled back, walking beside me and putting his arm over my shoulder.
All the boys were wearing swim trunks. Lukas were pink, matching Lexi. Mika's were purple, matching his best friend slash sister.
And..Milo's were black.
Matching me.
Speaking of Milo-I looked over, seeing him standing next to Luka, his arms crossed and his gaze on me and Mika. He chewed on his bottom lip as his eyes clouded with anger and envy.
I frown, meeting his gaze.
The moment my eyes met his, his expression softened immediately and he gave me a small smile. I smiled back, glad he wasn't in a bad mood.
"Alright, who's ready to go swim with sharks?!" Mel asked, jumping up and down.
I'm surprised her tits didn't fall out of her top.
"Wait, swim with sharks?! No one said anything about swimming with sharks!" Lexi said, her eyes widened.
Luka walked up to her, grabbing her hand-"don't worry, I'll protect you." He winked. She narrowed her eyes at him-"how will you protect me from sharks?" I couldn't help but laugh lightly as the two started arguing.
"I'm strong enough to take a shark!"
"He'd eat you."
"Nu uh!"
"Are they dating?" Mika whispered in my ear. I smiled-"not yet. But they both like each other-Lukas planning on confessing soon." I say.
"You don't care that your brother and best friend are dating?" He asked.
"Of course not. I have no right in controlling who they love. They are their own people." I shrug-looking up at Mika. He smiled, "you're too understanding.." I laughed, looking back at Lexi and Luka.
"No, because if it was anyone else-I'd probably not let him date her. But I know lexis good for him, I know she'll fix him and make him happy. And that's all I want.." I say.
Mika hummed, resting his head on mine.
I felt like someone was staring daggers at me, and I couldn't help but feel like it was coming from, Milo.
When I turned my head-he was there, still staring. This time-he had a look on his face..he looked like he was in pain. As if his heart just broke to pieces and dropped to his stomach.
I frown-"I'll be right back." I tell Mika, pushing him off of me gently and walking over to Milo. Milo's eyes watched as I got closer to him.
He looked down at me, his arms still crossed and his face still caring that same expression. "Are you okay?" I asked him. He stayed quiet-his eyes still fixated on mine.
I frown.
Why isn't he speaking to me..?
Jealousy>>>>>
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