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I woke up and my pillow was really hard, wtf is this, i looked up to see tom sleeping, why tf is he here.
I jumped out of the bed, "TOM WTF ARE U DOING IN MY BED" i shouted and he didn't wake up, i started hitting him with a pillow.
"OWW WTF" he shouted waking up, "why are u in my bed" i asked crossing my arms, "bill forced me to because u fell asleep" he said.
"oh, well u could've slept somewhere else" i said walking out of the room going downstairs, "morning sunshine" bill said smiling.
"morning" i said back sitting down, "so i'm guessing u didn't except to see tom" he said "no why couldn't u have brought me up" i asked, "bc tom was stronger" he said.
"ur bad at lying" i laughed and he did to, the rest of the band came into the kitchen sitting down, "i'm gonna go talk to my mum" i said and went to my mums room.
I knocked on the door, "come in" she said, "can i talk to you" i asked "ofc what is it" she said, "it's about dad" i said and her smile dropped.
"what happened" she asked "i rang him yesterday and i found out he had a whole new family and he said he didn't care about us anymore" i said tearing up.
"oh sweetie come here" she said pulling me in for a hug, "i just don't know why he would do that" i said hugging her back "it's just ur dad, don't worry, everything will be just fine" she said kissing my forehead.
We stayed like that for a few more minutes, "i'm sorry but i have to get to work, can u wake up josh" she said "yea sure" i said and left.
I walked into josh's room to see a girl, "OMG U SNUCK SOMEONE IN" i shouted and he woke up "wtf dom" he said, "who's the lucky girl" i asked.
She woke up, "oh umm i'm lacey, nice to meet you" she said standing up, "ur so pretty" she said, "tysm ur gorgeous aswell" i replied smiling.
"i'm gonna go down to the band" josh said and left, "so how did u meet my brother" i asked, "idek he was out for a walk last night, and we met there, we talked for a bit, i couldn't go home tho" she said.
"oh why, is everything okay" i asked "yea it's just my dad" she said "i'm sorry, u don't have to tell me" i said to her, "we should probably go down to the others" she said and we walked down to the kitchen.
Tom was there now, i ignored him i wasn't gonna talk to him and i hoped he wasn't gonna talk to me about what he saw.
"ooo josh is this ur lucky lady" bill said "hi i'm lacey" she said to the band and they all said hey, bill made pancakes and we ate them all.
"i have to go im sorry, bye guys" lacey said "wait here's my number we should hang out" i said writing my number on a piece of paper, handing it to her.
"okay see u later" she said leaving, "josh she's really nice" i said "yea ik" he said back "please tell me u didn't fuck her last night" bill said, "what, no we didn't, we talked for hours" josh replied.
"i'm gonna go get changed" i said walking up to my room, i got changed into low rise cargos and a strapless top, my door opened.
i turned around to see tom standing there, "no" i said "u didn't even know what i was here for" he said sitting down on my bed.
"i know what ur gonna ask, i'm not talking about it" i said "fine" he said grabbing something from under my bed, it was my tin with blades in it.
"give that back" i said "no, i'm not gonna let u hurt urself" he said i tried grabbing it off him, but he just left with it.
I walked downstairs to see everyone looking at me, "wtf tom u told them" i said lookinf at tom, "what do u mean" bill asked.
"wait tom didn't tell u nothin" i asked, "no, should he have" georg said, "no it's fine, im fine" i said sitting down.
I mouthed "thank you" to tom but he just looked away, i could see the tin in his pocket, i pretending to fall and grabbed it, he saw.
"dom, no give it" he said grabbing it, "no it's mine, u shouldn't have took it" i said "what is it" bill asked, "it's nothing, it just doesn't belong to tom" i said walked away.
I went into my room and hid it in my closet, bill walked in, "dom what's going on with you" he asked closing the door "nothing i'm fine" i replied.
"no ur not, what was in the tin" he asked "nothing okay just leave it alone already" i said looking down, "dom i know ur not okay" he said lifting my head up.
"IM FINE BILL" i shouted, he stayed silent "im sorry" i said "no it's okay i know ur going through a lot, i just wanted to make sure ur okay" he said pulling me into a hug.
"let's go out" i said "where?" he asked, "a party there's one happening down the street" i said and he said okay.
We went downstairs, "we are all going to a party tonight" i said everyone agreed, "i'm gonna text lacey" josh said pulling out his phone, "great" i said.
I was looking online for some outfit inspo, i found a really cute outfit, "i'm gonna go get ready, all of u do aswell" i said pointing to them.
They all left to get ready, i picked out the outfit.
your fit (but with black tights)
I called bill to see when the band is coming over to head to the party, he said they were on there way.
I heard a knock on the door and shouted "COME IN" and they all came in, they all came up to my room, "omg girl u look amazing" lacey said.
"omg hii and thank you, u do aswell" i said, i put on some lipgloss and grabbed my phone, he all left to go to the party, we walking since it was only down the street.
We arrived and i went straight for the drinks, aswell as tom, i grabbed a bottle of vodka and went over to bill, "woah ur gonna drink that raw" he asked and i nodded taking a drink straight from the bottle.
It had been an hour as i so drunk, "SPIN THE BOTTLE" someone shouted me and bill looked at eachother and ran over, we saw the band there aswell.
"who's going first?" someone asked, "i will" i said grabbing the bottle, i spinned in and it landed on, tom.
He came over to me and kissed me, his lips were so soft, but i hate him so i can't think that, i pulled away, and tried not to blush.
We continued playing and i ended up having to kiss lacey and a few other boys, i decided to get another drink, someone came up to me.
"hello sexy" a tall guy with blonde hair and green eyes said to me "hii" i said back, "wanna go somehwere" he said "sure" i said and followed him.
He gave me a drink and i was going to take a sip when someone pushed it out of my hands, and it went all over me.
I looked to see tom standing there, "WTF" i shouted at him "he drugged it that fucking asshole" tom said glaring at the boy, "no he didn't tom get the fuck away" i shouted at him.
"no ur going home" he said grabbing my wrist "GET THE FUCK OFF ME" i shouted tryinf to get away, "no" he said and continued walking.
"WHY DO U CARE, UR ALWAYS A FUCKING DICK TO ME GO FIND SOME OTHER GIRL TO FUCK" i shouted "WTF IS WRONF WITH U" he shouted back.
"WHATS WRONF WITH ME? NO WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU THINK U CAN DO ANYTHING U WANT IDC ID HE DRUGGED IT ATLEAST I WOULDNT BE ANYWHERE NEAR YOU" i shouted at the top of my lungs.
Everyone stopped and looked at us "DONT U GET IT, UR NOT FUCKING OKAY, UR SERIOUSLY GONNA LET SOMEONE DRUG YOU THEN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF U" he shouted back
"YEA I AM NOW FUCK OFF" i shouted "no" he said again "TOM I MEAN IT GO FUCK SOME OTHER GIRL U FUCKING SLAG" i shouted again, "FINE GO LET HIM FUCKING RAPE U, OR MAYBE HE WILL BACK OUT WHEN HE SEES THE SLITS ON UR THIGH" tom shouted.
I didn't say anything, how could he just say that to me i fucking hate him, i realised everyone was looking at me, i ran out of the house crying, everyone ran after me, even tom.
I walked into an alley and didn't even know where i was going, i sat down and couldn't stop crying, i found a glass bottle and smashed it.
I took the glass and started cutting, i couldn't stop, until i eventually passed out.
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long chapter
i'm so sorry for all the sad shit i just can't think of any ideas so im kinda relating it to me idk sorry