I want my girlhood back.
She ruined everything about me, I have the lowest self esteem ever, no self confidence, I hate the way my body feels and i still can't trust anyone. they even ruined my grades, I used to be a straight a student, now I'm lucky if I get a c.
I hate them, I was a child and it isn't my fault.
I miss the old me, I miss the happy little girl that Tali ruined that night in London and continued to destroy for the next year. I miss when I could sit next to a friend on the bus without having a panic attack or anxiety attack. I miss being able to trust people. I miss liking my body. I miss not feeling dirty.
I want the old me back.