Chapter 18 confession
As I walk out of the hospital luckily Ty have bought my car here and a pair of legging with a T-shirt I rush to my car and drove of his still in school seeing as it is Wednesday so I decided to wait for him at his house
As I knock on his front door I was met with a very angry women
What do u want ?
I was wondering if I can wait for Ty here I wanna talk to him
She rolled her eyes at me and fake a smile
Sure wait in the living room
I walk in and sat on the sofa his mother shortly joined me and handed me a cup of tea
Genivee
Yes
Why are u really here
My palms started sweating
I wanna tell Ty how much I love him
She let out a fake laughter
What so u can break his heart all over again
I shook my head at her and explain to her how I feel about her son and that I'm sorry for everything
Just don't break his heart again he was a mess when u dump him last time
I've heard some stuff about u is it true
I'll never hurt him again
Probably but I'm not that person anymore
Good
We exchanged some small talk on my past and other various topic she was giving of motherly vibes which make me open up to her way more than I should have but I wanted her to trust me again
As ty made it into the room I jump at him wrapping my arms around his neck as I kiss him at first he was tense but soon after that he kissed me back
Ty we need to talk
My room
I grab his hand and walk side by side to his room he closed the door behind us and we sat on his bed opposite of each other
I'm glad u feeling better bu-----
I place my finger on his lips shook my head
Ty I'm gonna talk and u gonna listen so here goes
I know I've fucked up a lot
Im trying to be better but I'm messed up
So I ask u for one more chance to prove to u that u mean everything to me
No more drinking no more cutting
U are the only one I want the only one that's ever been there for me
U treat me nice not like an object
He was shocked but before he could say anything I gave him a small kiss on his temple as I got up from the bed
If u are ready give me an answers
As I walk he grab my arm and spin me around our lips instantly meet for what felt like forever our kiss got sseperated for us to catch some air
Yes
But I need answered as to why u did what u did
I explain to him in detail what Scott did to me even after I beg him to stop how I felt uncomfortable at the party and I just wanted him there
How I couldn't stop cutting myself maybe it was the alcohol or the guilt I still have no idea
And how I feel about him
He looked angry but soften up as I intertwine our finger and gave him a sad smile
Its okay Ty I deserved it its over so shut up and hold me
He wrap his arms around me and I felt that familiar warm covering me like I was protected for everything wrong in this world
Neither of us had dinner that night we just lay there in his bed cuddling and looking at each other it was the most perfect moment god how I miss sleeping on his shoulder.
A/N
This is the second last chapter I'm actually sad when one of my books comes to an end that's probably the main reason as to why I have over 20 unfinished books