(A/n : before reading this chapter please check the previous one, I changed it's ending. Happy reading 💜)
Aditi's pov:
Event was soon over , everyone was heading back to their rooms.
Me : guys wait for me all of you are walking too fast .
I said adjusting my big gown and catching up to them , but they all ignored me and kept walking. What's wrong with them all. ? What's with sudden ignorance?!
Me : guys before we all go back to our rooms can we have desert first ? I am really craving for some ice-cream.
Taehung: ask Rohit for it.
Me : what ?!
He just shrugged and continues walking.
Me : it's okay if you don't wanna eat ice-cream , let's eat rasgulla then .
Junkook: ask Rohit.
Me : why will I ask Rohit? I want to go with you guys .!
Jhope : ask Rohit to tag along.
I was so confused! What the heck is wrong with them all ?? Are they jealous? They definitely are.
Me : okay. If you guys are insisting so much , I will ask Rohit.
I pulled my phone out from my purse but it was soon snatched away from me by Jin.
Jin : so what you wanna eat adi? Ice-cream or rasogulla ?
Me : it's okay Jin, if you don't wanna come it's okay I will call Rohit you guys can go .
I smiled innocently at them and tried to take my phone back from Jin, but it was grabbed my junkook .
Junkook: I am craving for ice-cream let's go .
He grabbed my hand and dragged me with him , followed by others . I was trying so hard to suppress my smile . At the end my idea worked hehe.
Namjoon: where is suga ?
Jhope : no idea. Probably at the bar.
Suga's pov:
I was at the bar , taking sips from my drink time to time , thinking about my feelings . I don't even know what I am doing or why I am doing .
?? : can I join you ?
I turned my head and saw eunwoo standing there with a big smile on his face . I nodded and he sat beside me . He ordered himself a drink , I can say it's awkward cause we don't interact more with each other . It was few minutes silence and I was again lost in my throughts .
Eunwoo: let me get straight to the point .
He said grabbing my attention.
Me : what are you talking about.
Eunwoo: about aditi.
I tured my head away from him avoiding his gaze on my face.
Me : it's nothing to talk about her.
I said sipping my drink and he chuckled.
Eunwoo: do you know that she likes you ?
I can feel his eyes on my face and I nodded
Eunwoo: don't you like her back ?
I was not suprised by his question, I looked at him and sighed , I just can't take this anymore. I just want to throw all my throughts all my feelings out from my mind it's suffocating Me now .
Me : yes I do.
He didn't look suprise he just chuckled and nodded , I will not lie but I felt free... like a heavy weight from my heart was lifted . I really want someone to talk about my feelings and eunwoo was perfect person for it .
Me : I like her so much .
Eunwoo: then why did you pushed her away hyung ?
Me : I just don't know eunwoo , it's so difficult for me . I am not a right guy for her she deserves someone better and..
Eunwoo: you are the better guy who she deserves , and you know that too...
Now tell me the truth hyung , why are you running away from her ?
Me : I am not running away from her eunwoo, I am running away from love.
Eunwoo: and why is that ?
Me : all of my past experiences i can say that love is messed up and it don't work
Eunwoo: you say love is messed up , you say that it don't work , and you don't wanna try it . I can totally understand you hyung .
Me : how?
Eunwoo: im no stranger to heartbreaks and the pain of always letting go . I know loving can hurts sometimes, but its the only thing that makes us feel alive .
His statement hitted straight into my heart , he was right actually
Eunwoo: let's not just think about your past lovers and warfare , just think about your present. If you think love is waste of time then why don't you waste it on aditi?
A smile crept on my lips hearing her name .
Me : you are right eunwoo , but its probably too late now , I am sure she moved on from me .
Eunwoo : it's not too late hyung , you can still get her , just believe in yourself and in the power of love . I swear you will never regret it.
I was considering about his advice , he sounds so convincing. Should I really give it a try ?
Me : what If it's just a crush or attraction? What if I am not able to love her in future, im not sure about my feelings yet.
Eunwoo : that doesn't mean you should push her away right ? You should talk to her about it .
Me : what do mean talk to her?
Eunwoo: tell her the reason why you are being so rude to her , tell her that you like her but not totally sure about your feelings .
Me : will she understand me ?
He turned towards me and patted my shoulder, with a small smile on his face .
Eunwoo: aditi is a mature girl hyung , she will definitely understand you . Just stop behaving cold towards her she is so sensitive about this that breaks her heart .
I nodded, and continued drinking. After some talks and drinks we bid each other Goodnight. I was not that drunk just dizzy .
I made my way towards only one place where my heart takes me .
Aditi's pov :
I was in my room , applying body lotion on my hands humming on the romantic song playing in the background .
~ ding dong ~
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hh , I checked the time and It was 12am . I wonder who is it ? I walked towards the door expecting harleen but as soon as I opened my door , a heavy weight fall on me and that person hugged me tight.
I was so shocked, all I can smell is alcohol from that person. I have no idea who is it ! And he is so heavy !!!!
I shouldn't have opened my door.
??: I missed you adi .
Wait a sec, I know this voice! But w..what is he doing here ? Suga broke the hug and walked inside my room , I was standing on the door all confused. I walked inside closing the door behind me .
He was slowly dancing on the song which was playing , I walked towards him. He looked at me and smiled innocently.
Suga : come dance with me .
He pulled me by my hand towards him and hold my waist tight and started moving on the beat . I was so loving the movement but at the same time I am sad because he is drunk , he is not in his proper mind .
Me : suga ?
Suga ; hmm ?
He hummed and pulled me more close to him , resting his head on my shoulder still dancing on the soft sound .
Me : are you drunk?
Suga : no I'm not. I'm just dizzy.
I pulled myself away from him , and he looked at me confused.
Me : I think you should rest .
He nodded and started removing his blazer , I panicked and closed my eyes .
Me : ya.. ya what are you doing?
Suga : preparing myself to sleep .
Me : what ?!
I opened my eyes and saw him on my bed .
Me : what are you doing suga ?
Suga : are you blind ? I am trying to sleep.
Me : I mean you should rest in your bed not mine !!
I walked towards him and stood on his side . He sat straight and looked at me with his dreamy eyes I swear I just want to stare at him and fall in love with him once again .
I was so lost in him that I didn't even noticed when he pulled me on the bed and was on top of me .
He was looking at me like I'm his prey ready to kill me any minute. His breathing got fast and he caressed my face with his fingers.
Suga : I just want to kiss you so bad right now .
He said in his husky voice breathing hard. His face dangerously Close to mine
My heart was beating so fast. It's like I'm goona die any minute.
Me : s...suga , you are d..drunk , you should s..stop .
He moved away from me and layed on other side of my bed , I let out the breath that I was holding like forever.
Suga : im not drunk .
Me : you are .
I said looking at him .
Suga : why did you stop me from kissing you ?
My heart broke at his question. Tears started building in my eyes , I was trying so hard not to cry .
Me : c..cause I don't want you to r..regret t..tomorrow.
I said with a shakey voice, controlling my tears . He looked at me and his eyes widen. He suddenly crawled towards me and hugged me pulling me close on his chest , I was so shocked and confused at his actions .
Suga : I will never regret any second that I spend with you aditi.
I scoffed and let my tears free.
Me : lier , did you forget that you hate me ?
Suga : I don't hate you aditi .
He said with his heavy and serious voice .
Suga : I... I *sigh* I don't know how to say this.
Me : what's wrong .
I asked, slightly moving away from him . He took a deep breath and closed his eyes , I can hear his heart beating fast .
Suga : I..I like you aditi , I like you a lot .
My heart stopped beating for a second, and my mind went blank . Did he really said those things or I'm just hearing nonsense. Am I drunk ?!
Me : then that day why did you.....
Suga : I was scared okay .
He cutted my sentence.
Me : sacred of what ?!
Suga : scared of falling in love with you !!! Look I like you a lot , but I am really not sure about my feelings. It's not like I hate you or something, but I just don't wanna hurt you aditi.
He said cupping my face .
Suga : just give me sometime, let me be clear about my feelings regarding this relationship. Just wait for me .
He attached his forehead with mine.
Suga : I just what some time , to be sure about my feelings.
After staying like that for some time He moved away from me and sat straight on the bed, followed my me .
Suga : I know I am sounding dumb but...
Me : no you are not. I can totally understand you suga , I know how do you feel , so don't worry, take as much as time you want . I will wait for you .
He hugged me tight and so do I. I am so much happy on the fact that he doesn't hate me . I can understand him totally I can say he is confused about his feelings, and it's better for us both if he sort them out . I don't want him to force himself in his relationship without his will , and broke my heart if that doesn't work .
Suga : im so thankful that you understands me adi. And thank you so much for giving me some time .
Me : it's okay .
I broke the hug and smiled at him.
Suga : can I sleep with you Tonight?
I giggled feeling deja vu , remembering the past incident and nodded .
Me : sure.
He pulled me close cuddling with me , sleeping so close to each other. It felt nice , I feel like I'm dreaming. If it's a dream then I don't wanna wake up ever . He softly kissed my forehead
Suga : good night aditi.
Me : good night.
With that I drifted to sleep in his embrace.