Months flew by but nothing, you went to doctors to check if maybe something was wrong, but no both you and evan were fine, you were beginning to give up on the dream you both set on becoming parents till Saturday night.
You were laying on your bed feeling down, like you let your husband down, evan was in the shower for work in the morning you played with the hem of your nightgown something screaming at you to check again, a gut instinct.
You heard the shower stop with a soft sigh you got out of bed carrying yourself into the bathroom seeing your husband with a towel wrapped securely around his waist, "Hey babe" he smiled planting a kiss on your temple immediately taking notice of your nervousness, "What's wrong?" He asked his eyes scanning your every feature.
"When was the last time I took a test?" You asked already knowing the answer it was less than a week and a half ago, "last Thursday I think why?" Evan asked he didn't give up hope on you becoming pregnant but he agreed on maybe putting it a rest for now.
"Maybe we should take another test" you initiate twiddling your fingers, "if you think we should then I'm all for it honey" evan smiled you went into your cabinet above the sink grabbing a clearblue test doing your business.
Evan never left your sight making sure you didn't feel alone but also felt comfortable, after you peed on the stick you then went to wash your hands placing the pregnancy test on the counter beside your sink waiting for those five minutes.
Evan was already changed into grey sweats sitting on the cold marble floor, evan guided you to sit between his legs his arms wrapped around you holding you close waiting on those minutes coming to a close, "do you think we might get lucky this time around" you asked the anxiety ripped through you wanting the time to end.
"I hope so" evan whispered against your hair holding you closer to him, evan couldn't lie he was hopeful obviously but with failed tests he didn't want to get his hopes up, the thoughts rushing through your head like every other time what would your child be like, would you be good parents, what if you had a terrible pregnancy hearing all the stories your friends told you.
"If we are pregnant what would you think the baby would look like?" Evan asked to try and calm you down, you thought about it for a second with a smile on your face, "well I think they would look like you mostly they would have your eye shape but my eye color, your nose with the little freckle, my cheek bones and chin but they would definitely have your smile without a doubt" you said the image more clearer in your head.
"You really think so?" Evan chuckled the light tint of pink on his cheeks became more visible to you, "i know so" you replied "what about you?" You asked curiously, "they would have your eyes and nose, my lips, they would have your bright personality and shyness but would definitely be daddy's little guy or girl" he teased making you swatt his chest pretending to he shocked.
"I think it's been five minutes" evan stated checking his phone you got up picked the test up making sure the result was facing the ground, you sat back between Evans legs your hands were shaking, breathing shaky you looked at evan to see if he was ready for the possible future.
With a nod from evan you turned the test, the tears immediately welling up in your eyes, "Oh my god" you whispered in a gasp evan took the test from your hands reading it, you were pregnant, "we're having a baby" you shrieked your arms wrapped around evans neck planting your lips on his, "I can't believe it we did it babe" Evans smile shone he couldn't believe it, it's finally happening.
His hand on your non existent bump a single tear rolled down his cheek the feeling surreal, "we're having a baby" he whispered he couldn't quite believe it even though you both were trying for a baby you finally did it your carrying his child.
(14 weeks later)
You had a scan today you felt nervous so far your pregnancy was a bit of a breeze except the morning sickness, your bump was starting to show evan couldn't keep his hands off it never leaving your side not missing a thing.
You never lifted a finger every since evan found out you were pregnant which was nice but sometimes you wanted your independence, he was so sweet and caring with you every scan he attended asking all sorts of questions to the midwife.
"You ready babe" evan asked helping you out the car, "I'm nervous but regardless of the gender as long as the baby is healthy that's all that matters" you smiled cradling your slightly showing bump, making your way into the doctors and up the maternity unit.
You went up to the reception the lady greeting you with a smile, "hi appointment for y/n peters" you said giving her the same smile, she started to type on her computer till she found your name "Alright Mrs Peters have a seat" she said you nodded taking a seat beside your husband holding his hand chatting about anything.
"Y/n peters" you heard your name being called out, standing on your feet making your way to her followed by evan, "if you'll follow me" the nurse smiled walking into the ultrasound room.
"Okay mom if you could just lift your top up and I'll apply this gel on" she smiled once you laid on the little bed, evan on the seat beside you feeling nervous, "and are you dad?" The nurse asked evan starting a conversation as she applied the cold gel to your small bump, "uh yeah I'm the dad" evan smiled always feeling proud to now say those words to anyone.
Within a few moments the nurse had the little machine thing on your stomach searching for your baby on the screen, "there they are" she smiled finding your little growing baby on the screen, you watched the little screen seeing your bundle of joy you couldn't help but have a little tear in your eye the feeling more surreal.
"And your 16 weeks today right?" She asked, "yes 16 weeks" you smiled glancing at evan who had his eyes fixated on the screen, "would you like to know the gender?" She asked your heart felt like it was doing Summer salts in your chest you and evan have been dying to know the gender for a long time doing all those old wives tales that determine the gender of the baby.
"Yes please" you beamed the nurse looked closer into the screen moving the little thing on your belly, "well by the looks of it Mr and Mrs Peter congratulations your having a little healthy baby girl" the nurse smiled you couldn't believe it a baby girl you always wanted a little girl and now you were having one.
You turned your head to evan who already had the tears in his eyes, "a baby girl honey we're having a girl" evan couldn't grasp the thought of it being too surreal and overwhelming, evan couldn't picture it a his little baby girl growing up infront of his eyes him wanting to protect her from anything in the world.
"I can't believe it" you said entering the car looking at your scan pictures, even though she was tiny and still developing inside you she was perfect to you and evan, "that's our baby" you whispered your finger tracing over her little silhouette, "Oh evan look at her little hand there" you smiled showing your husband who couldn't help but smile at how cute you were being.
"I can not wait to meet her she's going to be our perfect little princess" evan stated beginning to drive back home so you could show your friends.
(4 months later)
And evan was not wrong, a Friday night laying on the sofa with evan eating ice cream that evan went out and bought you since you were absolutely craving it, all of a sudden you felt a sharp excruciating pain in your stomach.
"What's wrong?" Evan asked alerted by your sudden reaction, "I think it's the baby I'm in labour I think" you panted recovering from the pain only for another shooting pain to take you aback, your waters now broke as soon as you stood up from the sofa.
Cradling your stomach trying to keep your breathing steady whilst calming evan down from almost having a panic attack, "evan help me into other pj bottoms before we go to the hospital" you panted throw the pain, evan rushed to the kitchen knowing you put some clean laundry there earlier to put by.
Helping you into new bottoms and underwear it was time to go the hospital, your contractions now closer apart, "evan the bag don't forget the bag" you said "oh shit" evan gasped grabbing the hospital bag by the door and the house keys, helping you into the passenger side of the car another contraction ripped through you making you well in pain.
Evan rushed into the driver side starting up the car and rushed to the hospital, "this is excruciating the pain evan" you groaned taking deep breaths, "I know baby we're almost at the hospital it will be over soon I promise" evan stated his eyes fixed on the road but his free hand went on to your bump trying to comfort you.
Before you knew it you were on a hospital bed in the delivery room, "Mrs Peters your 6 centimetres dilated only 4 more to go then you can push" the nurse stated checking you, "can I get something for the pain please I can't deal with it" you asked your face all red the sweat dripping from your forehead.
"We can give you an epidural" the nurse offered you immediately said yes to the offer, within 5 minutes you got an epidural, the pain slightly fading but not much, evan sat on a chair beside you on the phone to your parents letting them know how you were getting on.
A few hours later the delivery room was flooded with nurses telling you to push, but you refused the epidural wore off the pain was 1000 times worse than the labour pains, you squeezed Evans hand he was sure you would end up breaking his hand, his free hand stroking your hair "come on babe you can do it just push" he encourages Sarah your best friend now in the delivery room with you both.
"Come on y/n can you do it for me" Sarah asked you looked at her nodding, "I'll do it for you not him" you said your hormones all over the place and evan getting the brunt of it all, you started pushing screaming in pain,"your doing amazing babe I love you" evan praised you shook your head about to give him another mouthful of abuse.
"You fucking did this to me" you snapped your grip on both his and Sarah's hand tightened, "one more push Mrs Peters" the nurse stated with one more push you felt the wave of release hearing the little cries of your baby immediately made your eyes well up in tears.
"A happy healthy baby girl" the nurse smiled handing your new baby in your arms, "she's perfect" you cried your eyes fixated on her you were right she was a little evan, his nose and eyes his lips she was perfect.
A few minutes went by the nurse took your baby to do checks on her, coming back she was perfectly healthy, in your arms your daughter slept evan beside you mesmerised a whole new type of love for you invaded him your brought his child into the world he couldn't be more proud of the two loves of his life.
"I need to get a picture of this" Sarah smiled taking out her phone and snapping a photo of you both, "this melts my heart" she cried her new niece was born it was too surreal for all of you, "do you want to hold her?" You asked evan, he was so scared to she looked so small and fragile but he said yes.
In his arms evan held his daughter his finger on her little hand which she grasped, "she's beautiful" evan whispered tears in his eyes, "so do know what your doing to name her?" Sarah asked snapping more photos with evan and the baby, evan smiling away when Sarah mentioned about the name.
"Well my grandmother's name was Susan and so Susan Sarah peters" you smiled tiredly, but your heart warmed when Sarah's face light up, "you gave her my name" she asked also welling up, "of course we did and we wanted to ask you to be her godmother" evan stated, "I'd love to be this little angels godmother" Sarah smiled.
Evan handed you back Susan you couldn't take your eyes off her, "welcome to the world susan Sarah peters" you whispered to your little bundle of joy.