• 𝐌𝐲 𝐈𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐌𝐲 𝐁�...

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[UNEDITED] "What did I even do to deserve this much hate from my own fans??" - YN . . . "Hyung.. is falling... More

• Teaser •
• Trailer •
• An Opportunity •
• First Step •
• Luck? or Fate? •
• Special Phone Call •
• Birthday Party • (pt 1)
• Birthday Party • (pt 2)
• Birthday Party • (pt 3)
• Running away •
• Realisation •
• A Special Day •
• Nightmare •
• Start of the Journey •
• Hello Senior •
• Stay Away •
• Bully •
• Anonymous •
• "I don't need a King" •
• is this the End? •
• Suprise! •
• New Bond •
Announcement!
• Heart to Heart Talk •
• Best friend •
• Moon is so Beautiful •
Announcement
New Cover Photo!!!!
• New Year, New Clashes •
• Drunk Dazed •
• Love's Agony •
• Yoongi Oppa •
new cover~
A/N
• I am Sorry •
• First Look •
• The Taste of Hate •
• Feast • (pt 1)
• Feast • (pt 2)
• Feast • (pt 3)
sorry guys :(
• Feast • (pt 4)
• Feast • (pt 5)
• Hidden Betrayals •
• Revenge •
• Don't Leave Me •
• Lullaby •
• Silent Intimacy •
• Besties in Seoul •
• Starstruck •
• Secrets Revealed •
• The Trustworthy •
• A Return Gift •
• Truth Or Dare? •
Announcement
• A Heartbreak •

• New Beginning •

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By Bunnybear811

"Jungkook POV"

Jungkook : (I have to tell Hyung about everything... I shouldn't have done that.. I misunderstood her so much and behaved rudely.)

/I immediately called Taehyung Hyung, after some rings he answers the phone with a sleepy voice. Ofcourse, it's 3 in the morning. He must be sleeping./

Taehyung : Hello..?
/He spoke still half asleep./

Jungkook : Hyung, We need to talk. Right now!
/I said firmly to which he groaned./

Taehyung : Ffs Jungkook! It's literally 3 in the morning! Please just go and sleep and let me sleep too!
/He was about to cut the call./

Jungkook : Hyung please! It's really important!
Taehyung : What is it?

Jungkook : It's about YN..
Taehyung : Hmm okay, say.

Jungkook : Wow Hyung.. really? I can't believe you!

Taehyung : Yahh just get to the point!
Jungkook : Not on phone, we have to meet.
/I heard him sigh./

Taehyung : Fine, just come to my house.

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"At Taehyung's house"

*Ding dong*

/After few seconds He opened the door still looking a little sleepy. He moved aside for me to enter and locked the door behind./

Taehyung : Do you want coffee or something?

Jungkook : No Hyung I just wanted to say you something..
/I looked down feeling guilty./

Taehyung : What's wrong, Jungkookie?
/He asked softly with a worried expression./

Jungkook : Actually, Yesterday I heard yours and YN's conversation..
/He looks at me suprised but stayed silent waiting for me to continue./

*Flashback*

Taehyung : What's wrong, YN?
/I know, eavesdropping is wrong. But I couldn't stop myself from eavesdropping on them./

YN : Taehyung, I don't think we should continue talking to eachother.
/My eyes widened at her words. I started feeling guilty and embarrassed on how much I misunderstood her./

Jungkook : (Is she for real? I didn't expect this...)
/My thoughts were interrupted by Taehyung's voice./

Taehyung : And why do you think like that?
YN : Because..

Jungkook : (Is she gonna say my name...?)
/I thought to myself./

YN : Because I don't want to get in trouble, Taehyung.

Jungkook : (What? Seriously..? Why is she lying??)

Taehyung : What do you mean?
YN : I mean, I don't want to be in trouble just because I am friends with you..

Taehyung : YN, did anyone-
YN : No! It's not about anyone. It's only about me, myself.

Jungkook : (She could have said my name... But instead she chose to take it on her..?)
/I looked gulping as guilt was eating me up./

Taehyung : Hmm okay, I understand YN.
YN : I am sorry Taehyung, but I can't risk my career, right?
Taehyung : Yes, I completely understand YN. Don't worry...
YN : Thank you for understanding Taehyung.
Taehyung : Hm It's fine.. So that means, You won't talk to us after today..?
YN : Umm maybe...

*End of flashback*

Jungkook : And I left from there feeling guilty and couldn't listen to her anymore..
/I was avoiding eye contact with him./

Taehyung : But, Why are you guilty?
/He asked even after understanding everything but wanted to hear from me./

Jungkook : Um... I am the one who told her not to talk with you..

Taehyung : *frown* And when did this happen?
/I told him everything, even about me stealing her number from his phone without his knowledge./

Taehyung : I can't believe this Jungkook... How can you?
/He looked at me in disappointment./

Jungkook : I am sorry hyung.. I just wanted to-

Taehyung : To protect me?
/I nodded. He sighed./

Taehyung : She's literally our fan Jungkook. She trusted us even before meeting us! And you did this? Can you imagine how hurt she must have been? How disappointed she would have been after seeing her favourite Idol's this kind of behaviour?
/I just listened to him silently./

Taehyung : But you know what Jungkook? Even after what you did, She never stopped trusting us. Never looked at us as a disappointment. When me and hyungs were apologizing for your behaviour she understood very clearly why you behaved like that and forgave you. But you..

Jungkook : I know hyung... I am sorry. I am really guilty for behaving like that.. I promise this won't repeat.

Taehyung : I know YN would never do such thing but imagine for a second, what if she released those texts of yours to media?? What will you do then???
/I stayed silent./

Taehyung : *sigh* Did you apologise to her?
/He asked calmly but looked scary. I just nodded silently./

Taehyung : Good.
/After that we stayed silent for a moment until I broke the silence./

Jungkook : Hyung... Please don't be mad at me..
/He looks at me but said nothing, I started tearing up./

Jungkook : Hyung, Please scold me if you want. You have that right, don't you? But don't hold it in.. If you want, yell at me.
/Without my knowledge I sobbing hard. He walked upto to me and hugged me softly./

Taehyung : I don't want to, Jungkook. I can't do that. I can understand why you did that but please don't repeat something like this again ever again.
/I continued sobbing. He broke the hug and cupped my face while wiping my tears with his thumbs./

Taehyung : Don't cry, Jungkook-ah. It's fine. I am not mad at you, okay? But just give me some time to process everything, hm?
/He said softly and I nodded to him. I wiped my face with my long sleeves and hugged him once before leaving his house./

"Taehyung POV"

/I didn't want to yell at him and hurt him, I can't do that. He's so dear to me even if he made a mistake, I can't be mad at him. But what he did was really disappointing./

Taehyung : (How can he do this? Stealing someone's phone number from my phone without my permission and then telling them to stay away from me.. really? I can't believe this.. She must have felt so bad. I should talk to her.../

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Text -

Me :-
YN, Are you awake?

*After few minutes*

Cupcake🧁:-
Hi Taehyung!

Cupcake🧁:-
I just woke up to drink some water.

Cupcake🧁:-
What's up? Is everything okay?

Cupcake🧁:-
Why are you still awake?

Me :-
Actually I want to talk to you about something.

Cupcake🧁:-
What is it Taehyung?

Cupcake🧁:-
Are you okay?

Cupcake🧁:-
You are making me worried.

Me :-
Relax, I am totally fine. Don't worry about me ❤️

Cupcake🧁:-
What is it then?

Me :-
Um..

Cupcake🧁:-
...?

Me :-
I am sorry YN...

Cupcake🧁:-
Huh? Why??

Me :-
Jungkook told me everything..

Cupcake🧁:-
What do you mean..? About what?

Me :-
About him telling you to stay away from me..

Cupcake🧁:-
Oh..

Cupcake🧁:-
It's fine Taehyung. You don't have to apologise for that. It's not your fault.

Cupcake🧁:-
Me and Jungkook started to get on good terms right?

Cupcake🧁:-
So it's fine! 😁

Cupcake🧁:-
Only present matters to me.

Cupcake🧁:-
And I can understand why he must have done that. It's not his fault either..

Cupcake🧁:-
He just couldn't trust me easily and that fine.

Cupcake🧁:-
Now he isn't like that right? Infact, he himself put the idea of exchanging numbers.

Cupcake🧁:-
So please don't be mad at him and forget about this.

Me :-
How can you YN??

Cupcake🧁:-
Huh?

Me :-
How are you not even mad at him? Not even a little bit??

Cupcake🧁:-
How can I?

Cupcake🧁:-
Even if he's elder than me, he's just like a kid to me.

Cupcake🧁:-
Like a younger brother..

Cupcake🧁:-
A cute one, heh.😁

Me :-
He's a grown ass adult YN 🤦🏻‍♂️

Cupcake🧁:-
As if you don't treat him like he's a baby 🙃

Me :-
I-

Me :-
Okay fine 🙄

Me :-
But still!
What he did isn't small thing.

Cupcake🧁:-
Yes I know, it's wrong but I am saying that it's fine.

Cupcake🧁:-
He didn't cause me any harm so it's fine.

Cupcake🧁:-
And I know how protective he is about you guys. So I can understand.

Me :-
But..

Cupcake🧁:-
What matters is, he understood that he was wrong and he already apologized to me for that.

Cupcake🧁:-
and I was never mad at him to being with. I can never be, that's for sure.

Me :-
But are you okay?
You are not hurt??

Cupcake🧁:-
I am fine Taehyung.

Me :-
You sure?

Cupcake🧁:-
♾️%

Me :-
Lol

Me :-
Good then.

Cupcake🧁:-
How can I not be fine when you are with me? 🤗

/My heart literally skipped a beat at her words. I smiled brightly and texted her a reply./

Cupcake🧁:-
How can I not be fine when you are with me? 🤗

Me :-
Awww

Me :-
True true 😁

Cupcake🧁:-
Hehe

Me :-
By the way, Did you talk to your parents about everything?

Cupcake🧁:-
I'll Taehyung. I'll call them in the afternoon or something.

Me :-
Ah okay. Good luck ❤️

Me :-
Don't be afraid, okay?

Cupcake🧁:-
Okay Taehyung 🤗

Cupcake🧁:-
Thank you ❤️

Me :-
Okay bye then👋

Me :-
Go bact to sleep.

Cupcake🧁:-
Nah, it's almost time for my new schedule. I can't sleep now. I have to shift to my new dorm too.

Cupcake🧁:-
You go and sleep.

Cupcake🧁:-
Bye bye 👋

Me :-
Okay YN, bye~

Me :-
Take care ❤️

Cupcake🧁:-
You too!❤️

Cupcake🧁:-
Also make sure this will be only between three of us. Don't tell to anyone else.

Me :-
Ofcourse, It'll be between us.
Don't worry <3

Cupcake🧁:-
Okay Taehyung.

Cupcake🧁:-
Bye 👋

Me :-
Bye YN :)

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"YN POV"

/I quickly went to fresh up and got ready. After having breakfast, I left to the office to get my new schedule and ofcourse, my new contract along with my new dorm, so I am taking my luggage with me./

/After reaching to the office I went to PD-nim's cabin. I knocked on the door letting him know about my presence. He looked at me and signalled me to come in. I went and bowed to him showing my respect. He nodded his head and signalled me to sit./

Bang PD : How are you YN? *Smiles*
YN : I am fine, PD-nim. Thank you. *Smiles*

Bang PD : That's good. I remember you came here just last month to get your trainee contract. Now look at you! Already signing the Debut contract.
/He said with a smile on his face./

YN : Yes sir, All thanks to you for trusting me so much. *Bows slightly*

Bang PD : No YN, as I have always said, You deserve it. *Smiles*

/After discussing about the contract details I signed the contract./

Bang PD : I am repeating again YN, Don't reveal your face ANYWHERE as a trainee.
/He reminded me again to be cautious./

YN : Yes PD-nim, Got it! But why do I have to do that? I have never seen any Idol do that before.
/I asked being confuse./

Bang PD : That's the point! No one did anything like this before, that's why we are doing it. I am sure this will be a great decision.
/He said with my proud smile./

YN : Ah okay, but how are we gonna reveal our face?
Bang PD : We'll have to discuss that with the boys. Because they are also part of this plan. So let's wait for that day and till then you have to cover your face.

YN : Sorry for asking too many questions PD-nim but how do I cover my face? With normal surgical mask kinda thing?

Bang PD : Umm no that wouldn't look that good.
/He said shaking his head in disagreement./

YN : How about a... Masquerade mask?
/He looks at me suprised and with a satisfied smile./

Bang PD : Perfect! And it has to be very unique and match your aura. If you have any ideas for it make sure to tell me about it. Our artists have full freedom for creativity.

YN : I know, PD-nim and I am grateful for that. *Smiles*
/He smiles back nodding m/

Bang PD : Just a second..
/He said before pressing on the call bell on his table. Seconds later a staff member came into the office and bowed to PD-nim waiting for his order./

Bang PD : Bring me the information of the new dorm and also call Mrs. Choi inside.
/The staff member left after bowing to PD-nim and few seconds later a lady, who I assume to be in her late twenties, stood near the door./

Lady : Excuse me Mr. Bang, can I come in?
Bang PD : Yes please.
/I immediately stood up bowing showing my respect to the elder Woman. PD-nim stood up from his chair and put his hand out for greetings which she gladly accepted./

Bang PD : YN, meet her. She's Choi Soojin, Your Manager from now on.
/I made a "o" with my mouth and bowed to her again./

YN : Annyeonghaseyo Manager-nim, I am YN. *smiles*
/She smiles back softly./

Mrs. Choi : Yes I know, Future star. *Chuckles along with Bang PD*
/I looked down feeling a little shy./

Mrs. Choi : And please just call me Soojin. I am not that old. *chuckles*
YN : Okay, Soojin..
/I said with a smile./

YN : (She seems friendly. That's great and plus point is she's a girl so I can be somewhat comfortable.)
/My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. It's the same staff member, he had a paper with him./

Bang PD : Thank you, You may leave now.
/He bowed and left./

Bang PD : So YN, this is your new dorm address along with your new schedule and diet plan. If you have any issues please let your manager know or feel free to contact me.
/He said while handing me those papers. I looked them through, mostly nothing has changed except some extra classes like "Acting" and things related to "media" and "imagine management". About diet, I must say it is strict.. but I think it's enough. It looks healthy so it's fine. I like food but I never really craved to eat any junk food too much. I can survive without it. So it's gonna be fine I guess. I have to manage./

YN : It looks fine to me, PD-nim.
/I said with a slight smile and he nodded./

Bang PD : And Mrs. Choi , Make sure to take good care of Our Artist.

Soojin : Ofcourse PD-nim! I'll do my best.

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"In the new dorm"
(In Seoul somewhere near the Office building.)

/My new dorm was looking good. It's not luxurious but definitely not bad. I came to my new dorm as I have to shift and unpack things PD-nim said I can take a leave today. Soon I unpacked my things and arranged them in the cupboard./

/After setting up everything it was already 3PM and I realised I didn't eat yet. But just then I remembered I thought about calling mom today./

/I immediately took my phone and dailed her number./

On the phone -

Mom : Hello?
YN : Mom..
/I called almost in a whisper tone./

Mom : How are you, My dear?
/She asks softly./

YN : I am great, Mom! How about you? And dad..
Mom : I am fine and yeah your dad's fine too..
/I hummed in response and stayed silent for a moment./

YN : Mom...
Mom : Yes?
YN : Why did you never asked me about my work..?
/My mom was silent for a moment before speaking./

Mom : Because I trust you.. I trust that whatever you do, you'll make me proud. I am sorry I didn't trust you before.. but I'll from now on. I will always be with you, My daughter.
/She said already sobbing silently on the other side. I started tearing up too./

YN : I love you Mom and I miss you so much! *Sobbing*
Mom : I love you too and I miss you even more. *Chuckles*

[A/N : My Asian mom would never say it back ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ]

YN : So the work I am doing is...
/I told her the whole story, including about BTS and the company. Ofcourse my mom knows them. I used to tell her about them to her whenever we had those gossip times./

Mom : Wow YN! Very good! I am so proud of you! I'll tell this to everyone and send sweets-
/I immediately interrupted

YN : Mom! No!
Mom : Huh?
YN : Don't tell to anyone!
Mom : Why?
YN : It's against the rules. You are my mom so that's why I told you. Otherwise, I didn't even tell to Kate and Hazel. So you too don't tell anyone yet (about company). Everyone will know it themselves after I debut.

Mom : Ahh okay, Fine. Got it. I won't tell anyone.
/We continued talking about random things for atleast 1 hour after a long time./

/After hanging up the call I felt so relieved and happy to finally tell my mom about everything./

YN : Ahh I feel so tired! I should take a warm bath to relax.
/I went to shower and relax myself. After 30 minutes I was done showering. I put a bath robe and a towel on my wet hair and go out./

/After drying my hair completely I was going to put it into a bun. Just then a scene from yesterday's night flashed infront of me./

*Flashback*

Taehyung : I don't know but I hate coffee! Like so much!
YN : *Chuckles* I know, Me too actually. Except for Milk coffee, I don't like any other kind of coffee. I prefer Tea mostly.
/We were talking about random things about eachother while laughing together./

/Suddenly Taehyung started to stare at me, with those eyes. I felt my cheeks and ears getting hot./

YN : W-what happened? Why are you looking at me like that?
Taehyung : Oh nothing, I am just admiring the view infront of me.
/I started to take heavy breaths feeling my heartbeat raise. I let out a awkward chuckle./

YN : You are so funny Taehyung-
/He suddenly leaned closer to me, not too close not to far, enough distance to give me a heart attack. I didn't dare to look at him and kept looking at my lap./

Taehyung : Did I ever tell you how beautiful you are?
/He said whispered in a audible voice. I was internally going crazy. I went blank. I couldn't think about anything. He's making me crazy./

Taehyung : If not, I am telling you now.. You are so damn beautiful YN..
/I didn't even bother to say Thank you for the compliment. Hell! It doesn't even sound like a normal compliment. I just stayed silent./

Taehyung : But...
/I frowned at his and finally looked at him. I looked into his eyes and drowned in those eyes./

/He suddenly brings his right hand to my hair and opened my bun making my hair fall on my shoulders./

[A/N : Don't ask me how he did it. I don't know either. Let's just pretend he did it effortlessly.🤫😌]

YN : Tae-
Taehyung : You look more beautiful with open hair..
/I just looked at him and gulped hard feeling nervous. My heart still beating fast and breath unsteady./

/He then backed away and sat as if nothing happened. As he didn't just give me a mini heart attack./

YN : (This man will give me a heart attack one day..)

*End of flashback*

/I felt goosebumps all over me thinking about last night. I shrugged off the thoughts and put my hair into a messy bun./

YN : (What are you upto Taehyung..?)

To be continued...

-Bunnybear811
(With Chimxkate)

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