Maddox POV
Hearing Theo talk about his assault set my teeth on edge.
The pain, and torture he went through alone, failed by the system that was there to prevent this, Theo should've had justice long ago before I found him, bloodied and barely conscious.
The police had just left after I spoke a few words with them, after Theo agreed to press charges on this 'Eric' I had to press to see this gets dealt with, or I'd involve my lawyers to see that this fucking kid never walks again.
Walk... I wanted to break his fucking legs the moment Theo mentioned he was the football captain at his school, I'd take pleasure in doing it myself, just to see how much he likes it when someone bigger fucks with him.
I've done worser things in my life, this would be merely a scratch on the shit I have done in the past.
"Are you hungry? I can make you anything you want." I say to Theo, sitting up on my bed.
His shaky dark blue eyes looked back at me and all I saw in them was relief, it made me proud he didn't leave anything out, he spilled his guts and held his head high doing it, it was nice to see him gain his confidence.
"Um." He stuttered, just as his stomach started to roar, filling the silence of the air, and making me grin.
"Are you allergic to anything?" I asked, getting up from the bed. "I make a decent fettuccine alfredo." I faced him, seeing the light blush on his cheeks.
"No and... that sounds good." He shyly said as I bit back a smile, nodding my head before turning around.
"Can..." He suddenly says, making me freeze and look at him. "Can I watch?"
Watch? "You want to watch me cook?" I asked, to be sure, and Theo nodded his head, avoiding my gaze, as he fumbled with his fingers.
I didn't know how that embarrassed him and I really wanted to tease him, because just looking at him was a temptation, as soon as his face lit up like a tree, but I kept my mouth shut and went over to him, helping him off the bed.
"Oh, um..." He nervously looked at me as I already knew his leg was probably painful to stand on.
I put my hands on his waist, and under his legs and lifted him up, not surprised that he didn't weigh anything, in fact he was pretty fucking easy to lift, which only made me want to fatten him up more.
Theo looked mortified as he hid his face, his hands even turning a shade of pink as I carried him like a pretty princess all the way to the living room, putting him down on the couch with clear view of the kitchen.
"Y-You didn't need to do that."
I rolled my eyes and walked over to my fridge, getting what I needed out for the alfredo. "Come on, Princess, you know you liked it." I teased, grabbing a pan.
I didn't need to look back to know Theo was shy from my comment, even so it made me smile from how better he seems now, compared to when I first found him on the path, unable to form a single sentence.
I had never wanted to kill someone before, and I admit at first, I never gave a shit about Theo when I saw that bruise on his jaw, I was more amused that he let someone get that close to him to cause it.
Things were changing, the guy was fucking with my head and everything he did was affecting me in ways I never thought possible, especially for me, who choose to not have a partner, or anything close to a relationship with someone else.
After being in the kitchen for over twenty minutes, and small talk with Theo from the living room, the alfredo was done and I was serving his portion in a bowl, adding just enough to fill him up but not overwhelm him.
I sat next to him with my own plate and handed him his and watched as his eyes widened at the food.
"You think I'm just another pretty face?" I nudged him, as he groaned out, shyly, before taking a bite with his fork.
He looked surprise as he started to chew his food and dig his fork back into the alfredo for more, and I had never been the type of guy to find happiness from feeding other people, but then again, Theo was changing me.
We ate in comfortable silence, but I couldn't stop myself from thinking about where this puts us, he was no longer my client, in fact I didn't even know if you'd call us friends, what I felt for him was something foreign.
So, the question remained, would Theo be down for more?
More importantly, was I up for more? With everything going on in my life, the questions that would come my way if I came out as gay, or even bisexual, fuck, I don't even know if I'd be able to handle so many people invading my personal life then they have already.
Fuck it, it doesn't hurt asking.
I put my plate down on the coffee table in front of me and then turned to look at Theo, still eating but almost finished with his food, my eyes on his pale face and pretty eyes.
"Theo." I said his name, gaining his attention.
Well, here goes nothing.
"How do you feel about having a relationship with me?" I asked, watching his body freeze and eyes widen.
"Beyond... friends." I put clearly.
Theo slowly put his fork down as I noticed him bite his lip, and the back of his neck redden from my question, I knew it was something he had thought about, he's young, younger than me, it must've crossed his mind once.
"I... don't know." He spoke quietly. "I-I've never... I haven't dated anyone before."
I figured as much. "Do you at-least fancy me, Theo?"
The question completely raddled him as his head whipped to mine, his face, redder than I've ever seen, I found it funny as hell that he was this innocent, this pure, despite the shit we did not nights ago, my cock deep inside him and him, moaning like a girl.
"I-I... I..." He stuttered, troubling to find his words as I watched him.
"I've..." I slowly reached out and touched his hand, it was soft for a man's hand, and ghostlike next to mine.
"I'm new too this too, do you think I'd just fuck any guy?" I chuckled, making his hand flinch.
"I've never jerked off while thinking of a guy before Theo, every time I touch my cock I think of you, so where does this leave us now?"
I knew what I was admitting was filthy, and partly fucked up, but we needed to talk about this, and admitting something like that would definitely break the ice, not ashamed to admit that I liked having sex with him and imagining doing other things with him.
He was quiet, and a red as a tomato as he looked away from my and stared at my larger hand, over his much smaller one, I decided to just go for it, the silence was killing me.
I leaned closer to him until I held his cheek with my free hand, turning his head to face me as I slowly leaned closer, his nervous eyes on mine as my mouth inched closer to his, until I put my lips on his.
Moving my lips against his was just like the first time, he let me take control as I chose the pace, I moved slowly as I held his head closer to mine, tilting my head slightly for a better angle before deepening our kiss.
His soft lips were much like a girl, he was a shit kisser, but I liked the way every time his soft whimpers escaped his lips, each time made my cock jump, and swell in my shorts as I moved my lips over his.
I was so fucking hard, and from Theo's moans I could say that he was too, but this was all I could do, all I could have until he was feeling better again and didn't look like he went a few rounds with me in the ring.
After what felt like hours, I pulled back and saw just how swollen his lips were from my kiss, despite not sticking my tongue in his mouth, I never thought a guy could look this sexy until now, but Theo had a way of making the simplest of things turn me on.
Resting my head against his I couldn't help but laugh, my thoughts getting worse each passing day when it came to this guy.
"Seriously." I sighed under my breath, what the fuck is he doing to me.
Moving back, I saw just how hard he was, I didn't need to look at my own erection to know it was taller than the Eifel tower, as it throbbed against my shorts, the fucker wanting to impale his bubble butt, despite his condition.
"I could use a cold shower." I couldn't help but saying, making Theo smile up at me.
"You could use one too."
Theo moved away from me, embarrassed as I grinned at him, getting up from the couch as I adjusted myself in my shorts, my cock painfully hard and uncomfortable.
"What about..." Theo's eyes went to my erection, face flushed a warm pink. "Isn't it painful?"
Theo... seriously, what was he even saying to me? "Yeah." I laughed, holding my hand out to help him up.
Fuck, it was so painful, if he wasn't like this I... fuck, just thinking about it, I am a real shithead.
"But I'm not going to touch you until you've answered my question." I said, pulling him up until his chest touched mine as he took my hand in his, his erection brushing against mine as I slowly put my hand around his waist, and rested my hand on his ass.
I then used both my hands to lift him up, Theo grabbed hold of me whilst putting his legs halfway around my waist as I started walking with him towards my bathroom, my cock twitching with each step.
I felt like a teenager again, struggling to control my lust or the muscle between my legs, especially around him.
Seriously, the way I was acting, and for a guy, nobody would imagine it.
I helped Theo down and sat him on top of my toilet seat, then I walked over and started the shower, there was just no way he could clean himself, and I got the go ahead from the doctor that as long as I didn't push him, a shower would be fine.
So, I bend down and slowly pulled the shorts from his legs, not missing the way Theo's eyes watched me as I took off a pair of my shorts, or the erection he was trying to his underneath one of my t-shirts.
He had a decent size, but compared to mine he was still unable to compete with me, which I didn't mind, sizes never factored into what I wanted to do with him, or how he made me feel.
I had even wondered what it would feel like, to taste him in my mouth, one of my many filthy thoughts from touching myself in the shower, thinking of him before blowing my load.
Swallowing hard, I stood up and lifted his t-shirt, his eyes shaking as he looked up at me, like a puppy not knowing what to do, he let me strip him, all while not tearing his eyes away from mine.
It made me feel high, even without saying the words I knew, Theo fancied me, probably more then I fancied him, as the way his eyes looked at me, especially my chest as I had caught him looking at it more than once when I trained him.
"Come on." I helped him up and helped him walk into the shower.
"W-What about you?" He asked quietly, the water hitting his pale skin as he turned to face the wall, keeping his head low as I couldn't help but stare down at his ass.
Fuck, could I even control myself if I showered with him again?
My cock had a mind of its own, and right now, it wanted nothing more than to slip between his thighs and fill out all our fantasies we had about him while I touched myself in the shower.
Fucking hell, I was a weak son of a bitch alright.
"Are you sure, Theo?" I had to ask, as he turned his head enough to look at me, before nodding his head, his eyes slowly trailing down my body, until they stopped at my shorts.
I nodded my head and then slipped off my t-shirt over my head in one swift motion, his eyes instantly going to my chest as he quietly watched me from behind the glass of the shower wall, then I wasted no time in taking my shorts off, along with my underwear before kicking them somewhere on the bathroom floor.
I stepped into the water behind him, there was no hiding my erection, I've been hard for a good fifteen minutes now and if anything, it's gotten worse, but now... I was sure it wouldn't going to go down unless I touched myself.
So, I did.
I leaned down and rested my head against the back of Theo's neck, whilst I moved my hand to wrap around my thick length, a shiver going down my body once Theo moved back slightly, my tip touching his ass slightly.
Theo then did something I never thought the nervous guy would do, as he turned around and faced me, body to body, and reached out to wrap his smaller, pale, bruised hand around my dick, and start moving it in a pace that felt punishing.
"I-Is this... ok?" He whispered quietly, under the pressure of the water hitting us, as I groaned out, frustrated.
"I don't know Theo." I laughed, breathlessly, looking into his eyes. "What do you think?" I said, sarcastically, his question obvious from how hard I was.
He was so innocent and defenseless, I had to wonder if Theo even knew what he was doing to me, as it felt like he went with the flow, which didn't help me, not when all I wanted to do right now was to fuck him senseless.
His hand tightened around my length, and he started getting more confident as he stroked me faster, all while keeping his eyes on mine, I couldn't help but grin at him, this one puny, weak and nerdy kid who wouldn't look me in the eyes not a few days ago.
Look at him now, like he didn't give a shit anymore.
"Kiss me." I almost begged, inching closer to him as his hand worked magic on me.
Theo leaned up just enough to press his lips against mine as I reached out and squeezed his left ass cheek, and the moment he pressed his tongue against my lips, I couldn't help but laugh.
Seriously, I was so fucking doomed.